>like anal>like nipple play>consider nipples and butt my primary (only!) sex organs >don't want SRS>don't find anal painful or dysphoria-inducing or inconvenient Am I crazy? Trans women tend not to be as amicable about these things as me (I'm not one just an HRT femboy). I feel really weird for being like this. Like I'm either a pervert or a fetishist.
>>40923998I have nothing in common with gay men and gay culture doesn't interest me at all. Even before I transitioned it was so and none were interested in me.>>40924013No it's not.>>40924028Ok. Well the whole fucking point of the thread is to say I'm a weird freak. I know
>>40924108you are both men who want to have sex with men, anon. you are not substantively different than a gay bottom who wants DL trade
>>40924108You are gay. You get fucked in the ass by men. How you feel about it is not relevant. Hetero women are not attracted to men but still have sex with them
>>40924212My bf isn't gay. He was not interested in me prior to transitioning. I am not gay either but that's because I'm not legitimately attracted to men.>>40924224>Hetero women are not attracted to men but still have sex with themHoly cope
My ex wanted to do this with me and said things like this was the only way she wanted me to cum. I have the strongest feeling that she wants to date again. What do I do about things like this? I am not gay because I'm attracted to her and want to be in a relationship with her. But if this is something that she wants to do to me and she was adamant about it before, do I just give it a try for her. It's difficult to remove the connotations for me seeing it as a gay thing or something, I've been working on just mentally processing it that it's not anything gay it's just a toy/tool that is able to reach somewhere that makes me feel pleasure and she just wants to make me feel good using a toy, tool.
Create yourself here: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2366392
>>40922335Gay ftm>>40922526Transbian>>40922576Gay cis guy>>40922611Bi mtf>>40923013Straight mtf
>>40922335Premise 1: 95% of those itt are malePremise 2: 95% of all picrews present only femme or at best twinky optionsConclusion: AOE blanket ur all mtfs or Peter Pan reppers
>>40923277gay trans man>>40923013straight trans woman>>40922823transbian>>40922611transbian >>40922576cis gay>>40922526cis lesbian>>40922335bi trans man
>>40922611bi mtf>>40922823transbian>>40923013straggot mtf>>40923277bi chaser>>40923694bi mtf
>>40924114straight ftm, japanese curry>>40923694bi mtf, danish hot dogs>>40923277gay ftm, cottage pie>>40923013straight mtf, pasta amatriciana>>40922611bi mtf, birria tacos>40922576bi m bottom, grilled cheese>40922526lesbian, gulash>40922335Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I've been trying to figure out if I'm trans or cis for about a year now.Tried looking for signs in my childhood. There were none.Tried introspecting whether I am dysphoric. Feel just fine with my body, mostly apathetic, but not like anything is wrong.Tried a more feminine gender presentation. Felt either nothing or felt horrible.Tried using different pronouns on a alt-account. It just felt like I was lying to people.Tried hrt for a couple of months. Felt alright at first, but it began to feel profoundly wrong when the changes started to show.Every single thing I've tried up until now has only reaffirmed the fact that I am just a cis man.Being cis is obviously the more pragmatic, and thus preferable, outcome, but I simply can't accept it. Every time I am reminded I'm cis, a crippling dread washes over me. I should love being a man, simply because I am one, but I can't help but obsess over what I am not and never will be. A woman.How do I accept once and for all that I am just a cis man, and that I won't ever be a woman, and also that I don't want to be a woman to begin with?
Same sameAlso I guess you know who I am
>>40924183there are a lot of ways to be a "man", anon. you can be male and act masculine and fulfill the social role of "man", or any combination of those, in so many different ways. my best advice to you is to stop thinking about yourself in terms of categories, whether "cis" or "trans" or "man", and think of yourself instead as an individual ontologically prior to any categories. just follow what makes you feel joyful and self-actualized. you can just be whoever you want to be in this life.
I'm not op, but in a similar situation.I think mine mostly stems from me going bald despite using the meds. If I was trans I could possibly keep my hair using E, so for me that's a huge reason to want to be trans
repping is hell where brainworm never dies once it hatched... even before it feels very very off, something not being right, deeply wrong... no matter what you do it will be wrong thing to do. cursed. no real way out... maybe unless it will work somehow... when thevfuck will be at peace at last? fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck!feeling loke downing a bottle and crying like little baby but i know better... fucking cursed world to be born on.
>>40924255>think of yourself instead as an individual ontologicallyIf I look ontologically at myself as an individual, I only ever see a male individual. Ignoring looks, I definitely act like a man, I think like a man, I feel like a man, everything about me is male. This is a immutable part of me and it's not something I've chosen, despite it fitting me like a glove>just follow what makes you feel joyful and self-actualizedI'm not even trying to doom here, but what if nothing I've ever done was able to make me joyful and make me feel like I am myself? I have very put in a ton of effort when it comes to being a man, having had a healthy social life with plenty of friends, a gf, a well trained body, etc, and nothing of it ever felt tangible? Everything I do only ever feels like I'm playing a character and everything that ever happens in my life feels completely irrelevant and transient. Call this dissociation or whatever, doesn't matter, since I never ever felt an alternative to it.>you can just be whoever you want to be in this lifeI feel incapable of wanting. Everything feels disingenuous, like a farce, because it feels like I lack a self, so wanting is just cost-benefit analysis to me
>guys think you'll leave them for a girl>girls think you'll leave them for a guy>trans girls think you see them as men>trans guys think you see them as womenWhy does bisexuality cause so much insecurity?
>>40924294Trans women are trans women.Trans men are trans men.
>>40924325That wasn't the question asked
>>40924325Nice dodge but I can read between the lines, thanks for your cooperation
>>40924341Are you also a leftist, male feminist, anti-fascist and a trans ally? Lol no wonder women are repulsed by you. But you could date a man instead. This leads to me to think why all bi men whine about women not wanting to date them but at the same time they don't wanna date a gay man or a fellow bi man? You're equally hypocritical.
>>40924425trip on kayla
so if you psst yourself on here do you get on some sort of tranny list or somethingcrazy that a stranger has probs saved pics of me on his computer
>>40923052Everyone knows nazis made grindr to have a faggot facebook during roundup
>>40923083So cute.
>>40923134I've got your pics saved babe
Some of the insanos even save the chasie picsI hope they like my soaped up bathtub pics, I was fond of that set
>>40923945let's be frank cisf chasers aren't saving and gooning to our pics it's the cism and trannies
Mighty Mighty man, do I love the white race and it's beautiful twinks.Let's be honest we are the most beautiful of all people to ever walk the earth.Just looking at a white person makes you smile.You are filled with an endless awe and beauty at their majesty.The pinnacle of divine beauty manifest in physical form.This is not a cultural phenomenon but literally a manifestation of the almighty.One gazes into the beauty of existence when they see the white man in all his many forms.9s, Cloud and jonathan from SMT 4.Tell me you are not enraptured by their beauty and inspired to be a better person as a result?You can't.We should all seek to fight against whiteophobia which is becoming rampant in this day and age because we have rebelled against all that is good in the universe.
I mean yeah I think white people are the best looking on average, but it's just my opinion. From what I've seen, most people regardless of culture or background think that blondes are the most beautiful, even in regions of Africa and India where there are no blondes.Anecdotally, I often get compliments on my blue eyes, but I've never seen my brother with swampy green eyes get compliments. Or anyone else with dark eyes for that matter.Still, you can't prove it objectively, and there is a massive number of ugly whites. Far from divine.
>>40924007You are a visionary and have a beautiful vision for the future.Let's make that world come true<3
>>40924025Exceptions do not break a rule.It has empirically, scientifically and spiritually been proven already.You need to rise up to help the white race.
>>40924180No thanks. I like other races. Some races like Indian or Chinese are less attractive, whereas central/northern Europeans and some African tribes are more attractive and physically fit.Also, I don't identify as white. I identify as European. American whites are on average much shorter and uglier. When I visited the US, I was literally towering over everyone and I'm not even that tall, only 185cm. My dad and brother are 195. European and American are a different race. I do hope white features like light skin, hair and eyes get preserved, but Americans are already too dysgenic.
too long didnt read + im a swarthoid and i mog u
I'm sad that I can't be a petite girl, but as somebody who was a twink before transitioned being around large framed boys kinda captures that feeling for me as well...
Trans women - have you ever cum (since starting hrt) in a man's asshole? Like creampie.
>>40918130i can't cum since i don't have a pp but i fuck them with my strap sometimes
>>40918130op typed this with one greasy hand
>>40918193Yeah but for me at least it constantly leaks out when I'm really horny. It doesn't shoot out upon orgasm.
Yeah I actually did top my ex bf anal style and came in his hairy manbuttIt was not a creampie because only a drop came out, and neither of us really wanted to do it againt. Mostly date women
>>40918130I don't produce any cum anymore
It seems he has taken my critic to heart and actually improved his video quality considerably. Now the last time i reviewed this guy, i got a LOT of backflash from the gay community. But fret not, today I have good news.Lets review his most recent recipe Babylonian lamb stewRight off the bat, i love ancient cultures, i especially love Babylon, thats +4 in my book. He actually explains how hard it is to recreate risnatu and makes his best attempt at it, this is a VERY welcome change, +3 in my book. Well done tasting history. His attitude seems to have improved, less sloppy. More on point! +1The meal looks incredibly tasty +1Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40923767Now do a review of the defeat of DDP by Chimaev hands
>>40923838Sigh.... i hate to admit it.. but yea.. khazmat is just in a completly different league. I realized that the white muslim guys of ufc are like a while different race of super saiyan. Theyre like the lions of the human race because the way they kill prey is actually PRETTY similar. If youve ever seen a female lion trying to kill a zebra you'll understand. It takes much less energy to hold on to someone as you rest on them then it does to get someone off your back...I was gonna post pic relateed meme but 4chan is majorly gay (in a bad way) and doesnt accept audio uploads. Cant wait for this site to die tbqhIn hindsight its hilarious people ddp stamina would somehow upend that very simple reality of gravity. All in all, good fight, much respect to khazmat, am looking really forward to see someone in ufc find a way to beat the current meta of white muslins guys
>>40924185Indeed
>>40924381That is such a good reply!....
can we kill the dumb nigger here who just learned the word "transvestite" and wants to make it everyone else's problem he's annoying
I am a cisgender man. I'm 30 years old, have a well-paying job, am six feet tall, and take care of myself. I would openly date a transgender woman if we got along well. I would take her on dates, show her to my family, and never be ashamed of her. I'm not a chaser and do not actively pursue transgender women, I just treat them like I would treat anybody else. Yes, we exist. Get over it.
>>40923919>Yes, we existno, you dont
>>40923919You are homosexual tho, so hard pass
>>40924151Trans men get wifed up already. Its not really really gay and they can get pregnant.
>>40924277Why do you hate the only people who are not ashamed of yourselves? Do you really prefer a loser straight man who fucks you out of intense sadness and desperation? Do you?
>>40924318I have a pussy so I can date normal nice straight men
I believe that most cultures possess an implicit awareness of autogynephilia, but that most people don't fully understand the concept.In most cultures, there's an understanding of:>There are some heterosexual men, who, for some reason, and in some way, get off on being female/feminine.They don't know in what way AGPs "get off" on this. Is it sexual? Romantic? Aesthetic?It is all three.The easy example would be otaku culture. Ranma for example, is clearly gynephilic, but possesses major AGP traits, he literally dates his female half in two separate chapters.I think wider understanding of AGP would lead to more acceptance, and would generally make life easier for all AGPs, both cis and trans.Question is, how do you make people explicitly aware of AGP?
>>40922155>make that 5that is genuinely inconcievable to mei started jerking at 16 (probably cause i was a late bloomer and on anti depressants for most of my teens)
>>40924134NTA, but I clearly had AGP feelings as a young child, older girls would force me to crossdress, and the concept made me flustered.
>>40916728I just don't think that fully trooning out is the right choice for all AGPs, many do not experience dysphoria, but would experience reverse dysphoria if they transitioned.It seems that some would be best off just crossdressing, some partially transitioning, and some fully transitioning.
>>40924215you got groomed by little girls
I think AGPs should best stay masculine socially and date other AGPs who they can crossdress and roleswap in the bedroom with. Only a fellow AGP can truly understand the desire and feeling of being truly "female" during sex. The word "sex" also meaning just crossdressing for example. YWNBAW in the social, much less in a biological way, but thats not what you want anyway. Find a like minded MAN and be each others wife.
How did she end up in the end? I've not heard any updates...
>>40921627Not what a blue name on wikipedia means but she was on the front page of Wikipedia at one point,
>>40921627>>40922565not even a blue name unfortunately, her arrest is the only article no page on her
>>40921352it was some procedural defect iirc not a declaration that she didn't do anything illegal or that the bathroom law isn't valid or anything like that
>>40921328Who is this? Link to site?
>>40924287boku no pico
19 mtf repper, really want to troon out soon. but i'm thinking that it might be best to try twinkmaxxing before doing so, to let people down easy and maybe reduce some of the "there were no signs" arguments.is this retarded? did any of you try this?i already have long hair and shave regularly. i might just slowly start with makeup and more feminine clothes but that still seems really scary and i'm not quite sure what the best way to go about this is.
>>40924250it'll probably be a while before hrt really hits you, if I were you I'd just take it and try to twinkmax before it really has much of an effectthe easiest things to learn are basic eyeliner and concealer, those really take next to no effortalso maybe wait to try feminine clothes if you mean like dresses or skirts or something, that's not really what twinks wear and you should probably go with women's cut jeans, shirts, etc instead at first
>>40924250someone who's going to try and argue against ur transition bcs "there were no signs" is gonna do so regardless of whether or not you twinkmaxx, you might as well start taking ur pills now
Identifying as something means jackshit. Even if you "identify as trans" you're not. Not unless you're actively seeking out to BE that (via HRT, surgeries, etc). A theyfab who binds but doesn't take T or chops off her breasts is just a woman LARPing.Same thing with a theymab who's not on E or planning to get implants/orchi/whatever. Just a LARPer pretending to be trans.We need to bring back transmedicalism already, if we are to be taken seriously and save whatever optics we can from the general public.
>>40924103yeah i agree with that.definitely not the same, and not wired the same.but also, theyre around and have their own niche in the market.
>>40924113if someone says >I would like to be treated as a woman and referred to as a womanwhy would I assume they're lying?
>>40923915>Thank you anon, you taught me something useful today. Scratch the part where the OP says transmedicalism and instead put down transbiologism, as it seems to align more with my viewsjust to clarify, i made up the term and no one uses it besides me. i do not even know if it's linguistically validsome people use "transmedicalism" to mean both transbiologism and the medical gatekeeping thing and some use it to mean only transbiologism. i made up the term to disambiguate it
>>40924156the penis
>>40924103Yeah I think I’ll kill myself due to thatI’m just a freak thenGoodI deserve it
