Did blanchard talk about this idk I failed at becoming a real man I just look like a teenage boy after being on T for some years. I want to be a masculine man who dominates twinks but I think I’m just destined to be chased by pedos. I still feel attracted to this form in that I would fuck myself though.
>>40970803going (late) to my job baka. i wish i could stay as a kid but alas i just ended having an incel repper life. do you got discord?
>>40970541lol at anyone trying to use this to turn people on
>>40970701Basically don’t exercise (if you’re already skinny), wear colorful shorts and t shirt, and get poondosed by your doctor
>>40971740Saying this has made 3/4 cis men I’ve said it to wimper
>>40972467While gently brushing your hand on the face? Yeah, I’d be a mess. Mentally & sexually that is
I thought mental changes from HRT were part placebo, or just came from being happy about your body improving and not getting worse, or they existed but just weren't gonna happen for me. I didn't feel any different. But I turned out to have been hondosing myself for the entire time I've been on HRT, even though I've still experienced feminization.After increasing my estrogen, I've been experiencing intense emotions again. Happiness is happier. Loneliness is lonelier. Sadness is sadder. I haven't felt this way since I was a child. I specifically remember around when I was in 6th grade (so like 11 or 12) I felt like my positive emotions suddenly dampened and the world became a darker and more depressing place - forever, I had assumed. Now I feel like life is good again. It really is like a chemical antidepressant. I feel like Pollyanna now.The only downside is that when I experience severe dysphoria, I break down crying for an hour instead of just feeling like trash with a blank face on. But overall I'm much happier now.
>>40970080you should check your levels regardless of that. regularly checking your levels (especially early on) is like a bare minimum necessity for transitioning
>>40970620Yeah it was kinda stupid of me that I wasn't already checking my levels every three months, but luckily I haven't been on HRT for much longer than that (five months)
>>40970080feel like i my emotions were like this for a long time but arent any more, idk maybe ive learnt to cope with them or something desu im kinda worried ;~;
>>40972374Oh, maybe it's just a second puberty thing, then, and the intense emotions eill end, and that this is how the first puberty was supposed to be, but instead I just became depressed and had no emotions. Was it like that for you?
>>40972374nvm i think its just cause im depressed>>40972406emotions tended to be very intense and very quick, i was either extremely happy to an insane degree or i was consumed by the deepest of despairs. crying was common on both sides of the spectrum. idk guess its different for everyone
TitleI have a few friends who leech---I I mean uh are taken care of transbian mommies who make moneyWhere do you find them? And how do you convince them to adopt you instead of a cat?t. Dysfunctional retard
>>40970143you havr to have something to offer, me i offer being a hot latina, thats why i have a few rich girls on my roster to keep me financially safe
>>40970272I think I have a nice personality and decent looks, post BA and ffs, willing to drive, cook, run errands, and can even help with admin/appointments if wanted
>>40970143>cute >transbian>programmer>cute transbian programmer.LOL
When did you notice the most changes from HRT? Are you still easily recognizable after HRT? Do you feel better?t. a tranny on hrt for 2 months
>>40972188>>40972211hopefuel
>>40972045First year feels like torture but the changes start to noticeably accumulate in the second year. If you effortmaxx by exercising or something it helps a lot
>>40972214It shall get better anonete )
>>40972263I workout a lot :)I am happy to hear that>>40972292Thank you!! I will fight for it
>>40972045>When did you notice the most changes from HRT?Hard to say, face at the beginning, body now.After 8y of HRT it's really hard to know lolPeople didn't even recognise me 1y in
The thing that never ever happens, happened againhttps://x.com/TheGriftReport/status/1964591968752980094
>>40968992>this predator is surely le tranny despite sharing absolutely nothing with you past being feminine!!>this fully transitioned tranny killed in a ditch was surely just le femimine man!! stop homophobiaaa
>>40968992The fear of sounding like that is why I psychologically locked myself out of falsetto entirely for like 3 years.I was afraid of sounding like that and of sounding like Ben Shapiro.
>>40968992why so queerious
>>40970037>we don’t know for surelol
>>40970037>but he refers to themselves as trans tooThat's all it takes remember.
What are you sodomites up to?
>>40971598I wanna be robocop
>>40971342
>>40971598you can just give them a pill to mute their feelings instead of spending hundreds of thousands on invasive cyberware equipment, beyond maybe basic chips. the focus right now is clearly on full robot AI powered workers (which is still shortsighted imo)not like NRx will allow the peasantry any body modification, its just for themselves so they can turn themselves into girls because they're all closeted AGPs
>>40971616Look at those luscious lips.
>>40971616Hold the crust hold the crust hold the crust it’s all gone
i'm FTM trapped in a cis male body
>>40972328nobody cares
>>40972344Imma speak my truth anyway.
>>40972290Cut your dick off or larp
>>40972383but i wanna keep my dick
>>40972436Too late
a thread where we compile/share the information we have on maximizing breast growth. I'll start it off with some information I collected from a few years of boob threads here:The most common advice anons give is to eat more/gain weight, that makes sense considering that boobs are mostly fat. Specifically because boobs are made of subcutaneous fat you should eat foods which maximize that kind of fat (e.g. foods high in unsaturated fats, protiens, ect) and minimize viceral fat (i.e. avoid foods that are high in saturated fats), and also you should ensure you get all the nutrients you need. Something closely related to this is "weight cycling" which while many anons have suggested to do it some have said that it has the potential to promote viceral fat growth (which is what we want to avoid) particularly if one looses a lot of weight in the cycle so be weary of that.Next up for popularity is progesterone with many anons suggesting to use it late into transition/at least tanner 3, and one anon >>30544333 (/lgbt/thread/30534338) suggests starting prog right when one starts estrogen so that's something to consider. Various anons also suggest cycling prog (which will be a re-occurring theme) which could have the potential to promote more growth. In general prog is suggested to promote boob growth because of how it appears in the bodies of cis women.After that we have domperidone which will induce milk production however many anons state that the milk production causes breast growth, This can be seen with cis women's boobs getting bigger after pregnancy/during milk production. As with prog anons suggest using it late into transition and some suggest cycling domp which is in line with the boobs of cis women continuing to grow after several pregnancies.(1/2)
>>40971903I didn't really check to see if the image was accurate when making the thread, I just grabbed it off the internet without thinking too much about it
>>40968922Can vouch for the pio helping with all estrogenic fat distribution, 14 years hrt w/ 11 on prog and started pio 11 weeks ago and I've gained a solid inch and half on my bust with no big weight change (59-61kg entire time). The tissue is also much more firmer than before pio.IDK if this info helps at all, but I do take cabergoline due to a tumour and lost a cup size from treating my high prolactin 2 years ago.
>>40971903the bra measurements typically give too big cup sizes to trannies, might be because our ribcages expand more in the back on boob level
>>40972167Well idk my ribcage is widest at the underbust actually lmao because flaring ribs.On this pic I wear a 36D bra (32in underbust and 40in bust are my measurements)I wanted to try 32 bras because underbust+4 is apparently bad? Idk. But i fill a D no way I'll fill a H
According the that chart I’m about a C cup. 33in under bust with 36.5 bust. I guess I’m an example of intermittent e usage. I’ve been off and on e the past couple of years, never more than 5 months at a time. A lot of its fat though as I can still feel the breast part separate and maybe only half the size. 24bmi right now but have been up and down the past couple of years. I also used to be obese in my teens and early 20s, might be related as I’ve always had moobs.
i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.in the past week alone ive thought abouthanging myselfshooting myselftaking a bunch of pillsziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsslicing my wrists open in a warm bathjumping in front of a truckjumping off a buildingdriving headfirst into traffic or an immovable objectwhy am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
>>40968700Beauty goals for olive sweety. You'll be even more panties wet for her once she is this cute.
>>40960217its not that deep lil bro
>>40970586bro cut the creepy shit out
>>40971267Admiring and encouraging beauty is not creepy.
>>40964866this is normal.this is fine.general precaution should be to take away knives and guns from this category lmfao
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Jesus christ this board is cancer. I didn't know 4chan actually allows this kind of discussion, this is sickness.
>>40971867Everything 4chan allows and you're mad about sfw community resources for healthcare.>Uhm guys you're injecting hormones I'm lidderuly gonna be sickFucking pussy
>>40971918>healthcareFucking kek.
>>40970456Wish the full paper was available all ready I want to read it
>>40971867You act like we're discussing shooting up heroin here lol
Is to buy a gun, and put a bullet through the heart of the bastard who did it to you. Otherwise, shut the fuck up about it.
Every gay person I know who was raped just spends their entire life re-enacting it and coping that it's "taking control"
>>40970723I would never condone viole...>It was a rapist!Have my guns. All of my guns.
Unless it's an enby in which case when they got raped it means their male friend touched their elbow without getting a signed consent form
>>40972322That‘s one big updoot from me, good sir
>>40970723BAsed
me realising i was trans i think is where my life started to go downhill personally, but what about you?
Asexual rights are everyone's problem.
>>40972283He's a Jew though.Jews are filthy Capitalists who control the world and coerce everyone into trooning out
>>40972294He was a semite. Not a Jew.
>>40972302>"Yeah Brian. That guy who followed Jewish teachings, prayed in synagogues, and whose own mother was a Jew? Totally an Arab. I bet he was Muslim too bro"
>>40972348Jesus came to save the Jews first. FIRST. He wanted Jews to follow him more than anyone else. It was their reward for trying (and failing) to live by the law all those years. Most did follow him in the end. Most realized that they'd never be enough on their own, that they needed Jesus to unite with God and be forgiven their myriad of flaws and foibles. Those that remain, today's "Jews", are the descendants of those who rejected Jesus. Generation after generation. Over and over again. And you're no exception. Even now, right this very second, there is a priest of the world most powerful and widespread religion, a religion that can erase you in 800 words or less, waiting for your call. All you have to do is find the number, put it into your phone, and say >I'm a sinner, please save meAnd they will. 100% guaranteed they will be happy to do it. So to call Jesus a Jew, as you are a Jew, is to say He rejects Himself. And we know he didn't do that, even though he so badly wanted to on the night he was betrayed. He didn't. He accepted what God intended for him and was tortured to death, the last meaningful scapegoat, the King of the Jews and the lord of all mankind, tortured to death so that I would never have to pay for my own sins. and you're just like >nah bro, imma pay for my own sinsAnd then you sin like fucking crazy. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Asexuals are better people than LGBT people are desu. I, an autistic man, haven’t received any hate or venomous attacks from asexuals.
Would you want to have a cis female body if it meant losing your arms?
yes
>>40970774losing my cock AND arms? no thanks, im literally superior to most cissoids this way (prettier, taller and have a cock)
>>40970774>be woman literally without arms>still an attention hungry roastie that can't live without shoving their face onlinelol
>>40970774>arm mogged by a toddler grim
>>40970968Roastbeef pussy is feminine and sign of high estrogen :3>>40970836Penis looks like a turd
someone tell me how to fix my voice PLEASE https://voca.ro/1gCmnqWWJwmm
>>40971921you said it's not about your being sick!! i think everyone just assumed this is what you always sound like and being sick was only slightly exacerbating it. that's how i understood your original vocarooand this >>40971852 post makes it sound like you're only choosing not to girlvoice bc you are sick; not that being sick is causing your natural voice to sound this way.if you're just sick don't worry abt it!! i got sick like this years ago i sounded just like that.
>>40971956okay i can see where ur coming from.the major raspness is absolutely bc im sick. i have a girlvoice but if i use it i just start to sound like a 200 year old smoker, not a girl.sorry for the confusion i can admi this is my fault and as compensation this is when i try to girlvoice IN MY SICK STATE https://voca.ro/1jXlf7Cx5v4f this is not a troll and no my girlvoice isnt just retarded ape trying to do a minnie mouse impression i just cant like this
>>40971998you didn't have to post anything as compensation lol is the falsetto sound bc you are sick or bc that is how you have trained your voice? i was going to pull something out of the archives for an example of when i sounded like this but it's expired, inconveniently but also thankfully.i'm not sure if the point of this thread now is to help you girlvoice while sick or to help you cure your sickness...but for the former i would need to know what you are doing and for the latter i would just drink a lot of warm water and give it a few days. i think it actually took me a few weeks to recover from whatever it was i had when i sounded like this......so it may be a while. if you've got the same thing. but it was all fine in the end.
>>40972075the falsetto it largely the sickness. what i do normally just does not come out without 100x the effort and it comes lut like thati wanted attention but also warm water r u sure that helps id like if my voice was normal again
>>40972097idk if it'll make it totally normal but if it is a mucal issue, yes, warm water (and/or tea!) will help. as i am not a doctor i will also say it's not a bad idea to see a doctor, either, if that's feasible for you (and you feel it is necessary).if it takes that much effort to girlvoice i think you should probably give it a rest for now lest you hurt yourself lol. i hope you feel better sooner than later nona :)