/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Please try to ignore users who post bigotry, are trolling, or otherwise trying to derail the thread.QOTT:>Favorite springtime activities and sights?>Current relationship status?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord (new): https://discord.gg/9vBPy99zSzold thread: >>43126946
gabe newell becomes the POTUS, makes trans women american brahmin
I find it hilarious how the "cis lesbians" make their own general and the first thing they do in every OP is mald about trannies. Pathetic.
>>43136295Has anyone read sapphic poetry? Is it any good?
>>43143934my beautiful wife writes poetry...about my butt
Bruh I have no idea how I'm ever gonna find someone to love and grow old with. Technically I have a unicorn in my life who could fit that role perfectly but she doesn't seem to be into it unfortunately. What are the chances of me finding another human being like her who I enjoy spending time with, who we click together with, and who is fucking cute and adorable while being in my age range, it's obviously close to zero. I'm lucky to have even met this one. Frankly she shouldn't exist. There's no way I'll ever meet another one. Any tranny my age will not be cute like her, they will be a honbeast.
Or is it something else you want likenthe general look, vibe or whatever and don't mind about srs?
>>43142870Gock is a plus but mainly its the vibes
Srs just feels icky in my mind and I can't seem to get over it. While dicks are objectively better looking and more fun than pussies there are other things that make me prefer trans girls over cis. Of course there are good cis women just like there are bad trans women but in my experience trans girls tend to be better match for me from both attraction and personality point of view.
>>43142870I think the gock does make it hotter but I'm a strict top bisexual so it's not like I'm in it for the gock. That being sad I find SRS gross and can't see myself dating an oppy.
>>43142870I like the male body with some fem traits from estrogenI like the male brain and socializationSorry
>>43142870i wouldn't date a post op because the idea of the surgery itself is off putting to me among other things(still think girls who need it should get it tho)but for the reason why i would date a tranny, of course the dick is a plus but i don't know, i just tend to vibe a lot more with themmaybe the fact i like tall alt girl also had an influence in that but most of the woman i end up close with have been trans and that's without even trying to look for them
I am a cis woman on hrt
Do you like wearing dresses? https://youtube.com/shorts/OFeJpUamTR0?si=aKs377lCQLykWish
>>43142695Me too, larping as male is arousing
>>43143575Why do they look so uncanny
I kind of want to do t as a woman so I can build muscle more easily when working out and then slip into mens locker rooms to look at their cocks
>>43142695I wish i was a real woman so i could have body hair without being utterly repulsive
>boymoder>height hon (6ft)>2 years hrt>between B/C cup>only just started to grow out my hairWhat would you fix about me? Obviously FFS is a given, but I’ve also been debating lip filler maybe. Also I’ve posted here before and people said apparently my glasses look shit?Also what would you do with my current mess of hair?(Sorry for the cam whore pose)
this is an 80s cisbian stranded in the 2020s by rogue time travel
>>43142139Time to start carrying my Nabokov collection around with me >>43142156Getting mixed signals on what degree of lesbian I should be channeling
>>43142257the point is that youre already channeling 80s cisbian as we speak, i would go with nerdgirl instead. also i love nabokov!!
>>43142321As long as I get to keep the flannel I’m happy And I love him too! Pale fire is my all time favourite book!
>>43141156Tuck your pillows better
How do you make friends with other straight MtFs?
>>43143955yeah thats what i meant
desu i stopped trying to make friends after meeting my bf. i was never good at it & it always ended in disaster for me. i just talk to him or sometimes one of his friends.
>>43143955>tfw no desperate and horny trans girls in your area looking for love
>>43142916Definetly not on here… go to a gay bar or go to gay party
>>43144021>Going to a gay bar to make friendsHm
>>43144024Based. You're a transbian?
when is too big?5.10 btw
>>43142144no self deprecating
>>43143472No, that's still in the typical range for women unless you're ultra thin.
>>43141238you mean 40"
>>43143848I think 34" is a good cutoff
>>43143878Honestly 32 is no one will question your gender. 34 is those big broad women i see in washington.
If male penises are called dicks then what are female penises called?
>>43143283Dicks. Trannies are male men.
gockshenis
>>43143283still dicks
transgenderism is a jewish hoax
>>43143283chicks
Is he good to you and does he give you lots of love? Does he accept your LGBT status? How did you meet him?
>>43141445Met my bf off a soc thread I posted my discord on. We talked for like a month before he asked me to be his gf and I love him a lot :)) he accepts me too, he's a cissoid but a good one, my favorite one
>>43142954Pretty similar story to my bf and I. Also met on /soc/ but didn't start dating until a few years later. Sometimes I think I'm not worthy to date a cis guy but he reassures me that I'm enough for him..
hes tall and bearish wtih a dad bod, bluecollar, got the face of a greek god, mixed and tan.he was romantic when we first started dating, now he doesnt put much effort in. He bullies me a lot and calls me mean words, he doesnt compliment me often, 99% of the time he doesnt want to hug me or hold me, he doesnt initiate intimacy or sex much, he can just be weird and mean, for my birthday and christmas he didnt get me any gifts when i tried making his really special, i spent all week telling him and making valentines plans for him and instead he played games all day and ignored me and didnt get me anything, hes bad at making plans with me and following through with plans, he will lust after other girls constantly right in front of me, he also hits me and chokes me and hurts me in a non-sexual way, he always makes jokes about pimping me out and wanting me to make an onlyfans to make him money, or how he wants to human traffick me, he also works 6 days a week and sometimes i only see him for 4 hours one a week, once i didnt get to see him for 3 weeks.
>>43141445>What is your bf like, /tttt/?My bf is my best friend. I love that I just hang out with my really hot best friend every day, cuddle together until we fall asleep, then wake up to his arms around me pulling me in close>Is he good to you and does he give you lots of love?He treats me better than any other partner I've had. I genuinely feel supported in everything I do. He would go to the ends of the earth for me. He makes romantic gestures for me all the time and reminds me I'm pretty when he senses the brainworms coming back.>Does he accept your LGBT status? How did you meet him?He's mostly straight, he only goes for women and feminized males. We met in passgen. I was posting to hear how ugly I am but instead him and this other guy started hitting on me. Only my bf actually shared discord tho. We lived within road trip distance so after talking for a month he drove to visit me. Luckily he was taller and more handsome in person. We've been together ever since. 4 years in July
>>43141445hes honestly the best thing to ever happen to me like i probably wouldve 41 percented myself if we hadnt been introduced thru a mutual friend. hes very sweet & an incredibly hard worker. the only complaint i have of him is that he can be rly closed off. he only talks about his feelings when hes uber drunk & regrets it whenever he sobers up. i had to beg him to get into therapy but eventually he did but it was short-lived. it doesnt make me mad or anything it just saddens me. its like he thinks im gonna stop respecting him the minute he talks abt his feelings. ive told him a million times thats not the case at all but idk it doesnt seem to matter.
>you didnt start hrt before 20
>>43141550Yeah but I started trooning after graduating university so now I have a 3 figure job and insurance covered my surgeries so put that in your pipe and smoke it
>>43142671i'm 21 and i have a really big head, like i can't wear one size fits all hatsis there any surgery than can take a little off the top/shave around the circumference and make my skull smaller or is it over for me
>>43143400Kartoffelkopf
>>43143407:(
>>43141550Jokes on you, I naturally have high levels of estrogen for a male. So I've been on it longer than all of you
Im 6 mo on E and idk if its a good idea to keep going or not. The problem is that sometimes i really like the effects, but other times i get anxious i wont like them (especially regarding breast growth).Sometimes ill like see myself in the mirror and like how my face and skin look more feminine now. Or ill see myself topless or in a sports bra in the mirror and like how i actually have breasts/curves now.Occasionally (maybe like once a week-ish?) these feelings get very strong and i get super emotional seeing myself like this. Like i start happy crying or jumping up and down in joy about how i look more female now and about how i love having breasts and stuff...On the other hand, usually when im not in front of a mirror/not looking at myself in third person, i get anxious. What if ill dislike having breasts? What if i dislike them already? Like i might brush up against them with my arm, and feel a bit weirded out or unsure how i feel about them being there.Or i see a woman with a big chest and wonder about how "that looks kinda uncomfortable" and get anxious id end up like and would dislike it.Its also that these anxious thoughts are really hard to shake off. They are almost constant.Im also confused because there seems to be a seperation. Where when i see myself in third person i enjoy the effects. And when im in first person i get a bit anxious.This isnt 100% clear cut, sometimes i see myself in the mirror and doom about having a broad shoulder and ribcage, or get upset at how my boobs look weirdly like pecs and a lil odd on my wide ribcage. Or im not looking at myself in third person and still like how my breasts dent my clothes out a bit, or i like how i can feel them move or i like how soft my skin feels.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43138495separate external responsesimagine a set of scenarios where you are the only person aroundwould you take e or not?sounds like you are doing good but don't want to be 'visibly trans' or whatever
>>43142460Hmmm ok, i really hope thats true, i dont want to have made a massive mistake with this :C.Altho i gotta say im also surprised that you say this is common. In my mind its like most trans women would definitely want breasts and are pretty sure about that no?But also it makes sense ig cuz its like the biggest and most obvious change, which is partially why im so conflicted and anxious about it as well.
Ok so i just got out of bed and looked at myself in the mirror topless and fucking loved having breasts.If anything i might have wanted them to be a bit more breast shaped and bigger and less pec-like/cone-tit like. So i dont have to angle myself at a very specific like 45 degree-ish where they look round and noticeable enough to make me happy i have curves, but not angled so far that it becomes apparent that they have more of a cone tit shape.So idk ig we can cancel the thread lol. But also not really becaue, somehow, in spite of me literally just 10 min ago having been super happy that my chest looks more female, im still scared i might be making a mistake or that i will dislike them when they get bigger...Idk ideally id want like small but very well shaped breasts. But ofc i cant guarantee that, and im scared ill end up with massive round ball like honkers instead, that will be apparent no matter what i wear.Instead of like cute, smaller, tear drop shaped ones that only tastefully dent out shirts and such a bit :C.
make sure you're writing all of this shit down in a journal you crazy bitchit might help you to look back on this in 12 months when you're dooming about whatever's going on then
>>43143956Well these posts/threads are actually partially my journal lol. (I screenshot them/download the webpages when they get archived lmfao).I also have an app on my phone to track how often i like HRT effects and how often i like my current breasts.The former is currently averaging like ~16 occurences of liking any HRT effects per week. And ~10 occurences of specifically liking my breast growth per week lol.Altho some measures indicate otherwise. I also track how often i dislike my male features and that is only averaging like ~4 times per week. Or how often i get envious of women is only ~4 times per week. Or how often i get envious of boobs/want bigger/more developed ones is only ~2 times per week...Altho there is some reporting bias, like ik i have things in there im supposed to track but just dont (as much) as they actually occur. Where as for other trackers i keep up much better.Additionally i also have a folder of pics and videos of myself on my phone where i was super happy about how i look. Videos of me toplessly talking into a mirror about how happy i am i look more female now and have curves and breasts (a bit), in between sobs because i was so happy i cried, are surprisingly effective at convincing me that maybe im doing the right thing after all lol.Mayb i should start an actual journal too tho,,,, idk.
am i stupid? i would like a lean/built male body but my face disgusts me. its conventionally "handsome" but i think i look horrible. maybe im just too gaunt and eating more and working out would fix me. i go on and off e because i want it to fix my hollow cheeks but body changes distress me. generally i just think i have that asshole physiognomy. like a douchebag finance bro "handsome" face. i dont like it. and im getting older and starting to look like my dad lmao.this could just be a weight thing, i definitely have an eating disorder. I eat maybe one full meal every day or every other day. lately i havent been sleeping. but eating more both on and off e is distressing to me, im scared of the change.not discounting the possibility that i am just trans and hate my face because it's masculine. i find the female body attractive and wouldnt be the end of the world if i had one i guess. but i like the male one.
>>43143670Sounds like dysphoria to me. I was more or less the same when repping. That doesn't necessarily mean it actually is dysphoria, but it might be worth looking into more
> As a chaser, I hate being GAMP, as most trannies find that my exclusive attraction to them invalidates their identities as women> Therefore, I have decided to cave into my AGP and obtain the physiology of a tranny so that my chaser mind, in the body of a fully transitioned tranny will make me capable of fulfilling my own GAMP desires> I will manmode and hide my body since it will be mine and mine alone to enjoyWhat are the odds of this going horribly wrong?
>>43143131>>43143159I hope you two make out sloppy style
>>43143270Yeah uh no you're about as trutrans as you can get, I wouldn't worry about it
I tell my gf constantly that I'm a chaser I tell everyone constantly I'm a chaser "no ur not, trannies can't be chasers"It is literally fucking impossible to be seen as a chaser by some trannies. you can say it to them at face value and they will just ignore it. I'm GAMP as FUCK and they don't care. trannies are so fuciing easy when you're also one.
>>43143312because chaser isnt a real thingit just means "person attracted to me that i am not attracted to back"
it's a great plan you're definitely a chaser dw about this identity stuff for nowinject estrogen today
imagine if full dive VR comes out and the early transitioner starbucks barista troons have to witness fat bald money stacking google engineer manmoders becoming anime girls of their dreams without becoming ostracized due to transition
>>43143965>imagine if vtubers but like 3d and shit.
its hard to figure out whos who
I love ftm pussy
>>43142960god I hate being the ugly race
>>43143262brown?
>>43143271yellow...
