>be me about 3 months ago>severely mentally broken and riddled with zebra stripes>really depressed and takes me longer to do most things>fckn 1am in the mornin at the waterfront park cuddling a girl i matched with on taimi>we both trans>she makes an odd joke about injecting estrogen and essentially asks if a square (i am)> I say that I used to abuse meds and shrooms (both lies)>she follows up with if its okay to take her medication >ok>she takes out a needle and a couple of other things wrapped in something shiny>Im not a complete idiot and can tell its not medication>squeamish but genuinely trying not to care im too afraid of being alone again>were laying in the folded back rows of her car>she isn't looking so good>she asks me if I want to take a hit Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42369506Not reading all of that but damn, you're gorgeous
>>42369506Yeah she probably overdosed
>>42369506think that's something? wait until you hang out with horse anon you'll forget about her real fast
does this looks like a woman to you?
>>42363702She's addicted to filler Gonna look crazy in a decade or two
>>42362791BOG
>>42362791mostly, yeah.
>>42362791ye
>>42362791This is what a millionaire onlyfans creator looks like.
how easy is it to find a person like this?>t.ranny
>>42369431Oh? The kitten is getting scared and is hissing? Cute but inoffensive.If you talk back again, you will certainly deserve to be called a bad bitch.
>>42369452ummm gosh...why is this giving me a weird sensation all over my body?you are making me completely submit to you, but i can't let that happen. i cannot be that pathetic
>>42369477You totally can be this pathetic, it's called "being yourself"!
>>42369487lmao, trans girls are so helpless
>>42369430yeah.men are pathetic in bed, they don't know what women want
I swear I am straight (delusional)I have been straight for all my life, I love women their faces their bodies everything.But I feel like something just grew inside of me (desire for feminine men) a couple of years ago. Masculine men and non feminine men disgust me and I am not attracted to them. So what the hell am I ? A bisexual? But how can I be bisexual if I am only attracted to femininity and not masculinity.Please some explain, once some anon said to me something about people feeling scared to open up out of their box bc other people see their attraction as ‘faul’ and not right.
>calling someone autistic loser while being an autistic loseroh no no no no
>>42368637you're gynephilic, which is what most of society considers straightbeing at least fine with, or even attracted to the dick attached to a femboy/tranny doesn't make you gay because i imagine it plays into some dominance fantasy, not an actual attraction (like how meta-attracted agps like the idea of domination, but not men, just the opposite)also if picrel is cis i'm killing myself
>>42369203Thank you so much anon for explaining it to me and giving some positive info on the matter. The dominance factor is that I am not attracted to being dominated by women even less by a man so the dominance part is cleared out of the way.I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be good >also if picrel is cis i'm killing myselfI highly doubt that
>>42369263sorry, to clarify, the dominance thing in your case would come from emasculating/claiming a lesser manthe being dominated would be for people with a fetish for being emasculated themselves (not you)of course, if you don't have this and just straight up don't care about the dick then it's still straight because you're attracted to the feminine features>I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be goodaww
>>42369313Yes it’s a little bit cheesy but I don’t care about expressing my emotions like other men don’t do
if you arent winning you are losing and are a loserenjoy it "trannies", the only life you will ever know:A failure genetically mentally biologically familially socially and generally!t.suicide bait
Hi quick question is it normal to almost cry at smutty ai random ads from YouTube’s?
>>42366207yeah
>>42364437>>42364885What the fuck, I didn't know he was woke. I thought he was rightoid to be completely honest, like a third positionist.
>>42364458Winners and losers make the same fertilizer.There are no sums, just the game. Playing is optional. Your idea of self hinges on any of it mattering and you'll sooner kill and die before accepting the fundamental truth that none of that meaning has any solid basis beyond your wishing it so, even to your detriment. It's as much an illusion as your self. There's nowhere to point that can be identified as you, therefore you are, if we are being generous, a gestalt consciousness of trillions of cells with a vested interest in cooperation rooted in base survival instinct. You are running, kicking and screaming because you can, there is no reason for it, it justifies itself. Any greater pomp is a vapid display for the sake of human survival patterns. It is your nature to struggle and anguish, it's your nature to hate, it's your nature to hide, hope, yearn, envy, resent. You do it because evolutionary patterns drive you to, there is no "one" behind it, consciousness is a human lie. You are the meat you abhor, which is what makes you lash out. The background hum of your meaningless struggle, the anguish of existence, a peculiarity of molecular expression. The flash of a spark on the waves of a universal eruption. You don't even lay your viscera on the plate of the butcher that gored you, they're beyond reach in your token mind. In your bloody struggle you bite those around you, no better or worse off than you, you engage in the most base expression of your fleeting spark of existence and indulge your meat instinct.You are the abyss staring back, you are the hand you bit, you are the butcher and the meat and you are nothing at all. Bleed where it counts you weepy little shit, you're skirting the event horizon of infinity, this is all you get.
>>42368157That’s a good one
A storm is brewing..... i can see it.... i can see myself.... evolving..... upgrading.... my powerlevel is.... rising.... The way is opening up, the heavens are granting me the path to more power........ i will attain a form.. soon... that will be resistant to the tempations and tricks of harlots........ i feel like i am hovering off the ground.......
you just get bored of me
i will wake up to a friend request from you
>>42367932No. You wont.
Psalms of Babylonian Talmud, if I make my bed in Sheol and fuck my bussy is the Great God of the Everlasting Universe still going to be there? David, David you are so beautiful. I must know!
>>42368078seriously no more romance… pls know me and lets know each other… i just woke up from a very sad dream and then thought about you
Reminder that marxism is inherently antiLGBT and marxist governments have caused more suffering for LGBT people than peace Every marxist is a traitor to queer people and should be disposed of
>>42366938they do, but they don't like it when their people do the work, only when the thirdies they've destabilized 15 times do it
reminder ussr was first country on earth to legalize sexual reassignment surgery
>>42365649>fascismcringe cracker ideology>marxismbased snowbunny ideologyits that simple
>>42365649
>>42365649marxism isn't really inherently anything, that's kind of the point.
Pooners once again reduced to a laughing stock. Can we hide these people from the public eye permanently somehow?
>>42368458kek you stupid bitch, you really though you were clever huhi'm done being nice to you lotsi'm wishing the same your kind supports on people living outside the west just because it's beneficial to your political cause in your countrygfy, lame ass gaslighting hypocrite narcissist cunt
A man is someone who puts themselves in danger to fight for their beliefs and their community. Keyboard warriors cheerleading for a violent regime constitute another gender entirely.
>>42367706Time to become a KERMIT, BABY
>>42369184if its a matter of law then its a matter of due process and decorum.don't hide behind "illegal." you think being non-white is immoral. you don't think its a crime, you think it's a sin.so just say it. stop hiding behind words like "illegal" and just say what you're really thinking.
>>42369317>don't like authoritarian regimes >authoritarian regime gets established in your country >does complete 180>wait this is amazing! I hate liberals!>fuck you narcissistic cunt>it's okay I suffer I hate liberals Lmao right wing meltdown it is
I've recently realized that I don't truly want to be a woman.How can I cope knowing that I will forever be a man?
>>42368705One statement doesn't exclude the other. While I've realized that I don't actually want to be a woman, being a man is still conceptually terrifying.It's trading something I don't want to be for another kafkaesque nightmare
>>42368736>grow a pair and man up then :PI'm working on it, but I still have to mourn my mistakes and the bleakness of it all
>>42369357>I'm working on it>I still have to mournOkay female. Good luck on your transition.
>>42369362there is no transition, men cannot become women
>>42369362>Okay female. Good luck on your transition.I'm not female, and I don't want to be one. I only have to mourn the fact that transition wasn't the answer to my misery>>42369365 is not me
Went in expect to feel good, but all I got is a sore whole and the urge to poop
>>42367078>prostate shrankit'll shrink, but that doesn't meat nerve endings go away.
I only recently started figuring it out, for me I need to be warmed up with fingers and watching a bunch of porn. What helps me is angling my vibrating plug down/towards my front of my body. That hits the spot, and I’ve came hands free a few times. It takes some practice but if you train you can do it
>>42367231we only have like a classic wand and one of the clitoral sucker things but we only use that 1 when my bf is mad attt meeee
>>42366699>nta but how do people actually cum from anal?It just happens. I can actually have two types of orgasm from anal. One (which is rare) involves me ejaculating from it. Only ever done that while riding cowgirl.But the other involves an internal orgasm, where I get like internal intense jolts of electricity or something that blast through my body. I am sexually satisfied after either, don't need to jerk after, even if I don't have have the ejaculating one.
It's not supposed to feel good for you, silly
I am a 25 year old man, and have been a porn addicted gooner since before cum could come out of my penis. Recently, I haven’t been paying attention to know how recent, but during my masturbation sessions, certain fantasies would pop up in my mind. These fantasies have a common theme that revolve around me getting treated and used like a woman by a man. I am not an actual cis woman in these fantasies, I am a super passing trans woman and he is the “real man”, and he is the only one that knows about me having a penis. Setting of these fantasies are usually in the 50s where gender roles are deeply respected and expected, and he is like a husband type figure. The weird thing about this is that I am not romantically or sexually attracted to the male body. It’s purely the submissive act of abandoning my manhood to be another man’s woman that is the turn on in these fantasies. These feelings only come when I am horny. I am curious, Is this how trans women feel?
>>42367284Yeah this honestly.I had fetish shit like this the worse my dysphoria got. It was at its worst right before transition. It's because masturbating is a way to make dysphoria temporarily go away. It was 5x, 10x a day sometimes.I ended up an asexual trans woman with bottom dysphoria and an appointment booked for surgery lol. Whatever your views on what being a "real trans person" means, know that it will only get worse the longer you don't transition. No amount of rationalizing it with adjectives or isms will change that being perceived as a woman makes your brain feel nice. It's just how you're wired (hence why you fantasize about it).I transitioned late as fuck, too. 26. Like, you eventually reach a point as a trans woman where you realize all this early 20s "w-whaaa what does it mean to be trans" soul-searching was dumb.What does it mean to be happy? That's the real question you should be asking yourself. Before accepting I tried HRT a few times and then stopped because "I'm a cis man," and ignored that it made me feel happy. Ultimately, years later, you have the really dumb realization that living for other people is wrong, and what makes you happy for your body is the best. Who cares what you are. Do what's best for you.
>>42366299>25Bro wait any longer to troon out and this will be you when you finally do find a husband to fuck lolI hate 20 year olds because they think puberty stopped.You think you'll be able to enjoy that fantasy and not cry when you're 40 with leathery skin? How fast did the first 5 years of your 20s go? It goes faster than you think and it'll only speed up more with age and repression.Take your pills.
MEF trannies that can pass while embracing their inner sissy during sex are absolute peak, just saying
>>42367450this dude never heard of skin care
>>42366299this was me when i was 15, it just stopped going away when not horny, i started finding guys attractive and getting dysphoric and all that fun stuff
I still miss her. I sent her a Christmas card but I think it never arrived.
>>42369375girl are always so phoneywhat are friends if i'm smoking by my lonely?and when you find a cool girl, she's actually too crazy for youwhere is vynvynshit is tough manit's supposed to be reciprocalfuck these bitches, i ain't ever giving my heart away again if i'm in doubt
>>42369375She never coming back, don't expect her to. Just move on, it sucks and its long road.
I'm a autistic loser, but I want to become the right one.So transgender ladies, what is your type?
>>42369170personality wise, not being a dick, being funny, and also decently smart so we can talk about a bunch of stuffwe're talking about trannies here so being assertive and confident is a big plus alsoheight is unfortunately a big thing for me, but i'm 5'5" so most guys are taller anywayif you sort out basic hygiene, skincare and grooming you'll be leagues more attractive also start working out, i prefer leaner, athletic builds but as long as you're in shape and don't go roided out level it's fine
>>42369202Seconding all of this. Also avoid being too cliche. It's okay to not have much unique to you but try new things often, explore yourself, find unique things that make you special. I've met so many men that only play a small handful of super popular videogames, only listen to very basic music they don't think much about, same with everything. Please try new things, it shows you are open minded and not boring.
>>42369170I LOVE autistic guys, but you're so hard to find. So at the very top of my list is don't be anonymous on 4chan.
>>42369207>but I'm ATTEMPTING to have a penis!
>>42369170#1 is not being afraid to be seen in public with me
Now that would make one hell of a yaoi.
>>42369220mishimacore
>>42369234Why yes I do read Mishima and even listen to Death in June.
>>42369163>i think im a lesbi-cool pic
>>42369424if i could get a guy like this to fuck me i would also not be a lesbian
>>42369163Gonna run this through the AI yaoi printer.
The Jews are singlehandedly responsible for transgenderism. All of it.
>>42369262>they are ascended superhumansthat's exactly it. polcucks are jelly untermenschen
>>42369314It always surprises me how utterly retarded you are brother. No, subhumanoid. The castration done on farm animals is precisely an external constraint and therefore not freedom, retard.
>>42369419>is precisely an external constraint and therefore not freedom>animals can be tricked into being held captive and castrated>nobody could do the same thing to socially unwanted humans>im the retard
>>42369429>animals can be tricked into being held captiveThat's not how farming works.
>>42369439animals enjoy being held captivethey would never escape if unfenced...
