Boymoding during the "best time to troon" (college)
>>42336940I was in a relationship with the artist
>>42337225same. on campus I see so many trans people living their lives how they want to and it makes me sad :(
>>42337225why torture yourself like that?
What would /tttt/ do if this happened to them in public
>>42333927Start swinging.
>>42333927I'd smile eye to eye cuz I'm about to get some self defense kills
>>42333927I'd try to run immediately. Honestly when I see more than 1 man at a time I try to get away from them. Groups of men are terrifying.
>What would /tttt/ do if this happened to them in publicNot victim blaming and those men are sexist rape scum. However I'm male brained so I would have hit them with something or gone athlete mode and sprinted into a building instead of going "eeeeek >_<". Reminds me of old cartoons where the mom stands on a chair holding up her dress while a mouse runs around the floor, I don't understand how a brain can be so dainty
>>42337064how do you say yes in broken russian? "de"? "du"?
Share your kinks, ask people about their kinks, ask people to explain the appeal behind kinks you don't understand, and generally be freaky
>>42336467>do you watch a lot of vampire media or something?Not particularly no, though lately i have been watching my partner play vampire the masquerade bloodlines>have you done this and did you enjoy it?I have done it and i enjoyed it. I mean i thought it was hot going to sleep and waking up and being told what happened, i was completely out during the act though so
>>42336554They're a symbol of power
Predicament torture, I need it to be elaborate, straightforward pain is boring
>>42330141If you're asking about the medical exam stuff I wasn't naked but the professor did yank up my shirt to expose my whole upper body. It was fun being treated like a barely sentient object for a bit. >>42330210>Nazi uniforms are nice, especially the fantasy ones with skirtsAgree, and the almost performative femininity of it mixed with brutality and conformity makes for a nice contrast >>42336554>I'll never be able to understand what appeals to you about this if you're not pro-Russian or a nazi.I can't explain it better than this anon >>42336767. If it wasn't taboo and ostensibly immoral, the sexual appeal would go away. Kinks in general are often how we metabolise things that scare and repel us. Plus with being a huge sadomasochist, war gives me a lot to fantasize about in terms of POW capture scenarios, deserter punishments, even being outright injured or killed. I don't want to see irl gore and rekt type shit at all because I genuinely hate people being hurt without their consent. But I'd be lying if I said I've never thought about what it must be like to feel a bullet going into you or to have a limb blown off.>>42337071>predicament torture Mind sharing one of your scenarios? I've also been getting really into this lately.
>>42334660ohh nice recipeevery one i saw of those would always use a bunch of peanut butter and im not really a fan so i couldn't get into it, so ty for the alternativealso another thing i would like is having a bigger capacity, i used to be able to eat two lunches and always be snacking but after a few depression episodes i cant seem to go back to that. do you have any advice for building that up? i love to do occasional stuffings
>pass as female in male clothing>pass as male in female clothingwhy
>>42337637but im ftm
>>42337642Doesn't matter especially if on TIf you look somewhat masc but with fem features they just gonna categorize you as mtf or dyke depending on clothes
>>42337577You probably have positive instead of negative androgyny. When you attempt to go for a strict gender presentation, there are traits you have which stand out and don't belong to the gender presentation you are attempting. If you had negative androgyny, which is the absence of these defining characteristics, you could pass for whatever sex you are dressed as.
>>42337642Male clothing covers the body more, female clothing emphasizes the body more. Idk if that makes sense
>>42337659huhhadnt heard of positive and negative androgyny beforet has added a few masculine features but im still trying to diet away my hips and chest
QOTT: how many lollipops are in your pocket at any given time? QOTT2: can i have one? previous: >>42185931
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>>42337606Rubbing one out for these.
>>42337473if you're still mega plapable affter years on t, it's your own fault and you need to get BRED
>>42337631At least he isn't plappable. Give him 6 months with some food.
>>42337638force feeding pooners until their breast buds expand and they're constantly heavy and full of milk just sloshing around tbeir mega tits. imagine gloves tits so plump with milk they stick out like balloon animal balloons. just full 500 psi mega milkers
I dont like being mean to people... it takes its toll on me..... people who force me to be mean to them are thusly abusive abusers. They are abusing me by forcing me to be mean. Just leave me alone. Respect my boundaries. Stop being an abuser.Leave me alone. Stop visiting my threads in any way. Dont post on them. Please.
>>42337585Thats just the impression my stoic self gives off. Im not that evil. Im just cold. People will reap what they sow. If she allows herself to be sad and obsessed, thats her choice. I didnt make her obsessed, she did that to herself.
>>42337610stoic >>42337113
>>42337626Stoicism doesnt mean eliminating your emotions. It means regulating them but still allowing yourself to feel them when you need to. One has to keep the ability to be able to pray to god in times of need but also in times of gratitude. Communion with the divine eclipses all petty human thoughts and notions and structures.
>>42337653are you a christian?
>>42337653are stoics really allowed to just mess with people?
do trannies have nice feet?
>>42336604I want this irl :(
>>42329752Many do but I don't. I have big man hands and big man feet and I have an auto immune disease that causes them to get really inflamed and they swell up. They always look puffy and huge. Very upsetting.
>>42329752i have manly feet (womens 11 US)...
>>42336604What do I have to do to get this??
the temptation to post despite having moid feet....
>another boring night>decide to have a wank to some tranny porn I guess(anniemxy)>finish>nose immediately starts bleedingWtf. Is this a sign I should finally stop?
you need to wear a plug next time
time to sleep. exchanging one nightmare (life) for another.
>>42337509Do you have sleep paralysis?
>>42337527i have but not often. a couple months ago i kept slipping in and out of a nightmare and sleep paralysis for what felt like an eternity but was only a few hours.
>>42337541Wow, it only lasts for about 2 mins for me, I always feel immense pressure and a sense of dreadThe only time I had a paralysis "demon" was one night when I learned about randy stair and I felt them watching me with murderous intent near my bed. I couldn't see them but I felt the presence. Weird weird stuff
>>42337582your sleep paralysis demon was Randy Stair?
>>42337596Well, it's when I first learned about the guy.It made me feel what the victims of mass shootings probably felt, a sense of helplessness and dread
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
>>42337109At least someone does.
>>42337158You know what, that's fair.
i suffer as a discordmoder in melbourne
>>42337344Outsidemoder time
>>42337464Have you been outside? It's awful.
Estrogen isn't only useful for trans women. I'm a cis man without gender dysphoria and I've been taking weekly injections of estradiol cypionate for four years now, in order to curb my libido and for other benefits.When I was a freshman in college, I would masturbate so often that it genuinely and seriously affected my academic performance. I started taking it my sophomore year and the problem went away entirely. Now, instead of failing a class every semester, I'm a Master's student in a very well regarded molecular biology program. I'm a second author on a published paper from a good laboratory as of last week. I get compliments on my skin and, after laser, no longer have to shave. Because doctors in the U.S. prescribe ED medication like candy, I can still have sex whenever I like. I think that estrogen should be considered more often for its non-HRT therapeutic qualities.
>>42336588I know it's slower and more expensive, but electrolysis works on pretty much everyone.
>>42330941I coped as hrtfemboy like this for years.Then stopped thinking I no longer need it. Within 6 months it got so bad that I got back on hrt and started voicetraining kek
>>42336588same. so many sessions face and body and still annoying hair everywhere. fml
>>42331962Thats gender dysphoria
I know how you feel op, hrt made me happier and more confadint like a normal person. Maybe because estrogen grows the social part of the brain.
How many emo "boys" are actually girls?
>>42334550At least they weren't repping.
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>>42337099I'm not either I'm not a woman
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>>42336203my mastery of dark estromantic sorceries says different
where is it edition>qott: why did no-one else make a thread for so long am i the only one who is desperate
>>42337244l0l what a fagi was actually super ambivalent about spanking when somebody asked me the first time but then immediately after the first smack i could feel an actual desire to hurt and my care for her draining and then a few weeks later we got black out drunk and i slapped her in a very emotional state (not sex time) and i got whiplash so hard im terminally bottom brained and want to be a girl now.crazy. /blogoh but yeah giant pussy but i think way more guys are scared of that stuff then people think is normal around here
>no slutty tranner gf that cucks me
>>42337474Guy here, ive only had one girl let me choke her and I miss her.Its kind of messed up to say but it feels so intimate to choke someone.
>>42337474>i got whiplash so hard im terminally bottom brained and want to be a girl nowwewfor me it's just enjoyable doing impact play, have been into bdsm for long time though i guess>more guys are scared of that stuff then people think is normalpretty true i think, none of them will ever admit that shit though
need a boymoder to aggressively makeout and mark each other up
Did anyone else here self sabotage their friendships and stop talking to their friends because you utterly hate yourself and think you're worse for their lives or is it just me?
>>42336017I'm not talking too my friends because when I'm with them I'm just reminded of people who stopped talking to me. I'm not going to reach out again until I'm sure I'm over this.
Opposite Repper
>>42336017yeah. i only have one friend right now and it's a constant battle between projecting my own insecurities vs ignoring everything and just having a nice time chatting and joking around. theyve been nice enough to give me reassurance a few times that im not annoying or weird or boring, and that helps a lot. i wish it wasnt online only. id like to hang out with them in person
>>42336017I used to do so often
>>42336017i have bouts where i do this. i just feel like im an annoyance and go dark for periods of time. thankful for the ones that understand
my boyfriend is my lord and i am his obedient little slave princessi love him with all my being i love that he's better than me i love being beneath him
gender roles are harmful to those who are gender non conformingpeople should be free to pursue their own sexual and social desires, even if they are feminine men
>>42337548i'm a feminine woman and i choose to submit to my boyfriend
