started hrt at 18. 24 now and it feels like im basically just starting to transition>have no friends/never leave the house to try and function as a girl in society>no experience with makeup>fashion clusterfuck with no wardrobe changes in 5 yearsi wanna die. the one thing i could've scheduled in advance is ffs and i didn't. i have no excuse for any of it other than fear.
How do I begin to girlmode if I’m an ugly 4/10 freak?
cock and balls
If you have the right spirit you will unlock an insane willpower and esoteric diy and bonesmash your way to twinkhon through sheer force of will, and if you're lucky, passoid.Its possible. I was balding and did it. Just be prepared to grind shit jobs to afford all your stuff.If you don't, you don't. The drive is innate. You either live to maximize your femininity at all costs, or you don't. You can probably develop this drive if you want, but I mean shit it's literal work and if you're telling yourself your ngmi it's likely defeatist escapism. Go ahead and give up. You'll regret not trying even worse.
31 yr old transgirl here, been transitioning since 23.Dated 4 trans girls back to back, literally all of them abused me physically and emotionally, flirted with some trans-mascs, they got obsessed and tried to take control of me. Dated 2 cis girls both cheated on me.I think I wanna date a cis guy even tho im not into them because they're no drama.I feel like a core experience of straight women is barely being attracted to their husband and then breadcrumbing attention and affection to the guy when they financially support and fuck them right so that's prolly gonna be my life. Fuck the LGBT community y'all aint shit.
>>42394518>a core experience of straight women is barely being attracted to their husband and then breadcrumbing attention and affection to the guy when they financially support and fuck them right so that's prolly gonna be my life.well don't you sound swell. I'm sure the guy you string along is really going to love being your walking wallet
I'd smell you and walk. But some chump will put up with it.
>a core experience of straight women is barely being attracted to their husband and then breadcrumbing attention and affection to the guy when they financially support and fuck themYes, have you ever listened to women talk about their boyfriends or husbands? Women don't see men as humans, just living ATMs.
>>42394518>cis guys>no dramaAre you retarded?
>>42394518>cis men are no dramaHahaha haha good luck sis :)
said "you're my favorite moid" to my boyfriend and he got really mad
>>42396817these dont feel equivalent. i would get horny if my boyfriend called me his favorite fag though
>>42397336How do I gauge whether a troon likes being called sissy faggot or not?
>>42397336My favourite faggy princess.>>42397345100% of troons like being called fag, especially while you're up in it, 0% like being called sissy.
>>42396026moid and foid feel like pg13 slursidk why he would get mad about that tho
maybe bad advice but the troon i used to date really liked sexism lollike if u said derogatory things about women to her she fucked with it
Some of us chasers like big, really big and bigger
>>42397105not enough ig, i try to be concious of specifically how many calories i consume but gotta like prob double what I already consume
>>42397061You mean a skinny tranny I can cook a lot of food for or take out for a lot of feasts? Yes. Also you'd be so tiny beside/on top of/underneath me/in my arms.
>>42397164
>>42395615Idk if it’s even chubby chasers desu. I’m 5’11 225lbs. Not even that fat, but i have a lot of fat stored in my tummy & ass bc my legs & arms are built like tanks and always have been. Weird build, but people seem to really enjoy it, despite my brainworms about it.
>>42392016I literally have dudes thirst, especially the fit ones weirdly. I am not thin. Def on the bbw end of the spectrum. I guess it's about not being a good goy wpath hondose cuck. You do you tho.
Diaper threads are back. Diapers are trans culture.>>QOTD: Are you 24/7 back in diapers? If not, what's stopping you?
>QOTD: Are you 24/7 back in diapers? If not, what's stopping you?I wear almost 24hrs a day on my weekends (3 days a week), and for bedtime during my work week. Usually Kiddos Premium Nights, Rearz Daydreamerz, and Goodnites bc that's all that I can fit. Apparently the ABDL community really caters to lardasses, not small creatures :(
>>42396896just eat burger until you fit???
>>42396945I'm a perfectly healthy weight, just not the average for most Amerifats.
>>42396555aww niceyea I have some friends in the community who will fight to change me hehe but I like experiencing other ppl changing me, everyone has their own style. I just hate when people excessively touch my pp when I'm getting changed.
whenever I think I can be normal this diaper shit raises its head again and I realise I just wanna be mommys lil princess
adult woman fetish edition >qott 1: what's your type?>qott 2: share a recent fantasy
White boy(moder) thinking about calling a brown tgirl a kike or a spic or a sandnigger while I cum in her guts
I want to worship someone just because of their big balls. I just love how intimidating they are. Worshiping them because they give potency, courage, strength...I want them to press their hips on mine to reassure me, to make me feel protected...
>no blacked boymoder gf
>>42397253hot, I only want cis chuds to fill me and call me a sandnigger though
>>42396511>i wish i had your resolve.it's not all me, believe me. if not for my debt i probably would be gone by now lol. but i've got srs on the horizon and i'm doing something i'm passionate about for work and things are coming together. if you want to post your Discord we could talk, maybe...i used to trip and i'm afraid to post mine :( but i'd love to help you find resolve of your own, if it's something you'd like yourself.
>>42397320What else am I supposed to call myself as a man on hrt? You retards obviously don’t want me to say I’m trans, and now I’m not even allowed to call myself a femboy?
>>42397320then how does this explain hefabs adopting the femboy label i wonder...
>>42397326we must retvrn to trap
Why do I get so angry at other transwomen for getting srs? I'm such a coward I've been booked for it several times to the points it's cost me thousands of dollars and I still backed out. I hear one negative outcome to every 10 positive outcomes and I still stress out. I don't want urinary issues. I see a person when I go out on the town sometimes and they reek of piss, ive met a post op with a bad result and just being near her I smell rotten fish. I don't want that. I just want a guarantee that I won't be ruined. Life is good now for me I'm happy and pass and stealth unless it's boyfriends. I don't want to end up mutilated and doing escort work in some Peruvian shit house just to afford rice and beans and a damp mattress on the floor which yes I know of several troons who had the snip and lost everything and many many who've straight up killed themselves or detransitioned. I feel like many post ops lie about their happiness and results because to be honest would mean to accept they made a mistake and they are far too narcissistic to accept any responsibility hence why they got chopped in the first place.I'm probably over thinking it. See this is why I need a husband in life to tell me what to do god damn it just marry me someone please.
>>42397260>I know of several troons who had the snip and lost everythingwhat?
If I married you I'd make you keep it unless you're severely dysphoric about it.
I hate that my male face and male body feel right and like me.I hate that facial hair doesn't feel wrong and disgusting on my face.I hate that my deep voice fits who I am.I hate that having a dick feels right.I hate that acting manly comes naturally to me.I hate that I like to be strong and competitive.I so deeply loathe being a cis man. I am shackled by it and I will never be anything but a cis man.
>>42397274I'm genuinely happy you're living your best life. I could never do the same though
>>42397300I felt the same way I was doing construction work before trooning out.
>>42397311I meant that I couldn't do it, because I am unable to want to do it. I can't bring myself to be receptive to such a change, especially because I cannot imagine it ever feeling right. I really wish it would though
>>42397311Forgot to mention. Your progress is amazing, and you look much happier and comfortable being yourself
I want to be androgynous
It's wild how troons claim they want a dutiful, protective and paternal man but deperson and cut him off when he even partially ascribes to political views that are rooted in duty, asymmetrical obligations and heirarchy. I'm finished with being hurt.
>>42394832Hierarchy is always bad for those caught up in the lower castes. It's only good for those on top. Asymmetrical obligations just mean "inequality". Who's getting the harder obligations? Duty can be present in any ideology but conservatism feels entitled to it.
>>42394832>but you assumed they are bad. You are silly.Either this is bad faith or you're genuinely retarded.
For the people asking, I was taking her on a date and I forgot I had some right wing metal on my usb, as soon as we hit the highway Bolshevik Faggot by Raunchous Brothers came on full blast, I started apologising profusely and hit the skip button but the next song that came on was Kill Every Gay and she made me stop the car so she could get out. I tried to explain that I'm not anti-lgbt I just like metal and am right wing but she was making a huge scene so I begged her to get back in let me drive her home, I didn't want her walking alone on the highway. We'd been on a lot of dates so she should have known I had no problem with her and I really liked her by then.She completely cut me off like I don't exist.
>>42392753deserved lmao
>>42397307this is horrible
the most important quality in a tranny is xher having a fat ass
Nope. It's a big plus but it's not even top 5 for me.
>>42396472please post more goonhitlers o algo
>>42396472in making them sexy, yeah
Any outfit recs for a whatever the hell I am? Just started living on my own so I want something warm and snuggly to wear around my place.
>>42396354nta but what's your style usually?if you can splurge, get yourself something in silk
>>42396361OP should rock an ebenezer scrooge
>>42395500foot fungus incel
I have a pair of dress pants that i fall asleep in and that's the extent of my cozy decor
>>42396329I don't know what op thought we were going to post. Maybe wear some thigh-high programmer socks, that'll actually keep you warm better than fishnets. A turtleneck sweater? Those are neat.
loud, constant, performative misandry does not make you socially female
>>42390097Troons think hating men will get them pussy
>>42390097this is what women do though. where agp trannies go wrong is not realising that women are also extremely misogynist. they need to start calling more women bitches and sluts.
>>42393540well, does it?
>>42393560If women jumped off a bridge, would you do it too?
>>42390097fact
Can you throw a punch? Could you defend yourself at all once you're out of ammo?
>>42396889they were brainwashed into thinking everybody loves them and everyone else is out "DOING ANTIFA". they don't think there will be any confrontations.
>>42396889Where are y'all finding nazis
>>42396609I'm weak luckly I don't hace fagscent otherwise I would've been beaten or even killed by homophobes
>>42396968i learned this practicing Aikido :)
>>42396609even pretroon I was always physically weak and uncoordinated, when I was in elementary school some younger kids ganged up on me and beat me up lol. was always terrible at and not interested in sports. I've always been really skinny. even when I was gymcoping to rep at one point I barely put on any real muscle. I wouldn't even say I've lost much strength trooning because I had little to no strength to begin with lol
