red: you are now Lily Tinogreen: you are now Bonnie Blue
>>42369624Green
yellow: you are now dylan mulvaney but you have a 10 inch pipe-thick uncut erection and crazy thrusting stamina despite having such a skinny body AND on full moons you turn into lily phillips and you have to get gangbanged by at least 5 men before the sun rises on the night of the full moon or you transform into lily phillips with dylan mulvaney's 10 inch cock, for good
I've heard her say a few things that make me think she's into it. I have at least a few months bwfore I take a plane to meet her and we've known each other for long enough that I think she has figured out I'm into this type of thing or maybe she only suspects it.Any way I can drop hints or outright tell her without creeping her out in the event she doesn't want to? She is giga brainwormed tho so desu I'm not sure if she would do it even if she knew both of us wanted it. Doesn't hekp that she's 6' and the transbian = rapehon stereotype exists.
>>42369307Ah I should've clarified she's doesn't know I want to have sex. We're just friends at the moment.She's not a rapehon (neither hon nor rapist) but I am worried she might feel like one because of her brainworms.
>>42369344>"she doesnt know we want to have sex"doubt>you: h-hey can i spend hundreds of dollars to get on a plane to see you>her: sure thing anon :) we can cuddle up and watch movies ;)again the solution is to talk to her
>>42369190genuinely kill yourself
>>42369513I've floated the idea to pretty much everyone I know but nobody wants me to.
what kind of drugs are you interested in doing.i've had sex drugs rocknroll my whole life so i know what it all does just catch a buzz with her and let it unravel, and if she wants to try more things with her then talk it out and do alot of research before getting into the crazy stuff.some drugs are made for sex
A transgirl doing this seems impossible.
>>42367322Parties without opium smoke ain't real partiesI want my red curtainsMY incense mistMY red bed with all the cool girls in it>picrel is the ideal party
>>42367294Gender dysphoria is also a spook.
>>42367251>i will never have wifely corngrinding femhandsim ngmi...
>>42368559gender is, dysphoria ain't
>>42368529I know, but these people were indoctrinated hard, they'd rather spend it all on cheap booze and quick fun than anything fancy, their status depends on the extravagance of the parties they throw.
Any tips to stay on hrt whilst in the shitter? All the programs and shit are a strict no drug zone so i'm scared they won't allow my DIY. Not to mention all the issues with being sterile. Is it over for me?
nice one putting the title as your name fuckface
>>42369562is there any gay or trans specific charities? maybe they could help
I've given myself pseudo-dysphoria and now I can't get rid of itWhile I'm not distressed by my birth sex, I'm very much distressed by my lack of distress. Everything about myself reminds me of the fact that I am male and doing nothing about it, even if I'm fine being a man
>>42366160ocd.
>>42368799It really does feel like it, except these thoughts aren't ego dystonic
>>42366160take your pills get snipped etc etc, go do it now
>>42368992That would be genuinely insane for me to do, as I'm not trans in the first place. My pseudo dysphoria will one day vanish and I'll just realize that I've done it all for naught, and most likely even become reverse dysphoric
>>42368986Ego dystonic thoughts don't necessarily clearly "feel" ego dystonic. You need to identify them first
does this looks like a woman to you?
>>42363702She's addicted to filler Gonna look crazy in a decade or two
>>42362791BOG
>>42362791mostly, yeah.
>>42362791ye
>>42362791This is what a millionaire onlyfans creator looks like.
how easy is it to find a person like this?>t.ranny
>>42369431Oh? The kitten is getting scared and is hissing? Cute but inoffensive.If you talk back again, you will certainly deserve to be called a bad bitch.
>>42369452ummm gosh...why is this giving me a weird sensation all over my body?you are making me completely submit to you, but i can't let that happen. i cannot be that pathetic
>>42369477You totally can be this pathetic, it's called "being yourself"!
>>42369487lmao, trans girls are so helpless
>>42369430yeah.men are pathetic in bed, they don't know what women want
I swear I am straight (delusional)I have been straight for all my life, I love women their faces their bodies everything.But I feel like something just grew inside of me (desire for feminine men) a couple of years ago. Masculine men and non feminine men disgust me and I am not attracted to them. So what the hell am I ? A bisexual? But how can I be bisexual if I am only attracted to femininity and not masculinity.Please some explain, once some anon said to me something about people feeling scared to open up out of their box bc other people see their attraction as ‘faul’ and not right.
>calling someone autistic loser while being an autistic loseroh no no no no
>>42368637you're gynephilic, which is what most of society considers straightbeing at least fine with, or even attracted to the dick attached to a femboy/tranny doesn't make you gay because i imagine it plays into some dominance fantasy, not an actual attraction (like how meta-attracted agps like the idea of domination, but not men, just the opposite)also if picrel is cis i'm killing myself
>>42369203Thank you so much anon for explaining it to me and giving some positive info on the matter. The dominance factor is that I am not attracted to being dominated by women even less by a man so the dominance part is cleared out of the way.I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be good >also if picrel is cis i'm killing myselfI highly doubt that
>>42369263sorry, to clarify, the dominance thing in your case would come from emasculating/claiming a lesser manthe being dominated would be for people with a fetish for being emasculated themselves (not you)of course, if you don't have this and just straight up don't care about the dick then it's still straight because you're attracted to the feminine features>I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be goodaww
>>42369313Yes it’s a little bit cheesy but I don’t care about expressing my emotions like other men don’t do
if you arent winning you are losing and are a loserenjoy it "trannies", the only life you will ever know:A failure genetically mentally biologically familially socially and generally!t.suicide bait
Hi quick question is it normal to almost cry at smutty ai random ads from YouTube’s?
>>42366207yeah
>>42364437>>42364885What the fuck, I didn't know he was woke. I thought he was rightoid to be completely honest, like a third positionist.
>>42364458Winners and losers make the same fertilizer.There are no sums, just the game. Playing is optional. Your idea of self hinges on any of it mattering and you'll sooner kill and die before accepting the fundamental truth that none of that meaning has any solid basis beyond your wishing it so, even to your detriment. It's as much an illusion as your self. There's nowhere to point that can be identified as you, therefore you are, if we are being generous, a gestalt consciousness of trillions of cells with a vested interest in cooperation rooted in base survival instinct. You are running, kicking and screaming because you can, there is no reason for it, it justifies itself. Any greater pomp is a vapid display for the sake of human survival patterns. It is your nature to struggle and anguish, it's your nature to hate, it's your nature to hide, hope, yearn, envy, resent. You do it because evolutionary patterns drive you to, there is no "one" behind it, consciousness is a human lie. You are the meat you abhor, which is what makes you lash out. The background hum of your meaningless struggle, the anguish of existence, a peculiarity of molecular expression. The flash of a spark on the waves of a universal eruption. You don't even lay your viscera on the plate of the butcher that gored you, they're beyond reach in your token mind. In your bloody struggle you bite those around you, no better or worse off than you, you engage in the most base expression of your fleeting spark of existence and indulge your meat instinct.You are the abyss staring back, you are the hand you bit, you are the butcher and the meat and you are nothing at all. Bleed where it counts you weepy little shit, you're skirting the event horizon of infinity, this is all you get.
>>42368157That’s a good one
Went in expect to feel good, but all I got is a sore whole and the urge to poop
>>42367078>prostate shrankit'll shrink, but that doesn't meat nerve endings go away.
I only recently started figuring it out, for me I need to be warmed up with fingers and watching a bunch of porn. What helps me is angling my vibrating plug down/towards my front of my body. That hits the spot, and I’ve came hands free a few times. It takes some practice but if you train you can do it
>>42367231we only have like a classic wand and one of the clitoral sucker things but we only use that 1 when my bf is mad attt meeee
>>42366699>nta but how do people actually cum from anal?It just happens. I can actually have two types of orgasm from anal. One (which is rare) involves me ejaculating from it. Only ever done that while riding cowgirl.But the other involves an internal orgasm, where I get like internal intense jolts of electricity or something that blast through my body. I am sexually satisfied after either, don't need to jerk after, even if I don't have have the ejaculating one.
It's not supposed to feel good for you, silly
Now that would make one hell of a yaoi.
>>42369220mishimacore
>>42369234Why yes I do read Mishima and even listen to Death in June.
>>42369163>i think im a lesbi-cool pic
>>42369424if i could get a guy like this to fuck me i would also not be a lesbian
>>42369163Gonna run this through the AI yaoi printer.
The whole "Just be a boy" thing really grinds my gears because, when I was growing up, people used to say things like "It's okay to be gay." People wanted to reassure gay people that it was okay to be themselves.But here we are in 2025 and the script is completely reversed, now we want to tell cis people "it's okay to be cis" like WTF the existence of trans people does not in any way invalidate cis people. It's wrong to treat us this way. We are not the baddies, we are not the villains. We are a persecuted minority. It's y'all who are the baddies and the villains. Imagine if in 2005 people were going around saying "it's okay to be straight, just like girls! Just like girls, it's okay to be straight, just be straight." It's fucked up.
>>42365844Unfriendly reminder that we're not cis and trans. This is your thing, tumblr. We've always taken the piss out of it.Being gay is one thing. Pretending that your true self is actually the opposite sex/gender is retarded shit that will be taken the piss out of until it is nothing.
>>42365859>set thing about straight tranniestransgenderism is homophobic! it’s making gay men castrate themselves because being trans is better than being gay>seething about transbians they’re a bunch of straight men larping!! don’t they know women are always straight
>>42368844a lot of people dispute that being gay is even real
>>42368873this
>>42365844If I may, minorities can only siphon reasources off majorities when the majority is still healthy and compliant. The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. From a utilitarian perspective, you're the bad guys for putting yourselves above most people for decades and contributing to the very nation's destruction that you depend on for your survival.Young men and young women are not having kids, or even making friends. People look to the lgbtq, see how it's like a special club where people get moral authority and community and a sanctioned place in society for their sexuality, and they want to be gay or trans too. Being a minority does not make you the good guys. The rich elite are a minority, and so are you. The left has abandoned its proletariat roots. The worst of the lgbtq+ leftist manority worshippers go around parroting sentiments as seen in picrel. The remainder tolerate it on a daily basis and justify themselves and their hatred and "belonging" to the left because they consider themselves an oppressed minority and as such immune to accountability. Are you one of such people who contribute to that stereotype, anon?
I'm convinced that ugly boymoders don't exist
me when boymoding
>>42368667youre not fooling anyone btwwhy are you even still boymoding?
>>42368667More like jestermoding
>>42368586>https://litter.catbox.moe/0ltr1xrx7p6en1le.jpgif you lost interest just say it and goodbye.
Me, probably should call myself a manmoder by now
would you let me top you?mask on
>>42369239>no chance at all for me to win?Girl, have you seen your arms? How visible your rib cage is? I'm sure running my hand on your hips will be enough to make you freeze with fear.I'll let you struggle a little bit just for fun, as an appetizer. I could even pin you down just by resting on you!If you ever get bitchy with me you better watch your tits, a good slap can make many mouth shut up!Your ass is fucked with me girl.
>>42369275and i'm 5'2!it's over...i guess i will have to be your bitch from now on...
I have this fantasy of owning a tranny and then beating the shit out of a transbian that flirts with her
>>42369305Woah! And at first I thought you were going to laugh at me about my lack of... Anyway!Yeah, you're just a little kitten. I'll try not to leave too many bruises on you...
I would volunteer but I'm chopped asf
>wake up>start sufferinghow do i stop this from happening? i'm immortal so dying isn't an option.
>>42369288>I'm immortalYou're not special. Quantum immortality is a thing.
>>42369300which ones. i have the pill pusher doc but idk what type of therapy to get because idk what's wrong with me exactly.>>42369303iwnbm. i will never get to die and relieve the dysphoria (i've felt dead inside for as long as i can remember)
>>42369329>iwnbmSuck it up, pussy. We're all in this forever.
>>42369338mfw no mortal to immortalremove me and provide me with dasein