am an almost 27 yo non passing disgusting troon (3 years hrt, I swear it doesn't do shit) from eastern yurop, no job, neet with no perspectives, no money, no nothing. none of what I thought were my passions make me feel anything like they used to. if that wasn't enough, I'm addicted to benzos and oxy and was SAd when i was a child which lives in the back of my head rent free all the time. all of my 'friends' left me besides one but i still don't know if he's actually cool cause of course, i am a fucking bpdemon and I'm afraid he'll leave me and is just using me as a means to kill time.what are my odds of me *not* joining the 27 club and how do i make my piece of shit worth living? i am too tired to go on, this fucking combo is too much. i have sn ready but drunken hypothermia sounds good toowat do?
>late 20's >non-passing troon>no job>no drivewaow ur literally me......
>>42204997I'm not really interesting in any way, probably not worth your time but thank you c:>>42204988whats so hard to believe? that I lost this dogshit lottery in every single way imagineable?
Who the fuck cares, my dude
>>42204981well go get a job. if you cant do that, go take up some volunteer work. literally anything: help abandoned animals, help out at a food bank, whatever. just do something! NIKE
where can i find someone that'd tell me that im worth something and then kill me in my sleep? would be so nice
>tfw saw a picture of a youngshit and her boyfriend while scrolling twitter>she has a cute face, feminine body proportions, passes perfectly>know Ill never have this because I transitioned too late and will be stuck looking like a man and be confined to the transbian dating pool foreverwhat do in this situation sisters it doesnt feel good
>>42206418youngshits are evil
>>42206418nothingthere is nothing u can dothere is nothing
>>42206418it really is funny how trans women either get to live a normal life where nobody knows they're trans or a life of endless misery and suffering
>>42206418wdym stuck >looking< like a manyou ARE a man
try reading some buddhist philosophy to help cope with the pain or something idkHelps if you have some meaning in life that you value enough to put up with it
What does /lgbt/ think of Heated Rivalry?
>>42205237>One of the main characters is r*zzian, which is a huge turn offExplain why
>>42205801Did she mean you guys seem like enemies sometimes maybe? I assume thats what the show is about
>>42206088idk I was feeling sick and laying up against him like all night so I don't think that's enmy behavior.
>>42206273Maybe they get covid in the show
>>42205825If you've ever dealt with real life russkies, you can never romanticize them again. They are unreliable, retarded, petty, always try to fuck you over, and steal everything that's not nailed down.
For me it was just sheer guilt and fear and knowing I was some kind of freak and not being able to tell anyone about my issues because my only exposure to trannies was fucking terrifying + no knowledge of HRT until it was too late. t. lateshit HRTrepper here who is unfortunately spending his New Year's frustrated about not being a youngshit.
>>42194815I was afraid of what my parents would think if I told them I wanted to be a girlwhen I eventually did come out they were extremely supportive. I fucking hate myself for ruining my own life.
>>42194815Abusive parents
>>42194815Google and BTC wasn't invented yet
Didn't realize transitioning was a legit thing until my late twenties. Yes I'm fucking old. For years I thought to myself, "Great, I have a permanent gender bender fixation like those weirdos you sometimes see in the city. Just 5 more years of repressing and maybe it'll go away."Thank God I was always way less religious than my family, or there would've been wild overcompensation going on, I'd tell you.
>>421948151: it was the 90s. Even in super progressive California we were just getting used to the gays. Trans was right out2: I didn't understand my options. At the time all the public knew of trannies was expensive surgery and all of them being porn stars3: my mom, ally though she be, had terrible taste in boyfriends and surrounded herself with men who would have either raped or killed me4: couldn't talk to my mom anyways without her making every third sentence a sex joke. Still cant talk to her without her immediately misinterpreting my words, making it about her, and changing the subject 5 times per minute
2025 is done, anamaxing is cringe.2026 will be the age of fatmaxing.Benefits: > Bigger tits> Bigger hips> Bigger ass> Rounder and mor feminine face> Better body proportions> Softer skin> Hides moid skeleton Tranons why aren't you taking the fatpill ?
>>42205481you can just say you have a feederism and weight gain kink i think id be less grossed out if you said you were gonna inflate me big and round
being both fat or anorexic makes you bitches look masculine. can't you people normalmax
>>42205481I liked the bigger boobs, kind of. But they're also not as perky as I would have liked.Everything else sucks. I miss having a flat stomach and a thigh gap. Fatmaxxing kind of sucks.
>>42206113Just weight cycle back down some. You'll keep at least some of what you got and get your belly flatter again
>>42205481trvke when it comes to passing, at least. bonus points if you take the anabolism to bulk up your legs at the gym
I've been on hrt for 3 months. Please tell me in great length if i have potential or not. thanks.https://litter.catbox moe/pw2rywub7e0umvx3.pngbrutal side profilehttps://litter.catbox moe/qsj13od9al91ifqg.pngfront profilealso please don't post my face. i dont want my face here forever.
>>42203861yeah ur right. sorry for being annoying i was panicing ig.
>>42203900lol was fucking w you ur face is fine. just get some ffs and 3 years of E and youll pass as a albeit a little ugly but deff a woman
>>42203909thank you? i dont know if im still being fucked with sorry. i've had a horrible couple days spiraling to the point im so feabled im posting my face on here. also some guy did a whole thread on it :sob: thats prob gonna fuck up something in the future. thank you tho if ur genuine and i hope so. ugly woman is my dream scenario desu
https://litter.catbox moe/ofe2vv3u73oh91ot.png
>>42203919oh i was still fucking with you, you are prob gonna be a semi passer with no effort and a full passer with effort. also i posted that thread
Why do so many ftms succumb to their fertile pink wombs?
>>42205879I'm not the king of foldering tgirlsAnd I do NOT fetishize them
>>42202848It feels good to touch/have someone else touch your genitalsSounds fake but it's true
>>42205945You’re right, you’re the queen
>>42206021Still untrue, other folderanons have hundreds of more pics than I do
>>42206083But non of them have the succulent lips given to you by the lord himself
i want to know if you started hrt because you gooned too hard to the idea of being the opposite sext. manmoder who gooned too hard to the idea of being a woman
i dont think so it was something that kicked in bad with puberty and i only knew of straight porn then but already had sexual experiences with boys and girls too.the irony is hrt fixed alot of my problems
>>42198509Comments like this make me not willing to post advice.I have graduated to just being a woman and that's precisely why I want to help other nonas to do just that too.It's quite unfortunate that this board has developed such a crabs in the bucket mentality.
>>42196455Can you elaborate? What is the shitty mindset you think I have?I'm genuinely compassionate to dysphorics but other than offering very practical and actionable advice on how to improve, what else can I do?>>42196469>You "really wanted" to be a woman which is different, sounds more gender euphoric than transmaxxyWhat's the practical difference?In practice transition was indeed an improvement in everything (no difference from a transmaxxer) and I stay on hrt precisely because of the result. Is that euphoric? And if yes, then what's the distinction given that transmaxxers also do it for the practical outcomes?I'm not disputing your distinction, I'm just trying to understand it.Sure, I really wanted to be a woman and I am certainly happier since I became one but it's primarily due to the benefits. I'm no longer a neet failed man, but a successful woman with a boyfriend, functional social life and finances in order.
>>42195014AAP FTM and yes. penetrating looks fun. i think porn gave me a fetish from impregnating others. also spent too long imagine myself as my favourite male videogames character and masturbating as them lol
>>42204080do you think having SRS would make you feel more authentically a woman?
are there any relatively cold countries that dont despise trannies and have a good demographic outlook anons?
>>42204264very good point, don't come to Australia
Melbourne, Australia
>>42195724I don't know how to tell you this but the only country on planet earth right now that has a good demographic outlook is Israel
>>42204352Good to know, i will bring myself and several thousand of my muslim brothers and sisters with me.
>>42204352demographic outlook also means the amount and type of people immigrating there
>be me, """straight""" tranny>be bisexual in youth>slowly lose attraction to women, but still hold on to some of it cuz AGAMP.>be content as straight tranny, happy that I could never fit the stereotype of "transbian rapehon" cuz I'm not a transbian>one day randomly get desire to have sex with another tranny>mfwI don't know how to feel about this. I still generally prefer guys but with how difficult it is to find men that are willing to even talk to me, let alone date me, I can't get this fantasy out of my head.idk if this genuine gynephilia tho cuz I still have no interest in cis women really at all. the only thing I feel looking at cis women is envy.
>transbian fetishist rapehon rapemoidi truly hope you can find a good man so you never have to subject an innocent transbian to the fact that you see her like this
>>42202962are you a man or a tranny?
>>42203057fair, I feel bad about it but I've been so brainwormed to hell that at times I can't help it. honestly I think it is partially insecurity on my part because I have a fucked up relationship to sex in general
>>42197553Y'all zoomies are too hung up on labels. Just fuck whoever you think is hot. Why do you care so much what other people MIGHT say/think?What other people think about you, is none of your business
>>42197553I get this too but only when my t gets too high what's worse is I did try topping a trans girl it's just years of hrt have made that unrealistic to happen
I have been seeing this trans woman for a bit and I fear that she will soon be expecting us to get intimate. The only problem is that I do not know how to have sex with a trans woman. It was not taught during sex ed and my experience with other women does not seem like it will transfer over. What do I do?
>>42205033maybe youre just shit at communicating nonaive said "i dont have much experience so ill have to improvise" and it was appreciated
>>42205019Google search for "homo sex"
>>42205019just bend over and let her do the rest kek
If you are inexperienced with anal then the trick is to be communicative. The muscles relax after a few seconds so you need to start very slow and with plenty of lube, then wait for her to relax once you are inside her. You should communicate a lot to make sure thats all going well. 'How does that feel?' and so on. You can make it sexy if you're good at talking during sex. More widely trans women are not a monolith and so like different things. Unlike cis/straight sex there is no script so you need to be willing to be imaginative and work together to find out what is fun for you both. Talk lots.Also make her feel beautiful
>>42205019Tell her that, ask what she likes, and set the expectation of experimenting around to see what works best. It's really not that big of a deal to be inexperienced.
Lmaooooo
>>42205254sorry what? can you share more details lmao
>>42205698qrd?
>>42205133general retardation does persist
>>42205698i remember when one of the retarded sharty kids got doxxed and people called his mom lol
>>42205750Good. She should have drowned them.
i am an attractive and passing tranny with a stable and well paying job with my own place, a car, driver's license, pay my taxes, etc. so why am i so obsessed with the idea of completely possessing a barely-functional (but still extremely cute) autistic transgirl pet? i seriously can't stop thinking about it. i know it's not healthy. i know it's not long-term viable. i know it's a bad idea. but fuck me i just want to keep my petwife locked up in a dog cage at the foot of my bed forever
i hate being babytrans. idk if i'll end up like op or not. it'd almost be better to know i was 100% ngmi but at the moment i just keep flip flopping
you're just based. there's nothing more to it.
>>42198891Despite being none of those things I too want a pet. I'm just not lovable enough for one
>>42203560you couldn't give a pet a good life :(
>>42198891I’m in a relationship as the neet with a provider gf, only thing is we’re in a very healthy relationship and she isn’t controlling or possessive over me and I kinda crave that unfortunately.I feel so fucked up that she’s so sweet and caring towards me but I wish she was a little abusive towards me, I know rationally that an abusive relationship isn’t viable long term but I still feel attracted to this for some reason.And I make things worse by “self-restricting” myself like I will avoid the few friends that I have because she’s the center of my universe and I wouldn’t want to make her feel jealous or feel like she isn’t my #1 priority even though she didn’t even ask for any of this I just do it instinctively and it probably worsens my mental health.
>>42205763I look like this but I'm 20 years older and fat and not on HRT
>>42205784you definitely dont. bro has super small hips anyway
>>42205787dont make me do my UWU pose.
>>42205796Do it slut
42205787So I infact need loads of hrt :(
Love my trans gf and (mostly) enjoy being a man but when I see things like picrel i cant help but think I lost the biological lottery being born a man. Like almost every single way I have suffered in my life can be traced back to being a man. Kind of disheartening desu. Oh well at least I have a big cock
>>42205351Ukrainian women are so pretty. Do you think they should wait till their country does not exist anymore before they start dating?Also its not all afab, poons are forced to fight in the war, ukraine considers all trans people men
>>42205351yeah it's objectively worse to be a man in every way but men are hot so i'm thankful they exist t.ranny
>>42205351congrats on the big cockfuck being a man without a big cock desu
