>me mtf 20> live with gf of almost 2 years in current apartment for 1 month so far> 1st ever relationship, we've had problems but have mostly worked through it>realized i don't really know if i want to be in longterm relationship / don't know what i want / not ready for this / not sure if the relationship is gonna work out long term> kind of want to break upi think its truely just over for me, nothing is really wrong on paper with our relationship, i just have this feeling in my gut. i'm not ready. if it continues on it will just hurt her. if i breakup it will hurt her (we just moved in together, shes friends withmy friends, loves me a lot, etc etc). i feel like a terrible person. i probably am. idk. i want to kill myself so that she doesn't have to experience a pain like that. if i stay im also just going to feel pain. idk what to do whole thing is beyond fucked. anyway can anyone give any pointers on how to cut yourself ive never done it b4
>20>1st ever relationship>kind of want to break up>i think its truely just over for me
>>40931683You should act like a reasonable adult and express your concerns in a calm and truthful way. The true death of a relationship is when you cant tell your partner what is wrong. Killing yourself will probably be the most emotionally damaging thing you could do to her.
>>40931683that's tough, how long is the lease?
>>40931683you have an avoidant attachment, i know because im one tooyour brain makes up a bunch of excuses to self sabotage (you don't really love her, you don't deserve her, wanting to date the other gender, fomo, etc.) because deep down you're empty and you have zero self-esteem because your caretakers didn't love you righttalk to her, educate yourself and therapyi'm going to be honest it's a constant battle but try not to give in to the intrusive thoughts, you're worth it and you deserve love no matter what your brain tells you
>>40932154Holy shit anon that was some genuinely dynamite advice I didn't think was possible on this website
https://voca.ro/1kAySyZi2S6VEnjoy my completely un-warmed fagvoice, it will likely improve as the thread goes on. Leave a voca.ro (no scripts) and give some critiques. Don't be an asshole but i'm not gonna be a nazi about calling eachother hons or some shit, this isn't a pussybitch household
>>40931551no, more like the way that your thoughts come together as words and tones and that sort of thingi don't think i hear Railway Announcer in your voice aside from when you were actually doing railway announcements but also i almost never get to ride the train being an estadounidense (and plus i don't even know if i've heard announcements here when i have ridden the train; i don't even know if we do them ??) so maybe i just don't understand the vocal nuances
>>40925231yeah very monotone and weak sounding, i assume you're early on in this. its not bad for just starting out, just keep doing exercises so you feel more comfortable raising the larynx and be more relaxed while doing it (voice training is like weight lifting, you just have to keep doing it to get better for the most part).what helped me was doing whisper siren into whispered speaking for ~2weeks whenever i could/remembered to. you should have plenty of opportunities to do this since nobody will hear you unless they're very close by and even then, its just whispering so it wont sound too sus. then slide from whispering into speaking and you'll be surprised at the differenceexercise is something like this: https://voca.ro/15MnYzMjgu9i>>40925464no, not an actual book lol. just stuff i've read online.this is closer to androgyny than your last one. try weightier speech. could also speak more monotone and end sentences with a lowering pitch to come off more masc.i agree, i dont think its the overall pitch thats the issue. maybe you could try to go to the most extreme end of masc you can and then work back from there?
Maybe not the place to post but im wondering if people here think my voice reads as gay? Sorry about the short clip I don’t want to share other people talking.https://voca.ro/1z960gnJ6q0i
>>40930850i totally forgot to respond to this earlier omgi think you do sound mostly okay! your voice is a bit nasal and your resonance might be a little low, but i think that's really all there is to change. the tricky part, i guess, is to raise your larynx without constricting the back of your throat>>40931780>try to go to the most extreme end of masc you can and then work back from there?this is a good idea! i will work on thattoo bad there's no book, though........>>40932064i think everyone should feel welcome to post here! i do think your voice sounds gay. hopefully this is not a bad thing.
>>40932097Thanks>hopefully this is not a bad thingNo it’s all good, I guess it would be comforting if people could tell right away so that there’s no big reveal
Me at almost 8 months hrt vs around 2 months hrt+ I was on a shit doseI can’t believe I was gonna rep for life bros
>>40932158never kys!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm glad you're doing better nona :)
>>40932158Different angle, is this supposed to prove something. Your nose got bigger on e?
>>40932158Cool
>>40932169THANK U ANON !!>>40932173It’s close enough and the lighting is super similar also I think nose might be from fat redistribution?
how is being atracted to kids, even if you don't engage with them, way more critized and looken upon than chopping your genitalia
>>40931992>how is being atracted to kids, even if you don't engage with them, way more critized and looken upon than chopping your genitalia>Why is somebody that is 100% considered a risk to children criticized more than the people that are perhaps a 60% risk?
>>40932098>i dont think the model of "individualistic self-independence" is doing any favour to humanity, rather, is ruining iti dont care about your favors to humanity, and if you actually care, you should know that fucking kids definitely isnt doning any favours to anyone>nature intendednature has no intention, but i do. and freaks like us existing only proves that nature is utterly random
>>40932152the fuck you mean 100% danger? nigga there is a lot of pedophiles who do not act upon their desires since that would be rape. in the same way there are trans repressors and homosexuals that dont engage in gay sex
>>40932174lol you are a sore loser
>>40932174also, of course you dont care about humanity, you dont care about anything and you live on an eternal state of nihilism. that's why you are a hon with suicidal tendencies
QOTT:Weed. Smoke or edibles?QOTT#2:If you don't do weed. What is your favorite drink?
i keep banging out boys that look like this, and i'm enjoying it a lot more than girls.
>>40928261cute tummy>>40928193very sexy thighs
>>40931414you got the weirdest face i ever seen
>>40932001Thanks ... I guess x3
>>40928265Sheesh need you to be my wife
I have concluded that I should never be in a relationship, should never have sex, I'm too retarded to be straight and normal but not retarded enough to let myself be visibly trans.I'm just gonna repmaxx, play vidya and work until I eventually die alone :)
>>40931972do lsd
Tried it. You will crack by age 30 or so.
>>40931972why are trannies so whiny.
>>40931977that's on my list of things to do, haven't had the opportunity for it yet
>>40931972 (OP) #I get it feeling that way rn, fumble something real quick
Being a pooner is more fun than being a woman because you get to hit on people way out of your league. I used to be a fugly girl and now people call me a gorgeous twink and I get top tier pussy. How is this not transmaxxing?
>>40932037At least a small dick is natural. What you're calling... no I'm not fucking explaining this. Kill yourself you failed w*man.
>>40932079Tdicks are also natural, some people have them by default. Girls like to suck on them, it‘s pretty awesome
>>40931998intellectual nigga
>>40931991Get srs>>40931998Women don't like penis and almost no women orgasms from penetration. Only gays like dick
>>40932079Are you or why you like dick so much?
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Bee kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community.QOTT:>Are you a voyeur? Exhibitionist?>Do you write letters to your girlfriend? Does she write any to you?>Do you collect art prints? Share pics!tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold: >>40886356
>>40931495trannies are so disgusting
>>40931704said the person posting on the tranny board
I just realized the thread creations have slowed down because school started back up, lol.
how do i explain to my trans gf that she doesn't help by trying to affirm me when im dysphoric? i think only cis women could help and i wish i had a cis gf or a friend or something because it seems disengenuious or like how would you know what's passing with her
>>40931704"trannies" are the reason cis lesbians have rights you dumb troglodyke
Those who are prehrt or early in transition post pics so others can assess their future passability. and even if you’re like 3 years+ into trooning you can still post pics ig idk probably should’ve just made a /passgen/ instead since there’s not one up right now but idk.
>>40919531lots and lots of sex
>>40931869Honestly I love these glasses they get tons of positive comments from both men and women. I have some on the same style untinted. My reputation is that of black sheep anyway so I kinda like stuff that stands out or makes a statement.
>>40931888I do pole dancing and my teacher is such a high confidence baddie that she hypes me up really good. I might not pass but I act like I do and I think people pick up on that energy or fear to challenge it.
4.5 months of hrt, should i even bother transitioning with this horrible bone structure?
>>40932121You will do good in the body department just make sure you get enough fat to round yourself out and get those breasts to a nice size.
>literally one of the most accepting places in the world for trannies>MUH TERF ISLAND REEEEEEEEE
>>40930628Almost all Nordic trans people are huge rapehons precisely because of the gatekeeping.
>>40925366What's that, 2003?Also, TERF island still gets inadequately good numbers on the whole lot of metrics, despite being turned into the sharia hellhole with the punishment for thought crimes.
>>40930688And yet somehow these rapehons have more social acceptance anyway? Damn, the power of gatekeeping must be truly incredible.
>>40930688how does that work?
>>40932136its not rly true yes theres ur typical agp hons and nobody rly cares about those and they generally dont experience transphobia but theres lots of assimilationist passoids because diy is so common
Well, /lgbt/?
>>40930085Gay son
>>40930085why not both?
I'd personally prefer if my son wasn't a nigger or a cholo or other miscalaneous tribal types
>>40930085gay thug son
i want a man to fully brainwash me until i'm nothing but an obedient dog, an extension of him instead of an autonomous personit would be true liberation of my soul
>>40931404No. They’re not. Put them on
>>40931409Okay if you say so..
>>40931413Based hypnoslut
Hypnosis is really so good.I like doing weird and humiliating things to people and watch their embarrassment as they realize that they're completely unable to stop themselves.Eventually you can see them give in all that resistance they had hours/days ago vanish as they accept what you've turned them into. It's best with those hidden desires people keep pent up but won't even admit to themselves. There's a whole cohort of potential puppygirls on here, just waiting to be forced into a collar and put on the floor.
>>40931839Be a little more descriptive for someone about these humiliations? : c
Prove me wrong
>>40929034my boyfriend doesnt seem to agree:)
>>40929034It‘s natural to do so, there are lots of nerves in that area, really sensitive. I still top exclusively because aside from the physical stimulation I get nothing from it, maybe if it wasn‘t seen as a feminine/humiliating thing it‘d be different
>>40932127bend over
>>40929034i'm an agamp repper who hates bottoming because i don't have a vagina but also feel gross because i want a futa cock
>>40932131Only if you‘re a cute twink and marriage material, otherwise forget about it.
hitsujigoods is a trans cam-whore (now "artist") who lies about being cis womanhttps://xhamster.com/videos/tranny-on-tranny-amazing-69-session-xhjmqbGhttps://xhamster.com/videos/two-amazing-trans-having-fun-together-on-cam-xhZ6FHmhttps://es.xhamster.com/videos/trans-couple-pleasing-themselves-and-their-cam-fans-xhUA5SWhttps://es.xhamster.com/videos/two-slutty-shemales-having-a-hot-69-session-xh5iikEhitsujigoods personal instagram accounts:@minimini_konbini@american_konbini@digital_konbini
>>40931831gonna be honest as a semi ok artist cis woman id ve able to pander. hitsuji never delved too deep beyond common fodder like eva shark plushies guns and weed etc. >>40931808she does nsfw art? figured she wanted to stay suggestive to sell to more normies but i respect it
>>40931348Everytime you try to sell me on the hitsujihate my hitsujilove just grows more, I will pray so your hate is cured nonny
>>40931903i am not selling anything, i am, just stating the facts
it wouldnt be half as bad if she didnt lie about being cis while her entire brand is transgender culture, its precisely by her actions of treating transness as something shameful that perpetuates transness as something shameful
>>40932106basically this. i wish i had his parents adress or something so i could send them the videos
l33t h4xx0r editionold >>40902155QOTT: Do you engage in safe hardware practices and remove your clothes to reduce the risk of static discharge when working on your computer?
140.8 with my clothes onthat's a new record
I'm a cishet male on estrogen
that's like, sooooo hot
>>40931887goals except i wish it would somehow make my huge skull more feminine
