Being anything over 5'10 as a MtF is a death sentence to passing. As a 6'0 tranny my face and proportions still are making me delude myself into thinking ill pass. I still cabt accept ill be a repper for life because I couldnt be anything more than a gigarapehon
isn't it funny how we just openly admit now that we want more brainworms and anti-advice on this board?
>>42180167Because trannies arent made to have any joy in life. Passing isnt real, trans joy isnt real, its all propaganda. Something will always ruin your chance as a tranny for me its being taller than basically all cis girls
>>42180139>Being anything over 5'10 as a MtF is a death sentence to passing.My mom is 5'11.
6 years of manmode, and I've had enough. My mental health is worse that's been in years, I've been crashing out almost every day for the last two weeks. I always knew honmode is a viable path for some because I've seen it work (as in, I personally knew some hons and twinkhons), but I always thought I'm better off as a manmoder.Turns out, I'm just a fucking coward. The intensity of my dysphoria in fact 100% justifies a full social transition. I'm just afraid to take the risk, and desu I'm also just v. mentally dysfunctional and can barely keep a job and do the most basic tasks. But time is running out, I'm getting older, and I wanna give a full transition another shot.Yeah, I'll be visibly trans, but at least I'll be able to connect with people on a genuine level without this retarded fucking man LARP. I just don't care anymore about what some stupid transphobic idiot might think about it, and I can handle any practical problem that's caused by not passing.Other manmoders can have fun lying on their death beds, thinking about "it would never have worked, iwnbaw" without ever fully, properly trying. I won't be one of them.
>>42180468>observe, but be not of” like from Queen of the Damned lol.be in this world, but not of this world eh>qotdloved the movie for how over the top numetal cringelord it was, such a blast from the past>>42180568that's either a rather flattering angle or you may be stealing some valor from the honmoders anon
>>42180584>What privilege if you are depressed, are abusing substances, and are emotionally unstable? I have no privilege to speak of right now.this lol, some people are so clueless
>>42180529Idk how exactly to answer these questions sorry, and I don't wanna post a full body photo because it def reads male fwiw. Suffice it to say the way my body is, I never bothered with more precise measurements because it was always obvious where I'd land. This is not to sound brainwormed tho, it's just how it is.
>>42180597It is a flattering angle, distance, and light for sure. I got many worse than this x).
>>42180568> night did not go that well for me because I got super drunk and acted out a bit, but at least I got home safeAnd you looked good doing it diva
SRS havers, what was it like at the moment when you woke up after surgery and you first felt your dick was gone? was is how you expected?
>>42180517what do you meanit's a vagina it feels good when i get fucked
>>42180551Idk in not sure what bladder tissue feels like to be touched. iv heard a lot of people say its mostly numb.
>>42180569like in the vagina? it's hard to explain. what does it feel like when you put your finger in your butt and wiggle it around? it's a weird feeling and it's not like touching the regular outer skin.but i promise sex still feels good so don't make a decision based on people's poor explanation of a difficult to explain feeling
>>42179722Buy it if its brand new unopened!>>42179793The rubber one is surprisingly comfy, i could sit very comfortably on the plane. The coach was fucking unbearable, i was practically laying flat.I didnt want to risk losing depth so left it in. Remember, tight panties though
>>42180599Thats so good to hear <3
itt: we post our current favorite and least people on the /lgbt/ boardfav: ftm eaterhate: xiniren
favorite: office retardleast favorite: I don't want to say because I'd feel bad if it hurt her feelings although I dislike her posts a lot
>>42180589>favoriteftm eater>hateuhhh probably any number of the self hating troons who post their faces here
>>42180589favorite is office retard or the transbian neetim not a hater
A while ago I made a thread about pooners having wild ass kinks (myself included). But what about our beautiful ladies? What fucked up (or no so fucked up) stuff gets you going?And since it's in my interests, would you get with a pooner and how?
>>42180443Fed
>>42180449How much of this have you actually done?
>>42174275I have rape fantasies... I don't think actual rape is hot but like thinking about a guy doing that to me is really hot.
>>42180527most except>femdom from malebrained cis women, especially stoner/alt types>skinny roachmoding trans guysof the rest, I've done pissplay the most, and CNC the least, hard to find guys with the right energy who aren't just pricks
>>42174275i like to dress up as a clown and make hookup app profiles for my clownsona and see what weird stuff guys send me
starting to lose hope that i will ever find a fat person to date :( why is it so hard to find a nice fat boy or girl to love?
>>42180272i've lived alone for 3 years now, i don't even have a pet or anything like that. i do miss being near someone, even just knowing they're in the same space as i am
>>42180351What's it going to be then, eh?
>>42180509well you did say you live in a third world country. sadly i am in the us. though debateably we're fastracking trying to be the only first world country to become a third world country
>>42180555I am sure your capitalist overlords won't allow it.Hm, that's too bad mister OP, but I do wish you well, you will find a chubby king or queen in no time
>>42180583we can still be friends if you want
why'd this thread get pruned all of a sudden?>>42165971
>>42179810there was no porn in there tho>>42179823nah, check it out. actual conversation going on over there.
So janny deletes this shit while leaving stuff like >>42169200 up?
>>42180078thats what i dont get. ppl start having actual conversations and post gets deleted? makes me wonder
>>42180052False reports exist
bump. hoping the person i was talkin to from that thread shows up here
>tfw Scorpio Moon, the most malebrained moon sign, so I can never be a real girl
i never got much into astrology besides reading a few books about it as a kid but i feel like i have a pretty unlucky one. any readings would be interesting.
>>42176341Forget this, I missed something else. You are sag rising, birth time is ok. Older partners is from Saturn opposite moon. I missed that.
>>42176528Genuinely thank you so much for all the effort u put into this, anon. I’d be happy to repay you with a tarot reading sometime if u wanna drop ur disc :3
>>42176528Also just would be interested in general if any of my placements support the fact that I’m trans/a woman, like is there anything there that makes that obvious
bop
state ur lettersdo u prefer cut or uncut pps?
>>42179909are u retarded? look at the low rates in england
>>42179915open a history book. the entire anglo sphere had adopted it around the same time. usa, canada, australia, south africa and new zealand got it from uk and uk got it from france. uk only started declining rates due to NHS defunding it in 1948.
Bi MTF Uncut is everything. I had a fetish for them without ever having seen one irl. But then once I found someone in my life who was I’ve been 1000% devoted to them ever since
>>42179951nuh uh
>>42177714what the fuck is wrong with afrika
Therapy: useless>hello doc I was molested for 3 years as a kid, loneliness is crushing, my parent was abusive, my ex used to threaten to kill herself and hit me, my heart starts racing if someone closes a door too forcefully near me>Hmm. *writes notes* How does that make you feel :)>IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT >Hmm okay see you next week :)Venting to someone anonymously: uselessTalking to a friend: helps a little but people have a limit (as they should) drugs/alcohol: temporary relief but you feel even worse when it's gone and have numbed your pleasure nodes so food and activities are less enjoyable for a while, also costs money that could be spent on clothes or games or foodworking out: feels like you're in direct battle with everything that bothers you. Requires leaving the house, being around people, get sunlight and fresh air. Skill you slowly progress at. Increases metabolism and you're permanently less fat even if you eat like shit. Put your demons into the bar and then hoist it off the ground and smash it back into the floor. Relief like with drugs except your brain starts feeling better day to day instead of worse. Posture and body language changes to be more confident subconsciously.
>>42178224Same. Like clockwork the suicidal ideation creeps back in if I stop for too long. 4 to 7 days a week keeps me sane.
>>42176070Based Quiet Riot poster. I wonder if it’s at all likely that the increase in frequency of mental health issues in the first world has anything to do with how little exercise is required for the modern lifestyle.
>>42179413It could be a factor. I try not to be all depression/anxiety isn't real bro just get exercise but it's true for at least some people. Idk what the answer to all of it is.
>>42177342Also I forgot to reply. I feel you. I dislike that basically everyone has to "shop around" and it's treated like this silver bullet when so often it's just nothing. But I acknowledge that there are probably people who are skilled at it out there who make their clients feel better.
>>42176070just wanna share the most ridiculous, insane scenario i've ever been in. so a femboy friend of mine, who's bisexual, was raped by his own dad from 9 to 12. his dad was found out, and ended up killing himself. my friend was very, very happy his dad was dead. he was left with sexual trauma all the way into his adult life, 24 at the time. when he had sex with girls, it made him nervous and he would eventually get soft and couldn't cum. with guys, as soon as he was penetrated, he would freak out. one night, me and him were drinking a bit, and we got a buzzed. he came on to me with the intention of "taking his sexuality back" from his dad. we've sucked each other off before, but it never went beyond that. this time though, we had proper anal sex. i guided him into it, told him not to be scared, told him sex is supposed to feel good. i made sure that i focused on his pleasure. we had really good sex, he came harder than ever, and somehow, this "fixed" him. all his sexual trauma disappeared during our weekend of sex. i don't understand the "science" behind it, but that's what he needed.
i deserve a chad bf as reparations for transphobia
>>42179591I deserve a Stacy gf as reparations for incelphobia
>>42179616lold
>>42179804>Finding a chadlite bf is the easy part[citation needed]
>>42179735why do u like them anon
>>42179821incels aren't lgbt you have your own board
ugfreak.to1. Would a product containing multiple forms of testosterone (Cypionate, Enanthate, etc) be more effective than just testosterone cypionate alone?2. What are the best resources for understanding different forms of gear such as Tirzepatide, Nandrolone Decanoate, Trenbolone Acetate, etc.?3. is 100mg/mL, 200mg/mL, 300mg/mL describing the strength of a single dose?Thank you
>>421802431. No, the only difference is the absorption time. Don't use sustanon, it has to be injected more regularly to maintain normal levels.2. steroidswiki on reddit unironically3. it's describing the concentration of the testosterone. Anything above 250mg/ml tends to hurt a lot due to the additional solvents that are required to dissolve that amount of testosterone.
>>42180243also,don't post website links in your post. try going to sst (a search of sst + steroids should lead you to the right place) and look through some of the offerings. there's a lot of overpriced bullshit/dumbass 'testosterone booster' scams out there.
>>42180243God can you imagine anybody being so ugly? Can imagine doesn't even have a penis.
>>42180586off topic, get fuckedelliot page is a great actor and looks kind of funny, i love him>>42180547>>42180564Thank you
>>42180547steroidswiki has been banned now that i have checked and so i will be looking for its offspring on reddit. unfortunate but there are probably youtube videos or threads on other sites out there. will just put in the effort into finding them, thank you for your honest response.
mtfs with passing voices, what resources did you use to voice train?
>>42180285High five, I guess.But now I suddenly have to fast forward learn fashion sense (I was convinced I still have at least a year for that).I also have to read procedure on ID change (I never thought I'd get to that like ever).Admittedly, these are great problems to have, but still.I'll exercise girlmode for the NYE party. AFAIK, only one person might be shocked of the whole (little) crowd.
>>42180429Fashion sense seems like a big hurdle for most trans girls. I'd say try looking at places online that are trying to keep up with the most modern trends. If you mostly stick close to that you'll be alright.
>>42179105A lot of stuff from people like "transvoicelessons", but also lots of understanding of the human voice from things like linguistics and voice acting as I learned other languages and how to voice act. I have a good model built in my head in my head of how to train and move my voice cause of this.
>how to fix fashion sensejust buy the next style overboy jeans -> skinny jeans -> women's jean leggings -> whatever is in style nowadays idk i though flare pants were cute on medon't wear something radically different or something that looks bad on you since the two ideas are kind of hard to distinguish at first
>>42180616I do wanna mention the obvious though cause some don't realize. You could have the perfect way of how to talk female in your head but your vocal cords could be incapable of resonating in that way. It's exercise for vocal muscles and building the mind body connection between them. Do remember that you can over do it and results take time. Also get comfortable with androgynous weird sounding faggot voices cause that mental block will stop you from hours of valuable training that you could otherwise do. Also try to adjust your baseline whenever you're conscious of it.
This woman was murdered and dismembered by a tranny in Sweden last Saturday.
>>42179422At least a transphobe whod put an end to our misery rather than some deranged Christian who believes in "fixing" us with some conversion bs. Thank you for being the less bad one
>>42179442What do you expect? They're like 14 yo and to stupid to kill for money...
>>42179732trannies meanwhile kill for lust
>>42179337i like that your post implies trannies aren't people
>>42179640yes yes we know you want to groom children
twunk Tuesday editionQOTT: when was the last time you went to beach?prev >>42172245
>>42180332idk like 4 years ago? i didn’t even go in the water either just got creeped on by a homeless guy
>>42180359sorry you were just really clocky and i love clocky trans women about the same amount as i do not love owning a home
last time i went to the beach was during my gf's dad's beach vacation we were all invited to a few years ago. i started hrt 2 weeks later. when my gf told him i was trans a couple months after that, he tried to convince her to break up with me.i havent gone to the beach, havent gone swimming, and havent seen her dad since then
>>42180332I love looking at masculine men. I'm definitely gay for masculine men, like him
>>42180332i haven't gone to the beach since before trooning, a couple years ago idk. also twunks are really hot
