QOTT: Why did you let the thread die?>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESiclg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcagclg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8NO SCROTESNO GOOKSNO CONS*RVATIVESPrevious thread:>>41338959
>>41501921based and handygirlpilled
i'm not biphobic. or at least not as much as the average /clg/er but god remembering that the girl i'm seeing is also attracted to men is such a turn offffffshe's amazing and really my type beside that but i get so icked whenever i think about it
>>41506615while working out....? that looks way more sus than just staring
>>41504467Europe has fewer non-whites than USA. This is just facts, just comparing numbers. Facts don't care about your feelings, amerinegro.
>>41508988See >>41505908I wasn't disagreeing with her
cozy/cursed evening editionget it off your chest
>>41509539> Don't let that mindset keep you lonely for too long anon!I won’t, there’s just a lot wrong with me rn. Not to get too into it but earlier this year I had an attempt and I’m still kinda picking up the pieces. I don’t want to date until I’m a better person than the one who did that. I want to get caught back up with my course work and be more mentally stable and healthier before I can say I deserve love. I know it’s not the healthiest outlook but it’s been a good motivator. When I get overwhelmed i imagine the husband and kids I’ll have once I make myself worthy and it helps me. I’ve picked up new creative hobbies, I’m eating better, I appreciate life more than I used to. Im getting there but I’m just not good enough yet though.
>>41505335I've fallen for a younger man online, but I know it can never work so I'm keeping him at a distance where we still sext and erp, but I've drawn a line so it doesn't go too far. It's so nice though. I've felt so ugly lately, but he makes me feel beautiful and desired. It's been so long since I've felt this way.
The biggest reason im transitioning is because I need to know what having a pussy feels like. Other than my dick giving me pleasure, ive been totally uninterested in it my entire life. Every time I masterbate I try to vividly imagine what having a pussy will feel like. Ive gone through a decade and a half of alternating weed and alcohol accidiction because it lets me imagine this more vividly.
>>41509658whats the gap?I fell for a guy 10 years younger than me, but we kept talking and after long enough he made the first move. And somehow even stuck around after learning how old I was I even gave him every opportunity to backtrack and walk away from it but he was just into me
>>41509823He's 13 years younger, almost 14. If it wasn't online and maybe the gap wasn't so big, I might consider it, but he's on the other side of the world. I've been doing online dating since I was 11, it's never worked well, especially when someone moves across the world. Like I'm closing in on 40. Maybe I still look young for my age now, but that's gonna go soon. I'm just gonna use this opportunity to feel beautiful again and use it as fuel to improve myself. He can have his fun nutting to an older woman and then find someone closer to his age that he can spend his life with.Your situation is really cute though. I love how persistent he sounds. That persistence is so charming. Like "no you don't get it, I'm old and trans you don't want me" and he's like, "Yes I do, you're all I want". Ahhhhh it's so romantic. It breaks down my walls so fast. I'm sure it did for you too.
It's ok to be a feminine man.
>>41509069thisI’m 31 and I’ve only become more feminine relative to peers as I’ve aged. I did go through some rough patches giving into peer pressure, attempting to force myself to man up so it’s annoying to read people telling each other they can only be fem during youth when a lot of young twinks spend their youth repressed and trying to be masc to fit in as I did. When I eventually accepted myself I still always had the fear of aging out of youth, as if twink death would suddenly strike overnight, and that I would one day no longer be “allowed” to be myself because of that. It’s all toxic and I’m proof it’s wrong. I’m going to be fem as long as I live because it’s who I am. The kind of people wasting their lives putting out negative energy want to make others feel bad because they feel bad about themselves and their own bad decisions that they continue to make.
>>41509411peer pressure can be really intense
>>41509411Amen
>>41509411extremely based taketoo based for this brainwormed board
>>41509546brainwormed?
Halloween edition>QOTT: What are you doing for Halloween? What costume will you wear?Previous thread: >>41467682
femininity has nothing to do with hrt
>>41509720yes. you aren't living your life until you have come tits spread a mile apart on your ribcage and don't forget female pattern hair loss from stress
>>41508582sounds like you have no self-identity.You might actually be possessed by an evil spirit.
>>41509163the only girls who are actually like this are out of shape and chubby. and probably ugly.
I wish I was a cute twinkhon transbian
Trans woman was kicked out of the womens swimming team for being trans. So she killed herself.
>>41498821A privileged cheater. Good riddance.
>Lia Smith was accused of telling her teammates the coach had requested she collect urine samples for random drug screening. There was no such screening and she allegedly drank the samples
>>41498821Shut up nigger, there is no evidence that is why she did it
>>41499761It's not so much about the sports. It's more about being excluded and essentially being told "you're not a woman"
Who cares about some dead ugly fag it happens every day in the tranny community
you do not have "boysmell" you do not have "girlsmell" you have body odour and i can still smell it when you leave the room. WASH YOURSELF.
>>41509750>WASH YOURSELFmake me, punk
>>41509750don't listen to this person. don't wash yourself, let me lay on top of you and smell you and smell you
>>41509750flux my fav being good and right and truthful like always
sorry to kill a thread for this but i'm trying to get a better idea of what i look like: does my body look the same in these two pictures? taken literally four hours apart with nothing eaten or drank between. how come i look like left at work but i look like right when i'm naked? my shoulders even look way broader at home...it is possible that it is a trick of the mirror (my mirror at home is resting on the floor and angled slightly upwards unlike the perfectly vertical mirror at work) but i feel like i should look at least mostly the same. these don't even look like the same person to me. am i stupid? am i delusional? do i actually look terrible at work too?
>>41507751gain as much as you can handle over as long a period as possible. slow and steady builds more fat cells, fast inflates existing ones. your tummy responds to insulin faster than your thighs can respond to PPARy stimulation. when youve done gaining weight, use retatrutide to shed excess, as it aids in redistibution
>>41509160i appreciate the kind words but i will not be sending anything..sorry lol>>41509363thank you thank you :)>your tummy responds to insulin faster than your thighs can respond to PPARy stimulationwhat does this mean, though...and bow that you bring it up, shouldn't fat redistribution just have happened anyways? shouldn't the hormones tell my body what it's supposed to do with the fat anyways?
>>41508989>and also boobs should be allowed.I feel like they were more lenient on trans boobs in 2018. They didnt even care iirc
>>41509363I've also seen results by managing glycemic index. Fiber is supposed to help slow glucose absorption so you need less insulin to keep sugar levels down.>>41509414NTA but PPARy stimulates fat cell proliferation. Natural ligands include free fatty acids (especially animal-based PUFAs) and I think insulin actually also pokes that button. But the challenge is too much insulin and your body pulls out all the stops to keep the flood of nutrients out of your blood, and starts storing fat in low priority stores. So even when you're gaining you want to do it in a healthy way.Separately I've read a lot of weight redistribution happens between meals, at the individual fat cell level anyway--basically you store your last meal in not ideal places but as insulin drops after eating those cells puke it back up and desirable stores then soak up some of it.
>>41502245as your eyes follow the contour of your body, these parts throw it off a bit - the clothes compress the tissue around it making it appear more angular
Holy fucking shit looooooolYou all measure biacromial from the little bump? That's the wrong place. You have to measure from the outermost point of the bone. You're all getting figures probably about an inch less than the true value and wondering why you think ANSUR is hugboxing you because you supposedly pass on paper but not IRL.
who fucking cares if you can't even change it
>>41509603Have you heard of "gender dysphoria" real wild concept.
>>41509626So you keep measuring your body to remind yourself how much you hate it? You're just giving yourself GD
>>41509657I don't obsessively measure because I am not a woman. However yes I do use those dipshit incel cites & rateme forums to fuel my suicidality. I am trying to be less bitter about it. Issue is just that being disgusting & unlovable is actually not fun at all.
>>41509676drink a pint of coffee a quart of milk and squat heavy and see if you still care if this society thinks you're disgusting & unlovable
>4 years HRT>3 years on injections>levels great throughout>2 years monotherapy>no breasts whatsoever>no feminine fat distribution even when I gain a little weight>muscular atrophy, benis doesn’t work, skin SLIGHTLY softer, slightly slower body hair growth, no libido and cry easier>that’s it for HRT changeswhat happened? can anything be done to save me at this point or am I cursed to be a weird andro eunuch until I dome myself at 30?
>>41508477get BA
>>41508501shoving hunks of stiff plastic into sub A cup tits is going to look fucking hideous and won’t fool a single person into thinking I’m female. it’s going to be obviously fucking fake. real breasts have a certain weight and softness to them. they move in certain ways. I don’t want lumps of hard stiff plastic stuffed into my chest I want BREASTS like an actual fucking woman and the fact that I can never have that is killing me.
>>41508477post before/afterif it genuinely is the case then im sorry but i've seen so many bdd posts that i cant take you seriously otherwise
>>41508477i look like that but i do hrt and have bigger boobs
>>41508477probably the progesterone and you're probably too young and skinny. i have milk jugs.
turned 20 recentlynot that it particularly mattersstill held by chains all the same, cannot be my womanly selfi just wanna go to canada and get into one of those euthanasia pods they have. they look comfy. anyone into no, im not human by the way? comforting game for me. became a huge fan as soon as it released. i like this kitty cat :3
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>>41509400I am not leaving my house until I pass perfectly & am attractive.
>>41509641Babe…I don’t just say this to everyone…but you are perfect to me as you are… *firmly grasps your hands* look at me babe… *starts sweating*
>>41509508Don't sweat it I already knew you didn't have what it takes
>>41509741fuck you i'm gonna download it and prove you wrong
>>41509757I'll believe it when I see it
MtF, transitioned ~15 years ago.Basically haven't been on 4chan in 8~ years.* Still have my wiener* only date cis women* seldom interact with trans womenAsk me anything.(sorry I missed replies from last thread, I was asleep)
You mentioned going to church. Do you think there's a conflict between your religious beliefs and transitioning?T.'moder constantly wondering if he should detrans for Jesus
>transitionedno srs, no transition.you desisted.
>>41509612as long as you dont have sex or crossdress there’s nothing wrong with moding
>>41509680>as long as you don't have sex or crossdressFUCK
>>41501782post photo and back up everything or gtfo i'm tied of trannies giving themselves high scores and later learning they are absolutely delusional
trans WOMEN do u have autism and adhd
>>41508015yes and social anxiety and OCDno PTSD or childhood trauma tho
>>41509459>social anxietythat's just gender dysphoria. if the root cause is gd, diagnosing it as a co-morbidity is ignorant.many trannies have social anxiety. why? because they have to endure discrimination from cis people. things like microagression and backhanded complements induce their anxiety as they feel their attempt to live authentically is rejected by society.
>>41509522That's why we don't go outsideWhy should we when we are hated for existing
>>41508015schizophrenia
>>41508015I breathe so i got the 'tism
We all heard of the "gay face" but who else can instantly recognize a chaser by his face? I think the bug like eyes give it away.
Do i look like a chaser ?
>>41506167Yes and it's the same phenotype sociopaths have. The average chaser is not actually attracted to the sexual characteristics of a trans woman, he is attracted to her lack of social status and vulnerability. Your typical trans woman is the perfect adult target for a predator or narcissist.>>41508004Pic very much related to my point
>>41508004mmm I like your facial hair
>>41508833truth nuke. same reason i like mentally ill tboys and women who have a history of sexual abuse and/or issues with codependency
>>41508833True, all of it. Where is my retarded wife?
Halloween II.5 Edition: Back from the dead (director's cut)previous: >>41307921 >>41475843 Goal of the thread: TREAT yourself to something nice, be it a meal, a hot bath, or something else you'd enjoy doing.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>41505554Man, I wish something like that existed where I am. There is nothing on meetup here, I am deadass so lonely :(
Apologies for not properly following up on previous communications, still settling in.Thank you for being patient with me.I hope you all are doing well this week.
>>41501413>weekends are to recuperate, so there ought to be days with no work at all.Weekends are so crucial to my wellbeing, but admittedly I almost never have the energy for the things I want to do outside of school. I just can't help but feel like spending time with friends, making new ones, sitting in my makeshift lab fucking around, or exercising would be a better use of my time. But I dunno, some of my favorite life moments have been the laziest of days, savoring the ordinaryness and appreciating what's in front of me.>Actually the pic in >>41477092 # relates in this casesaved this. I dunno, I feel like this could be a friendly reminder to me to be a bit more free and open.>fearing to repel anyone is essentially identical to opting to attract nobody. Nobody's favorite flavor is water. And everyone's fav is disliked by someone else.Well said. I think I needed to hear that.>There is a high chance you fall into the common pitfall of mind reading.high chance? lolIn all seriousness, yeah. I've been trying to combat it lately. Being mindful and relaxed helps ground me. I just take a few breaths and fight the negative thoughts about myself with more neutral ones, try to really focus on what I know for sure and whomever I am with.
Im new to this general but I like to share this, I lost like 5 pounds today so there's that.
