For the last month all I could think about was the fact that I'm trans and to be honest sometimes I still think these are just some confusions but alas I somehow managed to repress it for 23 years and not realize despite being in a very queer friend group. I thought the depression I had randomly developed when I was 13 was genetics or bad luck or whatever but it makes so much sense. The intense hate and disgust I felt about my own body, the shame in the locker room, the uncomfortable feeling when I was in a cis male group. Heck I suddenly remembered how I pretended to be a girl online and tried on my mom's clothes when I was a kid.There are so many more things that were terrible in my life that are now explained but I thought that would at least give me some calm now that I have answers but nope. I'm so scared. Scared about what this means for my life, my relationships, my jobs, my degree etc. and worst of all: That hate I felt against my body, the fact that I found myself repulsive turned from sometimes crying in front of the mirror to thinking about it 24/7. When I walk past a mirror I actively avoid looking away as to not make me feel even worse. I never thought I had dysphoria but now it couldn't be any clearer. I hate this feeling, I hate this flesh prison and I hate how depressed I become even though I should be focusing on my exams right now.Luckily I have a therapist appointment soon but even if I get to convince him to get me started ASAP it will probably take up to a year before I can even get my hands on HRT. I have such an intense feeling of urgency suddenly. I feel like I'm watching my body change for the worse every day. I'm scared I'm already late but if I have to wait another year idk how I will cope. I will never be pretty or able to pass. I'll never be happy with myself. I know it's never late to transition and that's the mantra but that doesn't change the fact that I will always remain oddly shaped, clocky or just unhappy in my own body.
a GOON is born
Its never too late :)
>>42329402I've heard this mantra too much but not even estrogen can fix this gollum body
>>42329413Look I started at 27 and I pass better than youngshits after 1 year of injections
>>42329424my hope is that twink death will spare me until i get my hands on e. luckily i'm a 5'6 midget
this one 4 them foot sniffers out thereold foot: >>42323139
i am miserable and depressed, life sucks so bad
>>42329416You need BBC
>>42329411Fuck off
>>42329422Accept black supremacy.
russians are culturally and spiritually black, idk why timur is so racist
things to do if you dont want to transition *yet*>hair removalif you're dysphoric about your beard, you can get it removed. cis men do this. >voice trainingif you master vocal feminization you can pass as a cisfem day 1u got this keep trucking ily get to a safe place soon
>>42329306>if you master vocal feminization you can pass as a cisfem day 1this is a liet. voicetrained for two years prehrt, still only pitypasses sometimes
Would you still be cute with short hair? Or do you absolutely need it long in order to pass?
>>42322838after ffs I pass even if I shave my headbut I love my long hair so I won't cut it.
>>42322838It's complicated.My hair is wavy and grows pretty much perpendicular to my skin, so when it's cut short it just stands up, I'd look like a dandelion, I'd like like that "fun fact!" guy.But I always tie my hair because I look good with short hair.
>>42328410all trannies claim this
I first started passing when my hair was about her length in the 'after'
>>42322838Oh I’d be ugly either way lol
This is the biological femoid who owns "XX-XY Athletics" and is trying to keep us out of girl sports. We mog her though. I think "she" is just jealous of us. What makes the cis uggos so insecure?
>>42329359>honI don't know what that is
>>42329379
>>42329379any tripname that posts a selfie basically
>>42329349Yeah no shit when they have the biological advantage of being born a male. Delusional retard. Trannies shouldn't be in womens sports as women whether they like to admit it or not are inferior to men when it comes to athleticism
>>42329383Kek
>ppl say I pass good enough>starts girlmoding>doesn't pass>redoes entire look, voice trains more and hyperfocuses on mannerisms>doesn't pass>dates clocky twinkhon>she passes but I don't>look in the mirror and genuinely think I look good>doesn't make me pass betteratp i'm gonna try to stop hyperfocusing on passing idk what unrealistic beauty standards i have to adhere to for me to pass after already feeling good in my body, it's only gonna make me lose my sanity
>>42328744Am I banned
>find out one of my "friends" wants to be a tranny>tfw she doesnt know i have been bullying her for 5 years>she tells me she wants to transition>tell her she passes well enough so she should stay as a boy for my yaoi fanfic>wtf she took girl pills what a cunt
>>42328942you are a demon
>people here say I dont pass but I'm cute>go out in girlmode>nobody gives me double takes or weird looks>go in womens restroom>nobody looks weird at me while I wash my hands>meet boyfriends family>they don't know I'm trans
>>42329339i just know tme people
Bach mogs all your tranny music lol the little fugue in G minor is better than ALL tranny music, except of course Wendy Carlos which happens to be a tranny which produced excellent music. I guess what I'm trying to say is Bach Tops Trannies Flop.
>>42328775Bach mogs pretty much all music which came after him, so what
>>42328991true&real
>>42328974I have never used ketamine and I don't make youtube videos but I do like Johann Sebastian Bach >>42328991So he TOPS while everyone else FLOPS.
>>42328775do you just like wendy carlos because of switched-on bach
>>42328817What instrument?
Ballerina twink edition.Question of the day: When will you finally get on HRT? Or are you resigned to becoming expired in a few years?>FAQ>What is a femboy? What is a twink?A femboy is a male that pursues a feminine appearance for himself whilst still identifying as male. A twink is a male with a slender figure and a youthful appearance, usually with little body/ facial hair>Are femboys trans?The majority of femboys are cisgendered. Femboy is not a 'stepping stone' to trans, it is a stand alone identity.>Can trans post here?Trans people are welcome to post in /fbg/ and identify as trans twink/femboy if they want, but this is not a trans thread. Posts should not be about 'transitioning' and discussion of hormone usage should be restricted to skincare applications.>Can twunks and otters post here?Yes>I'm not twink or femboy but I am an enjoyer of them, can I post here too?Yes>Why dont I see femboys irl that often?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42329250Ok stop, rape is not something to joke about
>>42325784ugly quads
>>42329264you should try a lip sucker, see how crazy it looks
i know there's the femboy amazon basics outfit, but what's the next step from that even? is it just going full girlypop mode, or just transitioning
>>42325458
I wonder what my family would think if they knew I often spend 4+ hours a day compulsively masturbating to sissies getting dominated by women. They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi comments at family dinners.
>>42327242Sissies like you that just own it and are actually hot are the best
>>42326661what cute O.o
>>42326329glad to know I'm not the only one, can't get into chastity cages but chastity belts are hot af
>>42327280kayla didn't you get srs a few years ago?
>>42327417This is the body of a fridge ogreI mean just look at your hands and forearmsWhy do you think something like that passes
i’m ftm myself and i don’t care that i’ll never be able to penetrate someone with my tdick i’ll just keep using a strap-on and pretending i don’t have anything down there. i’d even go through a hysterectomy/vaginectomy but the complications look way too painful for it to be worth it. “oh but you can’t feel anything with a strap anon” yeah you probably can’t feel shit with a disgusting frankencock either.and speaking of that, why do most pooners even want top surgery? most of them are fat so the complete flatness only in the chest area looks extremely unnatural; i get getting a breast reduction but a getting complete breast removal when cis men their size would have small man-tits is retarded, at least lose weight before the surgery.
>>42329184
>>42322697>why do most pooners even want top surgery? most of them are fat so the complete flatness only in the chest area looks extremely unnatural; i get getting a breast reduction but a getting complete breast removalBreast reductions aren't covered.
>>42329268>Lives in the UKGo away thirdie
>>42329278The UK is leaps and bounds better than whatever brown shithole you live in
>>42329287Uh oh! The jellied ell eater is upset :) ?
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42328197True ig. Ginecomastia happens a ton for nontranny reasons. I'd just lie about an unspecified endoctrinal issue desu.If you end up in a highly specialized field they wont care about gender or transness. Thats why so many mtfs are in compsci(partially)
Siiigh. Wish i wasn't ugly and literally looked 1:1 like the chudwojak meme so that i could troon out and become cute.It is what it is.
i smell like blood
Is there any like good media with trans girl rep that you like?I have guilty gear already. I was thinking more about like, mangas about trans girls. But games are okay too
I want to see lesbian sex irl
>>42321797as another anon said, this sounds like dysphoriaand as the other other anon said, take estrogen
>OP likes watching lesbian porn>Take estrogen!!!
>>42327996see >>42321797 it's not just abt porn
>>42327996they expresse sadness over not being able to be a lesbian and being born male
>>423256351. that wasn't me but 2. i agree with them
if you're a transbian, then you've been visited by this guy, right?
word herd
>>42325185I like how that manga is held up as the bastion of masculinist storytelling and then you look at the fanbase it's all troons, goons, and loons
>>42325185Whats the reference
>>42329222BoJack Horseman
>>42329038that's because it's a shoujo manga
Tranny butts....
>>>/r9k/>>83651883This picture filled me with sexual desire
>>42329305Sigh whateverit's a plump tranny butt with her balls peeking out. So sexy
why do trans women do this?
>>42324697Those childhood pics are the most ai generated shit ever :D you cannot fall for this
>>42327692how does she have a dih then?
>>42327771photoshop
>>42327070doing something doesn't mean you know everything about it
>>42328236yeah well my practice and experience beat your theory and I don't feel wrecking my biome and I expect as far as the skin goes any steroid hormone would have much the same effect
