Just 3 days ago I was in the sector of battle, and me and other guys got sent back so we'd go learning a new drone. And today they tell us sorry guys we actually sent 2 random guys in the morning to the learning center LOL. And we have to wait about 3 more weeks living in this fucking basement without light doing retarded shit. I am going fucking insane with this army. We are battalion of drone systems, but our high rank faggots like commander of the brigade for example, don't know a single thing about drone warfare, they are just paper scum who lived in the army their whole life yet they know nothing and they are pussies. Army people are fucking perverts. Imagine having a career of serving in the army. Perverts.If only you knew what a fucking circus AFU is.I want to fight, or at least learn. I can't take living in a fucking basement without light anymore. Also I NEED MEDS.By the way guys, yesterday was the first time I've masturbated in army. I was just watching a bit of lusty stuff and I came in my pants. I went to toilet to change my underwear, but I decided to masturbate there because my inner insecurities couldn't hold no more. All the time I have a huge tension about being a virgin, sexual loser and just an incel or some form of it. And in my mind I kind off repress my sexuality and only when masturbate it somewhat releases. So I've masturbated 4 times yesterday. And I feel like shit. Every time I fap I feel supershit and it influences my reality. So yesterday I've coomed a lot, and this morning they say we aren't going anywhere. What a coincidence? It's always like this. I control this world. I influence this world so much. It's crazy how God makes fun of me. He made me very different and I can't take the way he made me. I am so big. And so broken. He makes me hurt so much. I need to be there. To kill russians, but more importantly to find my death.I wish someone could understand me. And I wish women weren't monsters
>>204751575that's the weirdest Stalker 2 review I've seen
>>204751575don't you have occasion of fucking whores when you go back to take that drone?what about rape? there isno war without some good old raping
btw the pic is from twin peaks when the agoraphobic guy get found hanged
>>204751983I want to rape, but not in warJust casual raping you know. You see the fruit, you take it and eat it and then throw that used shit away.But I think I am too pussy to do that
>>204752091why not? we are allowed to behave like human just in wars. our humanity is totally repressed by modernity you can't behive like a man anymore. no kill no rape no feel no hateat least there you can be a real human beanjust don't masturbate too much
>hihi I'm so le quirky and depressed >I want to kill and rape and die Why are slavs like this?
>>204751575nigga, you need to start thanking the Lord that you didn't end up at the frontotherwise you wouldn't have lasted even a couple of months
>>204751575Your women get fucked by big European cocks while you incelfight in an incelwarJust surrender or flee or something
>>204752201rape is naturalkilling is natualdie is naturalyou can't do anything of those anymore.why do we hate our humanity so much? how did we cursed ourselves in this artificial hell of morality that gets smaller and smaller?
>>204751575Your posts are by far the best content on int>>204752241He's a drone operator though, that job is not as dangerous>>204752285And what's natural isn't good. All of the things you listed cause suffering, and are thus bad.
>>204751575>Also I NEED MEDS.Clearly. Be thankful that you get peaceful days of neeting without a care. It's a luxury for most of us.Also, anymore insights into ze war?
>>204752320Over the past few years of war I have seen hundreds of videos of drone teams being destroyed on both sides
>>204751575Why are Ukrainian posters so fucked up recently. I saw 2 today. One was talking about loving whale women and you're saying that you're cursed by god because you can't rape ruskies on the front. There's also a guy who spams gender bender fetish. I would blame the war if not for the fact that I don't see russians doing this shit. Like wtf is wrong with you?
>>204751575>that random jab at women at the end kek based chudcel
>>204752320there is no goodif you analyze universe particles there's no molecules of goodness, there is no particles of evilyour "good" is is made of thin air, void if you want I suffer because you morality restrain me,your morality makes me feel like nothing more than an amalgamation of flesh moving aimlessly in a small humid dark room. I swear I want to kill every fucking faggot talking about good an evil like a 5 years old watching a disney movie
>>204752285Ok bend over
>>204752637make me, bitch
>>204752077Yeah cool scene>>204752163Idk warrape is a bad taste. Women deserve to be raped ALL THE TIME, not just in war >>204752241Don't talk subhuman >>204752244Yeah how is that any of my problem? >>204752413Unironically tge freeze is soon>>204752477First was me and you got my message wrong, I never mentioned rsping ruskies, only women in general
>>204752745>Unironically tge freeze is soonWhat could he mean by that?
>>204752477Pole, you just don't notice it!We are the same retarded as the hoholsWe have a moron who constantly post TashkaPatriot-femboy Sasha in SerbiaA crazy geodesist and ex-soldier Pavel from a remote Siberian village in IrkutskA liberal "sosok" who hates Russia and everything Russian and sees either the Belarusian KGB or the Russian FSB in every Russian poster although I can understand him, I see the CIA everywhere
>>204752745>Idk warrape is a bad taste. Women deserve to be raped ALL THE TIME, not just in war it's not bad taste if they deserve it all the time. thing is out of war is very stigmatized and you go to jail, judged by moral hypocrite denying their own nature
>>204752285Nature is awful and the further away we get from it the better.
>>204752841nature is what you are, what I am, what we areliving behind a curtain of lies don't make you another thing
>>204751575This is a strangest stalker 2 review I ever read.
>>204751575>I have a huge tension about being a virgin, sexual loser and just an incelyou're in the armysurely there's some way to remedy this with the help of your squad
>>204751575Бля мoжeшь пoжaлyйcтa выйти нa yлицy и cфoтoгpaфиpoвaть вхoд в твoй пoдвaл?Tы типo хoчeшь cдoхнyть?Я мoгy фoтки твoeй мecтнocти oтпpaвить вoякaм к тeбe cpaзy пapoчкy иcкaндepoв пpилeтят aхaхHy либo ты мoжeшь нacтpoитcя нa любoм "Бaoфeнгe" нa чacтoтy 149.200 и вызывaй "Boлгy" cдaвaйcя и coхpaни cвoю жизнь
>>204752788Absolute kino
>>204752788what's a sosok?
>>204752788I know them. I was mainly talking about being sexually fucked up, sorry I didn't make it clear. Most of the schizo russians are usually mostly vanilla heterosexual, maybe except the sashka being sissy and /his/ schizos being obsessed with raping but they're still better than average ukro here.
>>204751575COЛДAT УКPAИHЫ CДABAЙCЯ!
Trump won, the war is over. You can go home now.
>>204753164>>204752975Уpyc, я пepeд cмepтью cнaчaлa зaбepy c coбoй c нecкoлькo дecяткoв paбcийcких жизнeй.
>>204752633That's hardly a revelation.>I suffer because you morality restrain meThen I suggest the best option for all would be to put you down.You're beyond disconnected from reality.>>204752841I cannot agree more
>>204752975Lmao basedZ
>>204753226Кaк и бoльшинcтвo хoхлoв ты нe ycпeeшь и пpocтo cдoхнeшьЯ бyдy мoлитьcя зa тo чтoбы твoя cмepть былa быcтpoй и бeзбoлeзнeннoй
>>204753305>Я бyдy мoлитьcя зa тo чтoбы твoя cмepть былa быcтpoй и бeзбoлeзнeннoйЯ в cвoю oчepeдь бyдy нaпpaвлять cвoю фпвихy нa гoвнoвoзки нaпoлнeнныe pycликaми) дaвaй гл cкoт
>>204751575Start writing poetry or memoirs. You clearly have a lot of time on your hands and will to write. You can publish and sell that after the war.
>>204752633You would be normal if you were not a virgin and your parents had loved you
>>204753341I hate writing, putting a thought out of my head is a very very hard and sometimes impossible task. I just write these so people WOULD KNOW.
>>204753237my nature forces me till the end, no exits until the struggle is over.I'm afraid YOU are really far from reality, but I can't blame you really, the entire society is like this. you see things as good and evil, calling me disconnected from reality made me chuckles.you are one of those in a plato's cave that don't stop to watch shadows even if somebody shout from outside 'bro you are literally in a plato's cave'
>>204753350too bad I had sex multiple times and my parents loved me or they made their best to make me feel that way I just can see behind curtain, you just see sex everywhere
>>204753327Кaк и бoльшинcтвo хoхлoв ты нe ycпeeшь и пpocтo cдoхнeшь
>>204752633>I swear I want to kill every fucking faggot talking about good an evil like a 5 years old watching a disney movieGive it a go, bitch. See what happens.You are going to follow the rules of polite societ, or society will come down on you like the fist of an angry god. This is also natural in its own way, no? The weak lose to the strong, and an organised group is stronger than any individual. You will be a good boy and abstain from violence and pay your taxes, and if you don't want to you will be made to.Having rejected morality, you can't even reasonably argue that there's anything wrong with this.
>>204753752>Give it a go, bitch. See what happens.I'll go to jail. that's what will happens. that's why I feel restrained and my humanity constantly put down>You are going to follow the rules of polite societ, or society will come down on you like the fist of an angry god.yes. this is the exact reason why religions were made. this is exactly what god rappresents: an oppression of humanity >This is also natural in its own way, no?it was. killing was regulated in the past. now is stigmatised till the absolution. even with a radical religion like Christianity that absolute refuses homicide, murder was legally regulated in some degrees. it was like this because there was some acceptance of humanity and nature. now it's lost>The weak lose to the strong, and an organised group is stronger than any individual. they did and now you can't anymore. didn't you realized that?>Having rejected morality, you can't even reasonably argue that there's anything wrong with this.I'm not rejecting this, your delusions make you beliving I'm refusing that. I just feel inhuman. against the rule of nature. against every fragment of my own being
>>204752285Natural != Good
>>204751575Stay strong and proud my brother. Your victory is near.
To be honest I had forgotten the whole Russia-Ukraine thing, reckon it should be over by now you knowWell sorry to hear that you are having some troubles, good luck at your next battle
>>204754226By the process of evolution you were made to be most happy in natural circumstances doing natural behaviour.
>>204751575Do you guys speak ukrainian or russian in the frontlines?
>>204754386Mostly Ukrainian, but people speak russian too and noone gives a shit lol
>>204754438Will you be playing Stalker 2 after your victory?
>>204754509I'll buy notebook in next months probably and will play thenNever was a fan of stalker series btwBut from whst I saw from leaks before, stalker 2 looks very promising and i look forward playing it
how much do you get paid as a drone operator in the AFU?
>>204754630They've should payed us more, but it's all a shady disgusting shit, so they pay us as we are just soldiers who have no profession. We should be payed around 30 000 UAH per month, but we get payed only 20 000.As of now, after we've been in the war sector, every day there is +1000 UAH. But I think the fsggots might not even pay that. If they won't pay me that part I will call on the hotline.
>>204754742how do i join?
>>204753394you already write like an average award-winning suicidal slavic author, based on the OPit'd be a loss to the literary world to deny that
>>204754940Btw we had one saar in our fpv school. He was fighting from the very start. He lived in Ukraine for few years befire the full scale evasion, in the same city of mine he was studying here, and he joined in the beginning. He used to bomb russians from mavic. I also think foreign legion gets payed more and there's everything better for them including normal tasks and chances of survival. Just google it. Actually, here: ildu.com.ua
>>204754226again? there is no good, there is no evilgood and evil are just concept made to make you behave.we went to far, we are getting too far from ourselvesthe funny thing is atheists are reaching new levels of moral docotomy faggotry then monotheistic religious peoplemaybe people just need a grip in this vast cosmic void of nothingness and good-evil is the most comfortable one
How many subhumans have you slain personally?
>>2047554850. I only been in the frontline for 9 days and we got sent back for learning a new drone but it seemd like our headqurter retards fucked up and we aren't going anywhere any soon. I hope they take us back in few days because I want to fly fpv so much
>>204755197>good and evil are just concept made to make you behaveSo are "natural" and "unnatural". The vast cosmic void doesn't care if you feel bad about being made to act in a certain way.
Why are ukies so bloodthirsty?
>>204755886Any ideas?
>>204755886>defending their homeland from the hordes of asiatic mudblood orcs is considered bloodfirsty now
>>204755968You’re out of touch with God
>>204756059Russians and Ukrainians are the same people
>>204756070And you are black monkey LOLOOH-OOH, AH-AH:D
>>204756059>hordes of asiatic>asiaticwhy yt pigs saying this?Asian people are more civilized than white. >hordes of white goblin*fix'd
>>204755589no. natural is the definition what you can do with the rules of reality perceived by our way to observe and understand realityyou can move away at certain level but you can't subvert rules of the universe. you maybe can make a sheep "courageous" but you can't subvert the rule of thermodynamic (just an ground level example). if you make that sheep courageous like a wolf you obviously will cause it troubles suffering in the transition state but when that sheep will become more like a wolf than a sheep can you still call that a sheep?if you constantly suppress humanity you reach a point where you can't call that thing human anymore. we are just doing that"natural" is not bio friendly products you buy in your hyperprogressive country>The vast cosmic void doesn't care if you feel bad about being made to act in a certain way.I still suffer because of it. I FEEL that way. I don't pretend vast cosmic void should care of it but my being itself protests. make me complain and struggle with people like you trying to tell me muh good muh evil
>>204756241That’s racist!
>>204755968because the actions of certain flourescent gentlemen have put you in a nasty predicament?
>>204756401Russians are like mongolians and not like the honorary Aryans of China and Japan