I still miss her. I sent her a Christmas card but I think it never arrived.
>>42369375She never coming back, don't expect her to. Just move on, it sucks and its long road.
>>42369464This unfortunately
>>42369464>>42369922I’ll never stop yearning even if we weren’t meant to be together, she’s the hottest, smartest, most generous woman I’ve ever met and she was and honestly still is my role model/inspiration for my transition, I wouldn’t be this far into my transition if I hadn’t met her.I’ll keep looking for her in every timeline just so we can spend some more time together.
>>42370518oh its transbianslop. nevermind. your feelings arent real.
>>42370592Yup, never mind. Shes coming back, just keep harassing her.
>>42370488Doctors say all kinds of retarded shit. I have been fat and had gyno. Now im fairly skinny and have tits. They feel completely different. Gyno is fat blobs. Tits have structure in them you can feel and are very sensitive.
>>42368513>it only works on attractive chads who want to be alternativeoh good im in the green
>>42370539im not. should i still try
>>42370561The tranny thoughts will never go away. You only choices are to treat it, or to try to ignore it until you can't then try to treat it from a much worse position.
I wish I was soft (im already on e)
Why'd you let the previous thread die?QOTT: What are you looking forward to in life?QOTT2: You don't deserve a second one. Make it up yourselves.Ignore trollsIgnore spamPrevious: >>42352403
>>42370218What's so funny about asking that? :)
Are there any polish ftms here?
How do you cope with knowing you're going to die alone
>>42370428>t. 19yo
>>42370923I will be 24 this year
>Quit being such a downer, anon.>I mean, you ARE a girl after all.>So there is no shame in wearing a dress like this.>Besides, were you going to boymode forever or something?>Let's face it, with boobs like these nobody's gonna think you're a boy.>Now, don't be fussy.>Fix your attitude... or else I will take you back to my place and fix it myself with my strap-on.>And I bet you are still sore from the last time.How would you respond without sounding mad?
>>42367097gz nona i hope they peg u
>>42356015I wanna boyremove somebody in front of their girlfriend so bad
>>42355272ah yes me the cute dainty doe eyed tomboyish girl with a c cup
>>42355272every cisgirl should adopt one boymoder to feminize
>>42355272Wish my gf would do this to me....>>42369017And I want this to happen too.
i wish a big alien mommy abducted me and force me to transition
>>42369391lots of people grow old and die broken
This is a good fetish desu>>42359233Like this>>42359626>>42359676Hot>>42359772Yep>>42359774Ok this is a classic too>>42359819Ha there is the fucked up thing>>42359841Yep>>42359858Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42359130can someone imagine how human evolution would be under affini domestication? all humans would become mindlessly retarded in a loving way
>>42370414Nothing some careful applications of xenodrugs couldn't fix!
Damn, Im surprised this thread is still alive..! Jannie fall asleep or somethn???>>42359965Had to screenshot this and some subsequent posts because godDAMN are you cooking, nona.
I feel like such a hon. I hate how big my shoulders are and I feel like I have a brick-type body. I've been on HRT for a year and I feel like I've seen no changes in my body.What can I do about this? Is there anyway I can hide my male features and accentuate my feminine features?
Detrans
>>42370988those grippers doe keeeek
>>42370988i have a similar build to you and pass.you need to style yourself with fits flattering to an inverted triangle or kibbe FN body type.this generally means dark colors on the upper body and wide leg or flared high waisted lower garments. turtleneck sweaters and padded bras should be your best friend. a breast augmentation can offset the impression created by chest and shoulder breadth.padded lower body shapewear (see brands like SKIMS) can improve your silhouette in dresses or tight fitting clothes.long, voluminous hair covering your shoulders will also break the visual impression of width.gl nona
You deserve this
dysphoric boymoders should be groped in public by chasers
>>42368970this would not work with me, it'll just make me sob
>>42368970Maybe but I'm a lateshit hon who started at 25
>oh georges, you really do love me
>>42368970God I wish this was me, but its never going to happen, im not that lucky or have the right personality or whatever
thread died >>42366169i'm not afab but i've always had a huge fetish for this kind of chastitynow i have a neopussy
>>42370837>i've always had a huge fetish for this kind of chastity>now i have a neopussyI mean... do you want permission? The next thing to do seems obvious to me.
>>42370852idk i don't know what to buy and am kind of scared of ordering something like picrel (without the dildos omg) and also i don't know if my bf is into it or not
>>42370837should have gotten a zero depth so you are permanently denied sex
>>42370859What scares you? I can't wait to get a neopussy so I can jump right in on stuff like this (with the dildos). I WANT to know what wearing that feels like.
>>42370880i have tried to wear like a small dildo inside me but it's mostly just uncomfortablei'm scared the chastity would be the same wayalso what if somebody finds out i have a chastity they might judge me (or get really horny..)
Fujoshi Insanity Edition >QOTT: Did you ever consider yourself a fujoshi? If so, do you consider yourself autohomoerotic now?>QOTT2: Have you watched the ahe series of the century yet?
Anyone else fantasize about being in boy scouts?
>>42368168Yes, but it was mostly nonsexual for me. I did always want to be a choir boy though...
>>42356950>Why they want one, what they would do with itto have sex with it. and to also not have a v*gina
>>42357270>walk around with a can of coke in meok so youve never interacted with a vagina in real life got it
Rope edition>QOTT: Have you ever caved to suicidal thoughts?>QOTT2: How many times have you been in the psych ward?Last: >>42321643
How do you stop being "dysphoric"?I was never a true transsexual in the first place. I just developed "gender dysphoria" between the ages 21-24 due to the exposure to femboys, trans women and transition-related information online. One day I started thinking it would be fun to crossdress as a woman and a year later I learned about HRT and started envying trans women who pass. This is just FOMO though.I'm a very suggestive and attention-seeking person. I don't have real dysphoria. Yes, I have been using a female name online and have asked my parents to call me by a female name and pronouns but I'm not trans... I'm just an attention seeking depressed male who's imitating trans women.I like my genitals - physically they're fine although I don't really wanna "fuck" someone as a guy. I don't know about boobs. It's not like I desperately want them. I just hate my masculine face, especially the older I get - I'm not a trans woman, I just dislike aging.Therapists help with fuck all.
>qottif so how would i be posting?>qott2saw the entrance once ig
>>42370166you probably should honestly
>>42370683You don't. Once you get infected, there's no way out. Welcome to the club!
>>42370683>dont wanna fuck someone as a guyThat's textbook shit right there>the rapist helps fuck allHow did that conversation go?
Any tips to stay on hrt whilst in the shitter? All the programs and shit are a strict no drug zone so i'm scared they won't allow my DIY. Not to mention all the issues with being sterile. Is it over for me?
nice one putting the title as your name fuckface
>>42369562is there any gay or trans specific charities? maybe they could help
>>42369562>Any tips to stay on hrt whilst in the shitter?Who tf is dosing often enough to get concerned about maintaining dosage while taking a dump??? How hard do you shit anon
>>42369562Nobody will detect hrt in a drug test? I don't see the issue
>>42369562i did drugs in my minneapolis homeless shelterand sublingual hrt but also drugs
what are the most common crimes that boymoders commit?
>>42339382what boymoders actually look like
>>42370712mogs me
>>42370712>what boymoders actually look like
>>42370750you really like that pictureare you in it?
>>42369855>>42370424
>be me>sadomasochistic ftm>sensitive young man, bisexual, khhv.jpg >don't "click" with anyone>men don't like me because I'm not a hyperfeminine bottom/(woman) and my personality is masculine and disagreeable>women don't like me because I'm too reserved and not man, dominant etc. enough for them>not even weird bdsm freaks like me because I don't fit their made-up categories>realize that I don't fit anyone's preferences and no one wants me as I am, there's nothing out there waiting for me except for rejection after rejection and people are always going to compare me to their ideal partner role even if they let me hit I don't cry but this made me feel like crying
>>42370604I'm similar, and t4t and bi/lesbian women have been my best shot so far (managed one very long term relationship, so not just sex)
>>42370748this is a joke, right? take "ftm" out of the OP and you're the classic khhv /r/obot. you have more in common with them than you do with us. which, i mean, it's pretty heccin valid, i will say that
>>42370627i hear you brotherpicrel, how i felt dating a "bi" mtf that had only been with cis guys before me
>>42370809They don't believe that
>>42370940yeah, of course. i'm sure you lead with being ftm, which means they'd other you for being a vagina haver. wait a week and make the same thread as a cis man. see how they respond to that
Women are hot and make me horny, but sometimes I see a man so beautiful, I want to worship him and make love to him and grow old with him together. He could do anything to me and I would let him. Anyone else know this feeling?t. bisexual
>>42369539i hope one day i can find someone like you
>>42369658I don’t like polygamy and I don’t think it would work for me but thinking of having a daddy bf and mommy gf both spoiling me and fucking me sounds hot
No not really. I like having sexual relations with males sometimes because women are insufferable, but I've never seen a guy and been like "I would sure like to marry this guy and get a house together and get a joint bank account". No shade if you do that's just not my thing. Men are for pleasure. Women are for porn and occasional dates and then going back to men who are less vindictive than women. Yes I'm going to die alone, problem?
>>42370062>having a daddy bf and mommy gf both spoiling meYou just want loving parents
>>42370541Yeah no shit man, I already knew that the novelty here is having both of them fuck you>easy access to 3somes>cock in my ass, gock in my mouth>can get attention from one when the other is busy>even better if they don’t like each other and just fight for me
Here's how I would describe the sensations of a penis.It's based on some questions another anon asked me.>What it's like to have an erectionA bit like a muscle cramp, but without the pain, and a little more "swollen" than "rocky".And imagine your clitoris being big and sensitive at the tip, and this swelling stimulating a bit at the tip.The perineum also gets swollen and harder.>So what would it be like to fuckThe foreskin feels a bit like your eyelid opening on you glans. Retracting it yourself you also get the same cold feeling you get on your eyes if you use your fingers to open your eyes wide. Maybe it's the same as retracting your clitoral hood?Once retracted, the frenulum gets stimulated. The fenulum is very sensitive to tugging.Now wet your lips (mouth) and insert a wet finger inside, and the feeling is a bit like that. Except it's your clitoris getting inside and being ten time the size :)At the penetration you feel the foreskin retracting and being pulled back (like the eyelid) and something hot all around you.At first you feel like you need to get deep to continue to feel stimulated. But once you're deep the stimulation stops and you feel like you need to slide back, and the cycle continues.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42369086thank you for reminding me that the jews took my foreskin and i can never get it back
>>42369617maybe there's not any gaydens who actually use that hole online rn
>>42369086Penis haver here (unfortunately) this is a pretty good description of what things were like prior to estrogen rendering the thing ornamental.
>>42369617>Yeah but I want someone to tell me about how vaginas feels.Different anon, would love this too. I'm more interested in neopussies than cis vags though.
>>42369617umm it's just like a hole that feels good to have something inside ofi guess the clit is like a pp and the labia are really fun to tease around and it creates an anticipation of penetration...everything starts to get wet and then i start to really need something inside me and then finally the penetration comes and fills me up and it just feels amazing>>42369086>rapeidk they drugged me i don't rememberi was describing sex but like it's much more clinical at a doctor or just if i put my finger in nonsexually for whatever reason and then it just feels like something uncomfortably inside mei guess rape feels like that but also all the disgust from not wanting to be there
