All replies must contain your tag. This means no replies purely to comment on another's post.>letter(s)>about>primary interest>other interests>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>contact
>>42175517who?
>about23, femboy/gnc, US, bi>looking forfrens>not looking forchuds, bigots, chasers>about me currently a neet that is very poor, quite shy and introverted but socialable enough to be able to hold a conversation and sometimes touch grass and do things with people. in terms of my interests i play a lot of vidya, i will probably rant to you my new stupid hyperfixation. i like pokemon and other nintendo slop (although mainly emulate), farming sims, yakuza, and some random indies that were cheap on steam lol. i watch a shit ton of youtube, and a bit of twitch and anime, and write sometimes. im not really into music, but i listen to a bit of hip hop, video game/anime music, and vocaloids. i also like basketball and then also listen to a lot of podcasts cause i cant be alone with my thoughts. im austitic and very traumatized, but some find it cute. politics is somewhat important to me and im a leftist, and it is important that while we made not agree on everything, i would apperciate if we held similar morals and values in that aspect. please introduce yourself in your first message!! it helps me out so much when trying to get a conversation going.>discordyaoitrashcan4
>letterstrans & intersex>aboutmid 20s schizo bpdemon dweeb who partakes in most nerd shit alongside misc. things like substances. Highly androgyne in most regards>interestsI'm mostly fond of discussion revolving around media and the social sciences, but cultivate a fairly broad experience across stuff like vidya, books, music, films, art in general, philosophy, theism/mysticism, etc., etc.>looking forcasual relations that can converse well enough. You don't have to be scholarly or anything, but being chill and knowing how to say a lil more than "hey hru" goes a long way. Virtually everything is on the table>not looking forpeople who can't talk semi-consistently, but that's kinda itComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
might be the wrong board but screw it>ASL19/M & 20/M, both USA, both Bi.>About us2 sexy cute pale femboy twinks (can show proof eventually), looking for a girl to do an "online threesome" with. Probably just through a discord groupchat. Open to normal convos as well.>Looking forAny kind of cis bio F, preferrably into skinny femboys. Bonus points if you're a fujo or furry but we're not picky.>Not looking forAnyone else.hit us up if you want>Contactdiscord: dreadspiratesrobert (alt acc for obvious reasons)
>letter(s)21 / Woman shaped thing / NA - EST>aboutI'm an artist, currently my sights are set on music, have been for the past few years. I make Jungle, DnB, breakcore or any other misnomer you could call music surrounding breaks.>primary interestArt of any variety, film, games, UI/UX, literally anything you can think of, I appreciate or seek to improve my artistic palette withOtherwise, I play quite a lot of Deadlock these days, Binding of Isaac, other single player games, anything that interests me.>other interestsComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I just found out the trans girl I am e-dating has a vagina. that seems kind of scary, are those ok?
>>42179226Ask for a picture
Sounds pretty much ideal to me. It means the odds that she's just pretending to like you in exchange for the expectation of payment just went down drastically. What's the problem?
>>42179234That's too crude, it's not that kind of relationship>>42179242I know she isn't, but what's the logic there?
>>42179226they're not that scary i have one too
How can I doll myself up to look as girly as possible?I'm pale white, medium brown hair, green eyes, and 25 yo.
>>42181880what for
>>42181885I have a fantasy of being the girl and doing everything expected of one. E.g. I hookup with a guy and cook and clean for him.
can somebody explain to me straight fudanshis? why do they watch gay porn?
>>42180474everything is porn if you can masturbate to it
>>42180539Have you thought that maybe they don't masturbe to it?
>>42181789why do they do it then?
>>42180301Uh for me it was because I was a repressing straight tranny, turns out.
>>42181834Maybe they find the stories engaging?
Here’s what I found:It’s too late for me. I turned 36 this year and finally ended up with a prescription I should have chased down long ago, but here we are. Was on 25mg spiro and 2mg estradiol daily. Started on Xmas eve, no reason in particular, just thought it’d be easy to remember. Drop four hits of acid today and come to a realization that I am doing so well for myself as a cis guy that this seems like a road I don’t need to go down. I feel like I have a lot of other things in life I should take care of first. I am not even close to where I should be financially. And I get enough unsolicited attention from women that I feel like I’m attractive. So no “male loneliness cope” here either. Idk, I just kinda realized this isn’t as cute or hot as I imagined it to be. I think about sex a lot less and my chest feels tingly. The same videos jerked off too weeks ago don’t even hit right anymore, so I don’t even get the distraction of “everything goes away once I cum” I feel unfulfilled, and I get why women seem like they are never satisfied. I dabbled for a week but I think it’s not for me. The physical aspects I want are too unobtainable at this point without surgeries. And they don’t even turn me on after it becomes who I am, so what’s the point?
>>42181326I wouldn't call you trans but hey, you do whatever you wanna do, freedom above all I guess>>42181278for me it was that I was a scared ignorant child for a while before I suddenly got hit with the "wait, gender is a thing?" at like 9 or 10, I was completely feral back then
>>42180927Because sex is nice. And not all of us are autistic shut-ins.Transition doesn't need to be the end of sex life. It can be (and certainly is for me) a reconstruction of the sex drive and sex life.>t. married tranny
>>42181326I should add that I had been dressing up in secret and stuff my whole life since I was like six. Growing up I did feel kinda “left out” when I couldn’t engage in the same activities as girls and stuff. So in my mind at the time, this wasn’t merely a fetish since I’ve had these thoughts before. I also think I was concerned with what my family would have thought plus society and shit like that. Stuff that would never impact my decision making today. But I have grown out of worry about that now.
>>42180692I started for the first time when I was 13 and then quit. Started up again when I was 15 it was birth control pills for a few months then quit. Starting up again at 18 to a doctor but only lasted for a year and then quit. I started out when I was 20 and stopped after 6 months. I started again when I was 22 and stopped when I was 23
>>42181657Well I didn’t have such easy access to shit as you guys have nowadays. Literally being an mtf was a joked about in movies and that’s it. No one even close to 18 was getting “gender affirming care” if that was even a term back then.
>cis men dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>cis women dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>ftms dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)>mtfs dont like mtfs and think we're gross (unless we cispass flawlessly)There's literally no winning. I rolled the human monster gender
MtFs love twinky boi girl things.Chasers love twinky boi girl things.Poonahs love a near manmoder twinkhon thing.Women love a near manmoder twinkhon thing.Just be lithe and benefit
>>42180936The 2% of chasers don't count im talking about the majorityMost ftms treat us like gross freaks. Most mtfs too. Not even our own people are chill w it
>be me>cis man>looking at a list of the top 25 trans models on OnlyFans >each profile has a face pic of the model that you can click to read about them>ignore 24 mtf faces>my eyes settle on the 1 person my brain finds attractive >ftmEvery single time
>>42180892i think generally trans people are nicer to each other irl. on here its a diff case tho.
>>42180892i am ftm and feel the same way but opposite (i.e. nobody likes ftms). i think almost all trans people feel like this at some point, regardless of their label. fwiw, i prefer the company of mtfs to any other category. especially those who don't pass, as i don't pass either.
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>>42181415>yea but that alone makes it make even less sense because at least we know what delusions arenot really. modern psychology is stuck in its early stages of development we barely know anything about any mental illness other than how they present.>if only there were a way to stop wanting to "desire" being a certain sex...there is a way for some people, because everyone has different reasons for being dysphoric. for example if youre dysphoric about your body because you were raped then that probably can be treated with psychotherapy, but thats isnt the case for me, im dysphoric because:1) women are physically weaker and more fragile than men and i find that to be inherently humiliating2) everything in female body is wired to make reproduction and pregnancy easier and i find that humiliating for the same reason3) AAPall three of those are unfixable, theres no way to make women physically equal to men overnight, and paraphilias are untreatable, so theres no way out for me unless i lobotomize myself with psychotherapy and gaslight myself into thinking that being a glorified incubator is somehow a positive
>>42181507so youre dysphoric because youre an incel chud... alright. me too actually! i just cope with it better by shutting up.plus it brings us back to my initial points: the two possible explanations for it are just "feeling like one is" or straight up internalized misogyny. and at least i acknowledge i have the latter.>lobotomize myself with psychotherapy and gaslight myself into thinking that being a glorified incubator is somehow a positivethats what im trying to do!
>>42181618>so youre dysphoric because youre an incel chudvolcel chud*, but yes. im pretty open about it. id probbaly be a rapist if i was male. id also hate trannies/dysphorics if i wasnt one of them>i just cope with it better by shutting upvery fembrained of you, but you probably dont give a shit>plus it brings us back to my initial points: the two possible explanations for it are just "feeling like one is" or straight up internalized misogynyi think that majority of trannies are mysogynistic to the core, both mtf's and ftm's. one thinks that bieng a foid is humiliatig thus wants to be a man, and the other thinks that all foids are divine and emotional and incapable of being horrible thus wants to be one of them. tho i think its possible that someone may want to be trans simply because they prefer the biological aesthetics of the opposite sex, but thats not dysphoria and i wasnt able to properly pick a part the psychology of such individuals, mostly because theyre usually hyperpositive lovey dovey and all about that 'trans joy!' bullshit and that collides negatively with my personality. they can smell the chuddie in me>thats what im trying to do!start huffing toxic chemicals and drinking evevryday for the full braindamagemaxxing experience
>>42181708>very fembrained of youyes, thats precisely what makes me excel at femrepping!!!>the other thinks that all foids are divine and emotional and incapable of being horrible thus wants to be one of them.theyre right tho lets not lie. thats why i think they have better reasons to transition. plus they become better after all, while pooning out inherently makes you worse in every possible way.>someone may want to be trans simply because they prefer the biological aesthetics of the opposite sex,yea its called nonbinary and at a large theyfabs (like me! except i also have the dysphoria that i refuse to accept on top of that)>hyperpositive lovey dovey and all about that 'trans joy!' bullshitlmao i kinda wish i was like that. there truly is bliss in unawareness>they can smell the chuddie in meso like i did just now lolComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42181761>theyre right tho lets not lie.its a form of mysogyny tho. by endleslsy yammering on about how perfect and flawless all women ever are theyre stripping females of humanity and individuality, it forces women into the role of perpetual empathetic caregivers but wokely. its why talking to most mtfs is annoying to me, ive never been kind or emotional or nurturing and by making out femaleness to be about those qualitis theyre forcing me and countless other women into a rigid, sexist box.>yea its called nonbinary and at a large theyfabsive met trans men and trans women who were like that, but as i said i gotta study them more to make an adequate conclusion>lmao i kinda wish i was like that. there truly is bliss in unawarenessfake it until you make it. i was able to develop megalomanical tendencies solely through the power of self conviction>so like i did just now lolyes, but dont get arrogant, its a pretty obvious conclusion.
>came out at late 20s>started hormones at 31,mid 30s now>I'm tired of feeling like I look like an ogre.>Im tired of watching other people transition and pass me up>I'm tired of everyone getting surgeries done but me done>Im just exhausted, its been going on 4 years and I really dont feel any further along outside of my paperwork I feel like its only a matter of time until the people around me who transitioned in their 30s totally pass me up and leave me in the rear view mirror. They are all on their way to becoming women or are them now and im stuck looking like Fred in a dress from courage the cowardly dogThere are so many days when I think to myself I should have just ended it when I realized repping was a mistake and I'd permanently disfigured myself and probably destroyed any future I had. Don't listen to the desistence bullshit it never gets better it just gets harder and when you finally bite the bullet you are so much worse for it. That kid that couldn't carry the weight and said fuck it and transitioned as a kid, they were right you carrying that burden like syssyphis was incredibly stupid
>>42179808jesus my condolences, was it HRT-related, or did they figure out what it was?and yeah in that case that sounds like a good reason to push for them to give you proper healthcarealso gratz on the hiptiddymalefail, as a chaser I'm all for more passing girls for obvious selfish reasons
>>42179634I've gone a little insane (maybe a lot). People stare at me when I go outside and I wave back at them or smile awkwardly. I'm somewhat of an embarrassment to my family but they are generally accepting of me so long as I dont hon it up too much or date guys. I have no friends or social life so I just go grocery shopping, hiking, look after my pets, etc. My life is mostly uneventful unless a transhobe sees me but I ignore them as best I can. I would like to start a family with someone but no one is interested in me because I dont have anything to offer.I used to not be so jaded early on in my transition because I had hope that I'd eventually pass but no matter what I do over the years it is not enough. Sorry. My advice is to surround yourself with ppl that are a positive influence on you and encourage you to transition and leave manmode/boymode etc. Get out of your comfort zone too, but not at the detriment of your mental health. Idk what else to say without doxxing myself so left some stuff out ...not that anyone cares.
>>42179863Official diagnosis was Myalgic Encephalitis. She started having severe issues about a year into HRT. Personally I'm sure she had something else as well. Maybe multiple sclerosis. Maybe NCAH. She was bedridden for 3 years before dying. And still no idea how I malefailed. I'm a very, very obvious hon and frankly terminally malebrained (it's a pendulum sometimes I'm super fembrained and I love it).
>>42180096I’m too stubborn I fear but I see my self in your future soon my family will never be okay with this, my friends are good but I won’t listen to them I’m so insecure and miserable I guess
>>42178523
What did /lgbt/ get for christmas?
i got a ThinkPad T480, an electric razor, some adapalene gel, a dremel, and a set of craftsman sockets>t. rich grandparents
>>42169200I got raped for christmas and became forced into homelessness again..
>>42181131RAPED? Wtf. What happened…
>>42169200Is this pic ai
>>42170059I need MWAHnon so badly
post desktop ,guess letters
Not home so a phone background >>42180082Gay m>>42177582Mtf>>42177553Mtf>>42175768Mtf>>42175193Mtf>>42175147Bi m
guess mine (very hard)
This actually took far longer than expected to post. Hope you all enjoy. Prob obvious but whatever. You rapehons need more in your lives besides anime, touch grass.
>>42175193My favorite one so far:D
>>42174810cisgay>>42175147mtf bi>>42175768cism bi>>42180082transbian>>42181252transbian>42181294transbian>42181464mtf bi
>tfw Scorpio Moon, the most malebrained moon sign, so I can never be a real girl
>>42176528Genuinely thank you so much for all the effort u put into this, anon. I’d be happy to repay you with a tarot reading sometime if u wanna drop ur disc :3
>>42176528Also just would be interested in general if any of my placements support the fact that I’m trans/a woman, like is there anything there that makes that obvious
bop
>>42166625all the mtfs talking about astrology in here r gmi that’s like the most fembrained thing to doom about
>>42180764you only think so because you don't know about astrology and therefore don't know how over it can be...
I want to fuck her asshole.
OP here. I want to marry her :(
>>42171153cute art
>>42171270shes a transbian therefore real trans just attracted to different ppl
>>42180797Lesbianism is fucking evil (it denies men the ability to date you) and transbianism is therefore invalid. Little better than straight men
>>42181501OP here that's retarded
why'd this thread get pruned all of a sudden?>>42165971
bump. hoping the person i was talkin to from that thread shows up here
prolly a jealous jannie
>>42180952Man this happened to me in like 2018 I swear. I wrote something like "the virgin thigh pic vs. the chad boobs pic" and within 60 seconds I got a 3 day ban and I am certain it's because I hurt a janitor's feelings
>>42180991ive seen ppl complain about it before.but there's nowhere to actually say anything about it
another hopeful bump
I wouldn’t be a chud if I had a hot trans gf who let me suck it you know
>>42181063Do you have a bwc
>>42181083no
>>42181063your day is coming anon. keep the faith and work on yourself too
A tranner to 69 with would fix me
>>42181063catch 22 anon, you're only going to get a cute trans gf if you stop being a chud.
