Let's be honest guys being bisexual isn't really that hard.I'm pretty sure i'm bisexual and i can just ignore my attraction to men and focus on women.The actual gays have it way harder since they can't do that.
>>42160510Why would you ignore your attraction to men?
>>42160510true yea it ain't hardwhat's harder is admitting it to yourself, whichever side you come fromI met so many "lesbians" doing every mental gymnastic they could while taking dick to avoid admitting they were actually just bisexuals
Week 22 day 7 of posting about getting a loving bf to kill me with love challenge impossible.
>>42157691bump
i want to take tren
>>42159351we already have minimally androgenic steroids that people have been using for decades
>>42159590OK? I literally named one of them.I don't know why you're so worked up over me giving additional options. I trust that OP will do her research regardless.
>>42159606i just said i disagree with you bro it ain't that deep
>>42159648Oh ok.I guess I read the tone of your replies wrong then. My bad. >.<
>>42157287i dunno roids all that well>>42157297yeah, var has been on my list of options for a bit along with one or two SARMsitd be nice if we had good myostatin inhibitors.>>42157308kinda based>>42159210natty = fagit twink>>42159257Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
"Just stop eating"I lose willpower and end up overeating"Just try this diet, this fasting, this strategy, this drug etc etc"I try it all. I lose willpower and end up overeating"Just get ozempic"Prohibitively expensive. Not covered unless you're prediabetic
>I cant lose weight because I lack the will powerMaybe tackle why you lack will power.Do something you know you can commit too, and very slowly increment it. Like no soda for the day, or no porn, or something. Your will power can be trained just like any other muscle, but if you go trying to lift 400ibs on your first day at the gym of course youre gonna struggle.
>>42157988look up stairway to grey.
>>42159178thanks!
>>42157988meso-rx, look for reputable chinese vendors>>42158033youre in a global market, dummy
>>42159052>Maybe tackle why you lack will power.i dunno anon, maybe trannies should be made to tackle their lack of will to girlmode before getting estrogen.
Dysphoria = AGPRepressing = AGPNeeding to block male puberty to pass = AGPGynephilia = AGPMeta-attraction = AGPBisexuality = AGPAsexuality = AGPWanting to wear dresses and play with dolls as a child = AGPHating being a boy = AGPSitting to pee at home before SRS = AGPWanting to compete in women's sports = AGPFeminine presentation before transition = AGPEuphoria = AGPSocial transition before passing = AGPLong-term boymoding = AGPComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42149858whats under-dressing?
>>42160192Wearing female underwear beneath male clothing
>>42160593isnt that normal?
>>42160699No...? What if somebody inadvertently sees it while you're still manmoding before your social transition?
>>42160711as long as they arent like a frilly sissy thong or some bullshit it should be fine
Do you wish you had a gf who would help you ease into having sex with men as a trans girl?I know i would, i feel it would be easier if a girl is present during the act, she can teach you the technique and the right mindset to have
Belle Delphine is a gross prostitute.
>>42158606Let this be real
>>42158606No honestly this is kind of terrifying. I already have enough brainworms as it is.
This is a very common fantasy but it's rooted in a distance narrative related to the desire to maintain chess to feminity and receive affirmation from women.I recommend making yourself have sex with men experimentally and not imparting so much significance into it. You can experiment with sex with men, after a few times if youndon't like it, you can just go back to women. Sexual encounters don't define your sexuality. It's all in your head.I struggled with this for years wand was eventually able to figure it out just by realizing that a lot of gay people force themselves to have hetero sex to experiment. It doesn't mean they are not gay-- identity labels is a self descriptor, not a diagnosis.Also what you probably actually want is platonic female friends to give you same gender affirmation and validation while having romantic and sexual relationships with men, if I had to guess. "Heteroromantic but homosexual" is just a stage on the path to self acceptance.
>>42158606i’m a cis girl who’s always dreamed of doing this, but i wouldn’t date the girl i was doing it to. we’d have to just be friends
I am sexually attracted to people with autoandrophilia, this is my cross to bear and I will suffer under this burden until I die. I need a guy to be St Sebastian with!!
>>42158680I can tell you’re a female by the way you type, I bet you’ve had zero socialization with actual men besides your male family members.
>>42158698i socialized with god
>>42158698so are aap ftms not allowed? i want to look loke this
trans woman that suffers from occasional bouts of aap what the fuck is wrong with me
>>42158913I know loads of mtfs like yous lol
me and who?
I wanna fuck Fallapart Rabbit so bad
>>42160315wtf based?????
i need a mtf gf who can watch cartoons w/ me now... Ughhhhh
Anybody else like for real for real retarded asf?I have to stare people in the face and cup my ears to understand what theyre saying pretty often, otherwise I'm literally just incapable of processing their speech.When I'm outside I hear voices and I cant tell when theyre real or fake so I just ignore all of them. Its really annoying because I think theyre talking about me sometimes or it feels like it on the back of my neck but I don't understand their words. Sometimes I just end up like staring at the wall for many minutes because I forget what I'm doing and keep turning around and walking to the other wall cause I forgot what I was looking that way forIt's really freaking annoying to be like profoundly mentally ill because theres so much stigma around mental illness and trans people so I try to just hide being trans and my dumb brain in general irl.Its really really annoying. I want to be pretty but the paranoia hearing people makes me dress sorta plain and maybe a little old for my age. Does anybody have advice for coping.
>>42157429I had a check up a few years ago and I dont remember what they said but I had the beeper button thingy and I didn't get told to do anything else.I really like deaf people. I wrote a fantasy story where the magic language is sign language and all the wizards do sign language to cast spells and stuff it is sort of awesome. My girlfriend is deaf but only in one ear so I stand on her left hand side and we talk that way.Is seeing an audiologist something you can do without getting a referral first? I dont have a primary care doctor. I can hear high pitched noises like dog whistles which is sorta cool I think.
>>42157496go see a gp (just any gp) and then go see an audiologist. idk if u can see an audiologist without a referral in your regionalso when u see the audiologist make sure u ask about audio processing disorders and not just hearing lossu should see a gp first cus they could tell you and also cus they could tell you if you have an ear infection, or some other obvious or immediate problemanyway yeah deaf people are cool. i have two friends with varying degrees of deafness, both of whom got it from something that happened to them (one from an ear infection and one from an industrial accident). i’m happy to tell you that you are already definitionally deaf (or i guess hearing impaired if we’re being nitpicky) because you struggle with hearing things
>>42157593Okay, I will meet a doctor and see whats up. Thank you for the helpful advice.
>>42156967literally just APD https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Auditory_processing_disordersadly its malebrained
>>42160040Is there worthwhile treatment for this? Seems like its what I have.
i love my husband
>>42157290>drawing that much>can't draw fat people Wow.... That's amazing.
>>42157327it's genuinely so bad it gives me second hand embarrassment sometimes
>>42157290>>42158178these drawings are what people look like in a khole
jerms you need to come back everything hurts
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVZH3EzVZtk
>144 lbs and thin waist. Flat stomach. Low body fat and not too tall (5’9”). Good hair.But>Black, stubble on chin and above lips. Broad shoulders.I just want a cleaner, more androgynous look, but I’m afraid I can’t make much more progress at this point. I’ve improved since a couple of years ago but still.
Bump
you literally sound just like me but i assume you're amab (i'm afab). currently on a low dose of t and i get gendered both ways so maybe a low dose of e would do you well.
>>42158311that's a very nice Donbass painting
>>42159901>>42158311zigger troons are the funniest, how does this happen to someone? USSR phase in your teen years can't fully explain it. It's a phenomenon large enough to deserve studying.
>>42160070I’m not a communist or anything, I just think the USSR had some solid aesthetics and am interested in Russian culture.
how agp is it for Michael Bay to create this character and name her Mikaela Banes
>>42158807Reaching
>>42158807wow what a pervert
>TRANS formers>Auto "bot" (autogynephile)>Main character name is "sam" (ultimate gender bending name)>Love interest is a bimbo car mechanic (malebrained) with the director's name but feminizedHe may be a john 50 but he's our john 50
>>42158807Megan Fox with a Cock! Wow, what a thought!
being a woman is a fate worse than death. you'd have to be a retarded maniac to want to be one
>>42160028That's even more pathetic. Women will never accept you no matter how much you performatively hate men. You're not any better off than me, you just externalize your hate instead of internalizing it.
>>42160083why are you so bitter and why do you care about what women think? do you really think playing the victim card will get you somewhere with the way things are going? my best hope is to clean the trash where i see it. you should do the same
>>42159615I'd rather be a woman than a walking rape monster. I get raped in my wet dreams and wake up in my own cum because of how my body is built, it happens if I don't masturbate enough. Being a male never protected me from older men and mostly larger men, I am 5'6" petite, and built like my mom. I'm never taken seriously regardless of gender, at least as a woman I don't have to be a "lone wolf" anymore
>>42160244what do you mean? terrorism is the literal solution to your question.
>>42160244post pics
Good Evening /tttt/, I am here newfagging and entering spaces I should be more well versed in but if anyone would humor me I’d appreciate it. I’ve noticed that a lot of mtf trans women seem to really ruminate in girly childlike endeavors, whether it’d be fashion, or socialization. DESU this isn’t exclusive towards the trans community millennials and zoomers have been eternal children for the past ten years or so but I’m wondering if there is a loss in womanhood that trans women experience akin to the loss in girlhood. I’ve noticed this same thinking in ftm’s as well, who tend to focus on boyhood strongly as well.
>>42159581I don’t have the image on hand and I know you guys routinely clown the trans reddits board but it’s those older trans women that wear pastel clothing and pigtails a little like Dylan Mulveny (or however her name is spelt) during her first year of transition
>>42159571I think it's because those formative years are really important for cementing identity and childishness in women is more socially acceptable.
>>42159571fashion isn't a childlike endeavor you nonce, it's a professional career for models and agents alike; fashion is a massive part of american culture and adult life
>>42159679I see girlhood and childhood is very important in regards to development, I was just curious to see as to why in my experience there seem to be a lot trans people focused on youth but that can be explained in our society valuing youth heavily.>>42159694Poor taste in fashion is definitely childlike and embarrassing to see in full grown adults. I may be presumptuous, bigheaded, and judgmental but is the truth.(by truth I mean my opinion)
>>42159769>but that can be explained in our society valuing youth heavilyThat's one reason.Another reason is that the most vocal trannies ARE very young. So what are they going to talk about if not their youth?Us older trannies have given up even trying to offer guidance since the enshitification of queer spaces became the new normal.>Poor taste in fashion is definitely childlike and embarrassing to see in full grown adultsIt is."Baby trans" is real. In the past trannies had an older tranny or a close cisf friend to help them cope with that. Because the purpose was to become women and live our lives as normal functional adults.Social media, narcissism, abolition of gatekeeping and radicalization killed all of that and gave rise to the weirdest gigahons being the most visible trannies.Tbdesu, this isn't even specific to trannies. Almost all online spaces and almost all subcultures have gradually become enshitified.
>QO4TDo you find yourself worrying often that a man you're interested in might be repping? >QO4CHow early on in transition are you willing to accept a tranner as a woman?
anyway i really just came here to blogpost one thing>ask Her if She still loves me>She literally doesn't understand the question LMFAO boys i think maybe i overestimated my importance in her eyes just a wee bitalright goodnight everyone i love you all!
>>42162032That's rough
I FUCKING LOVE YOU JOYCE
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>>42161181THIS CAN'T KEEP HAPPENINGGGGGGGGG
