i deserve a chad bf as reparations for transphobia
>>42180656I'm prison gay while I'm incel again, so I'm here until I get my kind-hearted Stacy gf that'll be my muse to become her dream husband
>>42180030she means getting pump'n'dumped or being one of his booty calls
>>42180656incels are willing to be fags out of desperation so they fit here
>>42179591but you're just a wimpy loser failmale with a shrunken dick lolwhat would chad possibly be interested in doing with someone like you
>>42181000Ummmm??Because she's a WOMAN and WOMEN deserve the best???
Here’s what I found:It’s too late for me. I turned 36 this year and finally ended up with a prescription I should have chased down long ago, but here we are. Was on 25mg spiro and 2mg estradiol daily. Started on Xmas eve, no reason in particular, just thought it’d be easy to remember. Drop four hits of acid today and come to a realization that I am doing so well for myself as a cis guy that this seems like a road I don’t need to go down. I feel like I have a lot of other things in life I should take care of first. I am not even close to where I should be financially. And I get enough unsolicited attention from women that I feel like I’m attractive. So no “male loneliness cope” here either. Idk, I just kinda realized this isn’t as cute or hot as I imagined it to be. I think about sex a lot less and my chest feels tingly. The same videos jerked off too weeks ago don’t even hit right anymore, so I don’t even get the distraction of “everything goes away once I cum” I feel unfulfilled, and I get why women seem like they are never satisfied. I dabbled for a week but I think it’s not for me. The physical aspects I want are too unobtainable at this point without surgeries. And they don’t even turn me on after it becomes who I am, so what’s the point?
>>42180692No you're the first person in history to have this experience
>>42180692That prescription would have done nothing for you at 1 week.
>>42180781I understand. But it was enough for me to at least know it was working. My nipples are really sensitive the past week and I feel “tightness” in my chest I never felt before.
i will never understand why people get upset when they lose their sex drive
>>42180927Yeah I see where you are coming from. There’s no “post nut clarity” it’s just “clarity” I get it. Girls like you need to be protected.
foamer editionq what are your favorite transit vehiclesq2 if you could drive any transit vehicle what would you drive>>42144666
>>42179610kind of relatable i dont know what i am other than a suffering animal
>>42179644yea it's like i knew at one point it's prob gender but now it just feels awful in a way that i can't put any kind of point on so gender is a convenient excuse. even though i don't feel feminine at all anymore
>>42179206>if I had been working in a workshopFor sure. I work remotely at the moment with no clear indication of when that would change, and I have been contemplating a shift in careers anyway. But I'm not on a construction site or something.>the first few months are likely to be roughI am a late starter, and I understand that physical changes are slower and/or lesser, so I don't know how that impacts mental changes. Still, it's good to note. And I have heard things get intense in both directions, so good to note as well.As for things I want to keep, I do know that's something I have to be prepared for if I take the plunge.I guess the question there would be how much you wanted to keep things you felt you had let go of? Like, once you realized the things that had slipped away, how much did you actually miss them by then? You said you had to reconstruct your love for metal music, so presumably you wanted to retain/recapture that.Either way, I think your "low expectations" approach, intentional or not, sounds like a good way to go about it.
>>42180757>You said you had to reconstruct your love for metal music, so presumably you wanted to retain/recapture that.Besides the motivation to keep the community (metalheads are awesome people and metal festivals are something even non-metalheads routinely appreciate), I wanted to keep metal in my life because its complexity appeals to me.However, I ended up in a quite different corner of the scene. I like things (standard heavy - think Lamb of God) to which i was "meh" about pre-transition. I no longer grasp true norwegian black metal the way I used to. But that's okay, that's really a genre for depressed men. I'm no longer one.>once you realized the things that had slipped away, how much did you actually miss them by then?Tough question.I miss being able to just start speaking in a group setting. Now I'm more self-conscious about it. Took about a year to get myself accustomed to this but didn't try to change it. Submitting socially to my bf actually makes me feel... right. That's a phrase I would've never typed in 2020 even as a joke.But there are many things that I don't miss. I used to have to force myself to get into new groups and new people. Now I crave human attention and social settings. Still not quite a socialite but definitely more out there. That's the change everyone around me noticed too, that I'm kinda weaker but also a lot happier and pleasant to be around. We'll see how much of that holds up once I start girlmoding.I also use more complex phrases than I used to. It's not that I've gotten more educated (tho I still read) but I'm more comfortable expressing myself in a comprehensive manner. Occasionally I miss the ability to convey meaning in under 10 or even under 5 words, but overall I like the change and I'm not even sure I'd know how to recapture that, or even if I want to.I definitely had to let go of a lot of ego stuff. But I don't regret that either (for the most part anyway).(1/2)
>>42179610yeah i feel really empty now, its scary to be empty because when you think its dysphoria, you have an answer staring at you, but when you know its just that you arent human, theres no solution, you just accept being hollow. nothing to say about it
what to do when you have boymoders in your walls and under your floorboards?
>>42180165this needs to be made into a boymoder pic
>>42180205Big agree! ^~^Pets are so precious ;~;
>>42180205>>42180242sorry gotta go to sleep but ill just post this :3
>>42180807matryoshkamoders
>>42180807Good night! ^~^
Post your 2025 Spotify wrapped and guess letters. Specifically the top 5 songs.
Why aren't there diaper threads on her that often anymore? Those threads are how I realized I was trans and met my wife and it'd be really sad imo if the link between diaper fetishism and transness became more obscure
>>42180997kys
When did you realize HRT was grooming psyop and AGP is niche fetish?
About 1 year into transition, before I had even stopped boymoding. I eventually realized why it was wrong and that I simply experience life-ruining psychosis as something apart from the gender dysphoria to say the least but it took me a long time to get there.>>42141373It's not just channers at this point
How weird am I, /agp/?Most days I feel comfortable as a guy and I can't imagine myself as a girl, I'm tall, broad shouldered, and I've got a huge chest, and hairyer than most men. But I like cute things and I'm quite a sensitive guy.But there's some times where I wish I looked like not just a girl, but a hot girl with nice curves and perfect skin. To have nice boobs and a big ass.If I were born a girl I don't think I'd be attractive based on how my family looks. And I'm sure I'd hate the social dynamics of being raised as a girl.But still I'd want to be hot, and I want to keep my dick.Am I fucked /agp/?
>>42176850Nice body, Kaylee
>>42177102Its over
>>42154067have you noticed any changes in how you're treated, the quality of your relationships and daily interactions etc post transition vs pre?
>pass 1 year on e>learn make up and get more girl clothes>finally able to look somewhat presentable>begin girlmoding almost fulltime>new bathroom bill restricting trannies in restrooms>$25,000 fine and $125,000 for repeat offensesdo i just keep going to the ladies room and pray i never get clocked or start using the mens in girlmode fml
>>42179924>with friend for protection as usualoh i dont really have friends here so ive gotta meet someoineu hghghg
You wouldn't be worried if you actually passed
>>42180114im at this weird point where i feel pretty and people tell me i pass but i still cant quite believe it and feel suspicious of everyone around me in a bathroom
>>42179881Move out of Texas wtf are you doing thereYou think the laws are gonna get better somehow?
>>42179903This.Like what are they (women) gonna do? Theyre women. Just physically over power them. Don't flush.
i quite literally cannot possibly imagine a good future for myself because im so fucking tall i hate this shit so fucking much and it enrages me, it sends me into an absolute honrage when i see short trans girls say height isnt a big deal. ill never be seen as anything but a threat
>>42180919And I don't care how they work because they're perverted little sick assholes!You're not gay and you're wrecking the LGB for us normal homosexual males and females who don't want to be the opposite sex, you fucking idiot!
>>42180939Guess what nigger there is no "accepting yourself as a male", either transition or end up a homeless unstable drug addict or rope, if youre gonna be transphobuc at least be one of the "total tranny death" chuds whod at least do us the favor of ending the misery than so e deranged nigger who wants to torture us for no reason
>>42180956Fixed typos*transphobic>so eMeant some
Meanwhile im a 5'4 incel chud
>>42180939>you're wrecking the LGB for us normalThe B was wrecking it for anyone for ages but you probably won't pay attention because you think trannies just popped into existence by themselves
why'd this thread get pruned all of a sudden?>>42165971
>>42180078thats what i dont get. ppl start having actual conversations and post gets deleted? makes me wonder
>>42180052False reports exist
bump. hoping the person i was talkin to from that thread shows up here
prolly a jealous jannie
>>42180952Man this happened to me in like 2018 I swear. I wrote something like "the virgin thigh pic vs. the chad boobs pic" and within 60 seconds I got a 3 day ban and I am certain it's because I hurt a janitor's feelings
Nick Lan,g....Kat.....You're giant manly shoulders are putting me into a goon hypno state that I can't break.
But /lgbt/ told me that feet was an exclusively male fetish?
>>42180969would rather rope than having anything in common with gay men. nope.
gmorning demons
>>42174814i really would do this anon if my voice were not so recognizable. i don't think i would even know how, though, if i did. maybe someone in hornygen would do this for you
https://voca.ro/1aGsEXdXA3Cptrying to be a little less nasally. surprisingly requires focus so i sound a little more forced than usual but w/e (*￣3￣)>>42175602as natural as ever even when sick. even clearing ur throat was clean asf. pretty!>>42174992so .. loud >>42174833practice being less nasal with me nona we will make it together
>>42176554are you talking about brightening your tone in this recording? you sound brighter throughout this than most of the one you posted yesterday. still very cute :) if you are working on the nasality, to expand upon what i said above, try keeping your throat as relaxed as you can, around the crook of your neck especially. i'm not like an expert at all really but through playing around i think what causes nasality for most ppl is the constriction of the vocal tract around that area and the placement of the back of the tongue (like where it precipitates into the throat) too close to the palate or whatever it is back there which funnels the sound up into your nose.
bump for best gen......
last bump for best gen.......
i just saw the president of my school's lgbt club posted new pics and she got fake titties and you can see her cleavage in the pics and shes so hot with them and her tranny bangs i just wanna rail her ass while grabbing her balls
I hope you can give her a good shagging OP
>>42180856it is imperative that you keep us updated
This is a thread for:manmoding,repping, or hons who knew of their transness at a young age and did not transition and now you seethe at gigaultrayoungshita who got on puberty blockers at 12 for 6 hours a dayQOTT1: when did you know QOTT2: do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?
I fucking knew since age 12. I had possibly one of the least conservatuve enviroments you could think of, even had one appointment with a gender clinic, and I still repped because my country makes you wait until 18 for hrt wether you like it or not. And i had no idea diy was a fucking thing because I went on r/MtF once and that was it. Im 18 and, not kidding, my face and proportions arent terrible for someone who went through male puberty, however my moid body for some reason decided it would try its hardest to make me an NBA player with that growth spurt, grew almost a foot a year after i had that last appointment and didnt follow through, as if my body took that as a sign or some bullshit
Im a turbo hon, everyone, including queer people, look at me in disgust.I knew from around age 8, but i didn't know gender dysphoria was a thing, thought i was just born a weird pervert because thats how i was treated by everyone. Still glad i transitioned even though im 100% on the margins of society.Youngshits that are kind and live their lives without hating me are cool. Thats like 1% though. I dont hate someone for passing better, i hate the way they think being horrible to me will someone how save them, like how some Jews thought siding with the nazis would help them
>>42178654>Their experience is objectively antithetical to the transgender experience as we know it. When I see youngshits I feel the same as how I imagine veterans feel when they see meal team 6 clad in stolen valor at the supermarket. It makes me homicidal even.Spittin facts. They didn't have to fight like we did
>>42178940I have been very dysillusoned since I was child, thought my entire family were robots or scientists doing experiments on me I spend most of my time awake chronically journaling I’ve been doing this for maybe 6 years. I’ve been “repping” since I was 5 years old when I became aware of my nature I also have lo key violent thoughts to murder ppl and I virulently hate nonpassing troons (my self ) also I’ve built my life to negate my father picrel is sc with my therapist sorry if I did not explain well
>>42179273All right OP. You seem to be putting it on the line. I can give it a shot too.>QOTT 1We could argue the semantics of "knowing" all day, but I can say I was asking adults what life would have been like if I'd been born a girl when I was at least in middle school, and I remember feeling happy when an older woman said my eyes were too pretty to be a boy's around the same time.>QOTT 2At the moment youngshits, meaning youngshits relative to me being too old to post on this site. That's due to this bias: I have a nephew who has been transitioning into my niece. She is more than 10 years younger than me, which makes me depressingly frustrated since those are 10 plus years I never got.That situation also means I have to be outwardly supportive with my sister while feeling inwardly jealous, and balancing not looking like I know too much about trans whatever.>t. bitter repper in his 30s
