>want to transition >start taking hrt>freak out when effects become more noticeable >detransition>want to transition>start taking hrt>freak out when effects become more noticeable>detransition>want to transitionHow do I stop this madness? I must just be retarded atp
>>42334603yes, life can only be understood backwards but must be lived forwards. if you just sit around trying to decide you will never know, you just have to pick something and see things through. in this case, if it was really a mistake and you regretted transitioning, so what? the alternative was you spend years wondering if you would be happier if you transitioned. you cant escape it because you are a finite being, knowing that in itself is reassuring
>>42334666Ah. That must kinda be what taking that leap of faith is about.Thanks. Been a while since I've Kierkegaarded.
>>42331023are you sure you aren't just a trutrans enby?
>>42331023I'm married and a landlord so my plan is to just live inside for years and send my wife on errands until the girlshots and surgeons make me look okreally if you're not happy with progress now, will you be happy when you inevitably break down and do it 5-10 years from now?
Just go to the doctor and get hondosed
Just saw a tranny on the subway. You could see the mustache stubble if you looked closely and she had the biggest hands ive ever seen. She had wavy/curly brown hair that went a bit below her shoulders. Overall tho id say if you got past those male characteristics she passed and looked cute. Id say normies wouldnt be able to clock her, i was only able to from spending time on this board
>>42334988>You could see the mustache stubblerope fuel
>>42334988>>42335014taste that tuna tartare
>>42335014just pluck the mustache hair and use concealer makeup, not knowing about this shit kept me from transitioning for literally a decade because i didn't know you can cover the shitty gray skin tone from shaving so my whole adolescence i just repped because i thought i could never pass even when i realized i may still be trans
>>42335518I have a better method, get a liquid foundation that's a little bit too dark (like one shade darker than ideal) and get a power foundation that's one shade lighter, 5 0'clock shadow = erased.
i had an FFS consult recently and these are mardirossian's current prices. i have 30k to my name rn, who do i have to kill/fuck/cheat/rob to get the rest ;___;
>>42335576not that anon. 175k is absurd. the mean is 120k tho, which means if you get a real job not just one for plebs you should be on a household income much higher.
>>42335602Mean is not a useful measure for discussing average specimens in populations with a very distinct tail on the bell curve. This is basic statistics.
>>42335602175k is very normal in my state
>>42335633we arent discussing that, we are discussing actual americans affording things, not browns and trailer trash
>>42335643well no its not normal in any state. Do they give you a discount if you shill for them here?
germany is so ass when you try to find a cute bf, especially in the southhow does one even find such peoplemost people here are either cringe or total npcsi want someone who is cute but also confident and fun
>>42333253BRIDE* fuck I CANT SPELL
>>42331001studying computer science turned me gay but I'm such a fat fucking chud pensive emoji
>>42331001it's not even about their looks most of the time
I live in Germany, you can try your luck with me :^)
>>42333436just lose some weight and become hot anon
but how since even 6kg dumbbels are too much for my 5'4 50kg #weakwombylypooner bones
Start with 4kg duuh?? You blast T bro, you shouldn't have a problem with progression
skill issuebut genuinely just start with less weight and prioritize the amount of repetitions and increase the amount of weight over time as your muscle mass increasesyou should also stretch before and after weightlifting, by the way
>smut where a lil poonie twink keeps trying to get gains at the gym but everytime he turns up the gymbros use him like an onahole>>42335488You're better off starting with calisthenics. Just keep doing pushups every day until you're not a noodle.
Detransition and get pregnant asap. U will NEVER pass as male because of your height and female skeleton, no amount of gymcoping will change that.
I wish I could lose weight
>>42332765GENUINELY FUCK OFF !!!!
please date me
>>42332765What would you do of I placed my musky grapefruit sized balls on your face
New marisol lolcow just dropped
>>42332765>>42332793OP we can try to be friends if you stop posting here
what would you do if you came across a boymoder who kept hearing knocks on the door, seeing things in the corner of her eye, and was just generally being gangstalked?
>>42334260hell yeah! but no weed for me it makes my schizophrenia act up..
>>42334381how about knifeplay does that make it act up ?
>>42334381same honestly, i stopped smoking weed when i was younger cause i would get paranoidthese days it just makes me eat and go to sleep lol
I seriously doubt your being gangstalked it sounds like you need help
I hope you get the help you need op
where is it edition>qott: why did no-one else make a thread for so long am i the only one who is desperate
>>42335324>>42335356ty
>>42335300Repost
>>42335441^_^https://unsee cc/album#WdJbRCLldZd2
>>42335300>>42335512Ur sex retard
>>42335592im hideous
I miss my friend.
I honestly dont know i tried talking to her but I still genuinely dont understand
I just miss her alot
>>42335411aww well i'm sorry to hear
i hate them they abandoned me and are evil
Thats not me I dont hate them I do feel like they used me when I was vulnerable and im hurt that they would try to claim that I did that to them when It was them who started the drama between us and then pushed me away but I dont have them I just miss them alot I wanna tell them all about how hrt is going and ask her about whats going on in her life but she lied about a bunch of stuff that happened between us (Or maybe genuinely has fuvked memories?) and is being avoident now but I dont hate her.
Is the king of FTMs a jewish twunk who gets railed by endless hung guys for his onlyfans in Los Angeles? Just look at this chad.
>>42335065I'd put a ring on it in a second
>>42335065Has great takes on tiktok too. Truly an icon
She needs to detransition and get pregnant
Red flags or signs that expose fake allies?
>>42335568nta but ime this only half applies to gay men. they probably don't have an internal image of you as exactly the same as a cis woman but they support
AAAFAll allies are fake
>>42335585Cisoids are not to be trusted like u just wanna live ur life as normal girl so u would expect to just to be treated like a lady not a fag
>>42335500there's no clear cut signs but intention is the big thing to pay attention toplenty of people mean well but say all kinds of stupid shit and do not do it to upset other but simply because they are dumb
>>42335500"i couldnt even tell you were a man, you pass so well" when youre pre-everything with visible stubble
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
>>42334439>reppies is awful"You feeling all right?""Ugh, no, I got a case of the reppies.">>42334475Is a "reppies junkie" someone who is a junkie for reppers?
>>42334860ye
im not a girl, im not a man, im nothing and thats just how my life is. that's the only life i'll have. so i'll try live my best as nothing.
>>42334167My face is ugly as fuck. Has that not been the case i'd be trying to animegirlmaxx asap but eh. Just wasnt meant to be.
>>42332147why not
who are you missing right now?
>>42334884omg were literally the same personi talked to a guy on discord once and we literally had like a single 2hr conversation before i freaked out and blocked him and i still look at the screenshots of our texts before he deleted them and pretend im talking to him in the shower
>>42327442not ur ex that’s forsure
Someone who I thought I was important to
>>42335062If he told you he's not trying to fuck you, fix you or mock you then it was me.
>>42335176no he flirted with me a bunch and i had zero confidence and social skills back then so i got scared and freaked out on him and never talked to him again i still have his name carved in my thighthis was like 2yrs ago lol
I wish I had a boyfriend to lick my entire body up and down, stick his tongue up my butt and then rail me.
>>42332996slut
I like doing this.
>>42333068kayla this may be related to the class of man you usually date
>>42333068That's nice grandma. Its time for bed though
>>42332996i'd do that but i'm vers so i want someone who'll do the same thing to me afterwards.
to many people in the lgbt community?
>>42332706it was better when the community wasn't about politics constantlyno idea what your local lgbt scene is like, but that's common storyt. oldfag
>>42332706yes. thats why i distance myself from the greater ''community''. im not one of those magatard trannies who swear that theyre one of the good ones i just really cant relate to most lgbt people online. i dont have much in common with most of them. my only 2 friends happen to be trans too but i met them by chance.
>>42332706>afab>comfort being perceived as a woman>comfortable being entirely femininetheyfabs will look you in the eyes and tell you this person is trans
>>42332706The trans community being as bad as it is, is one of the many reasons I feel very isolated socially, if it wasn't the way it was I'd probably have found a way out of being trafficked and into having a normal life like 8 years ago, instead when I tried to get support at the time I was blamed for the situation I was in, and my experiences with the community have always been really bad, so I've kind of withdrawn, even tripfagging here I'm just kind of waiting for someone to scream at me incoherently after which I'll disappear, but it's been nice so far>Whats that, you're (anything right of stalin)>You deserve to die!Alternatively>Whats that, you're in a hobby group for model trains>I need to use this space to talk about how much my tits have grown
Oh and cliques, I despise cliques, you have to make their members feel good about themselves or they'll use their social powers to trouble you, I refuse to socialize performatively, fuck anyone who does this
