and I just had sex for the first time in my life. I just got back home but her smell is still on me. Because I told her I'm only gonna wash my self quick in her place and gonna shower at my place since it's nearby.Losing my virginity opened my eyes because now I think chasing women is pathetic and is a waste of time. All of that for this? It's been 3 years since I had Ketamine and I still can't forget it and I still miss it dearly. Meanwhile sex with a woman, I'll honestly forget it by tomorrow morning. It's enraging how "normal/ok" it is. It's nothing incredible or mind blowing. Only slightly better than using your hand. In fact, I know how to pleasure myself with my hand better than she does with her hand. and she is actually older than me and is supposed to be an experienced hoe. She claimed to be 27.wallahi I'm not lying when I say I'm now enraged that there are men who are pussy worshippers and people who dedicate their lives to chase pussy. those people shouldn't even exist because IT'S NOT WORTH ALL THAT EFFORT.I thought I'll be quick to cum since it's my first time. But it took way too much time and effort for me to cum even though I wasn't nervous. I thought I'd cum twice or maybe three times. But I've had enough with only one lmao. Maybe my mind was somewhere else. aka I wasn't horny and I was thinking about other things. Maybe I just sex had at this time to take advantage of the opportunityI actually ended up chatting to her on bed more than fucking her. I am an inquisitive & curious person so I was genuinely interested. as I was chatting with her after sex she poured her heart out and then cried lol. She was talking about her shitty family. I faked being sympathetic but I didn't feel anything tbqhI had plans to chase after two other women who showed interest in me (a Filipina and a British lady). but now I'm seriously considering canceling those plansthis is politics related because WHY THE FUCK DO SOME MEN GIVE WOMEN MORE THAN THEY'RE WORTH?
>I tried something once now I'm an expert at it
>>204453351>he just discovered drugs are better than sexyupit's good for a self esteem boost though
>>204453400Stop being jealous
>>204453351this is why i tell folks just go and get it done to get it out of their systemsyou like it, go for moreyou dont like it, got nothing to lose
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>>204453351I doubt that she was as hot and plump as 2B
GYATT
>>204453400he's right, simp
>>204453351>this is politics related because cool but this is not a politics board. how does this relate to international affairs?
>>204453504He's 25, internationally speakingIn his cunt
>>204453414after I tried drugs I realized why people become addicted.after I tried sex I was enraged that pussy worshippers are a thing
>>204453585Since you're a druggie, you've probably just fried the pleasure circuits in your brain. Good job, now you'll never be able to enjoy anything else.
>>204453475I think she was self conscious of herself. When I wasn't feeling it during sex I stopped grabbing her booty or tits or pussy. and I started grabbing her belly lol. She didn't have a large belly just a small one. She was a little bit chubby but she wasn't fat. I thought she was attractive.I told her to turn on the lights when I wasn't feeling it. Because I might enjoy sex more when looking at her. But she refused because the balcony was open and said people would see us with the lights on. But I wouldn't be shocked if she didn't want to turn the lights on because she thinks she's fat and is self conscious.I was also hitting her but she said it hurt and didn't want me to do that. Even though I wanted to do it. When I put to fingers inside her she also got angry and said I reached her womb and put three fingers even though I've only put two.
>>204453670I'm not a druggie. I just experienced Ketamine. Some drug experiences can't be replicated without drugs. That's why people get addicted.Meanwhile sex? it's only slightly better than a wank.I wouldn't be surprised if I would spend so much of my life preferring a wank over sex (depending on my mood). I think I would genuinely and unironically feel this way. and the same goes for countless other men out there.
>>204453585you sound like a dopamine fried, completely desensitized person so it's no wonder you feel like that>Maybe [...] I wasn't horny>I faked being sympathetic but I didn't feel anything tbqhUnless your are very horny, sex isn't very different from masturbation if you don't care about the interpersonal situation surrounding the actual intercourse. This is why fetishes exist, why elaborate fantasies exist, why chasing exists, people want to feel the sensation of fulfilling a powerful desire beyond something physiological. They want to feel like they caused an effect on another person, whatever effect this might be.
>>204453351how is this related to international topics>
>>204453351I am a sexless virgin but I think that sex is probably worthless and boring if not with someone you actually loveI've never had any interest in casual sex, the concept disgusts me tbf, i always thought it's probably not that great
>>204454430I believe you. after having sex tonight. I thought to myself the fetish aspect was lacking. I thought I would enjoy it if I hit her while having sex. But the bitch kept telling me that it hurts a lot and she didn't want to be hurt and doesn't like this style. So we compromised and did it her way too. I also told her to turn the lights on when I was bored during sex. Because I'd enjoy it more if I can see her. But she refused. She was obviously self conscious even though she wasn't fat. She is a good person but definitely a dumb bitch.of course if I was still a teenager I would've probably enjoyed a mommy/milf fetish but I don't have the heart to tell women that. They would just cringe. Now that I'm 25 I don't know what roleplay fetish I'm into.Something was missing when I had sex. Not necessarily something emotional. But something to do with the mind. To help drive more pleasure.
>>204454430>why chasing existaha
>>204454788I'm not even joking when I say having sex once killed my drive to chase more women. All that effort and you get something that's not worth it in comparison. If you get easy pussy go for it. Otherwise it's not worth it. Enjoy your life. Sex is not that much better than self pleasure tbqh.
>>204453351>i will never stick my tongue into 2bs rectumWhat is the point of existence
>>204454974ok forget about the first time. what are the following next times like?
>>204453351maybe you're gay. seriously, I am and this is what I imagine being with a woman would be like for me. pleasurable physical sensations that would probably make me cum but nothing emotional. no real lust. basically just a warm fleshlight.
Lost my virginity at 23 and now I'm 28 and a full blown sex addict.
>>204453351>I faked being sympathetic but I didn't feel anything tbqh
>>204453351>first thing u do after losing my virginity is post an entire essay about it on a chinese real estate forum faggot
I first had sex at 22Married at 29I last had sex at 32I'm 34 now, still marriedI guess 10 years of sex is all I get for a lifetime
>>204453351>It's been 3 years since I had Ketamine and I still can't forget it and I still miss it dearlydamn i should try that
>>204453351Anyone with brains has always said this, but a flood of incels will scream cope and continue idolizing putting their dick inside a warm hole like it's the rapture. Just ignore them, retards will always exist.
>>204457246ironic coming from an anime poster
>>204458643>I last had sex at 32>I'm 34 now, still marriedwhat the fug
>>204453777>>204454924sound like you had awful sex
>>204453351tl;dr
>>204458769I'm a kissless virgin but I've had ketamine before, it's meh
>>204453351im a 36 year old virgin. It's over for me
>>204453351i think it’s probably because you’re circumcised you think it’s not worth it. uncircumcised fags are sex pests who can’t get enough
>>204453585Try MDMA, nothing that I tried, came close to making me that happy. Felt like I was a child again.
>>204453351W post bro i am 25 and still an incel
>>204458643>I last had sex at 32>I'm 34 now, still marriedsoon to be cuck
>>204453351that is because you are circumsized
>>204453351There is much more to sex than benis in bagina frenIt is about the flirtation, making each other feel pleasure, the intimacy, appreciating beauty and feeling appreciated. Perhaps also dominating or feeling dominated too. All of those things add to the exciment and can make sex better than porn (I said can, not will)But power to you if you are satisfied with that and decide to never try it again. Just ask yourself what you might have missed from this experience.
>>204453351now try gay sex
when the woman isn't womanly enough that's what happens, you just don't care
>>204453400this, sex can be great and it can be awful you need to try it again with diffrent girls its actually good for you to not obsess over it like some mentally ill incelnow it will be easier for you to have it more
>>204453351>I just had sex for the first time in my lifeIm not reading all that, get the fuck out of here you normie
>>204458863How many other experiences are you comparing it with?
>>204453351Many men pedestalize sex, because otherwise they got no achievements. Being a normo is their absolute pinnacle of performance. Then there's people afraid that the social contract thing will unravel if men stop chasing women.
The pleasure of meaningless s*x with someone you don't love is 70% social validation and 30% getting that "itch" off.Now sex with someone you love is quite good. But then again we don't choose who we fall in love with and if it's with a bitch then the dex will be great but your life terrible So basically yeah, simps don't have soul and pussy is not that huge of a deal on its own
>>204453351I did not read a SINGLE word of this wall of text, post more of this robot's fat ass please
>>204459471I guess the after sex cuddle was nice. she slept on my shoulder and wrapped her leg around my leg. felt a little comfy
>>204453351If sex was that boring to you then you probably used a wrapper.First time I had sex it was with no condom, most amazing feeling in my life. Then I had it once with a condom and it felt like nothing.
>>204462119Sex is on a spectrum, unprotected sex with an attractive woman who's into it is on another galaxy compared to banging an uggo with a condom on. The thing is most media people get fed doesn't make this distinction at all, in fact it makes it often pushes the idea that sex is always good period and bad sex always beats no sex at all. So you have virgins banging hogs with a thick rubber on and then wondering how the hell anybody could think this awful experience is any good.
when retarded pasta gets 50 replies it is time to seriously reevaluate the quality of the board
>>2044624304chan was always shit, get over it newfag
>>204462430It's not pasta
>>204462359Pretty much. Also the age and sexual maturity of the woman matters. Pussy is tightest, most fertile, feels best for both parties when they are at their prime and the woman is relatively new to sex.
didnt read
>>204453417I will not stop being jealous.
seems like you weren't truly attracted to the girl OP. sex with a beautiful woman who is into you is like heaven.
>>204463187you sound gay
>>204453351I don't understand casual sex either. The real joy comes from sex with someone you love and who loves you back.Don't go after women for sex. Go after them for love and let sex be a byproduct of that.
>>204458643life of the modern man
How do you even have casual sex in Muslimland? Isn't that haram?
>>204453351>>204453777>after sex she poured her heart out and then cried lol. She was talking about her shitty family.>I wouldn't be shocked if she didn't want to turn the lights on because she thinks she's fat and is self conscious.>I was also hitting her but she said it hurt and didn't want me to do that. Even though I wanted to do it. When I put to fingers inside her she also got angry and said I reached her womb and put three fingers even though I've only put two.God. Normie life sounds so sad, alienated, unfulfilled and decadent. Grim
>>204453351It's nicer if you do it with someone you care about since making them feel good, feels good.But yes, if you're just looking to cum save yourself the money/effort and just jack off.
>>204459077Don't take drugs that make you happy, take drugs that give you clarity. Embrace the void you cowards, there is no way out.
>>20446344390% of the population is foreign. half of which is non muslim. but yeah it's harm. it should be 70 lashes if you're not married and stoning if you're married.
>>204453351how did you meet her ?
>>204453351Friend. It isn't meant to be amazing and life changing. It's meant to just be one aspect of a life you spend with someone who you genuinely enjoy being with. Porn, movies and muh society have convinced both men and women that sex is the ultimate "moment" for both a relationship and.. In general.
>>204463413I'm going to fall in love with you if you keep saying that btw
>>204453351Did you check yourselves for any STDs? Did you used condoms and/or pills? If you didn't, did you scheduled to get yourself a penicillin shot, just in case? >I had plans to chase after two other women who showed interest in me (a Filipina and a British lady). but now I'm seriously considering canceling those plansDo it, then you can return and decide afterwards if it was good or bad. Don't back down, Aladdin Casanova. >this is politics related because WHY THE FUCK DO SOME MEN GIVE WOMEN MORE THAN THEY'RE WORTH?It varies.
>>204453351im definitely reading all that shit
ain't readin allodat chief
>>204453351It's not just the physical act itself, but the connection that is the best part
>>204465078I'm getting tested today. If the thread is still up I'll post my blood samples here
>>204453351Where was she from?
>>204465249How its like to live in a cyberpunk city? You must feel like being the protagonist of a sci fi tv show with a such urban scenery.
>>204453351>and I just had sex for the first timenot reading the rest, get out faggot
>>204465266Given flagrel it was probably a Moroccan or Filipino whore
>>204453351Have you tried making sure that you love the woman? I have found this to be absolutely essential
>>204464807Are you Emirati?
>>204465665yea>>204465266Syrian. But she lived here long before the war. She wasn’t a refugee. She is a cook in a restaurant>>204465332I’ve long since grown numb to it. I look at the skyline and brands and feel nothing. What will make me feel something is getting lost in a dense forest and smelling it. I want to piss on a tree out there in the untamed nature.
>>204453351>let me tell you about woment. porn addict with death grip
>>204453351ok will having sex make me stop being constantly horny ??
>>204466376> The concept of death-grip syndrome is not recognized by any mainstream medical bodiesfake news>it may impact a relationship negatively due to a sense of being sexually incompatible with a partner due to the habit of lasting too long during sexual activityOk maybe it’s not fake news. That’s what happened to me yesterday. I made her try everything. All her holes except her pooper because she wouldn’t let me.I genuinely thought I would be quick to cum because it’s my first time. Reality was I couldn’t cum quick enough.
>>204465078>>204465249as promised. I am getting tested. I gave them the sample. I’ll get the results in a few hours.
>>204466535If you’re going to be as disappointed as I was then yes. But I’ll say if you’re still a teenager or early 20s then your body might still be growing and pumping hormones for that purpose. So at that age not much is going to stop your horniness.
>>204453351Well now you have to marry her, it’s your fate.
>>204455787This is precisely how gays groom you.
>>204453777Whats her ethnic? did you pay
>>204458643Why is your wife not being intimate with you? This is the road to divorce, kraut, you need to fix this.
>>204453351>>204453585thank you for the insight, I have sex-haver friends who said the same thing at some point.
>>204453351but have you tried fucking a bitch on K?For me fapping on stimulants beats sex at a ratio 100 to 1
>>204453400This looks to be a common trait among autists, I had a hs friends who's introverted and after 1 semi successful conversation with a bunch of normies he went on an exact same tirade. Probably a mix of humble brag and affirmation of one's lifestyle.
>>204453351I thought being in arab countries you arent supposed to have casual sexNow you need to get stoned and your Salah won't be accepted by Allah for 20 years
>>204468377nigga go outside.My father works with a turk and that nigga drinks and go to whores like no other.And he is supposedly "muslim" and "hold on to his values"
2B GYATT.
now try fucking the woman you love
>>204467325moinpreet with the hard hitting questions
>>204453351>It's been 3 years since I had Ketamine and I still can't forget it and I still miss it dearlyr.i.p, gonna do a fat 0.25 rail and k-hole myself in your honor next time i get some
>>204453351>wallahi I'm not lying when I say I'm now enraged that there are men who are pussy worshippers and people who dedicate their lives to chase pussy. those people shouldn't even exist because IT'S NOT WORTH ALL THAT EFFORTIt's not about sex retard.Also you are hormonally a bitch, you don't experience the rush that normal healthy 17-19 year old dude has when having sexes for the first timeSex is amazing if your brain isn't fried and you are not low TAlso, I AM a virgin.
>>204453351Based.I'm 25 and a virgin. Most of my friends tell me that sex by itself is overrated.
>>204469045So they can keep you out from their circle of fuckdolls.
>>204468409Turks are different than other middle easterners. They have cosmopolitism in Istanbul and are somehow closer and more open to secular ideas and practice.
>>204466654If that was your first time having sex then it’s definitely too soon to do blood tests for any kind of STDwait at leas for a month before doing them again
>>204469482yeah I sadly realized this too late. I’ll do it again in a month. I don’t have experience, It’s my first time having sex. So I thought I could just get tested the next day.I’ll be getting tested next month and three months from now.Also I probably won’t be chasing pussy anymore. Because sex with a condom isn’t worth it. I’m not fucking a hoe without a condom unless the lady is committed to me in the same way wives are.
