Why do so many of you guys have these?
discord thread
>>35520708derpesisioğn
>>35520708this bitch needs to eat food
>>35520708nothing else to do
>>35520708hot
>>35520736this bitch needs to show what's under that hand
>>35520708i've come to like mine but thats because i think its cool how the flesh is raised and shiny and theyre also longer and less numerous than this photo.i also have some around my belly button which i think is aesthetic.that being said its not something i want to do all the time. like mushrooms or lsd.
>>35520708>you guysFuck you op now I'm going to cut myself again THIS IS YOUR FAULT
>>35520708because i look like this
>>35520708they make me feel better and look cute in funny patterns
>>35521841Do you cut your discord bfs name into your leg uwu
>>35520708Helps with wanting to die
anyone else burn? i like to heat up a lighter and press it against my skin. the mark takes forever to go away, but im scared of blood
resolution between mind and body
>>35521913lol no i like making stuff like stars or whatever or just random patterns
>>35521941i used to but the sulphuric smell was too difficult to hide
>>35521941also burning is based but im too scared of fire to do it x_x
>>35520708Those are not very old, you can tell because they're still purple. They turn pink after a while then your skin color. I can see the older ones that are white. Most of mine are on my left arm with some on my thigs. You should cut that shit out, you'll regret it.
>>35522005i turn the fire off once the metal is hot enough to hurt. also its way easier to hide. smaller marks, i do it on my shoulder, i can just say its some acne clearing up or some shitcutting is cuter though
>>35522016describing the aging colour of scars just reminded me of how itchy that was, unironically like the worst part about the process
>>35521839stfu nigger you have a good face
>>35522045for a man maybe. my jaw is massive
>>35520708
threadly reminder that self harm is rarely done by unattractive tranny / authentic manmoder, instead being popularized by attentionfags
>>35521941i would put out cigarettes on myself. i put two out on the inside of my elbow and everyone thought I became a junkie.
>>35522037oh i see maybe ill try it if i can ur right cutting is def cuter tho>>35522067maybe lose weight? your face does look really girly but i think the fat is making your jaw look bigger
>>35522096need ozempic fr
>>35522116damn how old r u my mom is on that lmfao. it did nuke her appetite and she lost like 35 lbs though
>>3552213630 lolive been a fatty all my life thoshits cringe
>>35522039I didn't think the itching was that bad, it was the leaking blood over the scabs that I hated. I got in a fight at school and afterwards I noticed blood was leaking from all my cuts from the excitement. Also, hiding that shit is a pain.
>>35520708i dont my legs are just kinda gross
>>35520708I got marks like that while shaving
>>35520708i uses to do it 10 or 11 years ago and i can no longer comprehend why i ever did. huge regret it's fucking permanent but my bf doesnt care so w/e i guess
>>35522187I did that with a single bladed razor. I was rushing because I hated how long it takes.
>>35522187use shave oil + a 5 blade for the start and finish with a dermaplainer on anything you missed. you'll have some time with really silky legs before it starts coming back.
>>35522155o ok good luck anon i think ur cute especially if you got to a healthy weight. i. will try burning at some point i think
>>35522229thank you anoni hope we can all get to a place where we wont need to sh tho!
>>35520708how to cuthow to cuthow do i get over the fear of the blade and stop psyching myself outi know i wanna do it but how do i push myself over the edge i have safety razor blades btw
>>35522327woah, that's pretty good one, how do yours heal?>>35522363If you haven't yet then don't
>>35521839maybe stop eating micro plastics
>>35522363hi sweetie i think if you are psyching urself out then find better ways to cope.. it isnt some magical way to feel better for u to latch on to most everyone regrets it at a point if not immediately afterwards
My body repulsed me and I craved physical destruction. I didn't understand why because I was repping too hard. I managed not to cause significant harm, fortunately, I wake up after feeling pain
>>35522327would I get aids if I sucked this :3
>>35520708Mental illness.I don't have those because I am not mentally ill.
idk cause i'm a hon
>>35520708These are so hot. Always make my inner caveman kick in for some reason
Too bad its extremely immoral to support this kinda stuffDont cut, people
>>35522391>>35522425figured it out ty everyone!!
>>35522820I used to do this when I was 11 lol grown men doing this is just embarrassing
>>35520708If my friends see I have cutting scars will they freak out and stop being friends with me? Everyones being so negative about them
>>35522363i started recently. just nick yourself a tiny bit at first and after drawing blood once you’ll sort of get used to it. i don’t really recommend it though this shit sucks it doesn’t even hurt and i feel like The World’s Biggest Attention Whore for doing it but thats probably just me being neurotic. the adrenalin and endorphins and stuff are nice and it feels good to have control over my body but the scars are pretty permanent and you’ll instantly out yourself as mentally ill to everyone who sees them. i’m gonna stop soon i thinkinb4 cut deeper lol
>>35523417Likely not, they'll be mad or pity you
>>35522363stop being a faggot maybe
>>35523427its really not worth it. starting it is bad. continuing to do it even more so. just recently became clean after three years of some hard shit. it was addicting. it still feels like the normal thing to do to calm down. you'd start and just loose control of it.cannot recommend, I really do hope you stop soon :(
>>35520708For those that do, just know it does not further your goals. It is merely an indulgence. Ultimately, it is just easier than confronting our actual problems.
>>35520708Unhappy with appearance and it gives me something to do instead of spiraling.Still bleeding atm :P
>>35524703please stop. I've never been depressed before so can't understand what you're going through, but there has to be something more productive than self harm you can do.
>>35521839whats that TP on your desk for?
>>35520708Because we were molested as children
>>35524743FaggotI hope i can beat you up irl
>>35524743Have you even been molested as an adult?
>>35524722It's a bit addicting but thanks.. <3
>>35521839Your face resembles Chrischan no wonder
>>35524743>I wish I was molested as a child desu.Never wish that upon anyone.
>>35524770I doubt that>>35524779Yeah but it's not same.>>35524819What's wrong with wishing I could relate to the experiences of my friends, all I can do is imagine what it was like for them abstractly.
>>35520708>dysphoria>shit families>disowned>feeling like a fuckup>self hatred>self-punishmentand everything else that might cause severe depression honestly
>>35524858What kind of friends do you have exactly?Some do react differently than others, but I doubt it is something you would truly want to experience.
>>35524897Mostly trans people. Not all of them have been molested, but a good portion of them have, and my partner was the victim of a lot of predatory activities. When people open up and tell me they were touched, all I really have to relate are other peoples' experiences, which I feel isn't enough sometimes.I wasn't even a cutter as a teenager! I'm so (not) fucked up.
>>35520708I don't because I always went shallow when I did it <3
>>35522181sexo
because antidepressants don't work and iwnbawI didn't use to do this until I saw posts like these. it's much better than cutting on my wrists
pretty :3
>>35526232>>35526152rrrrr i want to do it again so bad
>>35526295all the old scars in my pic are like 2 months old. only cut again because of this thread
>>35526308I cut last week after being clean for a year and a half but keep looking at every SH thread that pops up
>>35522181you want gock in your bussy?>>35526152wanna lick your blood like a baby platypus licks milk :3
>>35526152You will feel like a woman alter I molested you, fuck my cock is so hard
God why can't I never find SH trannies? All the trannies that are willing to date have all stopped doing SH for at least some time.
>>35527477why do you want a sh tranny?
>>35527495Well doesn't need to be a tranny, but generally an SH girl.And the answer is, to fix her. My first long term gf was pretty mentally damaged and when we got together she was doing a lot of SH and I had to comfort her when she was feeling bad, take away all sharp objects so she wouldn't cut herself, and just be there and care for her until she got better. Never felt as needed in my life. It was exhausting, but seeing what an impact I had on her life made this most happy time of my life.She completely fucking nuked the relationship because she was a BPDemon, so I'm glad that bitch is gone, but knowing how it feels to make someone elses life immesurably better never left me