my mind has been absolutely buckbroken after being forced to do gynecology examination for a 65 years old lady
I don't understand what's going on in young doctor's minds when they get to pick their specialization and decide "I know, I will specialize in old farts genitalia"
>>204608939Tuấn, bạn không nên thiếu chuyên nghiệp như thế
>heh I'm going to be a LOOKING AT PUSSY doctor so I can see some HOT YOUNG PUSSY>NOOOOO it's all diseased old fuck boomers!!!!! you get what you deserve, pervert
>>204608939hahahahaahha
>>204608939What happened
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>>204608939nobody forced you to do that you literally chose that career
>>204608939I’d like you to take a look at my holes doc.
>>204608939You're a slut for BHC (Big Hag Cock) now.
>>204608939why did you decide to become a gynecology doctor?
>>204608939did you hit it tho?
>>204609180> be me first day of obgyn> already done tutorials on plastic models at school so i wasnt a fish out of water but still a nervous wreck> only expected to help the attendee take blood pressure or ask the patient PARA> 65 years old lady with BMI 31,4 walks in with unironic cowtits that reach her belly button> attendee hits my arm "ok go in"> looked back at attendee with bewildered eyes> "cmon hurry up we aint got all day"> bite my tongue and go in > ok breast exam easy enough> ok speculum exam a bit challenging even tho its an amazon forest down there and her vaginal walls have these weird polyps sticking out like those shark jaws image but instead of teeth they are meat polyps > then comes the finger exam> mfw i spent a solid 1 and a half minute digging around granny dried vagina trying to locate the uterus and the pelvic bones through her BMI 31,4 fat belly> mfw i can feel her meat polyps sliding in and out around my finger like those damn tentacle hentais> mfw one time i dig a bit too deep and i can even feel her sticky, rough cervix at the tip of my finger> the entire time unironically had an out-of-body experienceafter that i didnt have to go in any more patient until the end of my shift but the damage is done. its been 3 days since and i still get flashback of her humongous tits and rainforest vagina. on top of that i am still a virgin so in some ways this can be considered my first sexual experience >>204609151>>204609469it was an obgyn rotation oh my God i just want to be a radiologist to fuck off to my own room and shitpost on 4chan never having to interact with any patient why did this happen to me oh God
>>204609766First I'll eat, then I'll read
>>204609766dont become gay after this anon.
>>204609766That's not even that bad really, I fugged a chick once that smelled absolutely terrible. The worst thing I've ever smelled and I grew up in poverty so I've smelled a lot of bad stuff
>>204609766Brutal
>>204609766I'm on my surgery rotation and the last 3 days for my assigned patient in the SICU I've been watching his foot slowly turn brown, then purple, then black and then start falling off in bits because both the revascularization attempts failed and now we're waiting for demarcation before lopping it offHe's been transferred to the floor now, only to be replaced by a nursoid who's very clearly an opiate addict enabled by her friends, family, and even had an ER attending inappropriately come and start telling us to up her Dilaudid even though she was already slurring her wordsIt do be like that sometimes in this clown worldHow is medical school in Vietnam?
>>204610092>concave assLiterally more grim than op's story
>>204610418>How is medical school in Vietnam?teacher are very high horse and self absorb. school and hospital staffs are unhelpful. students cheating in tests is quite prevalent.
>>204611024Did you just start rotations
Also do they even have XRay/CT/MRI in thirdielands like Vietnam or are you basically restricted to Hanoi/Saigon for the rest of your life if you do rads
>>204609766I have felt this way for my entire med school and internship. Dirty gross genitals, dirty assholes, septic shit, birth and old people in general disgust me so much it's unreal. In fact birth probably more than anything else, I straight up start feeling a panic attack coming on if I so much as take a shortcut through the labour ward. I just want to be a fucking pathologist and look at slides and never interact with another patient in my life and I'm stuck doing this shit because my country's healthcare system is so garbage that they basically have to hold us hostage to force us to work in it. Hang in there OP, you will get where you want to be one day, I believe in you fren.
>>204612272AutismAs a pathologist you will be analyzing disgusting samples all day including cancersAnd because you need to learn what other doctors are working with to be able to clinically correlate your findings
>>204612326It's not even so much about it being disgusting. It's about it being attached to a living person. I can easily deal with gross things in isolation. I mean I loved my forensics elective which was done under horrible conditions where the cold storage barely works to begin with, even the worst decomp cases didn't phase me at all while somehow a stinky vagina on a living patient does.>And because you need to learn what other doctors are working with to be able to clinically correlate your findingsI get that, I just don't think I need to be doing it for 3 years after med school before I'm even allowed to set foot in a lab. Aren't you people allowed to go straight into a pathology residency the moment you graduate? And yeah I do in fact have diagnosed autism.
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