Itll keep happening over and over ad infinitum.If the fantasies are vivid enough, you die long before you make the cut.I can see myself holding my comfort, blood spurting from my neck in a steady rhythm.Im not scared because Im already dead.
GET OFF THE ROAD YOU JACKASSPHONEPOSTING WHILE DRIVING IS UNSAFE!!!!!!!!
last thread deadcurrent forecast: no bfall threads bright and beautiful all posters great and smallall posts wise and wonderfulthe jannies banned them all
shotgun blasting farts out my bussbuss right now feels so good and it's so loud and yummny formy nose mmmmm loving life
this is a good OP it made me laugh
I'm so hideously ugly and my life serves no purpose. There is no purpose to live at all. Im praying to God to send me to hell tonight even though I don't think he's real and he won't. Im glad I don't keep knives around me anymore because I don't need to make myself any uglier. The only way to make myself presentable is to bury me anyways though. I want to break off everyone buy drugs and shoot myself when I run out.
should i try to make out with my dad next time he gets drunk
i should start cutting again. somewhere where nobody can see it. maybe on my hips?
It never gets old edition.Previous thread>>40747275Comics we know of, all of which are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Feel free to recommend new webcomics that are not in the lists, but don't be lazy, please include:>Name of comic>Link to itComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://www.webtoons.com/en/sf/hazeshift/episode-21/viewer?title_no=7576&episode_no=22
>>40964680Do you think they can no longer enjoy themselves without drugs?
>>40970974They probably stopped enjoying themselves when they were sold into sexual slavery.It has a way of doing that.
guys please can u recommend some good gay wc that are actually concluded?ive read like the whole wbg website and theres barely any
>>40971368Kaito shuno is finished…But on the real suggestions Always raining hereCheck please Rin hasbeen Your wings and mine Zoom and bloomMismatch
are boymoders good at playing video games? what games do boymoders like?
>>40967869wha?
>>40962143Holy shit, fellow Paradox gamer. I fucking love Kaiserredux
>>40969619Me too
Whats a fun game to give as a gift to my boymoder gf?
>>40962129>pic of a boymoder filtered by silksonglel
ecco2k gf editionQOTT: what would you ask if you had one wish? if you could choose only one thing to fix? prev >>40956895
you're so brave anonymous
i need to detransitionhow did i not realize how big my skull was before i started hrtit is categorically impossible for me to ever look like a woman
i hate dating apps i hate people i hate interaction i hate gays and straights and nonbinaries and bis and all the different groups with which i speak. i even want to die a little
im autistic
i look fucking ridiculous
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>>40970677>I was saying it was a good idea to keep it in the fridge. idk i've just never heard of anyone doing that before>Not that you're supposed to. It's just if your room gets hot then that's not ideal for the oil.i'll have to pay more attention to my thermometer. it's 70-80 on a good day but hot days it will go way up>The reason why I say that is because why'd you want to keep your vial outside?in case i forget its in the drawer when someone visits, or it's hotter in there than the deskam i going to notice if it's damaged from heat?>In the end it's up to you for whatever you want to do.i'm stupid
bump
I started a new vial recently (same supplier as always) but I've been feeling dissociated again like before trooning and generally been feeling a lot worse mentally, wonder if something is wrong with the vial or if it's just regular life stress (have lots of issues going on rn), won't have bloodwork until October and I don't want to accidentally detransition for two whole months, is there a way I can check if my levels are off before it shows obvious effects? how bad would it be to just additionally take estradiol pills of which I have a few saved up? my levels were usually always pretty safely at around 200-300 at troughalso started antidepressants and smoking (again) recently though so idk what is doing what
bleeding after subq injection. also it hurts a lil. did i hit a vein? am i going to like die it i did?
Is it Autistic to store estradiol valeriate vials in the freezer?
a thread where we compile/share the information we have on maximizing breast growth. I'll start it off with some information I collected from a few years of boob threads here:The most common advice anons give is to eat more/gain weight, that makes sense considering that boobs are mostly fat. Specifically because boobs are made of subcutaneous fat you should eat foods which maximize that kind of fat (e.g. foods high in unsaturated fats, protiens, ect) and minimize viceral fat (i.e. avoid foods that are high in saturated fats), and also you should ensure you get all the nutrients you need. Something closely related to this is "weight cycling" which while many anons have suggested to do it some have said that it has the potential to promote viceral fat growth (which is what we want to avoid) particularly if one looses a lot of weight in the cycle so be weary of that.Next up for popularity is progesterone with many anons suggesting to use it late into transition/at least tanner 3, and one anon >>30544333 (/lgbt/thread/30534338) suggests starting prog right when one starts estrogen so that's something to consider. Various anons also suggest cycling prog (which will be a re-occurring theme) which could have the potential to promote more growth. In general prog is suggested to promote boob growth because of how it appears in the bodies of cis women.After that we have domperidone which will induce milk production however many anons state that the milk production causes breast growth, This can be seen with cis women's boobs getting bigger after pregnancy/during milk production. As with prog anons suggest using it late into transition and some suggest cycling domp which is in line with the boobs of cis women continuing to grow after several pregnancies.(1/2)
>>40971311I guess it's a bit odd that emily has less than C cups despite showing up in a good amount of these threads, but then again I'm not really one to make that judgement as I'm not even on hrt yet
>>40971301Yeah okay, don't listen then. The studies are publicly available, I'm not going to look them up for you. >>40971321That picture is like 12 months old. This is last month.
>>40971313hmcan an endo provide it (mine is cool and not a cucked hondoser) or would it have to be through diy sources?
>>40971334>Yeah okay, don't listen then.well I am listening then, if I wasn't I wouldn't have responded. it's just some of the stuff your saying is blatantly false>That picture is like 12 months old. This is last month.I was moreso referring to "So my OB-UB=9.5 and I can't fill a C-cup."
>>40971341you're*fuck I finally made that typo didn't I
Halloween is around the cornerWhat do you fags like to do on Halloween? What are some good ideas on how a boymoder can enjoy Halloween? Costume ideas?How do you guys feel about the pumpkin meme?Any fun faggot related Halloween stories?
>>40968582I would consider it an Avant Garde Slice of Life with gender bender and adventure elements
>>40965884oh shit you were talking to me i was on my phone at work so it wasn't a (You)surpised my baggy halloween costume would elicit such a response but thank you anon
>>40970199then fire in the woods will feel cozy and atmospheric youll all live. maybe make matching bracelets for everyone
>>40949702uhm anon our /frengen/ is this way >>40953587
>>40961461We need to squeeze in some spooky sex between 9 and 10pm
starting to wonder if I should get off pio and keep gaining weight, maybe just another 5 or 10 lbs. I think it's stopping any fat from getting in my boobs and I have a sort of weird fat distribution now with a bigger ass and an area in my high hip/lower waist but with huge hip dips with no fat. I'm just afraid of my waist getting wider than it already is
what is speedrunning and why do ppl always tell me to find trans girls there?
>>40970114Beating a game as fast as possible.A lot of speedrunners are trannies. Especially at GDQ events.
>>40970114damn those 3 speedhons to the right look surprisingly bangable
>>40970114>E VEE VIIwhat
misandry is actually misogyny, especially if experienced by a trans woman
>>40968288Who are they reacting to?
>>40965176you commit the most crime
>>40964908nobody is being mean, I'm saying that people hate him for being too feminine as a man, not for being a woman cuz nobody sees him as that
>>40964994nerds who like anime, yeah
>>40966339Certain 'identity' politics are actually class politics when you investigate them deeply. Liberal analyses are wrong, but the solution isn't to ignore things completely. https://www.marxists.org/archive/eleanor-marx/works/womanq.htmhttps://www.marxists.org/archive/marx/works/1884/origin-family/
FUCK ME I should have been a fucking passoid. I did everything fucking right getting diy at 14 after 4 years of questioning by siphoning money from my transphobic parents bank accounts, being born east asian, actually taking care of myself through makeup/skincare/eating healthy, and trying everything weightcycling/progesterone/exercise for TWO FUCKING YEARS. Then I was told by my endo that my bone growth plates were essentially closed - at just fucking 15 years old I was done with male puberty. FUCK ME WHY DONT I GET TO BE A PASSOID IM LITERALLY THE QUINTESSENTIAL PASSOID STORY. That was supposed to be my fucking life. I need to spend 30k to pass not including ffs. Not even r/transtimelines and /passgen/ think Ill make it. Then some 25 year old gigaluckshit with an shr of 0.98 gets everything I wanted on 3 months of estrogen.I was just not meant to be a woman huh. I was really just born to be a rapist huh. Fmstl. At least some of y'all can attribute not passing to being lateshit, here I am knowing I was fucked to be male either way.
>>40971238>5'7"that's about the average female height in Europe, maybe an inch or two over in the shorter countries but nothing out of the ordinary. I see 6ft women around all the time.Plus whites are a lot more face blind with asians so the bar to pass is lower.
You can't just post this and then not post face so we can judge. Do it coward.
>>40971204pls post pic so i can compare myself to other east asian trannersor lmk if u dming me is better lol
>>40971204Boo fucking hoo bro. You started at 14. Many people here would kill for that. I am that passoid you're talking about and I had to have surgeries, just like pretty much every other midshit. I'm so tired of these threads with someone fucking complaining that hrt didn't make them beautiful overnight.
I started at 22 and I love my shoulders. I'm literally pear shaped lol
Is to buy a gun, and put a bullet through the heart of the bastard who did it to you. Otherwise, shut the fuck up about it.
>>40970723then smuggle a gun in your bussy so when you get raped in prison, surprise! their dick is now chinese finger trapped in a gun barrel.or just get raped even more in prison.
>>40970723u want me to get raped more in prison? i cant even find the guy
>>40970723They technically do shut the fuck up about it, by becoming gay & saying they enjoyed the rape, hope this helps
>>40970723I stabbed em. Ended up going to crazy jail for like 3 months before they deemed me stable. Realized if I had succeeded at killing the little prick I’d be locked up forever. But I saw him after that and when he saw me I could smell the fear and was satisfied he’d never touch me again.
>>40971447Good, we need more people doing this
I want a sharia court to examine my freshly healed neo-vagina and pronounce it halal as a smiling turban'd judge pronounces me legally a woman.
me too, sis
How much height did you lose on HRT?
>>40970879i think it's 15 months now>>40970911average male height here is 5'11 so i'm taller than almost half of men. to me that feels like towering as a passoid. i've even been asked by some dude if i play basketball and had a few cases of women randomly commenting on how tall i am. i feel like you are forgetting that being average male height is pretty unusual for a woman
>>40970425Didn't spare any miracles for the face or body, sadly.
Everyone in here talking about shrinking is lying.If your bones fused, you aren't shrinking lmao.
>>40970558this. bro is probably like 5'11 and always said he was 6 foot. now he says he's 5'9.
>>40970425My ID card used to say 183cm (6ft)Now it says 177cm (5'9"1/2)Idk how or why lol it's wild
