I hate these kinda posts so much. Every time I manage to build at least a bit of self confidence and feel maybe I look fine or even cute I inevitably bump into this kind of "estrogen is magic! Look at my amazing results!" posting on social media and feel horrible about my results and like I look terrible in comparison and malformed. Everyone tells me to just give it more time for stuff like breast development (I'm only a B cup and my breast shape isn't too good) but it's been 3 years and I'm starting to lose hope now. And even then other trans girls seem to get much better development much sooner, it just doesn't feel fair. I fucking hate this. I wish all the people who post like this would just shut up and actually go enjoy their good transitions instead of bragging and making a bunch of us feel horrible
>>41239272Instead of radically altering your body can't you just get therapy and come to terms with not being female?
Jsyk, like most cis women don't get tits that big apart from maybe a few ethnicities but you're most probably white.My tits are way bigger than my mum's, but they're probably slightly smaller than picrel. There's always gonna be women with bigger tits, but bigger tits don't make you necessarily more attractive or feminine. Heck, mine kinda make me look larger than I am since they fall on the sides a bit which is annoying.
>>41243469Ok good, slow and steady is better to start. You can try switching to shots for a while even if the gel is working fine. Shots give you a spike of estrogen then taper down to trough level and that might be enough to unstall growth. It's worth a try
>>41243469On second thought, gel would go straight to bloodstream without making a pass through liver. You never got proper estrone: estradiol ratio during "early puberty" stage of transition. Try >>41242808 and see how that works out for you. You can try switching to shots for a while later
>>41244094>So why do you have to stay on estrogen then ?because if you don't you remasculinizeand if you had an orchi/srs already it's still bad because you actually do need some kind of sex hormones or your bones suffer and such (same as what happens in menopause)>Time line is 5 yearsthe majority of the obvious changes happen within the first 2 to 3 yearsif after the first 2 to 3 years you see no significant changes something is wrong with your hrt or something
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.For example:Video Games: Silent Hill, Bloodborne, Mother, Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex.Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Hunter x Hunter, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya.Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire.>DISCORD: discord.gg/mtf>ASL (biological sex, or gender)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41242821I normally only expect people to introduce themselves if they add me first, if they are the kind that never posts their tag. I do try to look up any tag who added me to know them better in the archives. If I don’t have an ad to go by, I don't think it's entitled for them to tell about themselves in their first reply, if they were adding from a post that listed both my interests and my dislikes.
>>41187062>ASL (biological sex, or gender)30 f nm>letter(s)t, post transition>primary interesthealthcare, making friends, getting outdoors, video games>other interests and hobbieshistory, reading (lately a mix of fantasy and history), want to get more into movies>looking forfriends, people to play video games with, people to watch movies/tv with>not looking forteenagers, romance, sex>tagesther_greenwood
>>4118706226/nb(amab on hrt)/USI would like someone I can come close to fully understanding and who can come close to fully understanding me, who I can get along with, and who I can spend almost all of my time with, I recognize seeing if we match regarding this will take a long time (especially for someone like me). I value effort, open-mindedness, and honesty, I try to return the same. It is okay if you are mentally ill.I want someone who wants genuine connection and is willing to put that effort in with me over time. I request you do not add me if you have a romantic partner or best friend, you won’t have enough excess time or attention to reliably put effort into what I am wanting. Also I remove people if they do not respond for multiple days without some kind of mention beforehand. Thank you for reading.tag: metronome4
>>41243504>Houseki no Kuni imageWay less of a red flag than an Oyasumi Punpun image. If I see anyone with an Oyasumi Punpun image or pfp, I leave. What are /frengen/'s anime red flags?
>ASL (biological sex, or gender)23 mtf germany>letter(s)t>primary interest(quantitative) software engineering>other interests and hobbiesfinance, gaming, spending time with friends>looking forsomeone interesting to talk to, play games with and/or spend time with>not looking forcoomers>(free space)friendly disclaimer: ive been diagnosed with a very specific set of disorders that make me hard to deal with>tagComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Week 10 day 4 of posting about getting a loving bf to kill me with love challenge impossible.
I need a pretty girl to bully me and abuse me and hit me and beat me up
>>41242312never mind even worse KEK good luck retard
>>41242428>>41242428yeah i know im going to be alone foreverthis is why i type it out into the void
>>41242201same nona
>>41242478Theres plenty of trannies out there, go find one. Its practically impossible to be single as a transbian
>>41242214dw about him i'll let you abuse me instead princess >//<
Im the middle child why are my parents acting like their line is going to die with me for being a tranny?
>>41243853No one actually cares about the “reprodooooce and save your bloodline” meme and they instead use it to justify some other more retarded or vile belief they do not wish to share. In this case, it is bigotry against trannies.
In my unfortunate case, I'm an only child and feel guilty that I'll never be able to have kids. My dad was also the only male son of my grandfather
my thing is hairy dudes that are stronger and older than me. the feeling of some hairy dude pressed against my bare skin is fantastic.why was i made this way.
>>41244100So you like, imagine controlling a dog girl like that? i guess it wouldnt be very hard, some ppl are just desperate to give up the responsibility of thinking and just drop to their knees and nuzzle your leg like a dog would. desu i cant stand the like, whining and yipping noise some girls make on instinct
>>41244121>imagineI just had an ex with brainrot who "forced" this on me and within 2 weeks I liked it tbqhIt's very easy to get submissive girls to do stuff like this, but there's a very high ceiling for how much you can condition them. I'm pretty sure clicker training is mostly a meme but helping them recontextualize that loss of control with a sense of trust and ownership is really hot to me idk
>>41244047im yuge.
>>41244150Last part is phrased kinda weird, I mean to say I'm not into the clicker stuff and like a more intimate kind of conditioning
>>41244156fr. dominant men using a specific voice in just so subtle ways is fuckin mint.
Do you have a generally favorable opinion towards homosexual transsexuals?
>>41241532that's true, this >>41239068 tranny outed herself as AGP
>>41241707what's wrong with being AGP?
>>41243054nothing!
>>41234255im one so yea but i dont like blair>>41236233if you look at blairs old pictures she looks like a agp like with short pink hair and star wars stuff and she has lots of guns so im not suprised also look at how she dresses? the eyes and smile aka smirk gives it away also
>>41244006what don't you like about blair?
should i buy a laser machine thingy and do it at home or get laser done at some place? which would be cheaper? which would be more convenient? gib some opinions please.
>>41242717i mean yeah.. i'm not asking whether i should do it or not. i'm asking how i should do it.
>>41242733>i'm asking how i should do it.By the best means available to you, just get it done.
>>41242187Viqure is a clinic-grade diode laser you can get for $1,200 that should last your entire life
>>41242764not OP but I literally bought this and wasted my moneynot a waste because it doesn't work, but because I'm literally too lazy to use it.tfw self-sabotaging my transition
>>41242187Get it done professionally. It hurts like fuck (understatement) and I don't think I could do it on my own.
why doesnt anyone take trans suffering seriously
hoping the backlash makes people like picrel find a new hobby
>>41244018its not a hobby its their IDENTITY. They simply cant live any other way than being a literal clown
>>41244089remember the clownsightings thing?
>>41243190based clownmaxxer
>>41244095a bunch of creepy clowns spotted near schools....
He's just a boy, but he's a bottomMake him try to top, he'll cryNever even said he's biIt says "he's vers" up on his Grindr (ah-ooh)"Versatile", yeah, okay (ah-ah-ooh)Girl, you know you're super gay(Woah-ah-oh)Ass up and pull those pants down(I had heard at one time that he had a gown)(Woah-ah-oh)His hole is medium rare (pink)And you won't find a hair (stink)This boy is a bottom (bottom, bottom)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41244092whats the original song
>>41244109girl is on fire by alicia keys
>>41244120oh i dont have that range lol
>>41244128just give it a shot
aprilare you still on this board?i'm still here. still repping. or not bc i'm a faketrans rogd agp agamp trender. whatever. i'll probably be trooning out soon. can't keep living as a gross moid. but not a single person irl knows that abt me, and 41 might just be a better option than saying to everyone i know that i'm a deranged failed man that wishes he was a woman.anywaydo you want to meet?sorry i don't want to bother you though. feel free to ignore me, if you ever even see this. i don't actually have any real reason for us to meet but maybe it'd be cool?we could meet up sometime in like the arboretum around here, or if you'd like i could (as recommended by someone here) walk up to you and say "nona i'm a repper" and leave. doesn't really matter.just thought maybe you might like to know who the other 4tranner is at this place (prepare to be disappointed).> t. stupid ugly faggot MAN MALE XY(also if you respond please put like your initials or something in the reply so that i know it's not some retard larping)
sageimagine being such a fucking nigger
>>41244020this is so cute i wish i had someone who cared abt me as much as you doyou rlly hate yourself though dont u anon you shouldnt be so hard on yourselfi hope you find her!!!!!>>41244082bump ^-^
Boymoders, what do you do when guys look at you like you're food?
>>41239645be devoured
>>41242585has he heard it clap?
>>41239645Its scary, especially when theyre old FUBs
>>41239645I stare back and feel like a gayboy because I like it so much.
god i miss this feeling
I really thought I was trans, I really did. But it's all so obvious in hindsight.>viscerally hate myself>find out about hrt and transitioning at 20>think my self loathing is actually gender dysphoria>immediately decide to take diy hrt>now experiencing the full force of dysphoria, in my case reverse dysphoriaGuess I just played myself. I am not blaming any trans person for my stupidity. If anything I hope my stupidity is entertaining for you. I really hoped hrt would be my panacea. That it would finally make me feel like a human. That I would actually enjoy living as a woman more than a man. What a sick joke.I am actually stuck being a man, no matter what I do, and I will have to find a way to live with it. Not like it should be all too difficult since I am cis, but I still want to paint a wall red with my brains because of it.
>>41243479>how have the initial circumstances changed from when you first stopped hrt (other than 'moar certainty')?They haven't that much really. Everything has been a haze, and nothing feels like it bears any weight or significance. If anything I both feel more like I should kill myself, and that it doesn't matter, nor is there any actual reason to do so.>why did you restart after stopping for the first time?The same stupid reasons that made me start for the first time. That being morbid curiosity, the fear of regret, despite not having any reason to do so, and the hope that trying to become another person would make me hate myself any bit less.
>>41243582remember: nothing ever happens. the cycle will repeat until you look like picrel.unless you break it and just keep taking your goddamn hormones faggot.
>>41243582These aren’t bad reasons to do things, and they’re valid concerns to have. Cani I ask you two questions? How long have you been on hormones? Do you feel better or worse when you’re socialising as a woman?
>>41243695>How long have you been on hormones?3 months the first time, and I'm currently almost 2 months on hormones, and with how I'm feeling it will also be when I'll stop again.>Do you feel better or worse when you’re socialising as a woman?I have never socialized as a woman. Not even online. I feel like I never socialize, even if I do spend time with friends and such though
>>41243607Taking them will fix nothing. There is no cycle to break.
I’m gonna kill myself in a month. What are important things I should do before then? >t. depressed tranny
>>41243284you wouldn't be dragging anyone down i've been wanting to die for so long anywayi just want someone to talk to about it at least
obviously don't rope OP
>>41243284> I’ve been my own worst enemy at every turn, and now it’s too late for me to look back.It’s never too late. Even when we begin the process to part from the pain of it all, you will always have that opportunity to step back down and continue trying our best and only chance at a life we are given. You need only lean into even a sliver of hope that maybe there’s still a chance for something enjoyable to live for. Put a pause on cutting our life short, to just nurture that hope if even one more day longer, is still worth that effort.I don’t have all the answers for the difficulties you face, but I know that it isn’t shameful to continue reaching out for help in any amount. Assuming you may have had similar backgrounds as the rest of us; we are conditioned and taught to blame ourselves for almost every inconvenience and that anything short of perfection is somehow failure, or not even worth the effort to keep trying. But humans are every bit about trial and error from an evolutionary standpoint to the very essence that elevates us into sentience. We can make an indefinite amount of mistakes and failures but continue to grow, learn and persevere as a better, wiser and even smarter person for the experience of it.Let my message be a gentle reminder that the side of you who still loves you is still there. That no matter all the failures in the world, that inner you will always be there waiting to have fun again when you are ready.Might I also recommend just enjoying something as easy as silly comedies. In spite of even a crumbling world, a laugh will invigorate the soul entirely, offering even just a moment respite from our troubles. You deserve to smile and feel joy again.
>>41236712Don't trade momentarily pain for a lifetime injury. You can always have your life aroundMy heart goes to you, wish you the best
>>41243291>>41243071No This is SICK THE WAY SOME OF YOU ARE TALKING TO SOMEONE. PEOPLE WHO SHOULD BE TALKING TO A THERAPIST FOR ADVICENOT YOU DEGENERATES. DONT FORCE A PERSON TO TAKE HORMONES. DONT SAY THEYLL REGRET IT. I SWEAR TO GO ILL UNMAKE YOU IF YOU THREATEN THESE PEOPLE TO GO EITHER WAY ON THEIR JOURNEY!Talk to a LGBT+ friendly therapist. Talk about your feelings with THEM NOT PEOPLE SUGGESTING FORCED TRANSITIONING
Not going down edition Previous thread>>40983754Comics we know of, all ofwhich are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Feel free to recommend new webcomics that are not in the lists, but don't be lazy, please include:Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41242632Who'd think something made out of metal is heavy?
>>41243285>>41242287I have actually attempted to explain Kaito Shuno to my boyfriend.
>https://avasdemon.com/pages.php#3287
Ava's Sniff
>>41239097Hm.