>want attention, feel unlovable and alone>download dating apps>people are interested and compliment me >some try to genuinely talk, some just try to fuck, everything in between>feel nothing>delete apps>repeat cycle a year later why
>>35548694I am at step one and want to download the dating app but scared I will end up inviting someone over for sex today
>>35548694schizoid personality disorder
>>35548694self esteem comes from yourself, not others. others may help in the short term, but it wont be sustaining
>>35548705slut
>>35548718I am not a slut I have only ever had sex with two guys!
There a full body picture of that cat girl? She's got a chubby face, I bet she thicccc
>>35548705I've thought that too, but every time I just lose my sex drive when I actually talk to someone>>35548709Never heard of it>>35548713big if true...>>35548726I don't think so, it is fanart of Kuroneko from oreimo
>>35548726If you're gonna keep talking like a mulignan, we'll send you to slip 'n' fall school.
>>35548694You don't look like that THOUGH
>>35548694See >>35548709Took a longtime for me to figure out I was Schizoid. I met quite a few people on grindr, felt basically nothing talking to them expect regret and boredom. Get home still feel lonely so go back on Grindr and find another one. Never even had sex with them, would usually just bring up some controversial topic and debate the opposite of whatever they believed until they got bored of me.Used to post on here, desperate for compliments but when I'd get them I'd still feel ambivalent.Ended up with cute autistic girl. She's usually there in the background so I don't feel lonely but I don't really have to talk too much. Just listen to her ramble for an hour a day while I do whatever. I do love her too, it's definitely more than I've ever been able to tolerate anyone else.
>>35549237Nope, she is just a favorite character. >>35549313That's how I feel, I hate the talking part. I just want to hang out. You scored with your gf.
>>35548724Having casual sex makes you a used whore.>>35549313>schizoid>wants relationshipsPeople larp as all kinds of mental illnesses these days. No diagnosis, I'm sure?
