It's because you intend to do it professionally and have attached your sense of self-worth to it.
>>7160714No, it's actually because I was repeatedly raped as a child and drawing is just a compulsive escape from trauma that I can never fully face without going insane.I hate drawing but it's better than the alternative. You wouldn't understand because you never had your butthole reamed. It's just that simple.
>>7160715Take up an instrument
>>7160715im sorry for you
>>7160714> the-most-disgusting-image-on-the-internet.jpg
>>7160715>You wouldn't understand because you never had your butthole reamed.Bold of you to assume that OP isn't a faggot.>>7160714>how to love drawingThe drawing process is tedious, boring, etc and only mega autists enjoy this shit.>INB4>"I love drawing" faggots reply to meIt's easy to say that when you draw for 1 hour every other day instead of 10+ hours every fucking day for decades. Just like anything else in life you'll burnout and hate drawing.