hello me is esl giger! how does me become an trens grilfrien?
started hrt at 18. 24 now and it feels like im basically just starting to transition>have no friends/never leave the house to try and function as a girl in society>no experience with makeup>fashion clusterfuck with no wardrobe changes in 5 yearsi wanna die. the one thing i could've scheduled in advance is ffs and i didn't. i have no excuse for any of it other than fear.
adult woman fetish edition >qott 1: what's your type?>qott 2: share a recent fantasy
>>42398166Good girl
>>42398207i shiverred because this part of me that i instinctually have learnt to hide is finally getting acknowledged
>>42398238You're the kind of girl who just needs to sit on her knees, have me hold your head in place by holding your hair firmly and letting me just use your mouth and face as I please and at the tempo I set. You just hold still and suck with your mouth.
>>42398244I am, i can be nice and held and still while you use my mouth, its better when my mouth is quiet and im in my place
>>42398166based
>>42397320What else am I supposed to call myself as a man on hrt? You retards obviously don’t want me to say I’m trans, and now I’m not even allowed to call myself a femboy?
>>42397320then how does this explain hefabs adopting the femboy label i wonder...
>>42397326we must retvrn to trap
the most important quality in a tranny is xher having a fat ass
Nope. It's a big plus but it's not even top 5 for me.
>>42396472please post more goonhitlers o algo
>>42396472in making them sexy, yeah
Any cute ftms here who would like to chat on discord?
>>42393841Melabubujew
>>42393841No you have bad taste
>>42393841wouldn't getting her pregnant ruin his body?
>Whoah, a foid is into male hobby! >"She" turns out to be a troonEvery. Single. Time.
>>42396161Holy mother of cope, lol.
>>42396264Nta that anon is right
>>42395191>Whoah, a foid is into male hobby!>She turns out to do it for attentionjust brag more and spam selfies and you'll pass more
>>42395191sorry for being better
>>42395191I’ve met more cis girl drummers who have smoked my tranny ass than men who have mildly impressed me on the kit. Drumming (and playing bass bc i do that too of course) is typically over-represented by mediocre men who suck and form insular relationships with other mediocre men to make sure that the barrier for entry is higher for women. Any “male hobby” is like this, and despite having one foot in the door and having prior experience, the barrier to being respected is a lot higher for trans women. Especially considering how much shit is talked about us in these insular scenes.
Hi I’m kuz looking for hooooot trinny
>>42397020INCEL
What causes transbians to hate straight trans girlies so much…
straight trans women>participate in society positively>try their best to pass and stealth if possible>just act like normal fucking women with jobs and normal hobbies transbians>OMGGGG IM SO SAPPHIC IM SO GAYYYY LOL >repost anime porn 24/7 on their social pages>dress like an 8 year old girl who got into their mom's bedroom >into entirely malebrained hobbies like video games and anime also straight t girls don't try to groom other t girls into their rape polycule the moment they turn 18
>>42397030>also straight t girls don't try to groom other t girls into their rape polycule the moment they turn 18Sounds like someone I know.............
>>42397030*actual "straight" "trans" "women" irl>promiscuous sluts,will sleep with anyone>probably have every STD known to man>act like gays
>>42397232bitter transbian hands typed this post
I used to be bffs with a straight trans girl. She sometimes identified as bisexual and experimented with me, we only went to second base though. Our friendship ended because there was a transbien breakup that she was insistent on making one side out as evil on and acted like all of the girl's friends were evil too. Among other things that didn't give me the impression she was maturing and that she was just demanding enablement, as well as being very duplicitious and manipulative. Eventually she turned on me for criticizing her for this. We reconnected recently and she seems to be doing way better which has made me feel less bitter about the whole thing at least.There have been other straight trans girls I was close with. I would say there's 3 types, fun drama, toxic drama and chill. The problem is that I'm autistic and the middle one always disguises herself as one or the other, oftentimes using performative self reflection and awareness. This is also true for many trans lesbians but most of them are relatively chill if a tad boring and make me worry that I'm the dramatic and toxic one. Anyways. I was abused by my ostensibly straight landlord who would make passes at me and try to play it off as female homosociality when she had sex with me from a position of power (owning our home, and having a car when I can't drive). This also made me bitter and considerate of the possibility that a number of ostensibly straight trans women are just AGPs who are trying to engage in respectability politics or put theirselves above transbiens. I've had other straight trans women friends and bffs in the past and there's some I'm still close to. There's one who's relatively clouted and sees me as bisexual because of my relateability to her and experience with sex work, I guess she's not entirely wrong because I sleep with men on occasion but I've never really enjoyed it (I enjoy other things with men but when it comes to sex or dating I ultimately can't fucking stand them).
Why do trannies do this?
>>42397082Go back shartycuck
>>42397082wtf im black now
Fetch me a slider tranny
>>42396975incel thread
If there's any more of you on here, how are you feeling about being trans at this big age? I'm turning 29 this year and having thoughts about detransition. I'm definitely "supposed to be" trans - dysphoric and came out as a young teen and got on hrt at 20, pass etc. but I have this nagging thought that I should just grow up, repress, and make my career/relationships a lot easier by just being cis. The trans experience seems like a young persons game. But is that just like, reverse survivor bias? Would detransing just lead to being a John, 50 retranser?
I'm doing all right, wasted my 20s stressing over my looks boymodecoping and now I just don't care so much anymore. Like yeah I'm not as pretty as I was when I was younger but I still don't wanna be a man either, little point in detransitioning. Think I'll get SRS in the coming years and then probably catmaxxing or something.
>>42389181i hope i can be like that when i get older
>>42391797>Whole thread, no one mentions manmodding.>>42390591>every older trans woman I've seen is clocky as hell, and everyone laughs about them when they walk past.putting these together and like even if i was cis it would be jeans and a tshirt no makeup 90% of the time. who is really laughing at that or even noticing
>transition at 26>detrans at 34 for a year and a half>turn 36 in 5 months>on hrt again for a weekI regret detransitioning. I wish I would have kept it up and that I would have been consistent, all through the depression. I think the hardest part is the loneliness. It was always hard for me to find a partner as an aging twinkhon. I was cute enough to be desirable to rapehons, but too masculine to be desirable to actual passing and attractive trannies. Being a transbian stuck in the middle sucks. I'd rather be completely alone than date hons if I can't get the kind of partner I want.
>>42389787Ig? These obsessions weren't a thing back then.>>42391980>How did you find your husband?2013 at a metal festival.>I am near your age and finding serious partner seems impossibleI hear you. Reading the horror stories online strengthens our bond, lowkey. The world is much meaner today and dating a lot harder.Still, the fundamentals haven't changed. Having a personality (beyond being a neurotic tranny) is still attractive. Having your life sorted out is still attractive.IDK your letters but I was 30 when I met my husband and once the novelty of "yay! I'm with a tranny" wears off, the fundamentals are still make or break for a relationship.
penis in vagina is always rape
>>42397155
What about penis in bussy or gock in mouth?
>>42397155I would rape if I had a penis thoI guess it checks out
This is why it's ethical to "violate" transgirls since they only have transginas and buttholes
It's gonna get down to the negatives this weekend, what should I wear to stay warm and comfy?
>>42394268Your skin?
>>42394300sure come here bbg
>>42394260the skin of a nearby cissoid
>>42394305>>42394307Why is it all skin????
>>42394260i'm just happy it's not -20 this week
I keep having prostatic fluid leak out every night. I know it's not pee. My levels are fine. This has gone on for weeks. What's going on? This is the exact kind of thing I started HRT to prevent.
>>42397123Fuck off it's hellish. Have some empathy or kill yourself >>42397135Neither. It's prostatic fluid, not precum. And there aren't sex dreams. It just leaks out.
>>42397141how much does it leak?
>>42397145A drop or two
>>42397147that sounds pretty normal if it's just a bit wet in the morning, and not like soaking through your sheets or something
>>42397151No it's not and it results in me having literally zero libido because my body has no time to recover, which is also a problem
