In Loving Memory of Timothy J. McVeigh and Theodore J. Kaczynski edition
I said good morning retardswhere the FUCK is the czech
shhh he's sleeping
>>203751528how are you lad
>he's sleepingNo, I am fucking slave.I had to carry it out of the van. Alone.My back, my arms...
>>203752732didn't do my incelwak todayand you?
>>203753757>aloneawwww :((>>203754006doing fuck all at toil I swear I get paid exponentially more the less work I do
This shit too...150kg/bag
>this nigga's never hauled 300 4x4's in a dayNEVER gonna make it
I finally have time to walk the dog. Like a fucking hobo.
you're gonna get jacked and find a good wife
>>203754118good for yousounds a bit like cigany mindset
My goal.
>>203754363it sucks when I'm stuck in the office because I have to sit in my chair for 8 hours>gypsy mindsetit's not on purpose, just the nature of being a government drone
>>203754274>you're gonna get jacked and find a good wifeI am interested in a wild Slovak, Hungarian or Romanian girl who will destroy my life with her wild temperament.
>>203754118>get paid exponentially more the less work I doKek, btw, same
>>203754459isn't it getting dark?>>203754513>so a cigány womaninteresting
>>203754513get yourself a borderline personality demon girl who will rip your fucking nuts off and get you sent to jailit's the ultimate expression of tomboy fetishism >>203754550lazy professionals shall inherit the earth
>>203754562>getting dark? Yep, 2 headlamps in my pocket. >cigány womanNope. At university I met many Slovak girls in my bed, and compared to the Czech girls, they are much more temperamental and entertaining in general. Czech girls are boring or trashy.
Very comfy
>>203754732that's the thingyou met them in bedat university in for them foreign countrydon't really think they're much different from Czech girls
is finn still here? i need help installing linux mint
>>203755370It's easy dude, just follow the steps.
>>203755692There's a fucking ghost following you
>>203755594i trust finn more
JIGSAW FALLING INTO PLACE
Poland in the distance.
office rats don't appreciate their working conditions enough
And this fucking cool place.
>>203756084
>>203756005Are you not fucking afraid of a fucking ghost? Fuck you!!!
I like this place.
>>203755370go download the .iso from Mint's websiteuse rufus.ie to burn the .iso to a usb driveboot your PC to BIOS, select boot from the linux mint USBfollow the setup prompts go watch vids on youtube about it before you brick your PC
Ok, going back home, but love this place.
looks greatbut I'd shit myself
>>203756224>>203756224tx
>>203756551Jeseníky/Rychlebky0 bears, and about 10 wolves that avoid humans at all costs
>>203756598Looks like you are new in Linux world.I think UBUNTU is much better choice for you.They even have step by step instruction.
Glowing eyes. My dog is scared.Just deer or something.
>>203756598get the Cinnamon "flavor" .iso from Mintwhy do you want to use GNU/Linux anyway, you're a normie>>203756725mint is easier than ubuntu, Cinnamon is basically the Windows 7 UI
>>203756936>why do you want to use GNU/Linux anywaylaptop is half broken and i want to toy around with it before it breaks completely or try to salvage it idk>you're a normiei wish
>>203757112>I wishthis is stolen valor but for autism
>>203756827WHY WOULD HE BE SCARED OF DEER?
>>203757234i think i have autism but my special interest is social outings if that makes any sensetiktok autism
>>203757349I am an asperger's supremacist
>>203757661low iq supremacy
>>203756598>texaswhat did uru mean by this
>>203757239She was born in eastern Slovakia, and for the first six months she was tortured by gypsies. She's afraid of anything unusual.
>>203757722cringeyou have to have an IQ of at least 130 to talk to me
>>203757965tfw 93 but still feel above averagei bet the average iq is actually 70 or something
>>203757928>for the first six months she was tortured by gypsiesthe romani people owe deep spiritual penance for this crime
>>203758028>93are you jokingthe average is by definition 100
>>203758082online test yeah
>>203758180>onlineI wouldn't worry about itif you're able to work in an office then it really doesn't matter, it just makes you slower to pick up on things
>>203758404higher iq probably makes you less sociable with normal retarded people
>>203758485wouldn't know, I don't often inflict my presence on normalcattle
what is george floyds family up to now i wonder
being mooncrickets, same as always
>>203758738they were given $27 million>>203758896this but like thugnificent
lol apparently george floyd's sister bought a pure gold watch with the moneykino
uru how's Chilethis captcha can lick my balls btw, what the actual fuck is this
>>203759096it's alright i guess. not really worth visiting unless you want to see the desert.
>>203758397Very nice
did I mention chauffeurs grandma also lives here?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D :D :D :D :D :D
your suffering is different than mine
Do the women in the household like you, or do you feel a subtle hatred?
can't really tellthe mom once said:nevesta to je cudzí fras do domuhow does that make you feel?
As an American, I am Constitutionally protected against suffering and turd worldism
you should get out very fastI hope your father-in-law at least likes you
>>203754266All my dog does is bite the leash like a fucking retard
>>203760900My mum overtly hates me, it isn't subtle at all
>>203762026We're talking about mother-in-law and father-in-law. >My mum overtly hates me, it isn't subtle at allBut this is much sadder than that, I'm sorry.
>>203762026whyare you a fuckup or is she mentally ill
>>203761478he's coolbut I still want out asap
>>203762626>he's coolIt's good to have at least one ally. +you have a child, that's a good thing too, if you have a mother-in-law, without a child it would be even worse
we both know that if there was no child, there would be no mother in law asking for spending time together
>Central Yuro hours in yon /dixie/now we just need 3 or 4 azns and we'll have an active general
>>203762840Well, I wish you good relations and a new house as soon as possible.
>>203763335>no thotposting>wants aznsdont you seeyou cannot have both
>>203763453plantmanwhen the FUCK are we hanging out
>>203763714>Texas plateschecks out
>>203763935https://youtu.be/Cc5pP9tZAyg
A penis has a hard life. His family is nuts. His neighbor is an asshole. And his best friend is a pussy.
It is OK for my peepee.
>>203762329I am a fuck up but quite coincidentally my life went to shit right around the time I was pressured into taking psychiatric drugsYes, a complete coincidence with no causal connection at all
>>203764247So what is your plan?
>>203764136https://youtu.be/si_KzQjLtEg> To serve mother Russia
Big Oof.
>>203764247idk if you want advice so I won't give it I hope things work out for you
>>203764289I could stop taking psychiatric drugs but then things get real fucked up. My mind starts doing weird shit.But everything was fine before I ever took these drugs, so I think they fucked up my brain.>>203764889I just felt like posting something about why I think I'm a fuck up, but it's just a theory. None of us actually know what's happening in our brains, that's the frustrating thing.Thank you anyway, I appreciate that.
>>203764481>half of americans get 10 days or less off a YEAR
>>203764481>bro you don't get it bro you can just work at the same company for 20 years bro to get the same benefits bro as europeans get day one of working at Lidl bro America's still a functional country bro you have to believe me, PLEASE broon the flip side I make 5k more a year than bongman's boss and he has two masters degrees
I'm afraid to go to sleep tonight. I don't want any more nightmares.
I only had nightmares as a kid, and even then only a few
I had a nightmare after many years. It totally ruined my sleep and half of my day.
Not good tonight...
I only have nightmares about having vicious arguments with people I love, it's very distressing
>conversations in dreamswtf
he's a zestlord a friend of dorothy'she plays for the other team and their playbook is very different my friend
we a lil zesty up in conway
maybe pole is a homosexual
why
you've never been interested in women
I think he's just speculating.
that's false
huh? when have you been interested in women
likealways
but er you've never courted one?
Does primary school count?
>>203764247you seem very desperate to feel like a victim and that's probably the real root of your problemswho gets "pressured into taking psychedelic drugs," are you a teenager from a 90s PSA or something?
A little girl showed me her vegane in kindergarten.+/- 29y ago
playa
>>203766172>who gets "pressured into taking psychedelic drugs,"you mean psychiatric
>>203766189you belong in prison you sick pedophile
>>203765733What do you meanI have conversations in my dreamsI often wake up remembering what I was just saying to someone in a dream
>>203766237I mean fill this https://bigfive-test.com/
>>203766227>you belong in prison you sick pedophile+/- 29y ago, retardI was like 5yo
if it's in your memory and you relive it you're a pedophile
>>203766237hey dude, another one >>203756333>>203756084
>>203766250I will do it tomorrow (for real) I'm going to bedI knew you were going to post it if I showed up anyways
I'm not. I'm attracted to older women.
>>203766221same thingruminating about ways that you were "irreversibly broken" as a child is one-way ticket to becoming a fucking lunatic that can't leave the house without a panic attack
want a big overcoat but I think I can't afford a new one in the style I'd like so I'll try to find one at a thriftstorethough I typically don't like secondhand clothing
>>203766310What if it was a woman in her 30s but with a vagina of a 5yo?
>>203766339I reject those considerations here.
>>203766328Feeling called out
poledon't they like pay you to go to uni in your country
no
unironically far more attracted to women 25-40 and always have been even when I was youngerthat seemed like the default societal norm when I was a kid and I just never dropped it, I've always considered the mainstream obsession with 18-25s to be fucking weird>>203766367I haven't followed your full saga desu but I've never seen you blame anybody else for your issues
I had a small scholarship, even though I was a lousy student.+ erasmus, free gibs by EU
>>203766172>>203766328No I was pressured into taking psych meds when I was a young adult, not as a childI think the only way to fix my life is to take more psych meds, which sucks, but I think it's the only real option I have. Otherwise my life will just get worse. I guess it could be a lot worse though, that's definitely true.
>>203766488I feel similarly to thisI don't think I'd date a girl younger than 24 and I wouldn't seriously date someone older than me at this point but I'd like to sleep with a curvy older woman
>>203766488>far more attracted to women 25-40 and always have been even when I was youngersame, first MILF (42 or 43) when I was 18 or 19, can't stop since
>>203766488Technically I only blame myself although I shift it by blaming just being born the wrong way and I ruminate constantly about the past
I remember feeling romantic attraction towards girls my age in primary and middle school but only started being sexually attracted to them in high school, still the biggest turn on were the hot teachers. So yeah like 25-35
You should start taking real steps.
the way I see it all current ~30 year olds look like ~20 year olds did in the 20th century so there's no real loss anywaywhy the fuck would anybody want to date some student with no domestic skills, no nice clothes, no nice jewelry, no social skills with people outside of their peer group, and no moneyit's like people are stuck on their first high school crush (like the quirky RAWR xD weeb girl or cheerleader) and can't ever move past it
>>203766584Disgusting.
I blame my parents for trying to turn me into an amphetamine zombie when it wasn't necessary but my present day problems are mine alone >>203766172psychiatric drugs like haloperidol, not psychelics. anti-psychotics are incredibly fucked, they measurbaly reduce grey matter volume. they're just (arguably) less fucked than being an untreated schizophrenic>>203766488yeah anything under 24 was pretty unappealing to me even as a teenager. teenagers are fucking vapid and useless, there's no point to interacting with them when you can avoid it
I'm more attracted to personality. Adult women are usually much more interesting than young girls before 30.
>>203766661I think I felt romantic attraction for my stoner artfag friend in junior high and highschool but I was deep in the closet at the time so didn't realize it
meditation is literally the most effective thing in the world for any mental ailment but I can't bring it up without sounding like I chug three gallons of semen a dayneeds a western-oriented rebrandmaybe some synthesis with christian prayer
>>203766921What does it mean to meditate
I've thought that toothere's probably some terminology from like the desert fathers or somebody about "silence" without prayers or recitation
it's called contemplation
maybe but contemplation also implies thinking about something which is more or less the opposite of most meditative practices
man what is up with these new captchas
Europe had classical yoga, Ignatius of Loyola "invented" it
>>203767047You should fill this and post the id https://bigfive-test.com/everyone has
So when meditating do I force myself to not think
that shouldn't be hard for a polak
and yet you are so wrong
>>203766939People focus too much on the process of it, there really isn't oneBest way to describe meditation state is like a fever. A fever is your body basically going into debug mode, heating up, and attacking invasive germs and infections. Meditation state is very similar but instead of germs and infections it's able to reset pathways in the brain that get messed up through the years by stress and traumatic events There is no set way to achieve it, and all of these different techniques and courses and guides that people publish really make it seem way more complicated and demanding than it actually isIt can be done anywhere at any time, even during other activitiesWhat I do personally is just turn off every light in my living room at night, put on some visually relaxing black and white movie, and focus on taking full, correct breaths. Eventually I zone outReally the only important things are breathing, doing your best keeping your head clear of thoughts, and not putting pressure on yourself to focus or do things a certain way since that just prevents relaxation if anything
>>203767113how'd i do?
>>203767287Hmmm okay I'll try>>203767322Post the id and I'll tell you
>>2037673356719750cdc9c4ef4a5527530 this right?
I guess I should leave the house at least once today
>>203767350
think i just lost my only female friend for no reason lolwhy did god make women so dumb
>>203767438Now's the moment when we ask for the story
>>203767447she thinks im trying to fuck her boyfriend because i sent him a dwarf fortress meme
>>203750269wtf did I make this edition?
>>203767487well are you
100%
>>203767487she wants to watch bro
>>203767487waaaait is that the only who was joking about him having a small dick
>>203767492I did it while thinking of what boatman would do
>>203767515noim not a psychologist but i think this has something to do with her not being all that faithful with her bf. some sort of weird projection idk>>203767584yeah
>>203767584*the one>>203767596boatman's pancreas would be in pain rn
not sure what to do about halloweengoing to a party and don't want some stupid little plastic shit as an outfitbut I can't find a proper nearby costume rental
>>203767613double oof for the dude then
>>203767670yeahvery tempted to tell her bf about how she flirted with me and other people but that would start some major shit lol
>>203767615Pancreas feels aight rn
>>203767714keep us posted
tfw no latin bf
I really need to fuck
>>203767847tfw maybe latin bf soon
kiss me darling
>tfw no gf
tfw no hindsgf
I LOVE HINDSWHERE IS HINDS
gn
gn you cunt
>>203768405miłych snów
where are all of you lonely sadsacks
>>203766921>>203767287https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christian_meditationhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hesychasm>>203766939I just do something restful like recline on a couch or bench or zone out while reading a book. your mind becomes unfocused and able to just sorta acknowledge what you're thinking and then let it go. It was helpful to me for working through some shit that happened in my childhood and figuring out how to address it
>>203769267erm
>>203768122I miss Hinds>>203769267playing vidya
>>203769938what dya
>>203769957LaD: Infinite Wealth
>>203769994So it's like a japanese gta?
>>203770013Not sure if you're kidding,but, no, it isn't
>>203770066I'm actually not, there's very few games I was ever into
dixie df succession fort when
>>203770082Oh.That's just a joke that gets made a lot, because on the surface they seem similar, but they're very, very different.They're fairly story driven, but it's more like a beat-em-up (the more recent two are turn-based) and the open-world aspect is more for exploration and allowing you to do minigames or sidequests, as opposed to GTA's sandbox-style open world
>>203770134Ah okay got it
pole be like:Ah okay got it
I got no beef witchu yet latinx, step wisely
im sorry
>>203771143This MEME goes so hard
>>203771155thanksI posted it myself
>>203763589im out of state rnshould be time finally in a week or two
>>203771155>cheeseblocks ur path
>it's a what should be a 1 minute conversation with customer service turns into a 30 minute circus with an Indian and his "manager" neither of whom are capable of independent thought or executive function episode
>>203771587>30 minute circus with an Indiaare there jugglers and elephants?
Just realized that I've never seen another male clip his nails in-person in my entire life
my former co-worker would cut his nails at work all the time, it was weird
Should I try mountain dew
Mountain Dew is okay.Very sweet, though; I only really use it to cut liquor
I avoided drinking Mountain Dew when I was younger because it had fatass/methhead connotations but I started drinking it last year and unironically love it
I shall then but probably no sugar
Although it might be different than the US version anyway (like Dr. Pepper, who knows knows)
I'M RAIDING IN HEREAND I DON'T HAVE ANY MOUNTINDEEEW
hi dixie i'm sad
>>203772179That's no good
>>203772179that's normal
>>203772084the low sugar/diet variation is not good from my one experience accidentally buying it
>>203772238for me it is, but i don't like it>>203772212i am lonely, i have no friends, no gf, nobody will ever love me, i don't know what to do with my life
>>203772060for me it was the myth that your dick would shrink if you drank your body weight's worth of mountain dew in your lifetimevery specific but made me stop drinking it at pretty young age; the neckbeard connotation didn't help
>>203772294Shall try both eventually thenPic rel was I think the best monster I've ever tried but I like the original just fine
was playing EUIVreally just like colonization in the game everything else bores me a bit; pretty bad battle mechanics and it has a bit more overt gaminess than a lot of other paradox titles
they should make a game more suited for the colonialism experience, especially with the random new world. Random new world is cool but by and large the continents/islands are ugly as shit and look unnatural
>>203772468I've always thought that if I had nothing holding me back and no clear direction I'd just start doing all those random impulsive things that normal people can't do but dream aboutTrain hopping, proper long distance hitch hiking, go live in the woods and be a hermit, whateverLife is full of potential, you just gotta latch onto the shiny thing you see when you look into the chaos
>>203772517>Munichhalfway across the country from me>engingeeringterrible with numbers>degreenot mentally stable enough to get one, dropped out of uni for my last degree because of depression>fraui am an ugly autistic loser incel retard nobody will ever likie me>>203772552>you just gotta latch onto the shiny thing you seethat's the issue, i don't see anything. i have no goals, no motivations, nothing i wanti sit there all day staring at my screen and i think to myself what i'd rather do if i wasn't so miserable, and i can't think of anything.i don't want to see or do anything, i honestly just want to die but i'm too scared of the pain and to mess up to try to kill myself
>>203772586don't talk to that poster talking about "fraus" if you persist we will also quarantine you too
>>203772586Hello, me
>>203772606do you have chud lips
>>203772627I don't think so
>>203772630do you have smelly farts
>>203772586Just start doing stuff man, you have literally nothing to lose and everything to gainPack a backpack and start walking. If you die you die and if you find something then your life has something to guide it forwardsDon't want to sound cruel but if all you do is sit and wallow in your room then you shouldn't bother complaining about sadness or lacking a sense of meaning since you're just causing yourself to stay unhappy anyways
>>203772668fuck yeah>>203772672>and start walkingso based so so based
>>203772681tfw could be walking RIGHT NOW
oh yeah oh yeah suck it fucking whore
>>203772732crazy bastard
>>203772769You ever seen one of these fellas in your time as a Yuropeen?I dream of being one of these fellas
>>203772794these the guys that work on churches?
>>203772794who dat
>>203772818rub my feet
I have a special brush for that
>>203772801>>203772818They're just travelling tradesmen of all kinds. The word journeyman comes from their custom.It's like a traditional thing that goes back to the 1500s but these days it's just German speaking countries and I think the Czechs that still do it. Basically when your guild apprenticeship ends you have to spend 3 years and 1 day living out of a knapsack and travelling by foot in search of work in your trade which is supposed to both demonstrate that you're skilled enough to survive without help from your community and provide a bunch of varied real world experience. There are different rules depending which branch of the guild system you do it through but basically you can't travel by modern methods, can't stay settled in one place for long, and can't come within a certain radius of where you're from for the duration of the 3 years journey. One of my teachers in blacksmithing school was from Munich and had done it when he was a young guyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnN2cSlKmMI
>>203772948I've seen gypsies but their wares are stolen and no one likes them
>>203772963That is not at all the same thing
>>203772978I'm not so sure
>>203772991Some day you'll have to answer for this slander
>>203773044pole can't stop farting and it smells
why weren't nigger-americans sent back to africa
>>203773232There are no white americans.
Why are there so many flaglets nowadaysWe need to close the border
Sign of the end of times
>>203773292t. somali>>203773232t. indian muslim
WELL ITS ALL FER ME GROGME JOLLY JOLLY GROGITS ALL FER ME BEER AND TOBACCO
>>203773313>>203773313stop being a little fart
WELL ITS ALL FER ME SHARTIN ME JOLLY JOLLY MARTITS ALL FER ME MCDONALDS AND COSTCO
I was gonna make a snide comment but that was actually funnyTouche, swede
Nightmare
>>203772601i was told not to speak to the one that speaks german, didn't know that was him, sorry sir>>203772672but there's nothing i like doingi hate going outside, it scares me, i hate being around people, i'm shit at everything to do with my handsi wish i wanted something but i just don't and i don't know how to make myself normal like other people that do want things
>>203773580I get the sense you just want to wallow
>>203773736ideally i want to die, i'm just too scaredbut i can't think of anything that would make my life worth living. having a gf would be nice, but i'd still be miserable and want to die. i can't think of anything that would make me want to live and i don't know how to find something that would
>ideally i want to dieThe masculine urge
>>203773759That's why I told you to just start doing thingsYou don't have to want it and you don't have to like it, just throw everything at the wall and see what sticksBest case scenario you have a cool adventure and find meaning whereas worst case scenario you end up dead on the side of the highway which is apparently what you want anyways
finally, my toil ends
>>203773736wallowing is fun sometimeshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZv1KXAehXs
>>203773915Literally how in the fuck does a man get a beautiful chitoge kirisaki/sailor venus girlfriend?????????????????????
>>203773915https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eq_xyDsXuus&ab_channel=kawaii.newb
this was not what I toiled for
boobies time
>>203774225Do you have a girlfriend???
>>203774263Do you???
>>203773835okay, saturday i'll go on a hike to a ravine for you friend
>>203774284You would think I would be with her in a thursday night
>>203774287God bless you germbroI hope you find peace
>>203774284If you wanna be with meBaby, there's a price to payI'm a genie in a bottle (In a bottle, baby)You gotta rub me the right way (Yeah)
I do have a feeling 50% of the general is GAY
>>203774698De que parte da Eslovénia você é???? Eu gosto de Frauen e você?????????????
>I do have a feelingwhatever you say raging faggot
the POLE is rudeand possibly gay
>>203774994my dear tard fren you replied to the only person you're not supposed to lmao
>>203775048I got fooled
>>203772948We have it, minus the travelling on foothttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compagnons_du_Devoir?wprov=sfla1
They travel throughout France to improve their skills there's just no rule about literally walking as far as I know
>>203775716Hey
>>203775963It's 11am which means I technically have 13 hours left to take the test and not fail my promise
>>203775987Yes yes I'll just post the link again if you don't have it saved and remember the id is importanthttps://bigfive-test.com/
have my route mapped for saturdays hike forest, castle ruins, ravinesthere better be some adventure hiding somewhere
maybe the real friends where the ravines we fell into along the wayI mean don't fall haha..
>>203776910i hope i do fall at least i'd die in a cool way
>>203774698I say it all the time. My guess is 2/3.
Make it 3/3 and kiss your slovak already(I am the margin of error)
I only kiss slovaksyou should kiss our Czech friend, he's your neighbor after all
>neighborWait, Slovakia doesn't neighbour Czechia now??????
we're basically one country
We are not.Btw it's funny that the local majority still hasn't figured out your gender.
Yet another woman in /dixie/? Interdasting
my pronouns areate/em
I honestly thought it was the slovak who told me how he met his gf but I guess it was probably the croat then, huh
it's not necessary to mention it
I only said it because you confirmed it (in German, to Brazilian incel).
bruh you can't belive everything someone says on the internet
Lmao, I shit you not I had a funny thought process earlier>no driver's licence>afraid of water in the eyes>somehow had a baby with a womanAnd I was like "he must be really tall or something"
Sure.
gm
We do have another woman poster but she's not been active lately and rarely is, she's busy.
why do you slavs in here never (you) anyone btw
>>203780102I don't think so
>>203780139>slavsNot just slavs and we do but it's not necessary to do it always when you know the general is slow and know each other AND have extra flags
>>203780147why not
>>203780188I'm still not in heaven, I wake up every time
>>203780058deep down you knew
>>203780226lil bro doesn't know about earthly pleasures
>>203780139I am Silesian
>>203780341Still a Slav
Btw we had Slovak tranny in /icy/
>>203780368so
>>203780368Did you address them as "her"
>>203780111Do we ?
>>203780368he was around in different general some time agohe even posted a pic in a blouse iirc
>>203780403No, he or she was OK.
>>203780485Yes (no)
>>203780495>he or sheuse the correct pronouns baka
>>203780504Var transitioned ???
>>203780537DUDE YOU DIDN'T KNOW??
>>203780555Xe didn't tell me
Why do you think she stopped posting, she's too shy now
NEW >>203780837>>203780837