two confusing feedbacks a few days apart>ask my coworker if he thinks our new boss knows im trans>he hits me with "who knows, maybe he doesn't. some women just don't have a very feminine physiognomy.">mfw>few days later, meet my firends roommate. later she is told im trans. roommate is confused and asks if im starting a ftm transition, is shocked to learn im mtf.idk what to think anymore. i get all kinds of responses from strangers too.
Are you retardedPeople who know you're trans always think you're masc because they want to believe they can always tell.I had a former friend recently tell me I'm visibly trans during a chud spiel. He knew me before transition. Do you think that makes his opinion worth anything? Ofc he'd say that.
>>42338921i’m *a bit* retarded. ty tho. i guess i shouldn’t minimize the effect of having known me before
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
>>42338367not a bloke, not a dog, and not what i meant when i said mid. also saying proper like that makes you sound like a pom. actually no it makes you sound like someone who doesn't know the difference between a pom and an aussie, which is much worse
>>42338420In my yankee speaking I say proper instead of correct at times. Probably a corporate jargon spill over and talking to brits.I didnt take your comment in bad spirit and was trying to be playful, fren.
what makes all the aus 4tran discord servers so unbelievably retarded?
>>42338622Based answer is because I’m not running one.Honest answer though is that none of them are made with the intention of being community hubs or valuable connection points for trannies who are lonely and looking for IRL friends. They’re cults of personality made so their admins can farm attention and lols. I think realistically though if you’re at the point where you’re looking for connection on Discord, it’s time to reevaluate your mental health, AND your self esteem. You deserve better.
>>42338397I'm not wasting my breath on someone who won't hear it anyway. You've already made your mind up and no amount of facts will change that.
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
>>42338503- hold a man's hand in public and be hugged by him in public without being instajudged as a faggot- wear skirts- experiment a much wider variety of gender expression (even femboys are very limited compared to women)- express emotion more strongly/vigorously (kinda impossible without estrogen; and always punished on men)I also want softer skin and stop hairloss. There is no good solution for hair while on T and everyone knows it yet we're all supposed to pretend it's no big deal.But primarily, I want troony thoughts to no longer occupy 70%+ of my brain's bandwidth. I'll know in a few months if this one works. If it does, then I'll endure anything to go through with the transition. No matter how hard or expensive (I have money, I'm not gigarich but I can afford stuff quite comfortably).Not having 2/3+ of my brain busy with this would free up a fuckton of energy to finally be able to do more other things.
>>42338552what would happen if you did all of those things now, without being a woman?
>>42338503touch my boobs
>>42338558#1 is self-explanatory#2 would get me fined for indecent exposure best case scenario#3 is impossible without estrogen (I guess I could try the hrtfemboy shtick but at that point why not troon out?)#4 is literally impossible without eI like how you graciously ignored the rest of my comment. GD occupying 70%+ of my brain won't go away no matter how I dress. But it might go away with enough E. And that's what I'm exploring now.
That was a nice 5 minutes after waking up with no troon thoughts
How did e affect your depression? Did it make it worse or better? Personality it made me stop saying I should kms over and over but when I'm really sad I start saying it again
>>42337513it didnt change anything.
>>42337666Yes, when i was a teenager I was obsesssed with the idea that I couldnt cry and harmed myself a couple times just so my eyes got watery, now on hrt is really easy to just recognize why i feel bad, cry about it for a bit and move on. Good luck nona!
>>42337513it did nothing
>>42337513Wasn't depressed. Still not depressed.But E did make expressing emotions far easier and a lot more intense. Took a while to adjust to this new reality.t. 4 yrs
>>42337513idk i thought it made it better for a while but i've spent the past month too sad to even get out of bed so idk
So everyone knows that being a visibly trans, non-passing tranny really fucking sucks, you get bullied and looked down upon by everyoneWhat I don't understand is, why don't people just hide their transition until 2yrs in? Like until then you are basically stuck getting read as a tranny and maybe pitied, or understood by other trannies and maybe cis women who view you as suffering toy, all of these are degrading. Should we just date gay men on grindr?
>>42338787I manmoded for years and I just effortmaxx honmode now. I’m still not gendered female but trannies online respect me and I can at least give advice to babytrannies.
>>42338798I doubt you were ever an actual manmoder though
>>42338806I literally have never been gendered female and I’ve been transitioning for 4 years. I think the terms are stupid but I was well-known as a manmoder online.
>>42338811you're flowers, aren't you?
that's how you end up with permaboymoding retards who never learn how to present and dress as a woman, you will ONLY learn by pushing through the ruthless hell that is figuring your shit out in the real world.
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42337210i feel sick today
>>42337164stop spreading your internalized transphobia
Will my boobs disappear if I stop taking hrt?? Im worried theyll get too big...
>guys are starting to stare at my titsI am both disgusted and turned on at the same time.
well we had a good run
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>asl26/M/US/Bi-Pan whatever >primary interestsi mostly play fighting games, KoF is my all time favorite franchise but i've been playing a lot of sf3 third strike lately, i also play tf2, I don't play many multiplayer games but am willing to try new things>other interestsim in the learning process for guitar, not very good at it, i like listening to new music and discovering new bands/artists, im into animanga, some of my favorite stories are Dragon Ball, Bokutachi ga Yarimashita, goodnight punpun, and chainsaw man, i'm dabbling in art too>looking forfriends, relationship maybe, mostly friends though>not looking forone-sided conversations, weirdos >discordoneyplaysfan1738
>ASL 18, ftm, Texas, US>letter(s)B (G leaning) T>primary interesti draw furry porn. i also like photography.>other interests and hobbiesvideogames sometimes but only really when i have people to play with. marvel rivals, warframe, minecraft bedrock. i go to local hardcore/ emo shows so if you’re in houston and into that we could go together! some non local bands i like are linkin park, sleeping with sirens, 100 gecs, city and color, sublime, pierce the veil, and car seat headrest.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42338625just add him as a social experiment bromaybe you click despite your differences and live your lives as a buddy cop movie
>ASL (biological sex, or gender)23 m ny>letter(s)mtf repper, bpdemon, quadroon, thc addict>primary interestmusic right now>other interests and hobbieslanguages (español and i hope to start french again soon), /v/, /pw/>looking foranother bpdemon to be mutual fps with>not looking for*cis* men (reppers don't count) minors normies under 23>(free space)i could treat you better but i'm not that smart>tagComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42338881true and real
Ballerina twink edition.Question of the day: When will you finally get on HRT? Or are you resigned to becoming expired in a few years?>FAQ>What is a femboy? What is a twink?A femboy is a male that pursues a feminine appearance for himself whilst still identifying as male. A twink is a male with a slender figure and a youthful appearance, usually with little body/ facial hair>Are femboys trans?The majority of femboys are cisgendered. Femboy is not a 'stepping stone' to trans, it is a stand alone identity.>Can trans post here?Trans people are welcome to post in /fbg/ and identify as trans twink/femboy if they want, but this is not a trans thread. Posts should not be about 'transitioning' and discussion of hormone usage should be restricted to skincare applications.>Can twunks and otters post here?Yes>I'm not twink or femboy but I am an enjoyer of them, can I post here too?Yes>Why dont I see femboys irl that often?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42338742you wouldnt have been interested in me before anyway
>>42337125What dreadful fake news is that? Acutane is a serious medication for serious issues like cystic acne. Stop fear mongering something you know nothing about
>>42338754that's what i literally told you
>>42338776dont take it from me just google it, accutane has given some people life ruining health issues. i wouldnt touch it with a 10 foot pole. doctors are retards and if you just take whatever they peddle to you you deserve it
>>42325512>Is there any way to prevent my balls from shriveling up on hrt?Anon. You do realise that's propaganda used by boomer Hons who are too lazy to tuck right? You do know that the shrinkage described isn't as severe as you think right? -HRT Twink who have been on HRT for 2 and a half years
You know that summer is just around the corner, right?
>>42334647Are you in the Suporn clinic discord? Maybe we know eachother, I'm in the 2025 cohort.
>>42336193>i think she thought it was still possible to turn me back into a boy somehowDo we have the same mom?I never told anyone except my bf obviously.Mom found out after my now mother-in-law shared a small private video with me an bf at the beach. For some reason she looked really close to my legs when I was running, lol.I didn't entertain the conversation. I told her she's a creep and didn't speak to her for about a year until she apologized and finally internalized that she has a daughter.
>>42326003ur soooooooooooooooooooo close to getting it.
>>42335135they dont post them bc most were required to sign ndas, silly. this is done so that potential clients cant get their expectations up for potential results bc every body is different. also im sure plenty post pics in unrelated places, they just dont have a reason to say theyre trans before posting the pic & no one notices. plenty of trans women w/ big natural boobs post their boobs & dont give the context bc no one can tell. i would know, im one of them.
>>42338845>most were required to sign ndasreally? Outside of the military, these are neither common nor easily enforceable. Especially for those who did in Thailand but are westoids.
you have a male shaped skeleton
>>42337090It is a South American ground sloth (who can apparently speak German).
>>42337191wait he speaks German that's so cool
>>42337155I don't think so.
>>42336671oh yes puberty does nothing, changes nothing, yes ur right. retard.
>>42338822>says the guy who thinks chromosomes do nothing
what happens when nerdy white boys turn 20 without a single crumb of pussy
>>42337421brown hoodie on the left needs to troon expeditiously
>>42337421genuine question, what people do at a femboy convention?
>>42338635they discuss their favourite hearts of iron 4 mods, of course
>>42338346ok kayla
>>42337605are you me what the fucki’m a tranny but people tell me it’s a fetish and shitnigga i never had sexual contact with a woman, and i never desired it
the last year has been a realisation for me that my transition will only be downhill from here. Ive lost pretty much all hope that used to keep me motivated to keep improving my lifestyle and my appearance. FFS did not do enough for me, I realise that my large core proportions are always going to hold me back from ever feeling like I'm one of the women in my life. I am slowly starting to soft detransiton into a shameful kind of androgynous non-binary man thing. Ngl it's not getting better after 25 is it. There's no 2nd peak to look forward to after this - the ship has sailed
>>42337875>you pass better than a lot of cis women in my area lowtf does this even mean
>>42337903I almost cut bangs last night but I didn't want to come into work with fucked up hair today
>>42333897you look like a normal woman but compare yourself to edited instagram influencers or porn and whatnot
>>42333897literally just a glowie cissoid posting selfies to make as many troons 41% as possible (and i will 41% like the good goy i am)
>>42334101post them.Until then, OP is a cissoid and this is a demon post.
How many emo "boys" are actually girls?
>>42338502yep
Can a cis man be an Ayden? I think not because Aydens arent men.
Also I think in the ideal world of gender ideology, all men become constitutively feminized and can be Aydens, but thats not what we have today.
>>42338782Men can be named ayden>>42338791What is an aydens
>>42338852I don't have a deep knowledge of aydens but they exist or at least people talk about them as if they exist. Using ayden to mean a kind of non-passing ftm gender expression. A partial transmasculinity that retains entire feminine aspects, or something of that sort
I have been added by random trans women on discord and they proceed to interrogate me and attempt to bully me into changing my mind because I said "I" considered "MYSELF" gay for being attracted to MtF's.These aren't people I was pursuing, just random crazies who see my posts and feel compelled to yell at me and are weirdly aggressive like a man despite claiming to be a woman.
That’s pretty cool I guess
>>42337234this was typed with one hand.
>>42338803this. OP is a faggot with a humiliation fetish and imagines trannies shouting at him
have you tried not putting your discord on 4chan
they dont like feminized gay boys on estrogen at all even though that's what they are
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Did you have any positive examples of a romantic relationship to look up to growing up?>Have you ever moved to a new city for a fresh start? Where would you move to if you could?>Would you protect your GF from ICE or do you not love her?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42313868
I always keep wondering if trans women will hate me for mentioning my periods or not so I kinda avoid talking about such things >>42335213>Did you have any positive examples of a romantic relationship to look up to growing up?lmao>Have you ever moved to a new city for a fresh start? Where would you move to if you could?kinda, but not really, moved to current city I live in because of an ex I broke up with half a year later so that kinda was the fresh start. I fantasize about moving abroad sometimes but I'm probably too mentally ill for that>Would you protect your GF from ICE or do you not love her?take the yank politics out of the qotts
>>42338795I wish you didnt feel that way but understandable. I bitch to my friends about everything and it sucks you cant bitch about your body shedding flesh and blood out of your crotch
>>42338795>I always keep wondering if trans women will hate me for mentioning my periods or not so I kinda avoid talking about such thingsNot rushing to prove I'm "one of the good ones" or something cuz I don't need a random cis person's approval but I think it's kind of immature and unreasonable to get upset over women talking about their period. No reason to make dysphoria someone else's problem even if you're jealous
>>42338795I feel like period shit is anti-gore. It can be horifically bloody but it's also a regular bodily function and not very exciting.
>>42338808>>42338812well I do talk about it with trans women I'm close to and they have taken it well, but I'd be scared to mention it at like the lesgen server and spaces like that. I talk about them pretty openly with cis friends too, especially male ones because I will forcefully turn my male friends into feminists