ReppersWhat's stopping you from looking like this?
>>35534811being male
>>35534811genetics
>>35534811I’ll list it off for you >> almost 2 meters tall (6.6ft) >> brood shoulders >> deep voice >> built like a Swedish meatball >> a face shaped like Minecraft Steve >> horible looking skin And that’s the short and fast of it
>>35534811chest width and shoulder breadthpicrel has feminine measurements so implants look good
>>35534811>the short and fast of it
>>35534811please stop i look like a man i have strong male features i look dysgenic and i have zero chance of looking feminine in the slightest
>>35534811I trooned out nearly a decade ago and still don't look like this
>>35536068>>35534957>>35534952>>35534925>>35534877>>35534864but why arent you boymoding on HRT
>>35534811>4 years hrt>no noticeable boobsthat
>>35534811nobody's forcefemming me
>>35536068>>35536822you could be such a cute girl though
>>35536855No but actually I couldn't
>>35534811they didnt grow
>>35534811God. Repent, fags.
>>35534811my tits are too far apart
>>35534811Family (and my lots of complicated feelings)
>>35536419Because I'm not a boy, I'm a man. I am on hrt tho. Not a manmoder, just a man.
>>35534811Well not much anymore besides time and a boob job I guess? I stopped repressing at the end of last winter and now I'm borderline passing but not out. I only have a small handful of boob though :(It really does still blow my fucking mind when I'm in a good headspace and I see a girl in the mirror or when people refer to me as a girl
>>35534864That never stopped me
>>35536419i am on hrt and nothing has improved. even when i tried makeup and hair and all that other shit and dressed my age and not like a freak it was all uncanny because in the end i was a crossdressing man and i saw it every time i looked in the mirror. so i take hrt and rot in my room.
>>35534811my hands are massive, my chin is pointy and has beard shadow, myvlips are ugly, my breast growth is poointy and looks like im just fat
>>35536419hrt doesn't do anything, given bad genes
>>35538895same
>>35534811my hair's pretty fucked and i don't want to live with a wig stapled to my scalp forever and i have droopy male retard eyes, i am newly on hrt (less than 2 months) but it's likely manmoding forever for me
>>35534811And.. He's a total angle frauder.
>>35538895>in the end i was a crossdressing man and i saw it every time i looked in the mirror. so i take hrt and rot in my room.Sometimes I read posts like these and think "I really am a tranny, huh?" because I can relate.
i don't know how to do hrt
I don’t think I could ever really go trough with transisoning even though I really want to, realistically how am I to undo 25 years of living as a man ? Don’t matter what I feel or what I want, I can’t get that part of my life back, time don’t stop for anyone especially not one like me. So I live a lie dig myself deeper in to dysphoria, because what other choise do I have ? Lossing friends and family, lossing work opportunities, hall lossing most things, and I may be lonely inside me but that also being reflected outside isent going to help. The amount of therapy I need is so ludicrous I don’t think I could even fix myself even if I lived another 4 lifetimes, being trans to me is a curse, how anyone can enjoy this constant self doubt and hate is a mystery, I’m convinced that there is no true lasting happiness if one is like this, if there is a god they are crule indeed
>>35540505You stick it in your butt.