i'm pretty sure i have hematospermia, this sucks, all i did was fap after not doing it for a while and now i get to live real life body horror until i see a doctor, i hope it's not prostate cancer, but it might be
it happened 3 times today btw
>>42335781wait are you the one from the other day>>42335788you fapped three times today?
>>42335805not really also i woke up today and blood came out, i fapped once today, and then a blood clot came out like it did the first time, but even if i merely think about fapping it might also come out, i also kinda started fapping later, but didn't really finish and it happened againnormally i don't do all of that but yesterday i was taking pictures for a guy for the first time in a while, so i was kinda in that headspace, although now i have to worry about blood everytime, and if it's prostate cancer or a uti, or kidney stone, i've tried to schedule a doctor appointment but i had to do it through an app
does touching nipples make me gay or trans?
yep.
>>42337774no i wish more straight guys liked having their titties sucked
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
>>42336661That's the question I have been struggling with. what I am currently doing is unsustainable I feel miserable and as much as this tip toeing around femininity offers some rest-bite it is unsatisfactory.The closer I get to being comfortable the further I get from what is socially acceptable for a male so it's this constant balancing act.of course there would be no struggle if I just relented and fulling toon, but that is easier said than done>hrtfemboyI'm not on hrt but am seriously considering it
>>42337694>how long do you think you'll keep updating us?This will probably the last or second-to-last update.The joy of not waking up like shit will pass lolSorry if I'm bothering. But I'm just weirdly euphoric. Especially since I didn't have troony dreams either (or if I did, I don't remember them).
>>42337570thats not the hrt retard thats just the relief of finally committing to something you've been resisting for who knows how long
>>42337744maybe?But if it's psychosomatic (and you may be entirely right), then why not in day 1 or 2 or 3? Why after a while?I'm perfectly willing to listen to the argument that I'm a retard while I'm brewing my coffee.
>>42337740No, not bothering at all. We're close in age, and I plan to try some pills later this year, so I appreciate the updates.
I never thought much about this but I think I may be a lesbian? I’ve had 4 sexual partners (all male) and i didnt enjoy sex at all, ive never finished before (even when they eat me out and finger me) I just did it because it’s the only way I know to show someone i care about them. I normally just close my eyes and think about other things. I always thought this was normal/ a chore for everyone because of how often other girls talk about their partners being bad at sex but i don’t know anymore. Im still young (CF18) maybe i will grow out of this or it is some kind of trauma response as ive been molested a few times. I have had crushes on women throughout my lifetime, and i’m not a big porn user but whenever i do i can only finish if it’s between two girls and if im thinking of something it never includes men/a distinct person. I dont know if this would make me bi or lesbian or straight and just going through a phase idk?
>>42337496Well if you never enjoying the sex is a good indicator that you’re asexual it’s not bad at all tho anyways you should probably stay away from this board nona it’s bad for the mental health lol
>>42337511This fr, this place isn't good for young people
>>42337503Most women not cumming from PIV is insane to me, moids are evil and sex is definitelt an altruistic act wtf> go fuck around with some girls opI think ill do this after i move out, being bi with lesbian lean makes sense to me>>42337511>>42337540Thank you nonas, ngl this board is a breath of fresh air for me. way better than spending my time on /pol/ and /r9k/ :p Also ill learn more about asexual stuff thank u <3
>>42337625>way better than spending my time on /pol/ and /r9k/ :poh okay those places are much worse for a young girl, I guess you're used to negativity thenstill not healthy though!!!!!!!!!!!
>>42337625>moids are evilr9k pilledi think they are mostly just very dumb about sex and women's bodies
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>>42337282https://skribbl.io/?xQCUOEY1
>>42337282Bump
>>42337282he's a happy boy him lovey him toy he is surprised she hasn't taken it from him yet
I’m sorry edition Previous thread>>42063173 >>42295165Comics we know of, all ofwhich are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42333830Shark Teeth ooh ha ha
>>42333830why is that lesbian tickling that other lesbian
Any good webtoons with trans characters? Preferably action basedLots of pretty boys who are mistaken for girls in the ones I read but would be nice to have some actual trans characters
>>42317505i read this for the plot
>>42334220It's how lesbians have sex.
any other furry bifags here?
im not a furfag but i would totally r-pe picrew
>>42337416Unless you’ve actually had gay sex, you’re not gay. You need to have sex with both to be bisexual.
>>42337479You can look into "dogina" for the best pussy experience.canine_pussy and equine_pussy are very popular tags on e621.be sure to add -feral and -mlp (notice the minus sign) to filter out that kind of pictures.
i was kicked out of my local furry community for triying to oust pedophiles at the ageo f18
>>42337721sometimes i forget anything furry related happens in meatspace
Any other trannys dating a guy in the military and have to be celibate for 6 months at a time cuse he’s gone I wanna blow my brains out lol
>>42336678alrighthttps://files.catbox.moe/zj2u44.jpgcheck that, if that looks familiar, then its too late. He chased, stalked and harrassed another trans girl in november. Everyones quite aware of it.
>>42336716Oh I’m cooked
you could be stationed in the middle of absolute butt fuck nowhere and you still have some kind of communication, bro could call you at any time, etci have full internet when i do field work
>>42336760yeah I was snapping my ex in a fucking defensive back in the day.>>42336745ok girl I'm gonna use a throwaway acount, but you'll have to prove its you, and I'll show the full text messages and help you through things generally n be there for any support you need.artix_ae6288
>>42336409I had a thing with a boy in the military. He developed feelings for some other guy and ghosted me the moment he came back home. Never again.
How did e affect your depression? Did it make it worse or better? Personality it made me stop saying I should kms over and over but when I'm really sad I start saying it again
>>42337513I started like 3 days ago and its been making me less emotionally lashing out and just super physically inactive like I layed down and didnt eat until late at night today and had to force myself to get up and eat. It's making me want to distance myself from basically all activities except using my phone and just lay down. It also made my ocd a little less bad but its still difficult to deal with. But I react to it less emotionally than I did before
>>42337513I used to be able to do things even if i wanted to kill myself, and now i am just really inactive when depressed, it has also gave me a little of anxiety and panic attacks but I think its just because I've been able to work on other mental issues that aren't dysphoria. Overall moving the kms thought from everyday to once every 3 months has been good.t. 1 year hrt
>>42337628Does crying usually help you with those thoughts? It does for me but recently I've been stuck in a rut and can't get sad enough to cry but I'm sat enough to think I should kms and just be an asshole to myself
Depression isn't on the roster of my mental health issues so I guess E doesn't make me more or less depressed. I'm more of a ptsd type of mentally ill
i'm a pathetic boymoder neet loser and this happened to me
>>42336825>when you keep texting first and realise no one actually fw you
I'm sorry OP. Realistically when I don't text first it's because I don't enjoy talking to them but they haven't done anything mean or creepy to make me dislike them. I text first if it's actually someone I enjoy talking to. I project this onto other people, if someone never texts me first I notice and I stop initiating and let the relationship die.
>>42336825opposite happens to me, i have bpd trannies in my dms every day, but i realised they dont actually like me they just text 20 people the exact same thing
>>42337647>they just text 20 people the exact same thinghad a few friends like thiswe figured it out because half of us were in a group chat and it came up one day when we were talking about mutual friends lolestraight up copy paste type shit
>>42337647I wish I had a boymoder in my dms every day
What would /tttt/ do if this happened to them in public
>>42333927Start swinging.
>>42333927I'd smile eye to eye cuz I'm about to get some self defense kills
>>42333927I'd try to run immediately. Honestly when I see more than 1 man at a time I try to get away from them. Groups of men are terrifying.
>What would /tttt/ do if this happened to them in publicNot victim blaming and those men are sexist rape scum. However I'm male brained so I would have hit them with something or gone athlete mode and sprinted into a building instead of going "eeeeek >_<". Reminds me of old cartoons where the mom stands on a chair holding up her dress while a mouse runs around the floor, I don't understand how a brain can be so dainty
>>42337064how do you say yes in broken russian? "de"? "du"?
>pass as female in male clothing>pass as male in female clothingwhy
>>42337637but im ftm
>>42337642Doesn't matter especially if on TIf you look somewhat masc but with fem features they just gonna categorize you as mtf or dyke depending on clothes
>>42337577You probably have positive instead of negative androgyny. When you attempt to go for a strict gender presentation, there are traits you have which stand out and don't belong to the gender presentation you are attempting. If you had negative androgyny, which is the absence of these defining characteristics, you could pass for whatever sex you are dressed as.
>>42337642Male clothing covers the body more, female clothing emphasizes the body more. Idk if that makes sense
>>42337659huhhadnt heard of positive and negative androgyny beforet has added a few masculine features but im still trying to diet away my hips and chest
>another boring night>decide to have a wank to some tranny porn I guess(anniemxy)>finish>nose immediately starts bleedingWtf. Is this a sign I should finally stop?
you need to wear a plug next time
time to sleep. exchanging one nightmare (life) for another.
>>42337509Do you have sleep paralysis?
>>42337527i have but not often. a couple months ago i kept slipping in and out of a nightmare and sleep paralysis for what felt like an eternity but was only a few hours.
>>42337541Wow, it only lasts for about 2 mins for me, I always feel immense pressure and a sense of dreadThe only time I had a paralysis "demon" was one night when I learned about randy stair and I felt them watching me with murderous intent near my bed. I couldn't see them but I felt the presence. Weird weird stuff
>>42337582your sleep paralysis demon was Randy Stair?
>>42337596Well, it's when I first learned about the guy.It made me feel what the victims of mass shootings probably felt, a sense of helplessness and dread
Estrogen isn't only useful for trans women. I'm a cis man without gender dysphoria and I've been taking weekly injections of estradiol cypionate for four years now, in order to curb my libido and for other benefits.When I was a freshman in college, I would masturbate so often that it genuinely and seriously affected my academic performance. I started taking it my sophomore year and the problem went away entirely. Now, instead of failing a class every semester, I'm a Master's student in a very well regarded molecular biology program. I'm a second author on a published paper from a good laboratory as of last week. I get compliments on my skin and, after laser, no longer have to shave. Because doctors in the U.S. prescribe ED medication like candy, I can still have sex whenever I like. I think that estrogen should be considered more often for its non-HRT therapeutic qualities.
>>42336588I know it's slower and more expensive, but electrolysis works on pretty much everyone.
>>42330941I coped as hrtfemboy like this for years.Then stopped thinking I no longer need it. Within 6 months it got so bad that I got back on hrt and started voicetraining kek
>>42336588same. so many sessions face and body and still annoying hair everywhere. fml
>>42331962Thats gender dysphoria
I know how you feel op, hrt made me happier and more confadint like a normal person. Maybe because estrogen grows the social part of the brain.
