This is a thread for:manmoding,repping, or hons who knew of their transness at a young age and did not transition and now you seethe at gigaultrayoungshita who got on puberty blockers at 12 for 6 hours a dayQOTT1: when did you know QOTT2: do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?
>>42179273All right OP. You seem to be putting it on the line. I can give it a shot too.>QOTT 1We could argue the semantics of "knowing" all day, but I can say I was asking adults what life would have been like if I'd been born a girl when I was at least in middle school, and I remember feeling happy when an older woman said my eyes were too pretty to be a boy's around the same time.>QOTT 2At the moment youngshits, meaning youngshits relative to me being too old to post on this site. That's due to this bias: I have a nephew who has been transitioning into my niece. She is more than 10 years younger than me, which makes me depressingly frustrated since those are 10 plus years I never got.That situation also means I have to be outwardly supportive with my sister while feeling inwardly jealous, and balancing not looking like I know too much about trans whatever.>t. bitter repper in his 30s
>>42180963Damn anon, it’s scary for me being the only queer person in my family but that kind of fucking sucks I would not be able to cope especially with somone who is genetically related like she represents what you could have been:(
>>42175936i got hrt at 14 and im a manmoder. no im being entirely serious, strong jaw, long midface, big brow, 18.5 bideltoid at 5'9, humongous adams apple, like bigger than 95% of cis guys, and permantently masculine face. i say this to try to make yall feel a little bit better. we're not all passoids>QOTT1: when did you know12QOTT2: do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?i hate them all. its so isolating. i feel like im welcomed in neither community, youngshits or midshits.
>>42181814Thanks anon. I'm sure it sucks for you to be the only queer person in your family too. It probably sucks to be all of us.
>>42175936do i need to have known known as a kid or just have crossdressed, only had female friends and shit like that or
Shartyfags should be banned on sight. They contribute nothing good to the board and lower the board quality by posting the same bait that, of course, everyone always falls for, killing other threads in the process. Troonjaks should outright be banned on this board as they're almost always attached to extremely low-quality posts that seem to attract too much attention. This isn't about building a "safe space" as I'm sure some would accuse me of doing in 2017, but having a space at all. If precautions are not taken to take out the trash that is underage shartyfags, the board will continue to be unuseable.
>>42173543We should ban you too tbhdesu. You are a stupid, unmitigated piece of shit who shits up every SRS thread with your gock worshipping faggotry and shitty opinions.
There are no mods on here. This place is essentially a shithole beyond saving
>>42181698>There are no mods on hereClearly this is not true or else I wouldn't get banned for being hazelfucker
there are so few mods on this board I wouldn't be surprised if it turned into a woke version of /qa/
>>42179535jeep post
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
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>>42180389>>42180886>>42175074remember clgers, when you see a tranny post, think R.A.P.E.Replying AlwaysPunishesEveryone
She's the perfect woman
i went on a date with a woman who was convinced harpoons only worked underwater. spears work above the water, but not harpoons. like if you pulled the trigger on a harpoon gun on the surface, it wouldn't fire. she's absolutely fascinating to me.
>>42182519you should lick her pussy without asking first
My tranny cousin is hot and I feel like that's a problem.
>>42181857pls don't be my cousin
>>42181906U probably ugly as shit
>>42182260bro you got a coke can stuck on your finger and started crying and called an ambulance over it
>>42182274And you in a tranny underwater basketweaving forum. Sounds like you and your cousin would be a good match
Make sure you can't reproduce. This isn't because you're cousins, it would take several generations of inbreeding to cause any notable deformities. This is because you have something that the next generation shouldn't. Have sex with your cousin, if you want to.
i want to marry an ftm and spend the rest of my life with him
i can't believe this is the only recent photo of his face i have. it's so horrifically unflattering lol
>>42180027Do you have a happy trail I could bury my face in and a nice tdick I could spend an hour sucking?
>>42181821Do you have a favorite photo of him
>>42181966probably this one, it really makes me wish i had at least one high quality photo of him smiling as an adult though
>>42181966i like this one too, it's very peaceful
I had an interesting moment before showering just now. I was naked, in front of a large mirror, and lazily inspecting myself. I've been on HRT for about three months now. There was a bit more breast growth, but other than that, I looked about the same. During that process though, for just an instant, I had a fleeting change of perspective. I knew I did not pass, I knew I did not look great, I knew there were plenty of flaws in how my face and my body looked, but I, for the first time perhaps, managed to see myself not as a man playing at womanhood, not as a man crossdressing, but rather, actually, somehow, as a woman. A woman that had been disfigured and led astray in development by some malignant force or other, but a woman nonetheless. It gave me a lot of hope, even though I know I have a lot of work to do, it was one step against the mental roadblocks I have in the way of seeing myself as a woman in any form. Any similar experiences? How does that go over time? There is hope.
>>42181378I've had good moments like this but I started to feel really guilty and then really monstrous.So, with that in mind, I caution you to be vigilant of brainworms. Become a woman, nona. Do it for me and those who failed.
never as soon or as diametrically as you, but>How does that go over time? There is hope.yes :) for me it took maybe three or four years to stop feeling or thinking of myself as male. i don't feel female now (over five years) or even like a woman, really, but i definitely cannot see myself as male or a man anymore, at all. it was a very gradual change and i didn't actually notice it happening at all until i had some kind of epiphanic realization that my self-concept had been wildly different from how i remembered for some time.everyone is different, but presumably you will begin to see yourself as totally a woman after some amount of time on hormones.
>>42181849>I hate my voice thoyou have control over your voice right this instant!! voice-train now!!!!!it may be difficult but you have the power to make this change today, no hormones or anything required. i believe in you nona
>>42181378you type like a girl at least
>>42181378that sounds lovely anon. may your journey continue to be as beautiful as your written description of it
im really thought asian peeps had an easier time passing holy shizzra guess i was wronghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmrkuz_Jj7s
can somebody explain to me straight fudanshis? why do they watch gay porn?
>>42181789why do they do it then?
>>42180301Uh for me it was because I was a repressing straight tranny, turns out.
>>42181834Maybe they find the stories engaging?
>>42181873the stories of a guy getting his prostate pounded?
>>42182509>being this reductionistYeah, I give up.
Being anything over 5'10 as a MtF is a death sentence to passing. As a 6'0 tranny my face and proportions still are making me delude myself into thinking ill pass. I still cabt accept ill be a repper for life because I couldnt be anything more than a gigarapehon
>>42180139height is only the 4th most sexually dismorphic feature, literally doesnt matter
>>42180139where and when did u get the notion that being taller made you less appealing as a partner?
>>42180139what if im 5'10. am i gonna make it...
>>42180139Smother your man bones in female flesh
>>42181942this is my goal also many surgeries
>came out at late 20s>started hormones at 31,mid 30s now>I'm tired of feeling like I look like an ogre.>Im tired of watching other people transition and pass me up>I'm tired of everyone getting surgeries done but me done>Im just exhausted, its been going on 4 years and I really dont feel any further along outside of my paperwork I feel like its only a matter of time until the people around me who transitioned in their 30s totally pass me up and leave me in the rear view mirror. They are all on their way to becoming women or are them now and im stuck looking like Fred in a dress from courage the cowardly dogThere are so many days when I think to myself I should have just ended it when I realized repping was a mistake and I'd permanently disfigured myself and probably destroyed any future I had. Don't listen to the desistence bullshit it never gets better it just gets harder and when you finally bite the bullet you are so much worse for it. That kid that couldn't carry the weight and said fuck it and transitioned as a kid, they were right you carrying that burden like syssyphis was incredibly stupid
>>42179634I've gone a little insane (maybe a lot). People stare at me when I go outside and I wave back at them or smile awkwardly. I'm somewhat of an embarrassment to my family but they are generally accepting of me so long as I dont hon it up too much or date guys. I have no friends or social life so I just go grocery shopping, hiking, look after my pets, etc. My life is mostly uneventful unless a transhobe sees me but I ignore them as best I can. I would like to start a family with someone but no one is interested in me because I dont have anything to offer.I used to not be so jaded early on in my transition because I had hope that I'd eventually pass but no matter what I do over the years it is not enough. Sorry. My advice is to surround yourself with ppl that are a positive influence on you and encourage you to transition and leave manmode/boymode etc. Get out of your comfort zone too, but not at the detriment of your mental health. Idk what else to say without doxxing myself so left some stuff out ...not that anyone cares.
>>42179863Official diagnosis was Myalgic Encephalitis. She started having severe issues about a year into HRT. Personally I'm sure she had something else as well. Maybe multiple sclerosis. Maybe NCAH. She was bedridden for 3 years before dying. And still no idea how I malefailed. I'm a very, very obvious hon and frankly terminally malebrained (it's a pendulum sometimes I'm super fembrained and I love it).
>>42180096I’m too stubborn I fear but I see my self in your future soon my family will never be okay with this, my friends are good but I won’t listen to them I’m so insecure and miserable I guess
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>>42179474nigga u have a full beard wdym 3 years in
The reason why puritanical feminism (i.e., the reactionary, sex-negative, anti-trans, anti-plesaure Mary Daly womb cult strand of feminism that emerged in the '70s) took off in the Anglosphere but not really anywhere else is because Anglo cultures are anti-sensuality whereas e.g., Latin cultures (e.g., Italy, Spain, Portugal, and their former colonies) are decidedly not so. (There does exist an "anti-gender" movement in Latin America, but it's a decidedly anti-feminist one.) I remind you that Mary Daly was a CATHOLIC THEOLOGIAN and that Janice Raymond was her student.
>>42182244>should I even bother reading it?lol, no. read picrel instead.And get your mum to read picrel, too, as well as the following essays by the same author:"Cultural Feminism: Feminist Capitalism and the Anti-Pornography Movement" in Social Text, No. 7, pp. 34-53, 1983"The Taming of the Id: Feminist Sexual Politics, 1968-83" in Pleasure and Danger: exploring female sexuality, Ed. Carole S. Vance, 1984
>>42182322Forgot the DOI for the 1983 essay: 10.2307/466453
>>42181895It's obvious how wrong you are based on how many words you have to invent to try and rationalize it.
>>42182322>>42182331Thank u <3
>>42182345I didn't invent any words in my post, troll.
About to see a therapist for top surgery letter, how do I not fuck this up? Do I just keep talk about non tranny issues to an absolute minimum? I need these tumors gone asap
I mean that sounds like a solid plan to me just don't get into a bunch of irrelevant mental health issues. Good luck
>>42182295show them an animation meme to break the ice
>>42182384Thanks. I'm just stressing out over this because trans healthcare is a joke. They sent me some paperwork to fill out before the actual appointment and they're asking things like if I want to kill someone>>42182388Do you ever get tired of this
>>42182459>Do you ever get tired of thisnoi'm built different
>older brother has always bullied me and called me names>he called me a faggot a couple weeks ago>older brother has called me a faggot hundreds of times>was feeling particularly sensitive that day though>hurt my feelings and made me start crying >brother didn't expect this and surprisingly actually seemed to feel bad>he awkwardly apologized and said he didn't think that bothered me that much>i said its whatever then i went to my room to weep in my pillow for awhile>wasn't mad or upset at my brother about it just had a moment>noticed today that my brother hasn't insulted me or bullied me since then>feel like he's avoiding me now>feel kind of lonely and kind of miss itoh no.
>>42182404Older brothers bully you as a way to bond with you, dumb little tranny sister.
>>42182404i think you know what to do
I don't hate trans people. I don't hate black people, or gay people, or women, or jews, or indians. All of my wrath and hatred is reserved for people who have had sex.
>>42182186Slop is good
>>42182092have sex with a tranny>turn off incel revenge brain>find tranny in need of attention, validation, kindness>do that>fall in love>rock her world and train her to become your obedient sex slave and loving gfezpz
>>42182306I am a volcel not an incel. Women get dripping wet pussies when I am in the same room as them, however their desire for sex with me pisses me off so fucking much dude
>>42182317just switch places with me, that'll resolve the problem
>>42182186Only if you worship the Golden Jerky, gay space elves or chaos. Necron chads keep winning
All replies must contain your tag. This means no replies purely to comment on another's post.>letter(s)>about>primary interest>other interests>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>contact
>about23, femboy/gnc, US, bi>looking forfrens>not looking forchuds, bigots, chasers>about me currently a neet that is very poor, quite shy and introverted but socialable enough to be able to hold a conversation and sometimes touch grass and do things with people. in terms of my interests i play a lot of vidya, i will probably rant to you my new stupid hyperfixation. i like pokemon and other nintendo slop (although mainly emulate), farming sims, yakuza, and some random indies that were cheap on steam lol. i watch a shit ton of youtube, and a bit of twitch and anime, and write sometimes. im not really into music, but i listen to a bit of hip hop, video game/anime music, and vocaloids. i also like basketball and then also listen to a lot of podcasts cause i cant be alone with my thoughts. im austitic and very traumatized, but some find it cute. politics is somewhat important to me and im a leftist, and it is important that while we made not agree on everything, i would apperciate if we held similar morals and values in that aspect. please introduce yourself in your first message!! it helps me out so much when trying to get a conversation going.>discordyaoitrashcan4
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might be the wrong board but screw it>ASL19/M & 20/M, both USA, both Bi.>About us2 sexy cute pale femboy twinks (can show proof eventually), looking for a girl to do an "online threesome" with. Probably just through a discord groupchat. Open to normal convos as well.>Looking forAny kind of cis bio F, preferrably into skinny femboys. Bonus points if you're a fujo or furry but we're not picky.>Not looking forAnyone else.hit us up if you want>Contactdiscord: dreadspiratesrobert (alt acc for obvious reasons)
>letter(s)21 / Woman shaped thing / NA - EST>aboutI'm an artist, currently my sights are set on music, have been for the past few years. I make Jungle, DnB, breakcore or any other misnomer you could call music surrounding breaks.>primary interestArt of any variety, film, games, UI/UX, literally anything you can think of, I appreciate or seek to improve my artistic palette withOtherwise, I play quite a lot of Deadlock these days, Binding of Isaac, other single player games, anything that interests me.>other interestsComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>letter(s)19 going on 20 MtF n bi>aboutI’m an engineering student sort of trying to figure my shit out, and trying to get back into some of my hobbies I had before getting to college. I go to one of the most rigorous engineering programs in the states so it’s been a bit of a lifestyle shift>primary interestAt this point, cars actually. Really interested in the mechanics of the systems within cars, gearboxes, engines, packaging, weight management, aero design, etc.>other interestsI love cooking, got into seedboxes lately for the sake of getting back into some shows I used to wanna watch, I have been playing guitar on an off for a few years, I love jazz rock metal rap pop etc, I’m big into philosophy and political theory, and I’m also a big fan of frogs :>>looking forFriends!!!! Idk I guess I like meeting new people now and I’m bored so go hmu if you’re cool!!!>not looking forNo bigots chasers weirdos in general please I will sus u out if u are pretty quickly >(free space)If u fw any of my interests fs hit me up especially if u aren’t a cishet dude that likes cars cause its always neat to find queer car nerds>contactComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
