this ones a long one>be me>christian school entire life>never have any friends because fag and have ptsd from highschool now>go to very gay college>have terrible social skills and various mental illnesses (adhd, bipolar, ptsd, anxiety, and autism)>quite literally never had any friends>immediately get into polycule situationship with 20 year olds (i was 18-19)>i end up treating them terribly and being obssessive>i ask multiple times if im doing something wrong>they say im not>my behavior continues>tell them multiple times that i genuinely have never had any relationship ever and simply do not know how being friends works, let alone whatever the fuck was going on between us>they all leave and tell me im an evil manipulative horrible person>i kinda was but like i tried to warn them >i try to explain myself>they say im manipulative again and using mental illness as an excuse (its ok when they do that though)>develop weed dependency>multiple suicide attempts>spend months being angry upset and just struggling bad>finally get over it>have normal healthy relationships now>doing so much better>get my shit diagnosed and getting help>they kick me from the school gc effectively signaling to entire social community to stay away from me>friends start leaving me after finding out>i was just now getting better>purposely avoiding them so i dont make them uncomfortable>forced to apologize to them in attempt to get social life back>no response yet>i know theyre gonna call manipulative againi just want them to leave me alone so i can have a normal social life that ive been deprived of my entire life>realize they only do this to trans women, trans men and afab nonbinary people get a pass for some reasonpic = mfw
i don't remember ordering this book from Amazon, what the heckin..
>>35539667What?
>>35539667>>never have any friends because fag and have ptsd from highschool now>>have terrible social skills and various mental illnesses>>immediately get into polycule situationship>>they all leave and tell me im an evil manipulative horrible personmanyy such cases anon. Ive never ended up in a polycule (extreme jealousy and annoying personality) but people like this are more common than one might think and they look for vunerable trans women to destroy
>realize they only do this to trans women, trans men and afab nonbinary people get a pass for some reasonCould've just said this OP, lol. This has been a thing for many years now, I've always called them shitqueers. My advice is to find new friends, these people will drain you.
>>35539667>polycule A thread died for this.
>>35539667BPD strikes again