I've been trying to figure out if I'm trans or cis for about a year now.Tried looking for signs in my childhood. There were none.Tried introspecting whether I am dysphoric. Feel just fine with my body, mostly apathetic, but not like anything is wrong.Tried a more feminine gender presentation. Felt either nothing or felt horrible.Tried using different pronouns on a alt-account. It just felt like I was lying to people.Tried hrt for a couple of months. Felt alright at first, but it began to feel profoundly wrong when the changes started to show.Every single thing I've tried up until now has only reaffirmed the fact that I am just a cis man.Being cis is obviously the more pragmatic, and thus preferable, outcome, but I simply can't accept it. Every time I am reminded I'm cis, a crippling dread washes over me. I should love being a man, simply because I am one, but I can't help but obsess over what I am not and never will be. A woman.How do I accept once and for all that I am just a cis man, and that I won't ever be a woman, and also that I don't want to be a woman to begin with?
>>40932203No.
>>40933988At first I regretted transition because of the boobs, feeling like im not fully male or female anymore kind of made my identity issues worse, now I have even less in common with normal people and it shows physically. But then I regretted detransing because the problem isnt going away and i feel like im backsliding. I did like transitioning in ways that really felt fulfilling, but it was sparse and yeah, constantly fighting this feeling of being a fraud and an imposter and making it up as i go along so that one day i will feel okay and not just for brief moments once in a while. Its horrible but I guess ive felt like an imposter my whole life, so its not like it matters either way I suppose
>>40923001you literally just have severe mental issues, start there and don't worry about wearing men or womens underwear so much
>>40934005From what you've described, it really sounds like you regret detransing more than transitioning in the first place. If both action and inaction don't change a thing when it comes to feeling like an impostor, why wouldn't you pick the one that's more fun in the moment.Maybe we are too far gone to ever feel like an actual people, but at the very least we can try and make our existence as entertaining as possible in the meanwhile. I wouldn't normally say this, but today I'm in a pretty optimistic mood weirdly enoughHave you considered retransing, or are you steadfast in your decision?
>>40934201Shit, I meant to reply to >>40934065
He's cutting off his boobies this weekend. I usually prefer FtM twinks to have flat chests but idk his tits are so perfect he actually looks hot asf with them
>>40933979Didn't they remove that from DSM recently?
>>40934028Nope
>>40934028No. Transgenderism (The act of transition, living as the opposite sex) has been removed, but gender dysphoria (Anguish in relation to your sex, with the intent of transitioning) remains as a mental disorder.
>>40933601He looks better as man than as a women. Ftms are perfect as they are.>>40933706Are you telling them that you want to get them pregant and that you are straight? I wonder why men with gender dysphoria don't get along with you.
>>40934113No I'm not. As for being straight, how is that your business? But your assumption about that is sort of my point.
I wanted to avert twinkdeath with estrogen and now a year in I have tits I really hate. How does anyone find them comfortable? I thought they'd be small enough to ignore but they aren't
>>40931866idk why you'd be into that but sure
>>40931889Because they're insanely cute. Let me kiss them
>>40932026fine, r u hot?
as horrible as it makes me feel wearing a sports bra helps a little, you will kinda notice the tightness of it on your chest all day but i find that easier to handle than feeling them move around and jiggle
>>40931747Eat food. Go get a caniac combo faggot.
im sick of doing injections
>>40933692I hate that butch harttman oneshotted with this shot
>>40933692i stopped doing mine but i still have a fucking srsussy idk what to do
>>40933905Hot
>>40933746pl0x>>40933780i feel like thats basically what got me here in the first place!>>40933801i dont want to loook like a boyyy tho lol. (queue 15 of you telling me that means i should keep going)>>40933806lol. uhhhh i think some people would be jealous of me but i am far from perfect._.
>>40933987> lol. uhhhh i think some people would be jealous of me but i am far from perfect._.xd bdd
There are moids so racist out there that they wuould refuse to lick this girl's armpits just because of her dark skin, that would never happen in the lesbian community
>>40933880Idk if you’re being sarcastic but lesbians ARE more likely to date outside their race than over groups. But racist moids also fuck women of color so you’re still wrong.
>>40933880I am a bit racist so submitting to a darkie by licking her pits is super fucking hot
>actually I can't be racist because I >>have a BBC fetish>>fetishize asians>>my accountant is a jew
>don’t you know that being a woman is more than long hair and dresses and makeup?>why didn’t you ask us what we thought about this first?>think about what your father will think, you’re going to give him a heart attack!>you will always be (deadname) to us>you’re focusing too much on this, this whole thing might blow over when you get on adderall and receive ADHD therapy>being transgender is supposed to be really difficult, society is welcoming to that sort of thing right now and I worry about you>you transitioning is like having a death in the family. What happened to that boy we all used to know
>>40933034>don't start before we can drug you
>>40933034Oh I almost forgot>a man dressed as a woman will give any employer pause. Even your long hair as a man is unprofessional
>>40933034>>you will always be (deadname) to usACKmy parents said this. They dont care about anything i do but told me to tell them before i get surgeryfml
Narcissistic parents who only think about themselves. I wish my life situation wasn't so bad and I could move out, my parents will never change.
What should I do if a tranny was sitting on my face?
>>40933860i am post op and my bf eats my pussy every single day
>>40933860>>40933883It's not. Also I never used /pol/.
>>40933322clean her sweaty hole
>>40933975You have to do prep beforehand.
>>40933744>>40933744>>40933785>>40933789>>40933975>She>Her
my only feelings for being a tranny is disgust.
>>40933992This is normal
What type of man likes tranny porn? Always felt like it was too gay and couldn't get hard to it.
>>40933793>not all trans women are homophobic, but I am!Lol
>>40933859>crying about homophobia on 4chanThere wasn’t even anything homophobic in my post, and I’m not trans.
>>40933621usually they cut and rearrange the scenes if the guy cums too early, sometimes he has to cum twice to make up for it. or to reapply lube or if the girl needs to go to the bathroom or whatever
>>40933767>"brainwormed shit testing"Real>"overzealous enforcement of toxic gender roles"Rare>"high body count acquired through sex work"Super rare>"disturbing fetishes"Somewhat kommon ,but also plenty of sis women are into weird shit
>>40933879You're on the lgbt board, in a conversation about trans women policing gender roles, and you just called me a faggot as part of an argument as to why I was wrong. You don't get out of this by crying about based 4chan culture, you lost, take the L
Just curious how fellow boymoders handled interviews. What did you wear? Do you tell them you're trans? How do you make growing out hair look decent? Are you worried about your small boymoder booba bulge?I've had a few interviews lately all online, but I have an in person one tomorrow.>Mtf 1 year HRT twink faggot
>>40930641I recently got a job as a boymoder. On the first day they asked me about pronouns and later referred to me as LGBT. I never said anything about my sexuality so I guess they know..
>>40930641i've only gotten one job as a boymoder. i don't know if it's related to my boymoding but interviews have not seemed to go very well.
>>40932379Had friends that worked at other companies in the industry with none of the issues. Some business choose to be professional in the space, others do not.
>>40931454Dr House is my progressive sexist racist king. He would hire a boymoder, make them dress fem, but then call them a tranny.Ends up it was all a side plot to win a bet with wilson that he wouldn't hire a troon.
>>40931001>I don't mention anything related to sex/gender. Hair up in a bun usually. I've worn masculine business casual for some interviews but would really hate wearing it fulltime, currently working at a startup and can get away with dressing more feminine but still stick to sneakers, pants and tshirts / sweaters, sometimes croptop type pullover with a blouse underneath but it's pushing it lol. They probably think I'm weird. I've worked remotely for longest time but actually recently moved to be in office full-time (did come over to visit a couple times before).100% guaranteed they know you are a flaming faggot.
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.For example:Video Games: Silent Hill, Bloodborne, Mother, Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex.Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya.Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interestComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>ASL19 PL/EU>letter(s)T, mtf >primary interestanything that you can take >other interests and hobbieslove music, games, bacon, collecting vinyls, doomscrolling>looking forim currently crushing from taking too much speed n I just need to talk a bit>not looking forgovernment agents >tag dxmsavitar
>ASL26/F/UK(boarder region)>letter(s)Bi, BPD/CPTSD, T/MTF>primary interestVideo Games, Speed running, Counter Strike 2, silent hill, TTRPGs, TCGs (yu-gi-oh mainly but like i an vibe with anything desu)>other interests and hobbiesHiking, Cooking, Mapping, Programming, Music, TV Shows, Movies, Work(;-;), like just being non verbal in VC.>looking for(Preferably MtF)Someone to talk to and vibe with.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40931145>mtf>pnw>BTwe all know you're a transbian lil bro
no gross hairy men alloweddolls gtfohttps://discord.gg/XAcvEemv
>>40933466complaining about transbians is cringe lol rent freethis is why /lgbt/ has a downfall, u allow more bimbo husstussies to be for the streets thats low iq while exterminating the computer sci agpsur in the wrong pal
behold the power of passoids
>>40933357i could save a chud or maybe a nazi femboy
>>40933357It's still gay and xhe WNBAW.
>>40933384when you are so afraid of correctly gendering trans women that you end up using neopronouns lmao
>>40933394Can't call this freak a he. Simple as.
>>40933421so she. got it thank u!
Why boymoder/twinkhon bussy "hit diff" compared to passoids?
bump
>>40933651i have only had passoid "bussy" (and pussy) so far.I guess there was one girl who felt insecure about her appearance but i thought she passed really well so she doesnt count
>>40933651Bekause you are a bit gay
>>40933651low selfsteem
>>40933931I'm GAMP?
I'm in the middle of questioning my own stuff and part of not being able to accept it is that online trans women are either miserable, delusional and/or overly horny and I just feel uncomfortable with them. Every single trans space online is just these guys calling each other "Sweetie, Girlie, Sister, etc", telling each other that it was the best decision they ever made; meanwhile they post selfies weekly where they look like a 45+ man in ill-fitting womens clothing. Using face filters and claiming to be natural and saying shit like "Bushy eyebrows make you look fem". It all just feels either fake and artificial or outright self destructive.When I think about myself transitioning, I don't think about changing anything about myself other than the way I present and caring more about my physical look. Afaik I've always been straight, the idea of being with a man as a man and men wearing makeup is not attractive to me. But I can see myself being more willing to experiment with men who meet a stupid amount of prerequisites if I'm a passable trans woman.Where does the fetishizing end and the genuine desire begin? Why do so many trans women act like this is a game of roleplay and I feel like I'm only having trouble accepting I want to be a woman because of how the vocal minority of trans women act? Do I not see trans men doing the same because it's not as fetishized by straight people?
idk does genuine desire means having the same fetishes but passing and attractive? I really dont know
>>40933491I Care.
>>40933602it's always this and you know they're one of the john 45+ they talk about
>>40933887Caring too much about behavior that doesn’t directly affect them whatsoever is always a dead giveaway
>>40933474Me and my trans friend ,when we talk about trans stuff ,just talk about voise training and HRT and how muc our dysphoria is fukking us up
>be me>boymoder, 8 months on hrt>spend my days doomscrolling, trying to cope with tfwnobf>one evening i meet a boy on discord>he's cute smart, creative, capable, sweet and we have common interests, basically a perfect man>lives quite far away but it's manageable>we click instantly>we spend hours, talking late into the night about life, games and random stuff, sending each other memes and images>he wants to date me>i decide to be honest and tell him i'm trans>ready to get ghosted>"it's okay!">although he doesn't really understand what "being trans" pertains>asks me a lot of dumb questions>doesn't matter, i'm just glad that such a nice man accepts meComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40932732you can fix them
>>40932732>literally the ideal guy>just one small problem wow women will complain about anything, can’t a guy have a hobby?
>>40932732>the very regular things transgirls are intoSo... also diapers. Even if you haven't realized it yet. Once he powders and tapes you up snuggly into a fresh fluffy diaper you'll realize the piece that was missing.
