This is the first time I've ever visited this board. For as long as I've been alive(30+ years), I have only ever loved cis women. I was raised in a traditional country, with traditional values. I bullied kids in school for having weird gender traits. I've had girlfriends in school, multiple long term relationships as an adult, done two hookups, and lusted after many women in my life. I have had gay men, MTFs, FTMs, and even curious straight men come onto me, and I feel nothing but revulsion. Even when I know them well, it feels like a betrayal of my trust.I'm talking to a girl that is starting to make me question everything. We met as friends, had mutual respect for each other in our community and in our personal lives, and admitted romantic interest. We've known each other for years, been friends for months, and only started trying to cautiously feel out more in the last few weeks. I've only ever seen her as a woman. She confessed to me that she was intersex. She has kind of a prominent jawline, but a very feminine body with great chest and legs, and now, she confessed to me that she will never bear children. She has a penis. I'm struggling with how I feel.I think I could love someone emotionally, but I don't think a relationship can survive unless there's physical attraction. The pictures she's shown me(without makeup, not good angles/lighting) paint a realistic image of her appearance. I don't think I would be ashamed having her on my arm. I don't think I would be ashamed having her at the dinner table with my family. I get aroused looking at her. I love listening to her voice, and have fallen asleep to it.How do I approach this with respect? I don't wanna ask something as blasé and brutal as "take your clothes off and record yourself doing a 360 spin", that's just fucking gross. However, I can't let myself develop attachment for someone I might not properly feel attraction to, in person. Any tips? Any advice?
>>42179269>However, I can't let myself develop attachment for someone I might no properly feel attraction toWould the deep emotional attachment precipitate the physical? That's how it's worked for me plenty of times. But maybe I'm just a slut
>>42179269I'm not gonna read alla thatFuck who you want, who gives a shit about straight vs gay vs bi vs whatever. You either are romantically interested in someone or you aren't. Whatever that means with regards to your sexuality and what values you want to project onto it is up to you
Just give it up, surely a straight uber chad such as yourself can just find a normal girl you won't be repulsed by?
>>42179419Thanks, and you're right. I might just link her this thread if we commit. Right now, we are trying to take things very slow. I'm very experienced in relationships, but I've been lonely for a few years, and she's very inexperienced with love. If we got attached, and we weren't compatible, it would break our hearts.Thanks for the kindness. This is really hard for me.>>42179444...I think it might. I've had daydreams about my dickhead stepbrother asking what's in her pants at the dinner table, and me emphatically asking my mom about her pussy, then telling him about the vagina of my last long term partner, to get him to understand just how fucking rude that question is. Why would I daydream about that? I don't understand. I do think I'm falling in love.>>42179480I'm not a chad, I just don't get past the dating stage with many women. Over the years, I came to value emotional intelligence and self-image more than how well they can do makeup or the trends they choose to wear. I'm getting older. I'm not looking for unattached sex anymore.The reason why I think I'm falling in love with her, is because of our history. Seeing someone grow over years, relentless progress, and blossoming more and more, all on their own, makes for fertile ground for a relationship. We've both been very open about that to each other. It's hard not to feel something.
>>42179594>I might just link her this thread if we commit.you could do that :) using your own words might be more endearing, but i suppose this would give more credence to the honesty of your feelings.>This is really hard for me.hugs, nonny. i get it. you are doing the right thing.the rest of this post is also super cute. she'll be so lucky to have you, if you do end up committing. godspeed <3
Words can not describe how I feel about my boyfriend leaving me it's been over 3 months and I still think about him constantly throughout the dayHow the fuck do I get over this
>>42180502Was he your first love
When did you realize HRT was grooming psyop and AGP is niche fetish?
>>42162199hahahhahah samenever girlmoded never done anything just take hrt and sit in my room and am now a man with boobs, 0 femininity 0 anything.
About 1 year into transition, before I had even stopped boymoding. I eventually realized why it was wrong and that I simply experience life-ruining psychosis as something apart from the gender dysphoria to say the least but it took me a long time to get there.>>42141373It's not just channers at this point
How weird am I, /agp/?Most days I feel comfortable as a guy and I can't imagine myself as a girl, I'm tall, broad shouldered, and I've got a huge chest, and hairyer than most men. But I like cute things and I'm quite a sensitive guy.But there's some times where I wish I looked like not just a girl, but a hot girl with nice curves and perfect skin. To have nice boobs and a big ass.If I were born a girl I don't think I'd be attractive based on how my family looks. And I'm sure I'd hate the social dynamics of being raised as a girl.But still I'd want to be hot, and I want to keep my dick.Am I fucked /agp/?
>>42176850Nice body, Kaylee
>>42177102Its over
qott: what are you going to do different in 2026
>>42179886no we talked for a year, met multiple times irl and were about to move in together with very serious plans in place to have a life together and i felt this intense pang of self hatred and the need to destroy my chances of having something nice
>>42179825>I'm a male who wants to fuck trannies in the ass, I am NOT a chaser.Ok bruh.
>>42179918Learn from it and be better for next time
Need a chud racist bf to watch asmongold with me 7 hours everyday while he breeds me
>>42180391The one guy I know who watches asmongold had to be taught how to brush his teeth by his college gf. his mouth smelled too disgusting for them to kiss. he never used toothpaste, as he thought it was a waste of money, and he brushed once every two or three days
so i will never get srs, not because i dont want to but bcuz i cant. im poor so i will never be able to afford it>just get a cheap onei have extremely high standards for myself. i can only see myself with a vagina if its the crème de la crop, aka a high quality beautiful pussy that can be penetrated and is selflubricating and is physically and visually indistinguishable from a cis one. i wont be satified with a low quality cheap ass pussy, i want one of those designer ones. also even if i could afford it i know it wouldnt be worth it; as i am a cursed woman, a cursed being. i am extremely unlucky, if something bad can happen to me it fucking WILL. i know for a fact that even if i got srs it would get infected quick or would close up or my clit would fall off, or it would necrotize or whatever negative technicalities you could imagine will happen. dont try and tell me it wont happen because i know it will. i know myself and my fortune enough to know i would be one of those people on r/TransgenderSurgeries and r/honesttransgender talking about her broken pussies and how i need to get a revision but i already went broke from trying to get one so i wont be able to afford them. ill just use my money for ffs and maybe top surgery
You just gotta detrans and plap all the females in the cunny
>>42171490I read in this this bucket of brainworms that is /tttt/ that you may need testosterone cream like a pooner to be on HRT and have a functional, feeling cock at the same time.
>>42179980ive been offered head a bunch before but ive always denied them due to dysphoria, but if im currently curious about it now that im trying to change my mindset regarding it. so maybe!!! idkk>>42180187thank u!! ill ignore developmental biology and the waddington thinkg bcuz it sounds annoying though. also i love shaun too!>>42180210i enjoy being a woman>>42180280do u know where to buy online?
>>42180306No, from that anecdote I read yesterday they DIY'd a cream? That's all I know.Consult Your Local Orthodox Pooner.
>>42180306Oh yeah should also say my view of gender. I don't think people have male or female brains very cleanly. I think our brains have an expected brain body mapping and multiple things can map to it that would make one more or less comfortable. Call this gender incongruence and gender congruence. Gender of course would just be one subset of this relating to sex characteristics mostly. There's an innate level that a person can't shake and a social level one can learn and unlearn. Your sense of self comes from your sensory inputs and it's this construction of self conflicting with the gender that causes issues. Auditorally you may have a more male voice, visually you may appear male, tactilely you may not have breasts on your chest. One big issue is what I call "clustering" someone who's broadly incongruent will imagine being a cluster of traits such as a woman as society presents it, see that it's broadly far more congruent than their current state and learn that as their goal and new social gender. The issue is now there's likely to be some components in there that clash with their innate gender, but if emotionally they don't cause enough dysphoria the person is liable to keep their clustered view. I personally advocate for declustering and breaking down the social gender and trying to find out your innate feelings. I've come to learn there's a large variety of potential forms I could inhabit that would make me euphoric or at least semi comfy that I can't explore given current medicine and technology.
I'll start. I discovered I was into feederism while reading Gorgeous Princess Creamy Beamy back in the day.
>>42178949I still need to work a job to pay for shit. Am a lateshit hon and I need a lot more money to pay for surgeries because I know I need more than just FFS + SRS. Need all of my loose skin removed, need a rib reduction, need a clavicle reduction, and more. I'm just too big to exist.
>>42178974You could try gaining weight then, bury those bones you don't like under feminine flab
>>42178991Actually I was severely overweight and worsening dysphoria when losing that weight pushed me to start HRT asap. I've lost more weight since then but I'm still chubby after gaining some back (24 BMI), but I have a huge ribcage. Like, 33" underbust or something. It's not a family thing either it was just weirdly large compared to my parents and siblings, possibly due to chronic lung issues growing up. I've also had some psychological difficulty with weight gain in my thighs. Do not like being fat. My ideal form is basically just a twink tbhon.
>>42178884ObviouslyI want to die in a war
>>42178841you would be given a penis and be responsible for plapping the babies into us
Homura editionPrevious: >>41924395>QotTWho's your waifu/husbando?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>Do you have presents ready for me Santa?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42175051>reading comprehension award.jxl
>>42175051I can understand this viewpoint I'm in a gay relationship and I sometimes have the thought of maybe it would be easier for me to not have to deal with faggotry I love my bf dearly though so I make it work despite knowing that a hetero relationship would be overall easier for me socially Also women kinda scare me
>>42168620Yes.
Dead general.
I slept with a gay guy, had the best sex in 7 years if not my life, ended up crushing on him hard, planned a date and he stood me up. He was a great kisser too.I don't even know how to feel, I felt so nourished by the intimacy with him I can hardly be mad? But who's going to eat the snacks and drink the wine I got for the date now? (Me.)
Would it be cringe to get this to motivate me to do more pilates in my room to fix my posture? I was also thinking otherwise something more slutty like instagram hoe style. Im an HRT AGP cis male / MEF.
you like the outfit because you like this woman's body. if you don't look like that, it's not going to look like that on you
>>42180392i think bell bottoms look good on anyone
>>42180428yeah i like the clothes too i'm just saying it's 90% skintight and a lot of athleisure is dependent on already having an athletic body
Therapy: useless>hello doc I was molested for 3 years as a kid, loneliness is crushing, my parent was abusive, my ex used to threaten to kill herself and hit me, my heart starts racing if someone closes a door too forcefully near me>Hmm. *writes notes* How does that make you feel :)>IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT >Hmm okay see you next week :)Venting to someone anonymously: uselessTalking to a friend: helps a little but people have a limit (as they should) drugs/alcohol: temporary relief but you feel even worse when it's gone and have numbed your pleasure nodes so food and activities are less enjoyable for a while, also costs money that could be spent on clothes or games or foodworking out: feels like you're in direct battle with everything that bothers you. Requires leaving the house, being around people, get sunlight and fresh air. Skill you slowly progress at. Increases metabolism and you're permanently less fat even if you eat like shit. Put your demons into the bar and then hoist it off the ground and smash it back into the floor. Relief like with drugs except your brain starts feeling better day to day instead of worse. Posture and body language changes to be more confident subconsciously.
>>42176070This is literally meIf I stop working out for long enough I get suicidal but once I go back everything in life is possible
>>42178224Same. Like clockwork the suicidal ideation creeps back in if I stop for too long. 4 to 7 days a week keeps me sane.
>>42176070Based Quiet Riot poster. I wonder if it’s at all likely that the increase in frequency of mental health issues in the first world has anything to do with how little exercise is required for the modern lifestyle.
>>42179413It could be a factor. I try not to be all depression/anxiety isn't real bro just get exercise but it's true for at least some people. Idk what the answer to all of it is.
>>42177342Also I forgot to reply. I feel you. I dislike that basically everyone has to "shop around" and it's treated like this silver bullet when so often it's just nothing. But I acknowledge that there are probably people who are skilled at it out there who make their clients feel better.
Share your biggest insecurity with the council of trannies and we will decide what you should do about it.
everybody fucking thinks my hair is a wig
>>42179836I wish I could accept it but i feel like you're trying to be nice. I understand your position too and I know that you between two same partners you'd still choose one with a larger penis. Now multiply it by ten and you'd get what gay dating will look for me. I care about it and fail to accept it every time but i don't care about sex that much and it's still not the main thing i'd look for in a relationship but others probably won't be in the same lane and i will dissappoint fbf anyway, idk
I cut my hair short (very short) and I like it
>>42180384m-may we see it? you can block the face out if you want, just wondering what you did with the hair
>>42180420Buzz cutNo you may not see it
i deserve a chad bf as reparations for transphobia
>>42179591What are you doing to attract one? What are you willing to do to keep him once you find him?Finding a chadlite bf is the easy part. Keeping him is the hard part.
>>42179591I deserve a Stacy gf as reparations for incelphobia
>>42179616lold
>>42179804>Finding a chadlite bf is the easy part[citation needed]
>>42179735why do u like them anon
I wish there was some place for older (30+) trannies like me. Every online trans space is filled with extremely young people or reppers.
I like old people
>>42174565Anon: hi :3Mods: welcome, now post nose
Becky is a raging hon right out of Susan's Place.
>>42179841actually it's more like>Anon: hi :3>Mods: underage, banned
>>42180335Becky isn't even a mod just a loud mouth.
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42032940
>>42178297Nice, but how is this femrep related?>>42178929Lay it on me.
>>42178140What genre(s) you into?
>>42179126I love a lot of different genres. Jpop, shoegaze, polka, afrobeats, and industrial are some of my favorite genres but I am willing to try anything except dubstep.
what if you were a giantess, what would you do
>>42174435I know I love it when a chick is ADDICTED to it.
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
>>42178264British girls also like to paint themselves orange
>>42178561i think she would be filipina, or perhaps vietnamese>>42178639love chuchu<3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8X3Eusp4V0o
I got my period and now my back hurts
>>42163750is any cis girl from here femme?do you enjoy dick
make picrew cow. guess lettershttps://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2287052
>>42176843my gay twink little brother>>42176716weird girl who ate bugs to ukulele playing ftm pipeline>>42176667straight mtf who will completely switch personality to match her current boyfriend>>42176660hrt femboy with a sugar daddy>>42176476sporty gay
pic with free obscure letter>>42176087transbian>>42176166gay>>42176209gay, but also Richard Stallman>>42176279mtf mystery dungeon fan>>42176476lesbian or gay
>>42176660bottom>>42176667bi guy>>42176716ftm>>42176784chaser>>42176843boymoder
>>42179632Richard Stallman's bisexual brother
i feel really boring i'm so bad at these>42176087cis lesbo>42176135really tall gayden>42176166transbian>42176209gynephilic nonbiney>42176279straight mtf>42176476also straight mtf?>>42176660Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
