i wish repping and religioncope workedi wish i couldve been the straight cis boy i mindraped myself into thinking i was for a few yearsi wish i wasnt so afraidi wish i didnt hate myself so muchi hate that my happinness, if it ever comes at all, hinges on me leaving my family behind - something i really intend to dobecause i know they would rather have me die than be what i am, a gay faggot who wishes HE was a girl so badly HE breaks down over it several times a weekand that's ok, i think i deserve to suffer and die for being like that too. i want my intestines torn open, my throat ripped out, my ribs crush, my skull caved ini'll never be a girl, i'll always be the shy weak little bullied gay boy i always wasComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I sound worse voice training every day
>>42345271why do u insist on blogposting ur shitty life every day anna can u just find a therapist or smth? i dont think i can take seeing another picture of ur tits on here
please, save it for the voicegen
>>42345331There are no black therapists here
no boymoder to call me mommy while i ̶m̶o̶l̶e̶s̶t̶ lovingly caress her... why live?
I wish that all pooners could look like femboys/twinks instead of being worthless bearded women.
>>42344763I was not. I am not into guys so I wouldn't ask one out anyway>>42344879This
>>42340704I think the reality is those kind of people are just happier as the opposite gender. Unfortunately it's a vicious cycle because there's less and less examples of gender non conforming people so it pushes those who feel alienated to transition also. And honestly can you blame something like a femboy or a twink whose whole identity and sexual existence revolves around them being pretty and dainty for not wanting to age into a balding hairy man and have to relearn their whole way of living?
I sometimes think about how I loved tomboys growing up but by the time I was in high school all of the straight ones identified as men and I dated them and honestly I drank the Kool aid and trooned out myself because I was already a freak for only getting along with trans men. I know ultimately I made that choice but I feel like if I dated tomboys instead I might've not gone down this route.
>>42344951> are just happier as the opposite genderAre they though? Or is it just what's being pushed onto them. Like being trans is being born in the wrong body and your brain chemistry being different and stuff. Not, I am a guy and want to look soft and androgynous so I am going to troon out. Or, I am a woman who likes riding a motorcycle and has some male behaviour patterns so I am going to take T. It's perfectly fine to not be 100% gender non-con>>42344951forming. If anything, large parts of lgbt community are worse at this than conservatives and christcucks lmao. In how much they encourage people to transition if they are not 100% conforming.Not to mention, there is plenty of ways to avoid or delay twinkdeath without becoming a woman.
>>42345092i mean one day aging will catch up with you. there's a good reason why all the top 'femboy' creators are trans women or ftms. because 'gender non-conformity' aside, it's very hard to keep it up past the age of early 20s. you can be gender non-conforming and be into girly things as a man or masculine things as a woman, but the trans question ultimately deals with "will you be okay looking at yourself in the mirror 10 years from now". for many of them, the answer is no.
im going to fucking bed
>>42344984ive never met or interacted with a mtf who didnt turn their identity into a performance. ive met many ftm/genderlessblobs who didnt mind being a genderless blob in the background, who have never ever even mentioned their identity in convos, i just had the name that they introduced themselves with to go on if i wanted to take a guess
>>42345048you talk like someone who voted trump so i am not comfortable talking to you.
But I'm actually a man pretending to be a woman pretending to be a man.
>>42344540>Sister sent me thisYour sister might be retardedWho fucking didn't know this
>>42345281what is a "femsec coyote"
What do you think about a boymoder who is boymoding but also is good at the pizza and the pasta?
>>42344190heh :3
>>42344190oh hello i am a boymoder who just made herself a pizza to eat!
>>42344190If boymoders ran the airport for a day
Will she make me spa-peggy and meatballs?
>>42344190>shitty boymoder AI slop threads have returned
I love mr beast, I'm watching new seasons of beast games with my bf and it's so hype. But other trans ppl think Mr beast is problematic when I mention it. Why is that? Is mr beast transphobic?
>>4234290718+ board
>>42342907i'm a chaser and i also hate mr beast, everything he does feels artificial and overly polished, like a burger patty dipped in shoe polish to make it look better in a photo
>>42342907how tall are you
>>42342907I dunno he’s plastic but I’d still roll and give him a blowie for not a lot of money just because I could say I blew the plum lunchlie guy
Usecase for castration?
>>42345179>Usecase for erections?
>>42345264Putting them in bottom's butts.
>>42345179all bottoms should be castrated, it's not like they're going to be using that equipment after all
i might actually despise ftfemboys/no t "trans men" more than agp rapehonsat least boomerhons probably have some sort of dysphoria, but these people are literally just women who feel the need to appropriate EVERYTHING after reading too much bl, and make sure ftms can never be taken seriously i thought all these attentionwhores died after 2021, but apparently some stuck around instead of becoming detransitioners who spread the word about the horrors of changing their name to Ash or Xavier for 6 monthsthe droves of 50 year olds with sissy kinks are way worse for optics, but something about these women really grinds my gearsmtf btw(feel free to shower with me with praise for my opinions trans guys)
>>42340064not really, i only believe "terfism" should include trans women and exclude trans men because clearly theres a group that has more privileges from the two>>42340107LMFAO>>42340194>>>>>cishonyou look like a 10 year old boy come on now
>>42340220Facts>>42340361Ok so a terf…?> you look like a 10 year old boy come on nowAt least I pass to someone ig
>>42338848no they don't, no one here hates anyone, much less femboys and trannies which 90% of times are the same thing, hrt and everything, all that changes is pronouns lol.>t. "detransitioner" who is working to be a feminine twink again while injecting estrogen every 7 days (instead of 5 lol)
>2 whole yearsI fucking hate retard foids god your skull should be caved in with a rock
Hey, let me come on over and let me 'fit check' you out
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>male>having fun>gaming>a good friend>evil fucks and sickos>spg>>>rocky>boiiiiposting
>asl18/m/us westcoast>looking forfriends to play games with or just vc, chill people>not looking forweirdos, ppl who dont vc, ppl who cant take jokes>interestsgames, music production, art, pop culture, design>tag discord; ssxg
>>42344895what kinda games?
>>42344933fps games and horror aswell, co op games are fun but i dont have many friends to play with so
>ASL22, gnc male/"hrt femboy", australia>interestsvidya, web design, programming>looking forfrens to play vidya & chat/vc with :)>not looking forwould prefer only other aus just cause of timezones & ping & stuff sry :/>discordeyeofshiningjustice
I'm older and have been transitioning for a decade so I don't fit into any of the trans discords. The same goes for irl trans groups and those are filled with theyfabs anyway. I don't have a single trans friend. I tried dating a trans woman but she didn't even want to spend the holidays together. I wish I had a close friend who would want to visit me and hang out with me or at least talk to me regularly. But I also feel like I've been isolated for too long and don't know how to talk to people anymore.
>>42344898I'm sorry nona
>>42344898same, i feel like an outcast among outcasts. i feel like i psyopped myself into being trans and am trying to make myself fit in and everyone can see through me. just a fake person, a fake man pretending to be trans for reasons i dont even know.
>>42344898Drop your discord
Would you date a fat transbian neet who posts on this board? What if she lost weight for you?
>>42343789but I wanna lose weight...
Its only 4:30 and im tired anons.. im a sleepy fat neet...
>>42335289>fatnot necessarily a deal breaker>neetbeing a neet doesn't inherently make you a worse person.>transbianfuck no.
>>42344798want some fattening advice :3
No because I am a cis man
I've been in denial of it for too long, and now I'm completely unable to accept it. I was never actually trans, all my dysphoria was fake and something I've gaslight myself into feeling, my desire to be a woman was fake, and I can't not perceive myself as a man, but I keep denying the only reasonable conclusion. That being me being cis.
>>42344958>I can't bring myself to feel like being a man won't be the death of meWhere do you think your problem with being a man lies? Is it something unrelated to gender but you've subconsciously made that association? Like an undiagnosed mental disorder, poor lifestyle, etc? Is it the the gender role that's the problem? Like, you don't have a problem with being a man but you feel inadequate as one. Does it feel exhausting living in as a identity that's boils down to an overglorified dick measuring contest?Are you a victim of your libido and are disgusted for feeling a certain way towards a certain group of people? Do you think transitioning will somehow fix that or validate said attraction?You gotta give us something other than "idk" anon.
>>42343752same so much, i look in the mirror i see a man, i know im a man, im supposed to be a man. my parents will never believe im anything but a man, nobody else will believe it either, i dont even believe it myself. i just want it so bad, i want to esacpe it, the ugly little boy with no friends doomed to become a hairy ugly monster who just has to work and come home and work and come home and work and come home and drink and hurt myself because ill never have love ill never be lovable just ugly ugly ugly
>>42343447The solution here is to understand that nobody is "actually" trans in the way you're thinking.To be trans is just to go through a social and medical transition and take on the identity label. There is no way to distinguish someone who gaslighted or brainwashed themselves into transitioning vs someone who is truly gender dysphoric-- which means that this distinction between "gaslighted myself into transitioning" and "true gender dysphoric" is meaningless.So don't worry abt it and move on with your life. Being cis is always more advantageous if you can stomach it
>>42345033Maybe I did subconsciously make an association, but it doesn't really feel like it. It really feels like I just hate being man because it fundamentally is disconcerting to me. Nothing you've suggested really affects me, because it's just trivial to me when I'm already just a man
>>42345203Okay, I'm just gonna throw a few things out there.>do you have a job?>do you live with family >are you in school>do you have a history of self harm>are you physically active>is your room clean>what's your day-to-day like
You know that summer is just around the corner, right?
>>42344049>men go really far for their fucked up fetishes, women barely have themOkay but what does that have to do with women getting SRS?
>>42344157>anybody a bit more normie will never see you in the same light againThey won't, depending on context.
>>42344390she used to have a vagina i remember when she posted pics of it
>>42345025She's always lied about it.
>>42345232she does lie a lot but i remember seeing like a actual picture that proves itsomething about her moles
about me:used to work in infosec, like to read berks by authors such as nabakov and pynchon, into magical girl animu, enjoy cozy activities, not into loud or super stimulating things, play loads of board games, fav director is matthew barney, i make experimental 'music' with vcvrack, i like to paint and mess with oil pastelslooking for a femboi or troon to cuddle, hold hands w, and read tomuh dicksword: sisyphean_struggle
>woman cropped out of pictureKek
>>42345239yes
