old thread died>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests>looking for>not looking for>discord/contactqott: have you met any nice people from here?
>>43133581why is every single azfren absolutely fucking insufferable (and fat, but that's rude and unrelated). /soc/ is even worse since it's just this plus some generic coomer npcs who would fuck anything with a hole. the last nice azfren i met on here lived like a mile away but she killed herself before we ever met :-(
>ASL20 / NB / Russia>LettersBisexual>Primary interestsDon't have that much time to be online as of right now, because of my uni work piling up.I like drwaing, mostly digital. Not good at it whatsoever, but I still enjoy it a lot.Trying to get into video editing and vfx.I have a weird taste in video games, I really enjoy ones with super involved high tech pvp combat, like minecraft, elden ring, osrs, stuff like that. Also MMOs.>Other interestsI'm a furry.I love horror media, especially psychological horror. I really like old (old-ish) horror movies.Reading is cool, also been reading mostly horror lately, started reading house of leaves the other day. Otherwise, classical russian literature is baller.>Looking forMainly just someone to play my weird video games with. It's a long shot, but hmu if you wanna play er pvp, or crystal pvp, or send some raids on osrs every once in a while.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43135275Projecting. Sad
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>>43135371You stupid fucking chud!
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>>43135365nakamura is clearly the tophe's just shy that's all
Why do you think some ftms / theyfabs desist and then become hard right terf types? The reason I ask is that I know a woman who did this. She had all the traits you expect in a ftm (didn't feel comfortable being a woman, said she felt like a man, had that slightly twinkish face that some of them do, etc.). The only thing unusual was that she's short and busty & a lot of ftms that I've met have been tall. Anyways, she developed a crush on a cis guy and he paid for her to go to past life regression therapy and now she's like, "I was a guy in my past life but I'm a woman now for a reason." Won't stop talking about AGPs, autosexuality, etc.
While it's true women get easily caught up in fads, I'm pretty sure this wouldn't happen without feminist brainwashing in the first place making them hate themselves. I haven't seen evidence of it in other places, anyway, regardless of how common trans people are. I could be mistaken though.>>43132646kek
>>43132083because foids can't stand being weird, they have to belong to some group, when some of them find out stuff abt politics or whatevs, they just depoon, unlike trannies (men) who can be chuddy even tho they're agps
>>43132127>Ftfemboys ironically have a more consistent sense of selfunironically this, AAPs are the only trutrans ftms
>>43132083Because they’re still trans, so essentially, the only way they aren’t trans is if no one is trans. “I’m not trans but other people are” is not an acceptable thought, because not being mentally male is not an acceptable thought, because they are mentally male.Does that make sense?Like for someone with transsexuality, detransitioning without becoming transphobic would cause more intense gender dysphoria than detransitioning and saying no one is trans. Because with the latter you can still say you’re neurologically male.
>>43132443I’m sorry anon. I love theyfabs, hope one ruins my life when I try to fix them someday.
The only thing I truly like is bondage. Of course, I've always felt attraction to girls but really, the only libido I ever feel is seeing them trussed up, begging for life and through me dominating them. Intercourse disgusted me. I just liked to see them squirm, moan and whimper in bondage as I jack off in the corner. Ever since I was a child I always was naturally gravitated towards seeing women in bondage. After BoundHub got IP blocked in the USA since like October, I started downloading and playing bondage games where you play as a woman getting tied up - overall, these factors are why I refused to ask out and speak to women ... because none of them could fit my desires ... no woman attracted me.THEN, right when this was happening - bondage games -, I started heavily questioning my own gender. Specifically, remembering memories of desiring to the be the other gender. Suddenly, I felt top and bottom dysphoria where something felt off about my body. And I started remembering past memories wishing in my early twenties that I wanted boobs (24 now). I started imagining myself with softer skin and boobs and a fully functioning vagina. I didn't feel aroused, just simply euphoric. But more specifically, that I'd become the object of desire - the bound woman. Now, from November to April I have considered myself transgender. I felt a desire to socially transition as in be called a girl or a woman ... and I feel a particular feeling of trans joy when I think about that. I've considered taking estrogen, FFS, everything and being called a transgender woman felt like something that finally fit me ... However ... after much consideration, I think the desire to troon may just be a culmination of the loneliness I feel in being a bondage weirdo. Women find me too chauvinistic as a man who wants to BDSM top them. So, if I can't find the perfect woman, I become the woman. Is this a repper delusion or am I onto something here?
Interesting thread
every post itt is now on someone's permanent palantir record
>>43131699trying too hard
>>43131753i've been thinking of doing it with an iceblock
>>43132312i was 64 last year around 60 now aiming for 55 for true ana and i train flexibility in my arms esp for poses like reverse prayer
Hormone Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htmBeauty Diagrams: http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/newChaser Map: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=676816Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdfMakeup Tutorial: http://imgur.com/a/JO33K/MTF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/36HC6ZmTSize charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants http://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.phpTransition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxvVoice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsgeHoly Mantis: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m25606MEXb1qa135ko1_250.gifIRC Channel: irc.rizon.net #mtfgdiscord hugbox: https://discord.gg/P3g5svrfunofficial discord 0 tolerance for racism/antisemitism: https://discord.gg/4qyBFdq96pComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43135229Have you tried losing weight, taking a shower, exercising, and the wearing makeup?
>>43135240i stopped wearing makeup but still doing the rest yeah
i'll never get used of how good she looks now
I've recently discovered I'm not AGP, wanting to be a woman; but AGAMP, wanting to be a trans woman. Does this make me invalid, or can I still be trutrans?
>>43134854true, i guess it doesn't matter. just wanted to "social" pass with cis girls and not stick out as the weird butch bitch
>>43134828and the pp thing - im so fucked in the head that i think it would be hot to have surgery to get a vagina, rather than have a cis woman's vagina naturally. (i know recovery time sucks)
AGAMP is just realistic AGP
>>43134846>i guess my biggest concern now is i test as typically masculine on gender role tests and women typically arent like that.Who cares what women are typically like?Be yourself.>>43135304>AGAMP is just realistic AGPThis.
>>43134721All of the terms and acronyms here… it’s all so convoluted x.x
NONASI read multiple threads on here about trans girls having this issue where they pissed and like they needed to consciously force out the rest of the pee and would even leave the bathroom, feel the need to piss again, and like, finish the job. Like it just doesn't come out. This just happened to me its surreal and I hate it I didn't think this would happen to me I thought they were larping fetishists or something my pesis is broken how do i fix it!??!?
>>43133397it's like yoga basically with the pelvic muscles and massaging the muscles with that wand thing i pictured
>>43133415yet another humiliation ritual for my stupid tranner life...
>>43133422now imagine you have to go to a doctor and talk about how you leak sometimes and get a lesson in working on your bladder muscles
>>43133452fuuuuuck
>>43133339>nonasstop using this term
what type of man does /lgbt/ prefer?
M (picrel)
>>43128538I like c,j,k, and L
>>43128538women
100% EE is my perfect boyfriend type.
>>43128538L
>ffs waiver asks of me that i provide proof for 1 year of therapy and endocrinologist recordsthe goal of FFS was for me to be able to present feminine without the ridicule of having a masculine face. so how the hell am i supposed to do all this when the sheer act of going to a doctor and saying as i am now, that i want to become a woman, is the greatest humiliation i can possibly experience?ive literally been rawdogging HRT DIY for 2 years without any blood tests for this very reason
>>43135313go to another country and do your ffs there
i’m curious about the preference on this boardt.recently caged fag
I used to be really into cages but one time I was fucking this tranny and I started giving her a reach around(cause I'm polite) and her dick was so diamond hard that I instantly started to appreciate an uncaged cock.
>>43135187Disgusting, the tranny should be limp at all times. I would spank her until she behaves
The denial aspect of it is hot but the plastic and metal execution is unappealing. I prefer restraining them if they try to touch it.
>>43135192that's how I used to feel but to know that someone is so into getting fucked by you that their body cant help but show it is so hot.I swear I had no idea a dock could get that hard.
>>43135255Yeah but bullying them for something they have no control over is fun.
trans guys should create more hornyposts
>>43135235Why? There are no women with vaginas here
I'm neither capable of genuinely wanting nor actively being anythingI wish I could bring myself to truly want to be a womanI don't even know why I wish that, but my mind still has latched onto it
>>43134799Nah, I've seen and read all your threads
>>43134821Oh ffs i guess i have to get better at actually using this anonymous image board anonymously lol. Ig my writing style is just too easily clocked (and also bc i like to yap ig lol)>>43134639Yeah sure ig im a tranny, thats what almost everyone, online and offline, keeps telling me when i complain about my doubts and stuff. I just wish i could believe it too and stop worrying about it all the time but i just cant it seems.Whatever ig ill prob stay on E for like a month longer to get to my next Endo appointment to see how my levels are (shit prob but i still kinda wanna know). Also so i can get another stash of prescribed E since im too scared for DIY + apparently the DIY market is a lil fucked in Europe rn.Bc even if i stop, id want an E stash so i can start back up immediately in case the tranny thoughts come back again. Dont wanna wait almost a year again like i had to for my first Endo appointment.Maybe even ask the Endo about ralox/SERMS or mention ive been unsure (in general/about breast growth)? But idk i dont think theyd ever prescribe that (and prob cant even if they wanted), might not even give me info on that lol. Plus i dont wanna risk not getting more prescribed E/them just kicking me out or sth.Then after the appointment mayb ill consider like stopping for a month or two to see if i feel worse on T again. If that happens hopfeully itll solidify my decision to transition. Tho if it doesnt make me feel worse then idk anymore lol.Or i wont try going off of E. idfk anymore what i am what i want or what to do or what my future is gonna look like :C.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43130720I hate myself for wanting to be a woman. It sucks. It ruined my life.
>>43134920That too, but not wanting to be a woman hard enough also ruined my life
>>43130720fit on the right goes hard
all they ever do is fit into society's standard of womanhood, either to fit in or to get fucked by men who just see them as mentally ill sissies anyway. at least us AGPs care about self expression and sacrificing for the sake of internal happiness and satisfaction. we push the envelope, we're on the front lines and we aren't settling for anything less than the respect we deserve. husstusses just whore themselves out to the patriarchy.
>>43134977sorry man
Wtf are you talking about most agps are wearing the same low effort outfit like everyday, if anything there's probably more hsts carrying over adventurous self expression from their faggot days than AGPers doing anything so bold.
>>43135048ive never seen husstusses wear anything besides dresses that make them look like a housewife from the 1700s but okay
>>43135295most husstusses i see either dress like teenage girls or normal gay men
>>43134977don't need to put effort their 'straight' boyfriends will eventually murk them anyway
What is your opinon on the prominent transgender artist Ethel Cain posting cock and balls on instagram on transgender visibility day?
God I need her so bad
>>43134814Unironically part of why I’m unsure about orchi. I like cbt too much, and just aesthetically I like balls. Can you get like prosthetic ones? I imagine you don’t feel anything anymore so what’s the point.
>>43134740it's been 16 years hrt and still have my little nuts you mad gay ass niggaaaaa?
>>43133973She needs to post more
>>43134662Me.
There is a super cute twink bottom at my company.. and i .. i want to ask him out... when i think about him my heart goes a bit doki doki.... he is so cute... i want to big spoon him and fall asleep smelling his neck.....But he probably isnt interested in a tranny freak like me, sigh......
Office. The great transbian council has come to a decision. You have been making to many posts about dating men. A transbian should be devoted to trans women and trans women only. You have disappointed us and tarnished the reputation of all transbians. Therefore we are revoking your status as transbian. Refrain from referring to yourself as such or be punished with the wrath of every transbian on earth. You have been warned.
can you please not talk about these things here
>>43135201Why?
