>QOTT: Is this the end for terje?>QOTT2: Will he ever escape Gloves gaping maw?
Should i move to chicago or philly? Interested in the punk and metal diy scene but cant help but choose between the two cities because theyre both so cool. I have a budget of 10k and job opportunities in the restaurant business for both
>>40970020chicago, ez
>>40970218Fr?
good morning doods
>>40964623nta but yea its annoying seeing bitterhons hate on ftms more than cis people and the conservative retards who are the ones taking our rights away. it feels like people do more internet slapfights the worse shit gets irl.
Is to buy a gun, and put a bullet through the heart of the bastard who did it to you. Otherwise, shut the fuck up about it.
>>40970723>Further ruin your life by getting arrested and going to prison forever!Fuck you kys shit brain
>>40970723then smuggle a gun in your bussy so when you get raped in prison, surprise! their dick is now chinese finger trapped in a gun barrel.or just get raped even more in prison.
>>40970723u want me to get raped more in prison? i cant even find the guy
>>40970723They technically do shut the fuck up about it, by becoming gay & saying they enjoyed the rape, hope this helps
>>40970723I stabbed em. Ended up going to crazy jail for like 3 months before they deemed me stable. Realized if I had succeeded at killing the little prick I’d be locked up forever. But I saw him after that and when he saw me I could smell the fear and was satisfied he’d never touch me again.
is egg culture morally correct?
>>40971361so that contradicts your claims
>>40971404Obviously it doesn't apply to you if you were succesful with women?
>>40971419then what are you even saying?
>>40971388>the 1% of detransitioners say they mostly detransition out of social pressurebecause admitting otherwise would already make you feel worse for the mistake you did
>>40971429Man wants a woman, fails at it.Man blames his failure on not being able to masculine ideal.If you can't be the man women would want and you still want a woman, all you can do is become a woman.Never said it applies to everyone.
If you saw a tranny in public with ALOT of self harm scars, (covering her entire arms) what would you think?
>>40971235im too scared to show pics here >_>>>409712770/10 chance you live close enough to actually do this…
>>40971303what are you scared of?
>>40971354idkjudgementthe people here are really judgemental maybe someone i know somehow seeing them and tracking them back to me
>>40971303i show mine and nothing bad happened and i got loads of nice replies always
>>40971363finehttps://unsee cc/album#vfzHgEcqtuoDi just did these ones like 5 mins ago
Why is gay dating so hard!!???Does it ever get better T_T
No. And it can’t either. If you want to be happy, healthy and safe, stay celibate and learn to love yourself, because you’re not going to find love in the gay community, just abuse.
>>40970967Gay men are sluts even by male standards.Being hot will get you more dick/ass but not much more intimacy. Gays that want stable relationships definitely exist, but think about it, 10% of men are gay, that's 5% of the population to start, let's be generous and say 7%. How many of those are looking to settle down? I'd say maybe 20% at most that's 1.4% of the population and I'd argue we're being generous. Sure that's still over 100 million people but when you consider half of that population is sitting in the south and east part of asia you can cut that in half too. so you've got somewhere in the range of 57 million people who even want the same thing as you along that single axis. but again, not all of them will be appropriate partners, some want different things in life, some have personalities that are too different, some are too old or too young, I didn't even cut off underage people or 60-80 year olds which I doubt you'd be dating, or even more if you want someone more in your age range. Each added variable shaves off more people and by the end you're lucky if you have a dozen realistic choices wherever you are, probably better odds in a city, but then you have to not hate living in a city.it's a shockingly small number once you whittle it down especially if you're picky.
>>40970967be a girl and date girls
I spend half my days imagining myself cuddling with a guy and doing skinship and kissing and petting each others heads and holding his face or chin in my hand but I'm so neurotic and paranoid of any potential discomforts that I never go on apps or pursue anything to actually get a boyfriend. Pessimistically, I believe I'll never get a boyfriend because I'm too socially retarded for it, too incongruous with anyone who's at least halfway human, who's at least halfway competent, myself just being a retarded faggot. I'm only 20 and can't help but feel completely fucked. Alas.
>>40971418>skinshipthat's my jam. since it'll take me a while to fix my shit sufficiently, I might even go for one of those cuddle parties (group touch therapy if you will) if I manage to get back into decent shape
is it okay to physically assault people and attempt to run them over with your car if they clock you?
>>40971393Skill issue.If you actually passed, no one would have clocked you in the first place.
Based and malebrained, he gets a pass from me!!!
>>40971408>>40971423based and malebrainpilled
>>40971393oh no no no
>>40971430Short kings rise upppppp
I hate being a black tranny sometimes you mediocre white bitches get to walk around looking chopped from head to toe and smelling like piss and wet dog while I put actual work into making myself look normal. Yet a nigga will always choose your ugly white asses first I'm just going to date pooners or something fuck this
>>40969810I'll come scoop you off your feet
>>40969810I'd date a black tranny but a black tranny wouldn't date me. There's something about being a woman that makes you white only. I don't get it but almost every girl on 4chan worships white men. >>40970516You're a faggot and ungrateful. Stop wasting niggas time.
you are going to have to thug that shit out nigga
>>40969810I stick my whitr cock im any hole tb fair
>>40969810Pooners are so pathetic and unloved even trannies have to settle for them instead of wanting them genuinely lolll
the guy im seeing has apparently been telling his friends how cute i am and wont shut up about me and now he wants us to get matching necklaces with each others names engraved on themim at work but i literally cant focus because i just keep on smiling and blushing like a fuckign teenager
He’ll use you to get off and leave you as soon as he gets bored. Gay people aren’t capable of love. Choose to die alone, because it’s better to choose your future than to be forced into it.
>>40971251Real
>>40971217cute
>>40971217go for it, yolo etc
>I want to use grindr but I've never used a dating/hookup app before?Any advice or experiences from grindr? Is it worth it?
>>40967362Be very careful meeting up. You can get trafficked
You can go out with me instead
>>40967362I met my wonderful loving bf there. Our first "date" was him coming over, chatting for a bit over drinks, fucking, and leaving. We both liked the experience enough to do it again, then again. The pre- and post-fuck conversations got longer and longer. A month later and we were just like any other couple. The expectation is pretty universally to prioritize sex, but there are plenty of people, probably the majority, who are open to starting a relationship if you end up having a rapport on a level beyond the physical. The app itself is frustrating to use at times (ads, bots, constant attention from creeps) but I have to be grateful to it for connecting me to my bf.
>>40970884not op but what if you're a virgin? how do you navigate that when you've no sexual experience? is it preferable if you don't bother with grindr?
>>40971381maybe try the "looking for cuddles only" thing
so are trans women just straight guys after all? trans woman: i dont pass my digit ratio is 0.8 i have a 1.4 midface ratio my shoulder width is... im such a chin hon
>>40971128you don't have to calculate the precise algorithm the brain uses to detect sex to clock a tranny
>>40971141Sure but if you don't speak incel you just cry in the mirror and go "I hate my life I look like a man in a dress"Or goon, as the case may be.You don't break out the measuring tape to figure out if it's your bideltoid width.
>>40970634>trans woman: i dont pass my digit ratio is 0.8 i have a 1.4 midface ratio my shoulder width is... im such a chin honthis in particular is just runoff from /r9k/ looksmax culture, which has also bled into normie male spaces which causes the phenomenon in the op pic
>>40970634idk anon i feel like your misunderstanding the opthe key difference is trannies (and sometimes cis women too) overanalyze themselves because they have low self esteem or are just neurotic and terminally onlinestraight guys on the other hand apply these critiques to other people in a cold, impersonal and objectifying manner. like a woman is just a checklist of features they like or don't like instead of an actual human being. you see this shit all the time on boards like /v/ or /tv/ and it's eyeroll inducing when you see it out in the wild.
>>40971293As a man who refuses to depersonalize women even when they ask for it, most are pretty shit human beings. I'm not speaking from a pedestal nor contrasting men as a better specimen of humanity. Most women just aren't particularly admirable people. Some are cruel, some are weak, some are plain stupid. The image they like to paint of themselves in contrast to men is a delusion, and the men do the same thing. They're the same level of conceited just in different flavors. The more they act as though one is worse than the other the more they expose their lazy biases. It sucks either way and the real ones know it, last thing anyone needs is more gender war bullshit. Me telling you I watch women blame all men for every shithead they see posted on IG specifically to piss them off and excuse every shitty, toxic, abusive or gold digging woman doesn't resolve anything.It's not men or women that suck, that's a flawed view of the whole picture. People suck, that's the truth. We're all shit with rare exception, heavily dependent on context. We're shit to each other, and to everything that lives here, we make little exceptions to balm our conscience but it's a bit silly to shoot someone's entire family but then pay for the funeral and get really nice flower arrangements and a band to play, which is my equivalent for what we do to the world around us. Look at the forests, look at the oceans, look at your own blood. The greed, the cruelty and the apathy of man(in the classical sense "human") is self evident. For every hopeful anecdote of preservation or kindness we show, you can dig up 10 pointlessly cruel experiments we've done in the last 100 years. And the scale on which we did them completely dwarfs the token effort. It's a mockery that we even try to be better. It has value as far as the individual soul, but humanity is unquestionably rotten, and every time we get close to realizing this we have another bloodbath to stir the pot a bit and pretend to forget.
Crossdressing while having sex with men is probably the most masculine thing a man can do
Yeah
Guys is it agp that my biggest turn on is being desired? Like I genuinely cant get off if I feel insecure or ugly. It also means porn doesn't really do it for me cause like its just voyeristic and its rare that there's anything that I can self insert into. Idk its not that like im not genuinely attracted to other people (like 90% men) its i also need them to want me or its like mostly just meh.
>>40971062That's precisely the reason why I am AGP.
>>40971062I bet you I would find you desirable; if you need any help I can provide it
>>40971189>>40971216Damn... but like I dont wanna have sex with myself i just get really turned on when guys are attracted to me.
>>40971295Nobody can have sex with themselves.
>>40971062I wish I was turned on by being desiredI'm not turned on by anything but pain
don’t take t it just gives you the man bpd instead (i like this guy and need to kill myself about it. why can i just be unapologetically obsessed like before. guh.)picrel is me irl
>>40968146hm idk. i just felt a change in the atmosphere of my brain yk
>>40968552waitt based
>>40968094That sounds sexy
>>40968094>picrel is me irlthat pic is fkn cool op
>>40968146male bpd is just bpd but more deranged and scarier
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>>40970471Dont put vials in a freezer the oil seperates and there no real benefit
>>40970652I didn't mean to put it in the freezer. I thought fridge usually meant not the freezer part. But the cool part of the fridge that's not the freezer is what I was talking about.>>40970651There's no reason for it to be outside, and I was saying it was a good idea to keep it in the fridge. Not that you're supposed to. It's just if your room gets hot then that's not ideal for the oil. The reason why I say that is because why'd you want to keep your vial outside? I don't think keeping it immediately available is a necessity. It's possible you could bump it and it could fall or something like that. In the end it's up to you for whatever you want to do.
>>40970677>I was saying it was a good idea to keep it in the fridge. idk i've just never heard of anyone doing that before>Not that you're supposed to. It's just if your room gets hot then that's not ideal for the oil.i'll have to pay more attention to my thermometer. it's 70-80 on a good day but hot days it will go way up>The reason why I say that is because why'd you want to keep your vial outside?in case i forget its in the drawer when someone visits, or it's hotter in there than the deskam i going to notice if it's damaged from heat?>In the end it's up to you for whatever you want to do.i'm stupid
bump
I started a new vial recently (same supplier as always) but I've been feeling dissociated again like before trooning and generally been feeling a lot worse mentally, wonder if something is wrong with the vial or if it's just regular life stress (have lots of issues going on rn), won't have bloodwork until October and I don't want to accidentally detransition for two whole months, is there a way I can check if my levels are off before it shows obvious effects? how bad would it be to just additionally take estradiol pills of which I have a few saved up? my levels were usually always pretty safely at around 200-300 at troughalso started antidepressants and smoking (again) recently though so idk what is doing what
a thread where we compile/share the information we have on maximizing breast growth. I'll start it off with some information I collected from a few years of boob threads here:The most common advice anons give is to eat more/gain weight, that makes sense considering that boobs are mostly fat. Specifically because boobs are made of subcutaneous fat you should eat foods which maximize that kind of fat (e.g. foods high in unsaturated fats, protiens, ect) and minimize viceral fat (i.e. avoid foods that are high in saturated fats), and also you should ensure you get all the nutrients you need. Something closely related to this is "weight cycling" which while many anons have suggested to do it some have said that it has the potential to promote viceral fat growth (which is what we want to avoid) particularly if one looses a lot of weight in the cycle so be weary of that.Next up for popularity is progesterone with many anons suggesting to use it late into transition/at least tanner 3, and one anon >>30544333 (/lgbt/thread/30534338) suggests starting prog right when one starts estrogen so that's something to consider. Various anons also suggest cycling prog (which will be a re-occurring theme) which could have the potential to promote more growth. In general prog is suggested to promote boob growth because of how it appears in the bodies of cis women.After that we have domperidone which will induce milk production however many anons state that the milk production causes breast growth, This can be seen with cis women's boobs getting bigger after pregnancy/during milk production. As with prog anons suggest using it late into transition and some suggest cycling domp which is in line with the boobs of cis women continuing to grow after several pregnancies.(1/2)
>>40971311I guess it's a bit odd that emily has less than C cups despite showing up in a good amount of these threads, but then again I'm not really one to make that judgement as I'm not even on hrt yet
>>40971301Yeah okay, don't listen then. The studies are publicly available, I'm not going to look them up for you. >>40971321That picture is like 12 months old. This is last month.
>>40971313hmcan an endo provide it (mine is cool and not a cucked hondoser) or would it have to be through diy sources?
>>40971334>Yeah okay, don't listen then.well I am listening then, if I wasn't I wouldn't have responded. it's just some of the stuff your saying is blatantly false>That picture is like 12 months old. This is last month.I was moreso referring to "So my OB-UB=9.5 and I can't fill a C-cup."
>>40971341you're*fuck I finally made that typo didn't I
