What is your daily motivation for not killing yourself?
>>203804776I don't have the means, if I had a firearm, effective poison or a train station I would do it
>>203804776Fear of pain and death.
>>203804776Japanese women. I don't live near any but one day I will go and have sex with many
as stupid and unlucky as I am, I would leave myself a drooling quadriplegic instead of actually dying no matter how I tried
>>203804776It could be worse.
>>203805132I guess not, because I don't even know what that is
>>203805115Reported to the anmac glowies ;)
>>203805135Even worst than this?
>>203804776Because I want to see the world burn
>>203804776Hope, of course. If I could just have an average life I would be satisfied. Right now I am in the gutter and anything would be an improvement.
>>203805656https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMO-E4dSuoE
>>203804776Suicide is gay.
>>203805785Beautiful
>>203805785Caresses my soul.
>>203805124How would you kill yourself if you had to?
>>203804776Ck2
>>203804776While i do spend a majority of my time imagining my body exploding into a million pieces I have no interrest in doing it to myself as I am too vain, prideful and stuck up my own ass to actually do what needs to be done, I would much prefer to wait for someone else to do it for me so i can throw up my hands and say "i told you so" when the millions of eyeless nothings observing the evaporating soul of the just departed give me my non-due
>>203806429drugs preferably
>>203804776suicide and death is more of a comfort/ emotional crutch >fuck work good thing i can just kill myself
Still trying to figure it out. I am a Christian so the answer should be to not do it for Jesus but it's so tough. Today I actually thought long and hard about it and talked with my mom for really the first time about any of this.
>>203804776I look out the window and see this beautiful view that motivates me to live.
>>203804776Im a neet underpaid underqualified salesman + preschool teacher. So basically the smile of my student is the only thing that hold me from breaking apart. Just this morning 2 of my student ask to hug me when i want to go home. I feel it worth it teaching youngster so they wont make this world a shittier place (teach ethics to them)
>>203806803How was that talk? How did you feel?
>>203805656
>>203806720Why do you want to kill yourself?
>>203804776Continuing my Elderscrolls IV Oblivion playthrough
>>203805115no soy de negroaires
>>203805165https://youtu.be/h6fcK_fRYaI?si=FAUDUhwmeALr00Wh
>>203805612Yeah, there's almost always someone worse off than you still going.
>>203804776God, Family, Pets
No.
>>203806994The talk actually went okay but the rest of the day I was a wreck mentally and physically but I found it nice to actually open up and go see her throughout the day.Actually the night before I watched a video of a therapist reacting to last resort by papa roach and of course the song is about that, but she also interpreted it to have a second meaning being perhaps the last resort can be actually reaching out to someone and I have purposely not been doing that so with that in my mind today it was nice to just let something out to someone close to me
>>203807074I guess I don't, it's just easier than getting better
