I'm a manmoder and I applied to join ICE today because its better than stacking boxes for 8 hours. In fact it's the rational thing to do if you have no better career options
>>42345753they're not going to get hired by lockheed martin dipshit that's pure nepotism lottery
>>42345753lol my brother keeps referring me there
At least dox your coworkers
>>42345948no im hoping one of them will like me and well secretly become lovers like in 1984
>>42345788fine raytheon they'll take any mouth breather from W&M with a maths/cs degree
i wish repping and religioncope workedi wish i couldve been the straight cis boy i mindraped myself into thinking i was for a few yearsi wish i wasnt so afraidi wish i didnt hate myself so muchi hate that my happinness, if it ever comes at all, hinges on me leaving my family behind - something i really intend to dobecause i know they would rather have me die than be what i am, a gay faggot who wishes HE was a girl so badly HE breaks down over it several times a weekand that's ok, i think i deserve to suffer and die for being like that too. i want my intestines torn open, my throat ripped out, my ribs crush, my skull caved ini'll never be a girl, i'll always be the shy weak little bullied gay boy i always wasComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
in my experience unsuccessful reppers lament over not acting sooner or have some hope that there's a real possibility of passing with a different situation you have to truly believe that it's impossible for you to transition, no "maybe if this or that"
>>42345350the thing is you can cry into the void like so many people do, numb themselves with drugs or whatever coping mechanism works, the years pass by. you'll think your pain has apexed and then blink and its 5 years later, same thoughts, spinning your wheels.
>>42345350tbfh truthfully very very little of humanity has the force to exist regardless of and escape the circumstances they were born into, instead of being crushed and molded by them. your life wasn't meant to exist from the start, so anything you have right now, anything at all, is by virtue of your own strength. it's easy to redirect anger at the incompetence and evil of the world around you inward into guilt and shame, but it's hard staying that way, and impossible when you have a wanting hungry fire that knows better and prevents you from forgetting so much of the circumstantial air and earth you know little else than has to burn. even if every atom of your body is ripped apart and flayed, you won't stop wanting to be free. please don't forget that strength comes in all forms OP, even if it feels hopeless, even if what you're doing doesn't feel or look like fighting, you have to cut and strike as hard as you can. the world is weak. the world is the devil, and even little kids can kill the devil. fear is for the weak, and they wanted you to be scared, but you weren't weak, so they had to convince you you were, and build a cage around you so you would never know anything else. you can't convince yourself to be brave, you have to be disillusioned from the cause of the fear.
every time an anon posts a picrel of a woman that's horrifically shopped curvy looking woman i get a huge pit in my stomach of seething envy and reverse image search her to see if it's actually shopped.> if she isfeel better about myself and go about my day. get that bag girl.> if it isn't pit of envy deepens and i spiral and sometimes break down. why does she get to have that body!!!!the funny part is i don't even want to look like that. i do not find it hot either.the facial expressions/makeup/male-gazey aesthetic are very offputting. why do i care so muchis this what blanchard warned about? ego dystonia or target attraction?
this is me when that one hip luckshit posts
real
trannies, how often do you think about big strong men plowing your frail estrogenized body?
>>42345764hi hi hi you likely way out of my league but hi
>>42345756england
>>42345756illinois>>42345764hi
>>42345764You're only gonna get rapehons and passoid bpdemons (rare) here, or maybe rapehon bpdemons Search somewhere else
>>42345756i live in a small latin american country so dont even bother
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Did you have any positive examples of a romantic relationship to look up to growing up?>Have you ever moved to a new city for a fresh start? Where would you move to if you could?>Would you protect your GF from ICE or do you not love her?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42313868
twinkhon frotting compilation 2026
>>42345162>still agp
i WILL find a latina gf this year
how do you do, fellow males?
>>42346012how do you do fellow lesbian male?
tfw no pornosexual aspie t4t gf to goon with while sharing an onahole
>>42344802o7
>>42344802Right, like where do you meet someone like that..? I go to the bar hoping to spot one, I mean you can always kinda tell from looking at them, "I know what you are" lol But I feel like, of course they aren't usually the type to be out at the club.. Am I asking too much, for spie gooner gf who likes going out and partying but then also coming home to our house full of weird onaholes lying out everywhere, and having porn together? How do y'all even do this? Like do you read futarape doujins in splitscreen co-op mode or do you just sync up in a flowstate and look at the same thing together?
Huge transwomanly vascular penises blowing and dribbling fat slimy transwomanly gamete payloads into my awaiting maw
>>42344802I would volunteer but I haven't accepted that I'm trans yet
>>42345942making out in the club, hazy bars then going home for ket and gooning is the dream
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>>42344933fps games and horror aswell, co op games are fun but i dont have many friends to play with so
>ASL22, gnc male/"hrt femboy", australia>interestsvidya, web design, programming>looking forfrens to play vidya & chat/vc with :)>not looking forwould prefer only other aus just cause of timezones & ping & stuff sry :/>discordeyeofshiningjustice
>ASL18, gender dysphoric male individual, muscovian khanate(ruzzia)>letter(s)straggot coping b>interests and hobbiesgames: anythingmusic genres: black metal(pagan, melodic, atmospheric, raw, ns), some other metal(magick, stoner), neofolk, breakcore, idm, lolicore, gabber, digital hardcorebooks: french post-structuralists, early existentialists, critical theory, continentalists in general, leftcom shit>looking forpartner mostly but don't mind friends>not looking forboring faggotsdiscord: vglmrt
>asl23, enby/femboy, FL, bi/pan (after all these years i still barely know the difference)>looking fortrans frens >not looking forright-wingers, cis ppl>aboutvery socially awkward and traumatized, neet emo boi. will be very clingy if i find you cool>intonintendo games (mostly emulated), pokemon, indies, farming sims, speedrunning, youtube/twitch, lefty politics, yaoi. also a subby loser mascohist that interests you >.<>discordeeppppyy
>>42339083Holy shit, any chance that you're from Bucharest? I live less than a km away from Ferentari>diy clothingI've been meaning to get into it for more than a year but I can't for the life of me find anything that's punk oriented, everything that I find is just soccer moms trying to push out content for their channels, it all looks too "clean" if that makes sense lol. Any chance that you have some resources for people with horrendous dexterity?>contactAny chance that you're on SimpleX or anything that's not proprietary? I'm not a cumbrain nor a /soc/tard, I just find most social media unjust hence I refuse using it, Telegram included
In the morning>waist is skinny>hips look good>ribcage is small>boobs look bigger and are a normal distance apart>pass from the backThis completely changes by the end of the day and I look like a total blob monster, is there any way to avoid this or fix it?
>>42343699Congrats on the baby
>>42344443Haha
>>42344431It’s all boring carbs like rice(white or brown), fruits, vegetables, potatoes, beans, and lentils. All the ones that are worth living for like bread, chips, pastas are ones that are high in gluten. If you don’t really eat of lot of those high gluten foods then what I’m saying next is pointless and you most likely DON’T have any gluten sensitivity and it’s just normal bloat. I wouldn’t go and just eliminate all the gluten, if you eat bread for every meal maybe swap it for potatoes or rice for one meal, and see if that helps with bloating. Also just because I want to tell more people, potatoes are the highest satiating food.
>>42344807Nice, I'll look for gluten free pasta and bread options and get some potatoes JUST to be sure that I don't have any insensitivity
If it is bloat does anyone know anything that can counteract it?
After discovering yourself to be gay, how did you then decide whether to be a top or a bottom?
>>42346064Tried putting things up my ass, didn't like it much
>>42346064I tried topping first cause it's less scary but I honestly hated that shit and I was extremely jealous of the guy I was fucking
experiences with masc men?I kinda really want to start meeting real men rather than t4t and twinks because it seems hot but its kinda scary. anyone here have experiences or advice for meeting masc bearded men?
>>42345619I use those apps I just want to optimize
>>42345979Just use every app and I guess swipe left on non-tranners. Or go to trans-friendly spaces. The reality is there really aren't that many trannies. They're like 1 in 1000.
>>42342576I'm a gayden, my bf is bisexual, his past partners were a gay twink and a pre-everything mtf. He's 6'3", bearded, strong enough to lift me with one arm, has a soft and fuzzy bear tummy. I met him on world of warcraft now we are legal partners and live together :).
>>42345892Literally me on the left (6')
>hates troons>masturbates to futa
>>42345800Why on God's green earth would ANYONE watch that bullshitI can barely tolerate western futa
>>42345800And the art is unlimited by physics, besides. You can draw a hyperfemale caricature and whatever genitals you want. With whomever else you want.Best a tranny can do is a male twink with some girlish fat
>>42346046Go back to stimming with hair curlers
>>42345715Actually I hate futa and masturbate to troons
>hates fags>masturbates to yaoi
10 years hrt post-ba post-srs trans gf is wearing thigh high socks in public again
>>42346002at that point she's basically just a cis girl so who cares
Every time I encounter one they're always the most off-putting, disgusting fuckers alive. They almost seem revel in other people pointing out how gross they are for fetishizing minorities & up the ante too. Do any of them put there feel even the slightest bit of shame.
What happens if I have a fetish for you but also can deeply love you for who and what you are? Should someone like me stick to cis women?
>>42345213Fetishization is directly opposite to love, you cannot love someone when you've already objectied them. Why do you view trans people that way?>>42345173Weird, idk why they did that
>>42345322I don't know the difference. I like what I like and if I like enough of someone I can love them a lot.
My sexual fantasis involve trans men and i know its wrong
>>42345354The why did you describe it as a fetish, that's dehumanising. >>42346023Then why do you keep doing it?
>17in bideltoid>30in underbustits over, isnt it
>15in bideltoid>30in underbust>34in bustis this bad?
>>42344094bideltoid mogs mine
I hate that I'll never be pretty or feminine because of my male body
>>42344079fuck offt. 18.5" bideltoid
>>42344079your bideltoid is my biacromial
this is such a mean thing to say and i don't actually want to gatekeep anyone's journey but i do kinda with lilly hadn't transitioned. like, it goes from an optics win when it's just lana transitioning to kind of an optics loss
>>42344412>>42343396 For me its the fact that she nails aging industrial goth chick. She is kind of goals honestly
I dunno, I admire it. I feel the same way about it as I did about elder trans people when I first came out (early 00s). It's hard to admit you were wrong about yourself and in denial, SO publicly, with a microscope on you. That amount of pressure would cause many people to die closeted. Unsurprising it would take her so long.However she finds her own presentation to be the most livable is her business.
lilly honestly doesnt even look that horrendous, its just the "oh, you too? really?" factor that makes it strangeand yes the dreads are a fucking mistake
>>42343396the problem is caring about optics, optics is caring about what humans think, which reality doesnt care about, why would you want to be at odds with reality?
>>42344433I'm too fembrained and annoying to not negatively affect someone's perception of trans people.
