Found out that someone I had kissed at a party had an open cold sore and simple type 1 herpes they knew about but didn't tell me. And now I have a cold sore.Am I ruined now? Like beyond the struggles with being trans in and of itself, because of this am i just unable to get a boyfriend?
>>42339416>>42339435though at least chickenpox has a vaccine now
>>42335978just another reason why i dont ever want to be intimate with another person, ever. people and bodies are so fucking disgusting like i dont want to be deformed anymore than i already am
>>42339373>why is no one like this over hpv>imblyingget your hpv vax btw, tongue throat butt cancer is no bueno, nor are butt warts that make your hole look like those fun guys in lastofus
>>42339416it's a whole family of over a hundredhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Herpesviridaewhat is known as regular herpes (hsv1 and 2) are the herpes simplex ones
>>42339319same here lmao. couldn't even kiss my bf because of it
Women are ruining everything again
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Did you have any positive examples of a romantic relationship to look up to growing up?>Have you ever moved to a new city for a fresh start? Where would you move to if you could?>Would you protect your GF from ICE or do you not love her?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42313868
>She doesnt look like an anime character at allAnd your trans PMS doesn't look like a period at all
>>42341225I dont have trans pms, but i support a trans woman right to believe in it. Im pro trans choice. You are pro lifer (you want to dictate what trans women think in their minds)Evil person u are yes.
Congratulations /lesgen/ you bullied bnuy and now you're left with office retard trans PMSers
>>42339998cute but I have girls to fuck already
Do people actually experience a reduction in tension and a sexual release by shoving things in their ass? You know like when a dude jerks off before going to the gym so he doesn't think about butts and pussies while there? Hypothetically would this straight man orgasming in his butthole function the same as orgasming from jerking himself off? Asking because my dick doesn't work but I am beginning to feel like a pent up gorilla
>>42341033>interestingyeah, my libido is impenetrable.i'm on SSRIs and dutasteride, and it's still raging with the power of a thousand suns. thankfully i have the cuddly kind of a libido and not the rape gremlin type of libido.
>>42341033i was born with a penis though so you would think i could understand
>>42341091to be honest, i kinda think that masc guys tend to have a different kind of libido. i've noticed that a lot of my masc friends tend to get pretty fucking stupid and brutish when they get horny (what i call rape gremlin libido).
>>42341091iunno nona, you're also a girl since you were a fetus so I can see that having all sorts of effects downstream>>42341075>still max sexo after libidofrypillsbased>cuddly kinddouble based
>>42338988>You know like when a dude jerks off before going to the gym so he doesn't think about butts and pussies while there?People do this? My dudes you need to learn how to control yourselves.
for reference, I live with my parents and I haven't started estrogenany time I look down or see my reflection I can't help but notice how fucking wide my chest is. not in a fat way but in the sense that I have a massive ribcage compared to most other trans girls I know and it causes immense dysphoria. for some reason, I can't find literally anyone around my age (early 20s) with this exact problem, only people who transition in their like 40s and 50s I notice they have a wider body. so it feels like I'm struggling alone. I've considered just taking a hammer to my ribs in some useless hope that they would heal smaller. is there anything that could help me? or am I forever doomed to a personal dysphoric purgatory
>>42341178>haven't started>early 20s
>>42341230I know I'm late, my parents never let me do anything that wasn't masculine until my late teensso I'm fucked. I know
Share your kinks, ask people about their kinks, ask people to explain the appeal behind kinks you don't understand, and generally be freaky
slavery, bnwo,
>>42338962Of course. But if you wanna get there quickly you’ll need more changes than that. Do you really want that anon?
I'm a transbian so none of these involve men.Biting and getting bitten are huge, I like the bruises it leaves, looking at them, being hurt/hurting someone by pressing on the bite bruise.Hairy Armpits.Being made to lactate, getting milked.I like girls who are kinda crazy obsessed with me in a top way but also want me to keep my dick. Girls who want me nullified. Lots of contracting stuff.I have some that are unreasonable to play out because of the amount of harm done to me.I'm a tranny so ofc I fetishize abuse and depersonalization where someone conveniently does all the things I dislike for me and all they ask in return is me giving up personhood and giving myself up to them. Ideally with like kidnapping and imprisoning me, beating me when I don't behave or for fun, keeping me isolated.Limb removal seems kinda fun sometimes.Slowly being hurt over and over for someone's pleasure till they eventually kill me. Im surprisingly employed despite all this.
>>42339161Nta but I have the reverse of this. Almost all of my sexual motivation as a tranny towards men is about emasculating and belittling them for getting railed by a tranny and disposing of them once I've blown out their holes and made sure everyone around them knows they're a tranny's bitch
>>42335772>curious what the appeal isdifferent for different people, extremely broad fetish. many types of vore and even the standard oral has broadly many aspects and differences in appeal. for me it's many things, but to simplify i have very severe ocd and am easily hyperstimulated. two of the first instances i can recall of my earliest arousals were around 3 years old - one was watching a nature documentary on animals and insects eating each other, another was getting my foot stuck in mud. both, in an immediate and very electric way, paralyzed me with sensation and caused immediate deep fixation. i like the idea of being helpless and completely overwhelmed and likewise am attracted to many considerations of death and submission. it is nice to imagine having a sense of purpose and being wanted (emotionally or simply materially by something mindless) and finding mutual fulfillment. eating and being eaten are two of the most fundamental and intrinsic understandings of existence baked into every psyche and even down to the most thoughtless evolutionary adaptation of all life and things we do not even bother to consider 'life'. one does not exist without in some way consuming or being consumed - to contemplate this deeply and imagine completion in the chain of something greater is also appealing. to want to live is to ultimately want to die, as death is a part of life and truly wanting it requires accepting it in every sense. as something that wants, i want to be wanted and acknowledged - both apart from something and again a part of something. wanting to be eaten i think is result of a deep and inexplicable yearning to be recognized as having lived and to accept boundaries of existence as both complete and attaining completion. also it just feels good to be warm and wet and squeezed and whatever maybe i kind of imagine i just melt into abstraction and it's fuzzy and nice. i like how irrational existence is and how the imagination craves and craves
the last year has been a realisation for me that my transition will only be downhill from here. Ive lost pretty much all hope that used to keep me motivated to keep improving my lifestyle and my appearance. FFS did not do enough for me, I realise that my large core proportions are always going to hold me back from ever feeling like I'm one of the women in my life. I am slowly starting to soft detransiton into a shameful kind of androgynous non-binary man thing. Ngl it's not getting better after 25 is it. There's no 2nd peak to look forward to after this - the ship has sailed
>>42339064Technically not a hairline lowering since the brow lift counterbalances it. I know I need a hair transplant I just don't have the money rn
>>42333897I'll eat your trough until you peak
>>42339109Why the ever loving fuck would they suggest a brow lift was indicated in your case?You 100% have grounds for malpractice. If you can’t afford a lawyer go to your local state low income legal services
>>42339149mardi did good work desu. If you look at my before & after you can see what he had to work with :|
>>42334656get your hair lowered and you look hot coming from a transwoman
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
>>42340328i can't tell if this is just a bit or you actually believe this.
Wearing turtlenecks makes me want to be a womanI'm too pornbrained/cutebrained for this stupid moid shell
>>42339775I was dooming a bit. The two exams i have this week are fairly easy and then i've got the weekend to catch up.Also a walk isnt a good solution to trannythoughts bc i'd have to wander around for 14 hours a dat(used to kinda do it last summer with 8-9 hour long walks.) it does help with anxiety rn but the trannythoughts are basically stuck on loop when i'm in the thick if it. They come and go periodically though so i might be okay in a few days? Idk.I'm not transitioning bc i'm fully financially dependant on my parents, don't even have a drivers license and am extremely ugly(Not brainworms or w/e i actually just look retarded.). All e would do for me is that i'd look like a down syndrome man with tits as opposed to the usual.I would do it if at least my face was any good. Body isnt that bad but eh. Who cares. Is 78cm waist circumference good or bad?Thank you for the advice. I'm gonna go eat and study now.
If I was a girl id wear turtlenecks but I can't because I am disgusting man and everyone would know I'm a freak if I wore one.
>>42341172Real
I did my laundry earlier and got grossed out by my pile of dirty socks. I work out every day and go on long walks while wearing rubber boots so I get something like trench foot and soak all of my socks in tboy foot sweat (I'm on T). I mean they were literally soggy and smelled rancid, some older ones were dried and crusty.I'm not into it, but I felt a little sad like it was going to waste if I were to wash them because I know some people are into this shit right. I wish I had a girlfriend I could make happy by letting her sniff me like a dog.
>>42340272>peter burns pic>girlfriendGirl whatever
>>42340272I had this fucking roommate with nasty ass socks and one time I decided to be nice and offered to wash whites together and added his socks. It just made my laundry smell like feet sweat and I had to wash them a couple more times to get all the smell out. I didn't know it was possible for something to be so filthy that 1 cycle with detergent isn't enough
>>42340272>i know some people would be into my crusty socksbro what? you have an ego on you. maybe like one guy?
>>42341123Ego about stank socks is good tbf
>>42341123i love smelling my sweaty tboy’s sock :3 t.girl
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42334721No, I'm saying that the thread was dead because people don't like being bullied when they already feel bad. Why would I be referring to you.
>>42338256oh because i like being bullied when i already feel bad
Just had a memory of when I was younger and we had a puppy that was in his humping everything stage I rememebee grabbing remote off my parents bed and of course he decided it was hump time while I was bent over. I remember not trying to push him off immediately and his claws digging into my hips. That was so long ago though now and I never actually did anything
Fuck maybe it’s just me but I gotta say deep intense passionate planned mating with your best friend on a Saturday night is a win,
>>42337925Then present more masculine. Or don't. Do whatever you want
how do i cope with having estrogen insensitivity
>>42332902why dont you just rep if you cant transition?
>>42340358because i dont want to rep? why would i do something i dont want to do? my cells just dont respond to estrogen
>>42340750repping is a bad idea, did you get diagnosed with estrogen sensitivity or are the hormones just moving slow? because they can be slow asf, but you know it's working when the skin gets softer, that's the first effect i've noticed
i had e insensitivity and then i started drinking a lot of coffee and i feel better now
>>42340926>did you get diagnosed with estrogen sensitivityyes
>and oreos
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>>42341173>hey xister join r/fundamentalpaperR34!
poosii
i've seen this
How many emo "boys" are actually girls?
Also I think in the ideal world of gender ideology, all men become constitutively feminized and can be Aydens, but thats not what we have today.
>>42338782Men can be named ayden>>42338791What is an aydens
>>42338852I don't have a deep knowledge of aydens but they exist or at least people talk about them as if they exist. Using ayden to mean a kind of non-passing ftm gender expression. A partial transmasculinity that retains entire feminine aspects, or something of that sort
>>42337021there is more than one of you??????
>>42334550ayden looks hot with the emo hair
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>ASL 20/M/US>letter(s)B>interestsmafia movies/tv shows, cooking, video games, mtg>looking forco-conspirators, henchmen, evil people>not looking forgood-natured individuals>tagevilfreak9000000
>ASL (biological sex, or gender)MTF/25/West coast>AboutI am super needy and need someone to cuddle all day with>primary interestManga, anime, hiking, learning swedish>looking forpartner, tops (mtf or cis male), anywhere in the world>not looking fornegative people/pol brained>OtherWhat country would you like to visit and why? And what countries do you admire?>Discordqwertycutie
>>42339811what part of the west coast...>t. cis male top in oregon
>>42340432british columbia
>>42332107did the server get nuked or did i get kicked out for being too charismatic and reasonable and funny and cool
