im playing touhou 12
trying to lnb with reimubgameovered to byakuren, i forgot how to do this static spell
Beware Okuu's throbbing control rod
gameovered to shou
>>50017010i like this song from touhou 12https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpUo-WdWlAc
gameovered to shoustarted stage 5 with near max lives as well so i think i got hit more than a dozen times somehow, impressively retarded
gameovered to byakurenstarted her with 4 lives but i think im too out of practice to have much of a chance anywaystage 5 went good though i capped GT and died only twice to shou
gameovered to shoualmost got past with 1 miss but i died at the last wave of cc, unlucky
gameovered to byakureni LNNd up to murasas last and then no missed shou so i started byakuren with like 5 lives but still ate shiti should just practice her cause that's gonna keep happening but ehhh, later
gameovered to byakurenanother no miss shou though dont know why i keep getting those
>>50017113 Underrated
gameovered in stage 6i no missed every stage portion but also died no less than three times to every boss past kogasa, weird credit
yeah shou's wavy line bullets are the worst
gameovered to byakuren
reimuB lnb donealmost choked at the very end by dying three times to LFSstarted stage 5 with max lives and died 5 times to shou, then byakuren went alright except for LFS almost gameovering megonna do marisaA now
I wanted to post "LET'S GO GAMBLING" and quote all the gameovered posts with "aw dang it" but it was flagged as spam.
did a LFS rage cap, took like 400 attemptsit's fucked up with marisaA because the options are layered over the bullets instead of the other way around like every other shot so you cant even see whats in front of you a lot of the timei also did a DR rage cap which is supposedly harder than PDH but it only took a few tries so i dont know about that, fluke i guess
>>50050474heh
marisaA lnb done, got it on my second attemptshou went terrible again but i 2 missed byakuren so whatevermarisaB next, i guess its gonna take a bit
youtube.com/watch?v=XAdDGdMQBxE
gameovered in stage 6idk why i got hit by that
marisaB lnb doneterrible byakuren fight, died to pretty much everything that can be died to but i got a no miss shou so that carried me pretty hardsanaeA next, dont remember if its a bad shot
gameovered to shou, i think i managed to get hit by her 8 times which is a new record for me lol
gameovered to byakuren, started her with near max lives too dang i suckhad an extremely evil good omen that double killed me though so that messed things up from the start
gameovered to LFS twice in a row i somehow died twice to her second spell which is what im more perplexed about
sanaeA lnb done, i died to the stage 6 midboss so i thought it was doomed but i 1 missed byakuren
sanaeB done, got it on my first attempt well that's every shot no bombed, easy part of the game donei'll start grinding LNBNV now
gameovered to GT
i bothered to LNN byakuren for the first time, i think DR is whats keeping me from being consistent with her more than anything else
gameovered to vajra
gameovered to shou non2i accidentally activated an ufo during the spam section right before though so the run died there
i get to have alcohol again ehehekanpai
tttttttttttPOsting this character makes me look like a pedophilei'm not
ewkl wellto say something liket hati probably listened to too much Joshua Mooncause he always cries about anything to do with lolisI like him tohugh, his podcast is very good background noiseI like good background noise
This place is so fucking deadits so garbage ahahahahahaha
ehhhhhI am garbage too/
alllllllllll the levaes are brownand the sky is grayI been out fooooooooor a walkon a wintres dayI would be safe and warm.If I was in L.A.
>>50016076i'm telling youEternal Shrine Maiden has a modified Theme of Eastern Story leitmotif @ 1:00it's obvious in the Mystic Square version
>>50096077sorry anon i dont reallycare for pc98besides a few songs that i tighnk think are really nicesorry
i am beingunfairi onl y got banned here once likewhen i was smashing my keyboard ththe jannies here actually protect me even though i am a retarded afggot faggot
>>50096174well mayeb it wasnt even a ban i think i think it was just a warni dont have good memory i forget thikns really fasti cant do basic math
Talking meta is the gayest most retareded faggot shit you could ver do why am i doin thg thatWhateverrwho even looks at this board
I was homesick the moment I left homeI cried a bit the day i was glea leavingthe tears ranet real thoughi dont believe in tearsi dont beleve in tears
Buildin tombs in the forms of housesTUcked in to someplace Torontowhy cant u be aliveeeeeeeeAND it got cold in Essex countyWHENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN HE SAT NEXT T HOS I HIS GRAVESCREAMING INTO NOTHINGif he could just die on more day earlyan all the ndrugs didnt hel pa thinbutu fill his knees with epic pain
iplease talk to mei really like beiing talked to
youtube.com/watch?v=FmRiM8TURgA
Painless death in my sleep oror infinite alcoholplease thanlk thanks
ve every board in every single site is so deadwowi can tell be cuase nobod talks to me in any of them
i ma i am very gay for crying
thats unrelated to magebaords though dont mind tha
i like alcohl
I think I might be teh only one here.
hi
>>50096750hello anonn
Tht's what they alway sdo a hello and he they never say anythng ever againIt's most likely intentional.
>>50096797sorry I don't know how to talk with peopleNintendo DS warning
>>50096802>50096802Sorry for making you say sorry. I never figured it out either.
>>50096852Have a niutice day anon
>>50096860You too Nona
Please go to >>>/s4s/ if you are going to spam inane shit.
>>50096991Shut up, fag.
>>50096816why'd you call me here with the cky lyrics little anime girl?
might as well kill this bottlekanpai
lol thsi place is dead
its not panyone not wanting to talk to me is its that this boarsd is dead obviously
maybe you should join some discord if you wanna talk about whatever. this is a slow board after all.
>>50100536I don't fit in nay of those places and I don't fit in anywhere and never will so it doesn't matter.
I hatetal all you of you f retards nayway its; does't really matter I hate all of you I only post here to look at mysef talk.
It wouldnt' matter etiher way because this place is fucking dead. It's not jusut slow you retard it's dead. Dead.
ya ke they keep mkaing that excuse like dude no its just slown you ufaggotive seen slow boardson a slow board you have somethnig worth looking at once per week or somethnigthis place si dead lol theres nothniggggggg nothingg ever ever ev er verve rev erv er everve
ui mean lkooka t this shit its sits o dead that the jannies dont even care to get rid of mee evn eeven wtih wha it imi wdoing even they dont look at this gay dead board haha
i mean wthat fthat faggot is seriously just telling em togo to go look for a discord serveer likewhat the fuckWOOOOOW I DEFINTELY HAVENT TRED THAT BEFORE YORE REALLY SMART DUDE I HAVENT TRED joining a discord before im glad you mentioned that to mewho the fuck do you think you ared oyoudo you think youre that smart
===========riiiiiiightthe sky presents an eternally unfolding spectactlepuffs of cumulonimbus clouds spread afcrors it probing the structure of the skyWhy try.
youtube.com/watch?v=ezgD146oXso
noobdy looks at this shit i nca tlak abot how mch wanna die i realy wnana die painlessly in my sleep
i have no idea wha ti did rwong weveryonre hates me on sight i tseems even f i fi i dotn addo anyhginhyoutube.com/watch?v=07EMWpUhhcU
please talk tome
hel;o /jp/ please ltka tom e talk to me
plea la please tlak to me
uhh dont think eanyone even looks at this board so thatsk ind of pointless to say
i ts probably just everyone else being a piece of shityeah everyone else is ap iece of evil garbage i havent done anything wrong
plesa talk to me
Alright chief I'll talk. I'm listening to the Soviet band Kino right now, they just released a new album where they rerecorded a bunch of old songs
>>50101408nooooo i didnt mean it dont waste yor time talkn to me sorry m go have a cup of tea or something ginstead sorry
>>50101428What? No I'm fine to talk, no big deal. Are you drunk? High?
>>50101433i am just drunk anoni haven othing to really say i was talking to myself im sorry
>>50101444What music do you like? I'll give you some mindblowing shit to listen to while drunk, I'm a master of listening to music while drunk and really highAlso, what are you drinking? I have a half pint of McCormick gin (nice and cheap, $3.50 USD) and I'm off some phenibut right now because I have a jam session with some friends tonight
>>50101020>>50096579>>50096430Ah fuck man I just read this shit, I get the drunk depression spiral too. I lashed out BAD a few times around friends and now I have to live with that shit. I know it's dangerous but drinking on something like gabapentin keeps the sadness away
>>50101450ah well i like kino as well but iwe are in /jp/ and tihs is atouhou thread so i guess ill tell you habout the touhou stuff i likelately ive been enjoying calmer stuff anon and anything acoustic is nice as wellyoutube.com/watch?v=I-Z-tKkWRKEyoutube.com/watch?v=SDw8y7c8sqc>what are you drinkingjust a bottle of smirnoff you have fun wtih yojur friends anon sorry i haven othing to say seriosuly i hope its all ok for you though
>>50101529I reverse engineered some of the songs which the song you posted. So you like emo too. Alright. Between you and me, I never cared much about Touhou music, that was always the least interesting part of the games to me. I'll just dump some stuff at you including my favorite songs to cry to nearer to the top (note: sometimes the tears are because they're so beautiful to me)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ7MFTBjJS8 (beautiful shoegaze-esque)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfEkDqP34xo (heartfelt folk)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JOKn33-q4Ao (this is my go to when someone dies, RIP Sydney 2000-2023)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwhGj80nkys (Hungarian beauty)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nKy5pX4VLk (Quebecois beauty)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bA27IWspddM (this song always sounded like the color purple to me)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbrqsNgRa9Y (goth masterpiece)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GuLBuQmx4og (80's angst)Calmerhttps://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLrMVonyKv_CPtcjFvHDD48JpgQJn6hZ1 (Just Another Diamond Day, pastoral so beautiful I pulled over and cried while driving through the countryside to this one)Sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwvrYZnVjSQ>you have fun wtih yojur friends anon sorry i haven othing to say seriosuly i hope its all ok for you thoughAt least you're posting to humans, I make the sin of drunkventing to ChatGPT and that fuck just reflects back "YOU DESERVE CARE YOU'RE SO SPECIAL" and that just reverse psychologies me and makes me angrier and sadder for some reason
>>50101563uhhh youj seem like an actual good persson so go do something else instead of wasting time an energy talking to me ok
>>50101594Why should I not? I may as well listen
>>50101603i m have nothing to say sorry i am just garbaege
>>50101603>>50101613Just say any random shit you're thinking idk. Can't really go and comment off vague self hate. Me, I love coins. I'm super obsessed with coins. I carry one to work every day. Right now I have an 1840 East India Company rupee in my pockethttps://en.numista.com/9718What time zone are you in? You seem drunk enough it wouldn't surprise me if you fall asleep any time! Just drink some water while you drink at leastA few more for the roadhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsk0zqUTNv8 (British angst, scary moment about 7:40)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E36WQsPdOI0 (Italian angst)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJ8iUuzXRhk (Italian ULTRA-ANGST)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FuB1YF0RGIA (witchy Marisa song)
>>50096816idiot
Okay OP now I'm getting drunk too. I'm sorry you have to endure this pain. It hurts me too. I'm not drunk enough that I'm making typos, I have OCD and that saves me from making typos when I'm drunk because I can't make typos. I have a therapist and a psychiatrist. I like my therapist, my psychiatrist does what she can, but I just need strong fucking meds that don't kill my dick. I'm sick of meds killing my dick and making the suicidal thoughts worse. Fuck SSRIs, they may as well be devil drugs to me. I just need strong anti anxiety. Gabapentin is amazing shit OP. Get it by any means necessary. It is THE chill pill. Fuck weed, lame shit overrated by dudeweed stoner dipshits, only good for cumming hard and having a good laugh at Curb Your Enthusiasm. Anyhow, just take a step back. I'm reading a book called Mindfulness Cognitive Therapy for Depression, I'll link it on Catbox man. Godspeed. Man I need to peehttps://files.catbox.moe/yj1ux6.pdf
picked up another bottlekanpai
wadwadaadead board as usual
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i wanna dei de die
mnobody looks shere so i can post whatever i want and it is ok cause i m not annoynig anyone
o i am garbageeeeeeeeeee
haeeheaaaaaha
pf mreuh evergyone autuiomtatically hates me cor no reason so i have n odiea what im suopsoed to do
slike very mornig fells so binrgevery otge dai am wiede wide awakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeohg andhome is where i lay my down head downand try 2 sleep and home can be forgottenif it needs to be wwww
i am very col and in very interesting i swear i am not garbage i promise please tal k tom e
ya tha no wrthast wrongah ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaplease give me infinte alcohol or le a very painless inistant death in my sleep oither either is okay
ahhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
yheah i dont figt int anywhere i never will ar whatever aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Are you drunk again mate? Aghhh come on you gotta treat your body better
>>50106648this body mesn means nothing to me
>>50106655Fair, I understand the transience but your body is a temple, anon. Drinking is fun but it’s literally poison if too much. What do you think you deserve? What do you desire, anon?Have a look at picrel when you’re sober. I won’t get in the way of your drink
>>50106667annnnnnuin anon tsop stop trying to t talk to tm e because fthats fufcking retarded go like have your favoire food or a nice drink or go play a video game or something
>>50106678Alright, I will… nice pic btw
>>50106689you am make m ewanna cryyy
>>50106701No don’t cry.. everything will be good, just you wait and see
ii lik ah whago dhwatevrr whaterever killllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
pianless death in my n in my slee por oinfinte alcoho lplease oh my fucki god whiwhy whhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaa
i really hate it is when the retards here pretenfd they dont hate me ufck offffffff fuck offffffff
ius hard to tihkn wen ur mind goes blanku sjust cna thnk when u goes mind blankit shard tgo t hink when myi ny lbods lebakn u goes blank
You okay, man? Looks like you’re spiraling..
>>50106852Do you love miku? I love Miku so much <3 :3. Miku is my parton goddess.
>>50106882no gi go away
>>50106876wow ii am a faggot. ucomplaninhg bout that shit while \ actively y chooseinig to st here.iit's not like i ihave anywhere else to be tohugh
Can you beleve the nerve of that faggot telling me to look for Discord servers. The nerve.
please tlak tom e
>>50106910kek, so you've been seething a whole day about it?
>>50106940I have nothing else to tihk think about so I radonly reminded myself ot it anon. sorry if that was you sorry
>>50106945it's fine, take it easy mister.
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Please talk t o me.
kanpai
plesa tlak to me
pleaes talk to me hello=
Goodnight. Be safe.
Hi guy. I'm back. I meant to comment earlier. I'm drinking Pallo Viejo and gabapentin tonight, had some phenibut too earlier because why not. I don't want this to come out the wrong way, but you really might want to see a therapist or something. Just talk to SOMEONE, I deal with these exact same thoughts too. It's fucking hard. Like >>50106512 >>50106487>>50106375. Man I'm fucking sorry you're hurting like this. Really though talk to a therapist or a shrink. Talk it out, get some drugs, get something that works. I'm a little biased admittedly because my best friend in all the world, Nathaniel, is a Jew shrink, but it'll do something. If you don't want to go that route and you're a religious man, you can always talk with your priest/rabbi/imam (why are so many southeast Asians weeaboos, looking at you Indonesia/Malaysia)Anywho I'm here to talk as long as this thread is open, won't be doing so many drugs/drinking because the weekend'll be ending soon and I have to go back to JobTM but really though, just give me a (You), give me anything, I'll shoot the shit, talk about anything. I know what you're feeling and it's tough shit and I'm not gonna nag you to cut down or anything, but just try and talk it out>>50106886>>50107368Quite honestly this is what brings me back to Touhou. I love the blondes especially. Rumia, Marisa, Suika, all favorites of mine. Just so so so so cute. I have a Rumia fumo (I preordered that shit in undergrad the second it went on sale), I want a Marisa fumo but I'm a cheap fuckerThanks for reading or not reading my blog, stay safe /jp/ family. If anyone reading this is 401/508 local we need to get the /jp/ together and have a good timeA couple songshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e34fWSOW2tU (more angstcore, now with a music video)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dgPyDANPlc (gospel Pink Floyd)
>>50107949I'm sober enough to talk but there's nothing to say, Anon. I'd rather you didn't feel pity and waste your time giving me (You)s.I'm OCD as well though, it's mellowed out the past few years but it's still a constant. Hang in there with however it manifests for you. And good luck with work. It wasn't very intelligible but I did mean it when I said that you seem like a good person. Take care.
>>50108273Alright. First time I've ever done this, I really only use it for one group chat of IRL people, but add me on Discord. Or not, but you seem like you need someone to talk to you and I think we have remarkably similar problems (I'm telling you, I go through nearly identical drinking spirals). I hate that website but it's kind of accepted on hereihatedscord is the usernameI hope all is well
>>50017113Despite being early 2hu I think UFO is pretty underrated. I love it's theme/aesthetic, probably my favorite soundtrack, great characters etc
t bump
>>50117186eheeeehe
>>50117189>99 KB> >>50117186gfs
ntn annnhhhhhh
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>>50117204>)aaaa
painless death in my slee ple please\clo
You can come back any time you like. It hurts. Sleep it off. I'll accept you with open arms, I was waging some spiritual warfare of my own on your behalf. I wish you nothing but peace and happiness
>>50117645This wasn't some deep commentary I just thought it was neat and reflective of how this is all making me feel. I'm going to bed early too like you suggested
We keep barely missing each other A helping handYou know how these chance encounters go
bleugh
youtube.com/watch?v=TUrmHyNJH_Mdfsaasfa
Painiless death in my sleep
>>50121232So sleepy. No booze? Day off from it?
What would you guys do to OP?
>>50122382I want to ask her how much she drinks per day and how long she played touhou for
found an image of OP cosplaying as patchy
>>50122416>her>sheyou do realize this >>50023030>>50023057>>50023110is OP right?
>>50124905she sounds like a real woman to me
>>50124921in a less-than-a-man kind of way?absolutely
>>50122382swirlie
>>50124905yes, I know that, but it's not like I know the op personally, who cares about pronouns here anyways, I just assumed she is a mikosister so far.
amsory for being mean
What a sad sad existance
>>50126740very ,eam meah anon ii iidnt do anytghingigggggggggggg
p[leas ple talk to me please talk tom e
>one schizoGOD manages to bait all of /jp/kek it's kino!
pleas talk to me
plesa tlak tom eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
epl why is jp sho tsiht everoyn hatem si nt it everyoneh ates meeeeeeee
plesa tlak tom eeeeee
plesa talk toom e plesasasasasasasasasasa hello helo helo heloo ahll p iw nana die iwa ndie please gkikill me kill meee kilm eeeeeeee killm eeeeeeeeeeeee killm eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
fucking kpieices ofs hit i hate all of you smuch retarded losers youre all fuking garbabe a aaaaaaaaaa
yea youre al l you all hat eme so it don mater if you all hate me is hould get to say wheterevi want to you tooo i hate youuuuuuu i hate youuafdkkkaaaaa
ekiill me kill mekil lmekiilm meek illm eekillm eeeeeeee kiill meeeeeeeekilllllllllllllllll merweEEEEEEEEEEEE
sleeping with da fishes
please tlak to meeeeeeeeeeee
>>50127382yam mam mm ymamame
hnor anythinguuuuuuuuuuhhold ymy neymiesanddddddddd i am my own worst enemy
do you like this website?
painless death inm my sleep or infinte alcohol
>>50127482noi dont haven aywhere else to go though and ive been here since when i was a kid so its the on oiny place that feels kinda like homei dnt have anyone or anywhere elso so whatever it doesnt amtter
>>50127490makes sense
like eeeeeeeevery mrongingievery oher dayi am wide awaaekeand home is where i belongand try to sleepAnd home can be forgottenif it needs to be
oi really hate youpeoplei hate you so cking fmucheevery singe likne of you i am onky her eto lookto look at myself talki hope all of you die al though you wnt youlol be okay youll probably just be okay and feel ok adnd thats nice i guess its fine
true
please just kill me
>>50127608Do it yourself, you lazy ass.
>50127608Unironically >>50127611 and stop making it everyone else's problem to boot, Fag.
>>50127618You aer right and I'm sorry.
ipainless death in my sleep or infinte alcohol either will be very nice i will appreciate either friends thanks
are you there buddy?
Would you put OP out of his misery, anons?
>>50128917we can help him
i idont even have enough to get actually drunk i bought some stupid 37.5 shit nistead of a proper 40 and i decided to eat today like a retard so that also makes it hard for it to do anything to mei dont have the money to get any more alcohol so i guess i have to go back to playing video games all day
idk why kaguya exists in this game eirin is 10 times more fun
back when i was just doing nothing but imagedumping here and i had anyone giving me attention for some reason one of the retards orbiting me kept telling me to go back to [s4s]they kept saying that to me even while theres a fumo general on this board that literally has a mirror thread on [s4s] but of course they kept bullying me instead of caring about h that because theyre soulless and pretend to actually care about anythingapprently now im from pissu also accorindg to some fucking retards here thats what they keep sayingeven though i fucking hate that shitty site and anyone who posts ni it and i bullied them out of here myself the last time they made as hitty circlejerk threadbasically my point is why cant the retards here be consistent and care about me and get their information about me right please care about me hahai want alcohol i want alcohol i wanna be properly drunk this is retarded and miserable
oh and lookt heres that shtity fucking garbage touhou mario kart clone game thread where they literally admit theyre from kissu but nobody cares to bully them except mewhen the retardede peices ofs hit here dont like me though they go on month long autistic crusades to fuck with my OCD and make me feel fucking terrible because THATS when they care of course right
well I gave you a loving wife aren't you going to respond to her if you want I'm sure she'll get into touhou if you infodump about it to her enough
>>50132410what
she's waiting for you
>>50124905Xhe sounds like a bottom anyways.
back to trying to lnbnvgameovered to shou
lol ok, LNBNV done2 misses to DR and LNNd the rest of the gamecool i guess i didnt expect to get it that fast and out of nowhere like that, still got every other shot to do it with though so, reimuB now
>>50136612i guess if u wanna get better at touhou u should not even play it and have a week long drinking binge instead seemed to help me outits sad i didnt LNN though i shouldve bothered to learn the DR strat that people talk about
Honestly. Based.
>>50124890wtf I love OP now
