Not because i'm sad or suicidalOften occupation that fills the void is difficult to find, so I'll hurt myself just to create some interest. If I do this then I will also have to observe it, clean it up, take care of it, make an effort to hide it, all of which gives me a bit of purpose and direction. I don't tend to see "as something to do" on lists of reasons people self harm, so I wanted to know if others did it.
>>35495390i do the same thingits just a little fun to do and make me feel like im not completely useless and can take care of myself in some capacity
>>35495390hot can i see your cuts?
>>35495390Please call a safety contact
>>35495628shut up fag get out of our based threads
>>35495390why? i only cut when I'm distressed
>>35495390You don't look like that THOUGH
>>35495628You do not get difference between cutting and CUTTING lol also, some people do cuz feels good lol you should try letting a chick cut your neck a bit while riding you ;)
>>35495390I'll do it when sad or when extremely bored too It's low on my list of "things to do" but it's still there, just need nothing else happening
>>35495617i want to post my cuts anon :3this is last photo of it back from octoberthis is the most i can really do rn cause paintolerance isnt good enough to go deeperwonder how much longer ill last
>>35499110It's not about pain tolerance anon, you gotta be quick and have pressureif you do it super fast it doesn't feel like anything until it's already done
>>35499110gtfoh with those cat scratches. post some real cuts like picrel
>>35499110pussy aaa cuts
>>35499175woaw...
>>35495390I also just cut for routine; the moment my roommate leaves, I cut because somehow it helps me stay sane for the most part of my life, and given I spend a lot of time with that burning sensation and cleaning, tranny thoughts don't hurt. Yeah, but I have low pain tolerance, so I keep striking and lashing, hoping some of them are good and big enough, but generally, that does not happen, so it is just a weird collection of cuts.
>>35499175this is beautiful but also fucking disgusting
>>35495390real... id also cut myself for anyone who'd pay me... id cut for money on god
>>35499183Mine are not great, I am scared to cut so it is just a bunch of scratches but it helps somehow, wish it went deeper.>>35499175I don't know what to say about these; it is frightening, and idk weird yet surreal.
>>35499175this is sfx makeup. amabs are dense af
>>35499207fair, i only go semi-styro or scratches anyways cuz im lowkey running outta room kek
>>35499213still cool asf
>>35499214Yeah, me too (running out of room); the only benefit of those cat scratch cuts is that if you wait two days, you can get back to it, and it burns and stings for a day or two, so it helps.
>>35495636>>35497585>>35499148>>35499183any of you "real" cutters should cut a rare pepe and post it>picrel
i think people should post vids rather than images
>>35499238imagine a tutorial like vid for newbies"Here's a cat scratch, here's some styrofoam, and here on this third one if we go a bit deeper we see some beans :) catch y'all next time"
>>35499238but my sessions are like 30-40 long, with breaks, and no one wants to see a person try to keep swiping blade like a pussy for that long, esp if you are not a deep cutter.
>>35499249what's a Styrofoam? I know beans but where is Styrofoam?
the last time i cut myself one of the cuts got infected and then they kinda all got infected from that one cut and that sucked and i havent really cut myself sincei get the thing about doing it for the sake of it giving you something to occupy yourself with but yeah i rn am also feeling kind of like there is nothing to do but i feel like cutting is more effort than im willing to do because i'd have to prepare all that for it and then wait until the blood stops and then etc etc and that's just not worth iti used to binge/purge for the same reason cuz both of these are occupying activities not sure if would recommend or not my teeth got pretty bad from it but it did give me stuff to do i mean i would do it for like hours
>>35499257It's just the white layer, dermis, before bean but after cat scratchSo just a normal cut ig? Can't find a picrel sorry, thought I had one, but either way area fills with blood so fast it'd be hard to get, idk why the term stryofoam really
>>35499236thats supposed 2 b pepe ??
>>35499287obviously this poster wasn't committed. you should show everyone how it's done
>>35495390I cut myself cuz I wanna kill myself cuz I'm trans.
>>35499292Would you be willing to see some cat scratch cutting, I am going to do my session now?
>>35499307always interested in some cutting
>>35499329Anyplace I can send it to you?
>>35499292ill do it for $20
>>35499148omg, tysm <333i used to know this but totally forgot when i relapsed. like, am kinda happy ill be able to go deeper next time. thank uu. >>35499175ehh, thats more like less risky scarification. i want to "accidentally" cut a vein. idk if am like mildly suicidal rn. if i wanted that, id go up to russ foxx up in vancouver canada. but those look like really pretty once they heal>>35499183meanie>>35499190i think thats kinda normal though cause itll get worse(better??) over time as we cut more.also, ik is a really dumb idea, but the only time ive left scars that have lasted permanently have been while drunk.>>35499238i rly want to now. like sounds funner probably>>35499207i like urs
>>35499349I feel a bit guilty, shouldn't tell people how to make worse (better) cuts, but I relapsed recently and im trying to work up courage for 2nd go since I didMaybe I can convince myself my scars are pretty and then I'll feel less guilt over ones I have and new ones
>>35499376noo, pls don't. this is a coping mechanism that ik isnt good, but is better than nothing
>>35499376oh, and less scars are pretty. but guys kinda always are nice about them anyways. i thought was unlovable, but bfs are nice and really dont care about them just that were safe.
>>35499337
why do i enjoy seeing others cuts so much?
>>35499507cuz its cute
>>35499568i guess, it helps me continue to cut as well
>>35499591fr i feel so competitive
I feel a nice sense of community with these SH threadsI hate that the jannies delete it everyday after like 8am when they wakeup
>>35499627ruining the fun,,, there needs to be a board for this kind of taboo shit
>>35495390Saem sometimesI like trying to make artsy designsThey usually fade within a year or two tho
never really got into cutting because I never wanted my parents to notice anything's wrong with me but I like hitting myself in the head or bashing my head against the wall :3
>>35499662thats pretty, i wish i could do that
>>35499605I kinda did one right now to feel better lol, had a good blade today.
>>35499816hot stuff
>>35499816cute...
>>35499662>>35499816pretty :)wish my cuts would look good, too fat and unaesthetic areas
>>35500323real
How can I convince my gf that I should be allowed to cut
>>35495390Cool so you do it for the ritual. Find a better ritual. Substitution. Cutting yourself is fucked up and nasty. There's better ways to cause yourself pain and pass the time. Like exercise.
>>35495390Good. Slice at your limbs for us you contemptible blood pervert.
>>35495390I often did this in highschool. Idk was bored and bullied and existential crisis moding and cutting was just kind of zen and then a bit of adrenaline from hiding it and stuff.
>>35501963Not OP, but honestly, I will do it. It is not a perversion on most days; I feel I have a daily quota of necessary pain I must fill for my stupid existence, so I must bleed, but it feels good to see it flowing down.
