I didn't start to reflect until a couple years ago on just how fucked up my childhood was--how often I was hit and screamed at and insulted for over half my life (at this point) by my "father." My "mother" didn't even bother to acknowledge it was happening at all.She was perfectly fine with one of her kids getting beaten and threatened, at least up until her husband gambled away his dead mother's inheritance. The dealbreaker wasn't when he strangled me multiple times in public and private. Not when I was clearly suffering from malnutrition caused by lack of food (and now probably have a GI disease because of it). And not when I was visibly depressed and suicidal. At least the façade of a normal family was enough for them to continue like normal.But I can't only blame them; nobody else came to help me or even talk to me either. I got confirmation just couple years ago that my entire extended family knew what was going on and chose to say and do nothing.Because of them, I suffered alone. Which is also why I habitually ruin all my relationships, why I didn't take care of my body or health for years and transitioned too late, and why I have no clear hope of recovering from all this before I inevitably kill myself.No real point in talking about this other than to say all I want for Christmas is to know my father (and everybody else who wronged me) will die a painful, pathetic, and lonely death crying out for forgiveness they'll never receive.
>one chance at life>soulmate is a tranny
>>42091847I've been in love with her for over ten years now
>>42092028If you like twinkhons then don’t complain when people think you’re a fag and a freak.
only way to live a good lifeeven if you have to wait AGES
>>42091277Haven't you watched a single romcom movie nona? This is the hand you've been dealt. Fill her with cum ever morning and enjoy your life <3
>>42091476this is only true if you give bitch energymasc men do not catch this shit
wait for it
>>42092841>>42093976hmm
>>42093967fat cope
>>42095207literally studied diet and nutrition along with human development in college buddy. you worship an arbitrary number invented by a belgian astronomer. if you want an actually medically significant number to obsess over, waist circumference is better. or you could just live your life
>>42092708mogs me
>>42092707kill yourself fatass goytard
Would you date a transbian neet who budgets $200 a month for food in a coastal city?($13 for takeout cheese pizzas, eat half of it per day, ~7 a day for ~200 a month)
>>42094504If she can't fix her diet for me I'll just use her as a punching bag, she has another hole and more uses
>>42095122That's hott. OP
>>42095898wdym by "t. OP"
>>42091969If you seriously only eat takeout cheese pizza you should seriously consider getting some vitamins. You're going to be chronically deficient in vitamin a, c, e, k, b9, b6, b12, d, magnesium, potassium, iron, zinc, iodine, selenium, copper.Good additions if you can add a food to your stupid imbalanced diet that will destroy your health:Leafy greens, bananas, orange juice, beef liver.
>>42095962Idk why I said seriously twice.But seriously, stop destroying your health over money. A multivitamin will fix many of your issues and cost $0.06 a day
How do i sound like her? Im mtfhttps://youtu.be/z25aG8oZrg0?si=zBUs10IhYYf3LG3g
everytime i join a discord server and there's a(nother) tranny, they're always trying to hog all the attention and be special, and is also unnecessarily passive aggressive and snarky to everyone. especially if they're a gigahon.
>>42095635fakeneet
>>42095700you dont even trip retard
>>42095725Mb I meant namefag I am slow
>>42095399Well that stinks but that’s life tho
>>42094780yea I notice this too. what I did was>>42094795
why are so many chasers pathetic cucks? whenever a cuck thread comes up HORDES of chasers are in there begging to be cucked by a nigger. what mamkes them like this? porn addiction?
>>42095566yes gay men have sex with other gay men
>>42095534All my gfs have cheated on me, so now it's all I can get off to.
>>42095625trans women are identical, neurologically, socially, and genetically, to homosexual men
>>42095687yes
>>42095625Speak for yourself
tired of living life please just need a woman to tranny chase
>>42093970well you're a biological man so i guess men do suck
>>42094000very fat post
>>42094014mtf troons are biological men and you suck cock and suck as a person so nothing i said was wrong, chud.
>>42094031obesity
burp
How do i better body passhttps://unsee cc/album#zjxQDMLgSQlDmtf, 13 months e, 5'6, 125~ lbs
Gain 40 lbs
>>42095749nah im fine with that im honestly just kinda scared to. My whole life ive been anxious the only attractive thing about me is my lack of weight so i get stuck in my head but ive considered fatmaxxing before. My main worry is just that it will all go to my stomach instead of my boobs/butt/thighs
>>42095743No it's this >>42095749And I was right >>42095760
>>42095769i mean i dont dislike the idea im just slightly skeptical. I really like the idea of being chubby im just not sure if it would work well for me in practice, i tried consciously to gain earlier in transition and i just ended up looking like a fat man since it all went to my stomach. Also kind of worried it will make fashion harder if i gain weight.
>>42095787it's the only way to beat the male skeleton curse
i feel like transitioning was a kind of profound sin that i can only atone for by being virulently heterophobic
Nah you gotta atone by being misogynistic and worshiping men
>>42095602why would i worship that which worships vagina?im not FtM btw
>>42095580Is this an ftm PPP image
I try to escape my putrid masculine existence where nobody loves me but I can never escape for long. I just wanna be a cute puppy boy and be owned by a cute boy and be loved and cherished. Of course this is an unrealistic mentally deranged fantasy but I still want that and I know someone out there is living it right nowgenuinely what do you do as an ugly cunt like me. Theres no hope of me ever being cute. I will never feel self love nor the love of others like everyone else gets. idk why I post something so hopeless sorry if theres no advice to give just I gotta scream into the void right now
>>42094228I never wanted to be the tamer but the tamed.
>>42094424Id love a cute twink femboy or trans. Im just not attractive enough to have one. Wanting to be dominated dosent help either.
>genuinely what do you dodie
>>42094591i'm sure you're not as ugly as you say you are anon, and even if you are, there's always someone out there willing to be with someone like youi've known some RANCID dudes with wives and husbands, don't give up hope!!-femboy-in-progress
>>42094228same i absolutely loath the rapestick 3000 stuck between my legs
Is there a surgery for big hands?
jerking off
op is why ffs doesn't make people pass
>>42086932No :(
nope we're cooked
I stopped my EV injection like 2/3 of the needle depth cause I chose a bad spot and it started to hurt. I squeezed all of the medication into my leg, but when I pulled the needle out it bled like a motherfucker. I bandaged it immediately though. Did I lose enough medication to require me to inject again or am I fine? I did slightly above by 5mg injection (probably closer to 6mg) so I likely have room for error
I want to be a eunuch. there's nothing more gut wrenching to me than getting hard when thinking about women, I'm trooning out & starting hormones soon to hopefully lose my entire sex drive, I feel like a disgusting pervert for even being attracted to women, I have also decided to get SRS in the future so that I never have to worry about getting erections ever again, I don't want to ever think about sex or have it even be on my mind, I feel like myself & the most at peace during post nut clarity, I feel whole again, not having attraction towards people is just honestly pure bliss, no getting nervous, feeling anxious, or creepy, just bliss... that's what I want to feel forever. Is there anything else that I can do to castrate myself even further or to lose even more of my sex drive?
I could still get hard and ejaculate easily even without testosterone, just so you know
>>42095623you were on anti-androgens? what type & dose if u don't mind me asking
>>42095652Triptorelin, quarterly injections, completely stopped my testes from producing testosterone
https://skribbl.io/?cOC4qzpe
>>42095430https://skribbl.io/?EpCfRk4n
