>Cis female chasers are goo- ACK
>>42295460>cisf chasers are le bad>here are two comments made by trannies, about trannies, as proof
>>42295460Chasers are chasers doesn’t matter if they man or woman or tranny stay away from them in the long run they will cause you so much pain
Is repressing healthily actually possible or is it always more stressful than just biting the bullet? I've been stuck in manmoder hell for 2 years not doing anything other than hrt and I don't understand why I have no drive to transition, but the thought of giving up on the idea is painful. I won't ever pass and I really don't want to be a hon. Should I rep or just keep manmoding?
>>42295337Only you can decide that
>>42295337it is not. however, the first few years are *slow*. if you want, if you work on it, you'll be a woman for the rest of your life. you're not going to care in 20 years that the first 3 years were kind of slow. consider, what's one thing that makes you dysphoric that you want to work on and just work on that is it your facial hair? work on getting electrolysis. your voice? voice training. the way you dress? work on fashion. hate your dick? if you really focus and work hard, it could be gone forever in two years. while you work on this bigger project, other things will start to change without you noticing. try to reach out to other trans girls who started hrt around the time you did who live near you. they're probably all still in a super experimental phase
>>42295359I just want to go back to being a normal moid, lift weights, not care about having stubble, be able to date cis women again, live my life instead of feeling stuck.>>42295376>you're not going to care in 20 years that the first 3 years were kind of slow.will I care in 20 years that I still dont pass?consider, what's one thing that makes you dysphoric that you want to work on and just work on thatnot being a woman>is it your facial hair? work on getting electrolysis.i dont like interacting with people, im certainly not going to pay to let a stranger know im a tranny>your voice? voice training.I live with family and it doesn't work for the majority of people>the way you dress? work on fashion.I dont really care about that and women's clothing DOES NOT fit me>hate your dick?I dont because im faketransComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
youre not going to be happy either way. take the path of least resistance
been hrtrepping for closing in on a decadeit doesnt actually get betteryou should prob just honmode and make friends with other tranniesi think it leads to a more fulfilling life in the end instead of just pissing away your time rotmaxxing
> if i didnt rep for another year and a half i wouldnt chinmog and all my other luckshit features wouldnt have gone to wasteholy shit i feel fucking sick
>>42295350start now. it'll only get worse
>>42295391yea im getting my een delivered in hopefully 3 days. is there anything else you recommend or think is important
>>42295397i would recommend committing suicide
>>42295401just kys bro this is genuinely unemployed behavior lmfao
>>42295412fr slime nigga
I’m a straight guy but sometimes I like to give guys blowjobs while wearing a wig and makeup. Does this mean I’m trans?
Bait.But if not, how in the world do you come to the conclusion that you're straight?
>>42290344I’m attracted to women
>>42290379would others see you as lesser if you were known to not be attracted to women, widely?
>>42290379You could be bi. Well, bi yourself that is.
looking at old pictures is beyond depressingI was never ever going to make it. Everyone around me saw a big fat faced ugly boy and treated me as such and I turned into even more of a monster. I just want death. You can see the evil in my eyes even then. >30 yo manmoder who somehow passes but only if I starve and am extremely dehydrated
how tall are you
>>42289108youre insane
>ywn be a cute innocent child againi want off this ride
>>422924875’6” 135lb
>>42289101theres a pic of me at 14 and i look barely masculinised, then 2 years later at 16 i look like an ugly moid. LIFE RUINED
How do I get rid of the troon thoughts? I am bombarded with invasive thoughts about how AGPs are not women, and daydream about successfully trooning out every day every 20 mins, and it is both immensely distressing and upsettingLike if the agp rapehon & snoymoder thoughts would leave me alone for a day I would be really really happyYes I did quit tttt at one point, but my gd got so bad that I found myself failing to cover my tracks every time I search for trans content to live vicariously toNow my social media, kindle library and YouTube recs are all fembrained shit, voice training, and mtf content, just like the recs I regularly get on my ipad when I was 14 until my parents caught me brainwashing myself with the tranny doctrineI am so tempted to delete my socials, clear my kindle library and YouTube acc, so that I can repress the troon thoughts a bit betterFYI I learned about AGP and would save Medium articles on mtf transitioning in my early teen years, before I started lurking on tttt
>>42295228Where should I ask for a solution then
>>42295261find the most trans-skeptic therapist.Do keep in mind that that solution failed for me.I went to a psychiatrist known in my country to basically refuse GD diagnosis 95%+ of the time. I got it the easiest.Not sad anymore (in fact quite jolly now), but by God I wished there was a way not to have to troon out. But agp had become unbearable. Literally occupying all my waking hours.
>>42295278I mean, I endured it for 10+ years I just need some more motivation to endure it to my 30sMaybe a trans skeptic therapist will help, like you said
>>42295294>I just need some more motivation to endure it to my 30sRespectfully, nothing magic happens in your 30s.Agp isn't going anywhere. Not in your 30s or your 40s or your 50s.And it's progressive. That is to say it gets progressively worse.At 17 I was sure I can endure it. At 25, even a year into HRT, i nearly roped due to how bad it was. Finally subsided 2yrs in. But with very high doses (trannies here straight up wouldn't believe me).I hope you find a way. But, realistically, it's quite unlikely. You sound like me at 23.Try out a skeptic therapist. Try out whatever you can think of (enbycoping, femboy) but if you didn't lie in OP, you have very little chances.Maybe you can hrtrep. Lots of reppers seem to be doing fine for years like that.I'm sorry I don't have better news.
>>42295326Bruh I am now in my early 20s, and did DIY for a bit until my parents started acting really antagonistic towards me (I haven't moved out then)
I'm on 100mg spiro dailyif I cut that on half (either 100mg every other day, or 50mg daily) will that bring the horny back?My T is at 0.31 ng/ml as of my last checkup, I've been on 100mg spiro daily for over a yearI just want my libido back now that I'm with a stable partner
>>42295012>>42214711
>>42295038I would like to enjoy the fucking and also want to initiate it as well
>>42295005why does everyone say prog to fix libido? it did literally nothing for me. is it just a skill issue or does it take months for it to do something
>>42294995prog and slowly start working towards finding your headspace for horny.Have you been jacking off lately? If not, time to do that too. At least 3 times a week (preferably more).It's quite literally a skill issue for the most part.Good luck!
>>42295075>prog and slowly start working towards finding your headspace for horny.I need to read more about this, it seems, and have that "click" moment>>42295110Probably correct, aside from the butt play, my partner doesn't have a penis so that won't be an issue
>bf beckons me to his lap>i waltz over>make out while he fingers me>”bend over the couch and stick that ass out”>i do>he loves when i arch my back bc it pushes my taint and pussy out>starts going to town eating me out>he stands up and shoves his big dick inside me>oouuggghhhh sooo good…>pounds me for a bit, i orgasm on his cock>we move to the bed>he’s a bit worn out so i offer to ride him>i move back and forth and cum so hard on his huge dick im fucking quaking and shivering >it slips out from me squeezing>i yelp, he immediately pushes it back in and i moan in pure relief while i continue shakingComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42295024>why crying a glimpse of heaven puts it all into perspective
>>42295052n-nothing
>>42292759reminds me of that old greentext where the gf got up and analyzed his semen under a microscope. i would kill for this
Holy your such a fat fucking chud holy bejeezus how about you go agp somewhere else you troonette im the better troon here
>>42295056oh :( im sorry i didn’t mean for it to evoke that. i just thought it was hot after we fucked so i wanted to share>>42295061nothing huh? hmm>>42295126lmfao. that sounds incredible. yeah it never fails to make me laugh when he somehow integrates math into fucking>>42295201ew. agps are gross. i present fully fem every day every time im out. makeup, perfume, dressed to the nines. i go out and get cis girls complimenting my outfits in a red state. why assume?
MTF taking just estrogen subq mono but today one of my legs is warmer than the other and it's specifically the calf area. entire day I've felt like there has been some sort of super mild bruising or cramp in that area. it doesn't hurt at all but i went to the gym earlier and drank a lot of water and it's still there. should i get it checked if it persists for a few days?
>>42295172if it persists or ur leg starts to feel numb go to a doctor it could be a problem there could be a problem with ur blood circulation in that leg
I need advice.You probably don't remember but I made a thread not too long ago about how the government was forcing me to detransition because they said they would no longer provide gender-affirming care for federal employees and how that applied to me because I was a federal employee.The thing is, when the government first announced the changes to federal employee healthcare last year, I was reading through news articles about it and there was a prominent LGBTQ law firm in one of the articles that was asking for affected people to contact them.I shot them an email not really thinking anything of it, not looking to hire a lawyer, and just to vent my frustrations to someone over the headache it would cause me.Fast forward to several months to now and they actually got back to me and I reluctantly agreed to have a teleconference with their team next week.I say "reluctantly" because I don't really see how I would be a good trans client to sue the government on the behalf of.Yes, I'm MTF trans person, diagnosed with gender dysphoria, and prescribed HRT as treatment, BUT I'm a "manmoder" and present myself as a cishet male in public life because I'm not ready to be out yet.How could they argue in court that my HRT should be covered by insurance when I'm presenting myself as a man?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42294619not helpful.
>>42294599>How could they argue in court that my HRT should be covered by insurance when I'm presenting myself as a man?They're lawyers. It's their job.>Am I thinking too hard about this and there's something I'm just not seeing?You have a diagnosed medical condition. That's the foundation for a case.>Am I just feeling "imposter syndrome" and my trans identity is valid?Yes.>Should I go through with talking with them or should back out because I'm worried about embarrassing?Talk with them and bring up your concern. In this kind of situation, they are looking for a good test case. What counts as a good test case depends on inscrutable legal niceties that you and I will never understand. But they do. They will know if you are the right person to bring this lawsuit.
>>42294599DIY or die
>>42294868>r/countwithchickenladygood message but terrible subreddit
>>42294814Thanks.I feel better now and will go through with it.
In secret, I enjoy (heartily) sucking tranny penises, but I prefer to identify as straight because I consider myself conventionally masculine and when I date I am always the man in the relationship.
>>42292619you mean bearded men with feminine penises
>>42292619yes
I'm attracted to FTMs but I'm not bi since I think dicks are gross. I started hooking up with cis guys to prove to the transguys I know I swing both ways so they will bonk me.
>>42292619Trans women are women. It is impossible for a gay man to be attracted to them.
is there any point when you have a barrel rib cage that is this flared?? also cone tits yay
>>4229464510/10. would fuck.
>>42294645>stretch marksdisgusting kys
>>42294645It can be caused by poor posture, wrong breathing/diaphragm use and muscle imbalance, possibly stemming from anterior pelvic tilt which causes a lot of downstream imbalances. And/or possible visceral fat and visceral fat inflammation.. no im not calling you fat, visceral fat is the protective fat around the organs which can push out the ribcage over time.If you want more info on the posture side of it, look up “flared ribs” or “flared ribs posture” on instagram.
>>42294752about 5k
>>42294781wats wrong with a few stripes
to the transwomen here, imagine every time your man starts bickering, you could just shut it down by offering your penis to him and he won't be cranky about whatever was bothering him afterwards. How would that go? Would you overuse that power?
is everyone who posts here disabled in some way or the other?
>>42294589apparently i am not disabled but I have some kind of mental illness that turns me into a violent schizophrenic freak that can not be trusted in normal society. none the less I have a real job and can function.
>>42294589Various psychiatric diagnoses because doctors have a hard time determining what I am. I'm also deaf.My life is a joke. Also I'd wager most people here don't have a physical disability
>>42294589i’m autistic and adhd and ocd (officially diagnosed of all 3) so like i think that means im disabledim also officially diagnosed with bpd does that add to my disability rating
>>42294589Physically- kinda, I walk with a limp because when I was a kid I was pushed off a large height and it broke my femur, my one leg is about 2” shorter than the other,I also lack peripheral vision from an accident mentally it’s a lot, mentally is another story and a mess on its own
I am depressed and boarderline suicidal
I get to bury my face into my boyfriends absolutely GIGANTIC man tits tomorrow and you DONT!
>>42294723i actually buried my face into your boyfriends man tits about 3 days ago so we're even.
as a heighthon i don't just not have this I will never have it...
i dont want to that sounds rlly gross
>>42294746>>42294734SHADDUP>>42294739Im 6'3" nonny :)
