Matcha editionlast time on /bmg/ >>35644711QOTT: what's your favorite variety of tea?
>>35682722I love tatsugiri! favorite teas are green teas with added fruit flavors like pomegranate green tea or blueberry green tea
>>35682722does boba count? probably notI love rooibos and chai, but I'm really not knowledgeable on fancy teas
>QOTTblack tea usually for mejust had to repierce my ears myself because my ears were angry so i took my piercings out to clean them well and let them breathe. it was an awful experience but it's over now.
>>35682852is it weird to have no piercings incl ears and no tattoos anywhereim thinking its malebrained
>>35682933yes now go hide in your hole of self pity
>>35682933no, just personal preference. a lot of women in my family don't wear earrings because they're not big fans of it, but i've always wanted to have them so i got them. i'm probably gonna get 1-2 more on both ears once my current ones heal up fully
>>35682933I have no piercings/tattoos neither, I'm only like 3 months hrt but those are scary and I don't know if I'll ever get some except maybe pierced ears.
>>35682977ear lobe piercings really don't hurt, just go to a piercer instead of like some department store lol
>>35682956so you have earlobes rn?>>35682977i want them but it would probably make me insecure in public
>>35682993yeah, like aqua green studs
>>35683004i want ones color coordinated with my eyes now
>>35683020mine aren't because my eyes are bluish/gray but getting ones that match with your eyes is really flattering
>>35682990I'm not worried about if it hurts or not, I just have no style so it would feel pointless
>>35683062you don't need style to wear earrings, i wear jeans and t shirts everyday and it's just a nice accent piece
>>35683037yeah sadly i dont actually know what my eye color is its like mixedmaybe i should just get other accessories first, i only have a bland bracelet and a string anklet that noone sees under my pants
>>35683105yeah having good accessories is always a positive. as far as piercings go, you can just go with a gold or silver depending on your skin tone
>>35683084Yeah I should get them pierced, I'll just have to explain why I'm growing out my hair and got my ears pierced to my family when moving back for the summer :P (I don't really mind)
>>35683144i think gold should suit me in theory but its like cheesy
>>35683170that part is easier than you think. when i visited them my dad was sort of put off at first by me having earrings and asked why, so i told him that i wanted them, so i got them. he came around to it pretty quickly and now thinks they look good on me
>>35683189gold is lovely though. its cheesy on the wrong person, but if it suits you its so beautiful.
>>35682722>QOTT: what's your favorite variety of tea?it's a tough call between black/red and white tea... out of all the ones I've tried my favourite is probably Lapsang Souchong or Keemun as for white tea I've only ever tried silver needle and I really like it but it's kind of expensive for me since I don't have a lot of disposable income. unrelated but I was greeting my mother earlier and she touched my chest through my pajamas and went "huh what's that bump?" makes me want to kill myself jesus christ... I'm 79 days on HRT...
>>35682722i’m a really big fan of fruity teas!>>35683366that’s horrible. why can’t parents understand personal space? i hope you’re alright
>>35683314idk im pale but i have brown hair and like green / steel blue mixed eyes so not sure if its for me
>>35683594i'm pale with hazel eyes and dark brown hair, and gold looks really god on me
>>35683624so itll prob look good on you too>>35683594
>>35683624ok but still accessorizing feels dumb when i feel like i look scuffed just from the ground up
>>35683807ocre, girl... you are definitely not scuffed and accessories dont mean youre even in girlmode
>>35682722>qotti normally drink green or spearmint tea but i've been trying this instant milk tea that my mom got me. it's nice and sweet and creamy and i like it
>>35683880if you say so
>>35683880i hate to admit it but i enjoy being talked to like this
>>35684183you're welcome .. i guess? i think youd look pretty with some accessories for what its worth.
>>35683429touch from close family members doesn't really bother me that much anymore it's more so the fact I don't want them to know I'm on HRT and that's gonna get harder and harder as it gets warmer
>>35684229reminds memy mom used to work in a small store for jewellery and precious stones, she gave me some of her old stuffhttps://unsee cc/album#kN3tmGIitjEucouldnt imagine wearing it out though it doesnt fit with my clothes at all
>>35684749those are pretty. but yeah i dont know how those would be incorporated into an outfit
>>35684821yeah ive been wearing the ring at home and i really like it buut my hands arent that pretty so meh
>>35683429>>35683366My mom almost touched my tits while looking at my shirt one time, holy fuckShe also straight up asked me if I was on hormones when I visited and I was in hormones for 4 months, I panicked and said no, I'm still not out and I'm at over a year now. I feel like she probably really suspects I'm a tranny she's seen me crossdress and has asked if I'm gay>>35684424Yes I get concerned about hugs or whatever in case they feel a bra strap or boobs or whatever you know. Scared of it getting hot now that my tits are getting bigger and I'm on progesterone... I really hope I can just girlmode by next summer
caught my boss stating at my chest and making a confused face
>>35684424> doesn't really bother me that much anymore> anymore if it ever bothered you then it’s still not ok! but i understand the difficulties. it just gets harder and harder. i’m thankful that i’ve got so many over sized hoodies but as the temperature creeps up it becomes equally as suspicious. >>35685147yeah i’ve tried to avoid hugs, or at least come at them from a weird angle to prevent any possibility of them feeling my chest. also my family absolutely thinks i’m gay.>>35685202sounds like a weird boss
>>35685263she’s a bit odd yeah
not to be mean but why the fuck are all of you still living with your parents
>>35685435not enough money or skills to live by myself>t. 18
>>35685435I’m not tho
>>35682722oolong tea or taro milk tea!
>>35685435i live alone thankfully
>>35685435i don't
>>35685555taro milk tea is so good. anything taro is great
>>35685555taro boba is best boba>>35685435I live alone but yeah I feel old reading all these posts about parents lol
>>35685435I'm 22 but going to live with my parents for the summer, is it weird? They have space and they want me to live there, alsl have a job in that part of country so I couldn't attend it if I lived here for the summer.
>>35685435honestly I really don't think my parents would kick me out for being trans when my brother has existed in their house causing everyone problems and being a dipshit for more than twenty years. also not really any income other than govt handouts for being below 21. I could get a job while I go to uni but I really feel like my performance would suffer
>>35685435i’m 19 and it’s far cheaper than rent anywhere else
>>35685147if you want a hoodie for the warmer weather you could probably find one with short sleeves! I got one very recently and it looks really nice you can wear it with a long sleeved shirt underneath>>35685263I don't like touch in general but I can tolerate it for a bit if I know it's gonna happen! it's not that big of a deal, I actually have no idea what my family thinks of me to be honest... I've never shown outward attraction to anyone or done anything that would make me look not straight and cis to them so idk
Going on a date with a man tomorrowwhat are your advices bmg?
>>35687462suck h
>>35687462Show interest but don't be a slut, don't put out right away. Lead him on really subtly and make him want more. Dress in a cute way that leaves some to the imagination. Men love the chase and want to feel excited doing it and you'll ruin the excitement if you're too easy. Drive him wild, make him desperately want it but don't give it to him, make him wait longer. He won't be able to stop thinking about you, he'll go to bed with you on his mind
voca.ro/1h5lw8IbFQuxsharing this here because i have nowhere else to, but just got done writing this little snippet. still needs some cleaning up though
>>35688736cool song
>>35682722>what's your favorite variety of tea?BEER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm drunk whatup /bmg/
>>35689928hiii i was drunk earlier. i now regret it bc i hate drinking lol
>>35689962>i was drunk earlier. i now regret it bc i hate drinking lolUsually regret it myself too but i feel good atm so thats good.Have been feeling particularly shit recently so its good to turn off my dumb gay brain every once and a while.
>>35690042what are you drinking
>>35690077beer, i'm a total lightweight so it doesn't take much
>>35690203i had beer earlier too. it’s watermelon beer season :’)
Wtf do I do? I'm actually a bit stressed since during summer (I'll be like 5-6 months on hrt during then) I'll have to go to sauna (naked) with my friends since we are going to this cottage to drink and chill for the weekend. They'll definitely see my breasts that are developing. I also love sauna so just skipping it would be weird since they know this. I'm so dumb, I should just make an excuse for not coming in the sauna.
>>35692193circulation issues are a good excuse unless they're assholes who'll be like come on bro it's just some heat bro, as moids are likely to do
>>35692410I'm not too worried that this'll happen but it sucks skipping going to sauna because I love it.But thanks, going to try it if I decide to skip
Good morning /bmg/ hows everyones morning.Q1 : Does nipple puffiness go away? It's extremely hard to boymode and they've been like this for a long while, overdue on progesterone so maybe that will fix it?Q2 : what are your lifetraps?https://www.idrlabs.com/lifetrap/test.php(Probably pseudoscience but it's fun anyways)
I know this isn't the best place to ask, but do any of you have recommendations for swimming makeup, gonna go swimming next week for the first time since trooning and I worry about my beard shadow>>35693253who doesn't love dumb tests that tell you shallow truths you already know
>>35693253>Q1No experience>Q2picrelEvery morning is a slow one, I need something real to do..
>>35693452Your lifetrap is:Failure-Impairment
>>35693253feeling empty as per usual
>>35692193could you wear a towel maybe? :cI know it's considered kinda rude in some countries...>>35693452>Every morning is a slow one, I need something real to do..I can relate... I woke up at 7:30 and got out of bed at 9 x-xbarely managed to eat breakfast before going to a hairdresser appointment at 11>>35682722>QOTT: what's your favorite variety of tea?I like black tea, rooibos and fruit teas. It's kinda just the teas I grew up with.Black is great simply for the reason you can make it in two distinct wayswith milk or with a lemon>>35686039>They have space and they want me to live therethis brings tears to my eyes, awesome parents <3my mom told me she's gonna make a room in to sleep in, in her little village cottage, even though I haven't visited since the start of uni.. it made me so happy ^-^>>35693253>Probably pseudoscience but it's fun anywaysFailure-Impairment and Social-Exclusion fit me pretty well... :c
>>35693761>I woke up at 7:30 and got out of bed at 9 x-xTry waking up at like 8 and rolling out of bed by like 11-12I'm not proud of it, I have things I'd like to do and things I have to do but I just can't, don't know why.I'm glad my job starts at the end of the month, then I'll atleast have something to do.
>>35693361> swimming makeup unfortunately don't know of any :(I don't really do much makeup but maybe try a a waterproof concealer for beard shadow?>who doesn't love dumb tests that tell you shallow truths you already knowYeah they're great i love seeing "You're fucked" spelt out so many different ways on different tests.>>35693452>Every morning is a slow one, I need something real to do..Sleep is for the weak, take the insomnia pill like me anon>>35693761>Failure-Impairment and Social-Exclusion fit me pretty well... :cYeah they apply well to me too they sometimes have some truth to them.A lot of these online tests operate on heavy confirmation bias along with spitting out some vaguely relatable things that anyone can somewhat connect with like 16 personalities related tests.They're fun to do though but i find it can be like astrology for people who want to seem science brained.
>>35682722>QOTTI like uh boba tea and chai...>>35693253
>>35693761>could you wear a towel maybe? :cIt'll be like 80 C/176 F in it atleast and it'll be humid, steamy constantly.So wearing a towel would be super weird, it's not rude, it'd be just, idk, out of the ordinary, especially since we have done it a bunch of times before.I have to really think about it before the trip since what I have now would be ok-ish since they aren't that prominent yet. Just puffy nipples more like.Hope you have fun at your moms! Village cottage sounds cozy.
>>35693253don’t know why I thought this would make me anything other than sad
>>35693847>Sleep is for the weakTfw I want to sleep for 9-10h per night
>>35693810>Try waking up at like 8 and rolling out of bed by like 11-12 I did this for like the first two months of this year.wake at at 12:00 and go to sleep at 4:00>I have things I'd like to do and things I have to do but I just can't, don't know why. I spent those two months doing nothing and being in constant stress over doing nothing, and I would still be doing nothing if I wasn't in school.Even now that I am in school, I still struggle actually doing anything.In my case, it's most likely ADHD-PI, which I probably inherited it from my mom + combined with some personal issuesIdk, but it sucks being called lazy and being unable to do anything about it.It's like drowning.-------------That reminds me>Have you ever had a near death experience /bmg/?
>>35693999Ohh I relate to you so much.Sometimes I can get things done but usually after stressing about them for a long time. It really sucks being this way and I don't know how to not be like this, would I have something that would get diagnosed or am I just broken.I loved it when I was young and I got asked "why didn't you do it" context doesn't really matter on which things I didn't do but I'd just answer "I don't know" or "I couldn't just do it" or even "I lacked motivation"Being lazy, realizing it and not being able to do anything about it is definitely drowning.I feel like I can easily recover from this by building routines but sometimes I get too creedy and over do it and burnout. After that I have to do it all again.>Have you ever had a near death experience /bmg/?No
>>35693999>Have you ever had a near death experience /bmg/?Yes>Tummy ache + didn't get my cut kissed better (barely made it)Most of my ""near death"" experiences were as a child like getting chased by massive dogs while trespassing, putting a bag of cocaine in my mouth as a baby, playing with toys that had dangerous spiders on them, lead poisoning as baby, etc.
>>35693999>>Have you ever had a near death experience /bmg/?Yes I got caught in a big wave/undertow? (idk water terms...) at a beach once and got sent all the way from the beach to fairly far out in the ocean. It was fucking scary and I couldnt do anything to stop it, I just let the current take me and accepted I was probably gonna die. Then I surfaced and panic swam back and vomited a bunch. Someone on lesgen said it was a mermaid gf pulling me down so I could be with her which I thought was a really cute way to describe a pretty traumatic event
/bmg/ do you have any cute hoodies? pls share them. id share mine but i dont wanna get recognized in public
>>35694317>do the thing I'm not gonna dosure buddy
>>35693626did you really have to post this on reddit lol
>>35694326i couldve just not said the third sentence and u wouldve done it how is it any diff
>>35694350I still wouldnt have done it because I'm not starved for attention and validation
>>35694376grrr
>Have you ever had a near death experience /bmg/?I didn't even answer my own question, silly me.I almost got ran over by a tram as a kid, I didn't look both ways while crossing the road.the moment I made a stepped forward, a man pulled me back, I didn't even thank him afterwards, I just ran home.>>35694197>chased by massive dogs while trespassing, putting a bag of cocaine in my mouth as a baby, playing with toys that had dangerous spiders on them, lead poisoning as baby, etc.wtf O_O>>35694270>I thought was a really cute way to describe a pretty traumatic eventyeah, that's true xci had a similar drowning experience, and i have much more respect for the sea now-------------->picrelhow retarded is it that I kinda wanna buy this hoodie
>>35694513very retardedjust like that weird ass fontno hate, you seem like a sweet person, just these two things really aren't it
>>35694513>i have much more respect for the sea nowDefinitely, it was so scary. I had no idea water was so powerful. I recently watched a scary video about 911 calls I think and there was one where an older woman got trapped in her car when it was flooding and she ended up getting submerged and drowning. It made me cry its so horrific how something stressful like that could make such an old and fairly hardened woman crack and regress like that. I just wanted to give her a hug>how retarded is it that I kinda wanna buy this hoodieIts... really silly for sure :p
>>35693999I've had three I think uhh one time when I was 10 or something I was in the water at the beach with one of those boards you surf with but not really and I got caught under a pretty big wave and tumbled underwater for like 40 meters or so up onto the shore... that could have gone way worse. the others aren't as exciting nearly fell off a cliff while playing outside as a kid and almost got ran over getting out of a car on a trip
>>35693253good morning! literally just got up>Q1not much clue. it’s not an issue i’ve run into yet. >>35693761hi hi shoelace! i’m happy to hear that your mother seems to have a good relationship with you. cozy cottage vibes are the best. hope it all goes well! also, what kind of hair cut did you get?>>35693937i think that’s healthy desu>>35693999>stress over nothing it could totally be ADHD and executive dysfunction. before my diagnosis i would literally just sit with my work in front of me for a few hours while doing nothing before calling it quits despite genuinely trying to will myself into working.>near death experiences my mother dismissed my abdominal pain for a few hours as me overreacting, it was appendicitis. i've had a few others but none quite so clear cut as this.>>35694270i’m no professional but iirc you did one of the only things that would have saved you. sounds terrifying to go through.>>35694513desu so long as it’s never worn while others could see i think it’s alright
>>35694344yea
>>35694770also fuck how did you learn about that one
>>35693847Yeah I think I'll try out that dermablend sample I haven't gotten around to using yet, that's supposedly a very durable foundationOr I'll just keep a concealer handy to reapply idkI'm sure it'll be fine, bought a bikini and everything I don't want to ruin swimming with tranny stuff>>35693999>NDEnot really, almost got ran over by a car and one time swimming I got a laryngeal spasm or something from swallowing water and panicked, but luckily I wasn't alone, otherwise maybe that might have been a bit bad
>>35694812I lurk the tttt sub and saw it immediately as well :P
>>35695106at least you dont know every post i make...well, i was curious what the people there would post so
>>35693999>Have you ever had a near death experience /bmg/?I've had a few!! First when I was a kid, I was walking around the docks near a marina out on Fire Island and because I was an autistic anxious 11 year old, I was walking right on the edge. I then fell into the marina and could have very easily drowned but I was able to hold on to something to not drown. Came out completely covered in seaweed.Then when I was 19, my sister was driving me somewhere and we got blindsided in the passenger side and i was ejected from the vehicle and woke up on the pavement. I somehow made it from that with zero injuries besides some road rash.And most recently, I woke up in the hospital after drinking too much on an empty stomach at 24. They had an IV in my arm and everything. I have had too many close brushes with death, it makes me feel invincible.
>>35694573>It made me crythat's gonna make me cry now :c>>35694753hi watergirl ^-^>what kind of hair cut did you get? i still have the same haircut, i just needed to get a trim, it'll look nice for a few weeks again! ^u^i'm not sure if it has a name, it's basically an overgrown pixiepicrel (*^-^)>mother dismissed my abdominal pain, it was appendicitis i'm so sorry! that sounds awful... :c>literally just sit with my work in front of meyeah... i also get really easily distracted, like right now xc>>35695197Hi Naoto ^^>I somehow made it from that with zero injuries besides some road rashthat is pretty crazy o_o>it makes me feel invincible.0_0
>>35695168I wont be stalking you, that'd be weird haha..
>>35695326i meant on 4chan lol
>>35695351but yeah reddit stalker would be something else too
>>35695391Reddit, make one post on popular sub and boom, chasers in DMs, love it
>>35695465i wouldnt mind, it reeks of affirmation
>>35695465hello m'lady *tips fedora* *nuzzles you*may I perchance interest you in pictures of me weenie
>>35695486its actually more like>hello m'lady *tips fedora* *nuzzles you* *sends you nudes unsolicited out of nowhere*i imagine
>>35695520probably idk I keep a low profile on reddit
>>35695476If you want that kind of attention (dick pics and "god you're sexy", etc) just download grindr and upload a few photos, doesn't have to contain face
>>35695543at that point just go to chasergen or passgen, don't even need to download anything or make an account
>>35695558Hornygen actually works too and actually I forgot, I get so much more intense replies there than on grindr, it's all in the details
>>35695543my body is actually ugly too, that woudlnt work i think
>>35695629Just anglefraud to the max, that's what I do with my over 6' and over 190lbs bodyClothes also do the work for you especially when anglefrauding at the same time.
>>35693253
>>35696175wow i'm mentally ill
>>35696250i feel like some of mine look good for the wrong reasonslike abandonment, i dont panic when people leave, i just say thats ok it was never real anyway and im just returning to my natural state of being alone. mistrust - im not afraid of being abused because i dont get into relationships in the first place.
>>35696309That is exactly the way I felt as well when doing the test
>>35693253I don't think I'm that mentally ill
>>35696324its joever for us isnt it
>>35696492It's something I'll try to find help as soon as I get money (literally could take over 5-6 years) but if I can't fix it, then I'd be without a relationship unless I get super lucky.It doesn't have to be over but it isn't ideal neither.
>>35695658idk i feel like anglefrauding wont work
>>35696551so you think therapy will fix it?
>>35696602No, but it'll help me be more aware of myself relating to these problems and get rid of the irrational fears I have relating to them. I'll never be "normal" but it's fine since I don't want to be dead either.
>>35696707wowie
bump
>>35696784I mean it's all a cope and I think I'm delusional but atleast I have that going for me, it's so much better than it was before
do y’all think honmoding could make me happy?
>>35699395Yeah. I intend to when I move cities in like 5 months.
>>35699395go ask them>>>/lgbt/hmgIf you are brainwormed then there is a risk but there is a reason why some hons are happy being hons rather than men
>>35699402what’s a good city to honmode in? I am thinking of moving once I quit my job
>>35699406i didn't realize this was a thing. is it new?
>>35699412Really any at this point. Just try and aim for a place that has a higher % of young people. I'm moving to a college town so that's always a good choice.
>>35699447oh i'm nearly 30 so not sure i'd want the same demographic
>>35699443Yeah it is, some mmg members got mad about others really wanting to do other than just hrt to transition so they pushed Dakota out and make her own gen :P
>>35699481Understandable, college town probably isn't the best choice for you then. Urban areas are usually pretty good bets.
>>35699490I'll bet that it doesn't last but since I'm interested in it too, I'd like to lurk in it before honmoding, maybe try and make some conversation
>>35699490>>35699510it sounds like a middle ground between here and mmg kinda. like i feel like i definitely don't belong here but mmg is way too depressing
>>35699529>mmg is way too depressingDefinitely it is, I've seen people enter it and get more miserable after the phase of posting a few photos of "do I fit in here".
>page 9
me on my way to the beach
>>35701709holy shit tatsugiri hi
>>35685263can people feel my boobs when i hug them?
>>35702624depends how big they are but if you can feel them squish then they can probably feel them too
>>35702624if they have hard lumps underneath probably
goodnight bmg -_-zzZ
>>35703526night anon it’s bed time for me too
Have you ever almost threw up with anxiety over a mistake only for absolutely nobody else to care and then it works out fine and you feel hysterical
>>35705402No just you you dumb bitch go away
>>35705427Someone's on her trans period
>>35705442Aren't you fucking hilarious kys
>>35705442is that a real thing?
>>35705402yes, it used to be more frequent but I’ve gotten better about managing my anxiety so it doesn’t get to that point
>>35705618of course it’s not
what kind of bras do you use to hide your booba when wearing a tshirt that don't torture you like a binder
>>35706285What helps you manage? My dogs are kino but I'm obviously not with them when I'm at work or trying to sleep at night.
>>35706744No bra, wearing just a random tshirt in the office today. Correct size too I'm not wearing some baggy outfit to work.Just own it anon nobody will question it if you don't pass and if you do it's expected to have boobs
>>35706845hey charlotte big fan, question, when are you finally gonna kill yourself?
>>35706845>Just own it anonsometimes I do but sometimes I want to wear thin shirts where you can see my nipples without a bra and I prefer a flatter chest anyway
>>35706838I do breathing exercises and when I get really stressed I ground myself by naming blue objects I see in my head. it sounds silly but it really helps to bring you back to reality. doesn’t have to be blue either it’s just common to see blue things
>>35706744sports bra
>>35707230well duh, but not all sports bras are the same. there needs to be zero padding and tight enough to flatten things out without restricting your breathing. the only ones I've found that do the job are the calvin klein modern unlined bralettes but they're expensive and the straps move towards my neck which makes me worried the straps will be visible and people will know I'm wearing a bra which is arguably worse
hi yall sorry its been a whilework n getting less brainwormed and such. i might go off tttt permanently soonishQOTT darjeeling!>>35682839boba should count!>>35693253this hurt>>35694317hsshshsb i have this mint green on w roses!!!!>>35694513bear fight!!!shot at by a hunter>>35695284WAIT SHOELACE THATS UI REMEMBER U>>35699412Nashville Texas>>35705402yep! panic attacks suck yes!>>35706744bralettes. desu. idgaf anymore. i am a boobtwink. no one bats an eye>>35706983ive always used breathing exercises and diagrammed them out
>>35699412New York, Los Angeles, Toronto, Chicago, Portland, Seattle, Boston, San Francisco, San Diego, Austin, Berlin, London, Paris, Denver, Minneapolis-St.PaulBeyond those college cities are a good choice.
>>35707333I love boba!! I could drink it every day if I was that rich>subjugationkinkyhow are you bmg?my endo asked me today if I'm wearing a push up bra (no, unpadded) because my boobs were that noticeable apparently, I think I'll get my boymoding license revoked soon
>>35707333>Nashville Texaswould be closish to where I am now at least. what’s good about Nashville?>>35707349so just any major city basically?
>>35707307ethika thin sports bras, way cheaper
>>35707396pretty much yeah. people in bigger cities leave you alone regardless of what you look like. unfortunately theyre not cheap to live in unless theyre like rust belt cities like Detroit, Pittsburgh, Philadelphia, Buffalo, or Chicago...>>35707382hi juche! i'm wfh today and about to go shower so im doing pretty good i think!
>>35707442yeah I was thinking about how expensive it would be to live any of those places
>>35707536anywhere worth living is going to be expensive. big cities aren't as bad as you think you so long as you're willing to live outside the city centers. roommates always help as well. everyone thinks of living in nyc as living in the west village or williamsburg when in reality most of us are 30-50 minutes away from manhattan by train
>>35707536yeah i mean one option is Philadelphia or Chicago, both are pretty affordable and trans friendly for their size. You'd even be able to save money since you can get away with living there without a car>>35707623this too. like 80% of people i know in nyc are with roommates or a partner, living in the outerboroughs. like Ridgewood/Bushwick has a gigantic trans community but i think bushwick is a shithole desu
>>35707623I really don’t want to live with roommates again if I can help it>>35707662I liked Chicago when I visited before
>>35707733i mean it all depends on how much you make obv
>>35707801I’d be moving after quitting my job so i don’t really know what kind of work I’d be able to get honmoding
>>35707857If you move to an urban area, being trans usually doesn't effect your possibility of being hired.
>>35707867that’s good to hear at least
I feel so horribly lonely, I look feminine enough now that some people think I'm a girl so I'm too scared to hang out with guy friends I had pretransition due to worrying about them realizing feeling disgusted by what I am or being sexually weird towards me and I feel like too much of a man (and I'm presenting male anyways) to like make friends with women and stuff. It's just horribly lonely, and on top of that I feel paranoid that everyone knows something is up with me. I wonder if outing myself and girlmoding would make things better or worse at this point.
>>35707333>i might go off tttt permanently soonishawesome!! ^-^although I will miss you :c>WAIT SHOELACE THATS U I REMEMBER U yes it's me xci made a hopefuel folder yesterday with all the replies i got ^-^i'm surprised they were so positive considering it's ttttsome of them were kinda creepy, though>>35708173I'm so sorry :cwhy would your friends be disgusted with you?they should be happy that you're taking care of yourself :c?>I feel paranoid that everyone knowsand so what if they do? unless it changes how they act towards you, then I feel like it doesn't matter?
my job sucks i hate this ugly bastard. telling me to keep doing this task that they never prepared me for and gives no real direction. i need a new job asap i can’t take being around this fat fuck anymore
>>35710587>my job sucks i hate this ugly bastard. telling me to keep doing this task that they never prepared me for and gives no real direction. i need a new job asap i can’t take being around this fat fuck anymoreMy job kinda drives me crazy too I keep getting so much shit piled on me and extra respnsiblities and stuff it's really hard to keep up with and stresses me out. Way more stuff outside my normal job description got added on recently and I can barely get it done. I woke up one Saturday and felt sick from stress from all the stupid work stuff. I've also saved the company from really bad things happening to them and I worked extra hours to do it and I haven't gotten a raise.That and I'm paranoid that people are figuring out that I'm a boymoding tranny and that they're treating me weird or something. Maybe it's not the case because a lot of people are nice to me, especially women, but uhh. I just feel like people talk about me behind my back a lot.
>>35710915it might be because i’m still an intern but once i get moved to a real job im hoping i don’t get belittled as much. like i know it’s going to happen but just not as much as rn
>>35711878We're always going to get belittled because we're on female sex hormones, we look something berween a girl and a faggy teen boy. It's seriously just not in the cards anymore, even if I try to look like a dude, guys younger than me belittle me and act like I'm a kid or something
there was a ripped guy with a lot of tattoos at the park yesterday practising boxing shirtless and super sweatyhe smiled at me it made me feel some type of way
>>35710587every time i learn more about your job the worse it seems. i hope it get out soon girl.>>35710915desu, i feel like women generally treat boymoders better cause we aren’t as threatening or something.>>35713217oh my oh my
>>35713217>there was a ripped guy with a lot of tattoos at the park yesterday practising boxing shirtless and super sweaty>he smiled at me it made me feel some type of wayOmg I've had really similar experiences like almost the same thing. Walking in a park and like a really muscular guy with a tank top and shorts is working out or runs by and just like looks at me in a way that men never looked at me before I started transitioning. It's such an intense feeling, it gives me butterflies if he's hot but if they're creepy it makes me really unsettled.>>35713362>desu, i feel like women generally treat boymoders better cause we aren’t as threatening or something.Yeah, even though I'm closeted and boymoding women are SO much nicer to me. They'll like come up to me and compliment me or start chatting or excitedly say hi to me or whatever. Maybe it's because I look cuter and more out together and like less threatening and I'm also happier from less dysphoria and they probably also are thinking like, "yeah he's super gay it's not like he'll get the wrong idea and try to hit on me if I'm nice"
>>35713186yeah… people belittled me my whole life for being effete and weak and now i’m nervous it’s going to get worse. we’ll see i guess.>>35713362yeah it’s brutal. i applied to some internal positions elsewhere in my agency and im hoping i can get away from the ugly bastard lol he makes working suck
>>35713892in positive news for the first time like ever seeing my reflection i didn’t see a man but an androgynous woman. i feel it’s happening which is wild bc i was so dysphoric earlier and dooming how it was never going to happen
detransitioners are right. everyone pushes you to transition, but nobody helps you if you are having doubts.
>>35714648are you reaching out or are you getting bullied again?detransers are almost never correct
>>35714648im confused. i honestly didnt feel pushed to transition, even while in a major trans space.
>>35682722hi boymodergenit's been a while :3i like green tea
>>35715005Chai is the superior vintage.Have you ever tried barley tea?
>>35715086i am not fond of barley tea. i tried it in japan and it kinda reminds me of bad coffee
>>35715086I actually have not, what's it like texture and taste wise?
>>35715442What? It just has a nice, mild bread taste.
>>35715447I replied the taste to naoto.However, it has a mild kind of grain taste (think of how flavors are normally diluted in teas). It is pretty great, drink it cold.
>>35715564>>35715545oh that actually sounds pretty nice, I think I might try it out then fren
>>35715545i wasn’t a fan. it’s not the worst tea i’ve had but it didn’t hit the spot like other teas i had in japan. speaking of why do we not have vending machines on every street like they do? if i can’t get a hot tea or a cc lemon or a can of corn soup on a street corner for $1 why even live
>>35715608Assuming US, we are a low-trust society for a reason. Those vending machines would be vandalized/robbed in no time.
>>35715575I enjoy it, but there seem to be detractors in the thread. Just remember that it is best cold. Not something that is good either way, like green teas.
hello, I return to /bmg/ draining day.Haven't had all these fancy tea varieties everyones talking about but I know i like floral / fruity teas.>>35713892>people belittled me my whole life for being effete and weak and now i’m nervous it’s going to get worse. we’ll see i guess.Yeah i got the whole "man of the house" and "man up" kinda stuff for being weak and girly, didn't seem to work very well for them>>35715442>i tried it in japan and it kinda reminds me of bad coffeeTravelmoder? Barely leave where I live.got any interesting stories I can live vicariously through? Get any problems being lgbt? more / less accepting?>>35713217woa..... super cool >>35714648>everyone pushes you to transition, but nobody helps you if you are having doubts.idunno if this is bait but the only time i've seen detransitioners get hate from trans community is if they turn around and mock them and become a vessel for transphobes to call being trans not real lul
>>35682722fellow boymoders I failed and I wore a dress tonight I will try to be better tomorrow
>>35715751>I failedHow?No one says you have to boymode forever.
>>35715843I am trying to transition back into a boymoder I don't think we should be wearing women's clothes
>>35715859Ah, a retard.Do you feel more comfortable in those clothes?If so, then wear them most of the time. You can still wear dresses from time-to-time. It is not some sort of mortal sin. If you eventually feel more comfortable in dresses/skirts/tights, and the like, then just wear those.
>>35715888it's not a matter of comfort I will be happier as a boy I'm sure of it
>>35715906>it's not a matter of comfortTo some degree, it is a matter of comfort>I will be happier as a boy I'm sure of itMaybe, but that is up to you. Worst comes to worst, you can still enjoy dresses at home.
>>35715751evil boymoder be likeanyways giwtwm i look ugly in a dress
>>35715974I don't think boys wear dresses at home and like I said I wore one in public today and also used the women's bathroom (someone tried to walk in on me I was scared she was mad at me)
>>35715744i’ve been to 7 different countries in my life. some stories to live vicariously thru uh i mean i spent 21 days solo traveling japan got to see and do amazing things. mount fuji, climbed a mountain in nagano in the snow, experienced an earthquake, a salaryman bought me a drink at an otokonoko bar, ate fish semen and eel bones, made friends with japanese bar goers by being a token white person to speak japanese with, ate a lotttt of soba, had an onsen on the ocean and got to get pampered for a day with wagyu beef lobster swordfish and shark. i miss it and can’t wait to go back. other experiences would have to be walking the entirety of paris in 7 days but not going to a museum which was stupid, getting really fucked up drunk at a gay nightclub in the netherlands on my 24th birthday and waking up in my friends bathroom. gay halloween party in los angeles with tv people due to connections my friend has from working in tv, but it was drag and i don’t care for that shit. uhhh what else that’s mostly it i feel but yeah ive been around a lot. met a lot of people and done a lot of things globally.
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>>35716114mooooood i keep seeing cute guys on in public and i just melt
>>35716000>I don't think boys wear dresses at homeYou can be you sometimes. Even if you want to hide it in public.>I wore one in public today and also used the women's bathroomfine.>someone tried to walk in on me I was scared she was mad at meWhy? Did they say anything that would indicate such, or was it just paranoia?
>>35716125she opened my stall door and she would've seen me maybe? there's like 30 of them why did she go for mine?
>>35716120its not fairrrri just need to be held
>>35716053 〒_〒 wow, you seem successful, i still have time but im for sure behind..I haven't even held hands with someone, still cant drive, just a rotting NEET.Probably a bad idea to compare myself to others.>>35716114>>35716139Yeah i feel you i'm extremely touch starved, i'll probably cry first time i get hugged.
>>35716180most of my life events have happened in the past 2 years honestly. i really started to force myself to get out there when i started accepting i was likely trans hilariously enough. you’ll get there too some day. >>35716139god mood, i need to be held by a cute boy. i’m fucking so boycrazy right now>>35715679sadly yeah. japan was such a stark contrast because everything was well kept and respected. here it’s just like filthy sidewalks, destroyed signage, just a complete lack of consideration from others
>>35716131Not sure, it could have been an honest mistake, anon.If you can, be yourself.If not, be yourself when you feel safe. You do not have to fit some boymoder mold, as cute as it is. Life isn't perfect.
>>35716276Welcome to a low-trust society. Granted, the lack of trust also preserves our rights, so I can deal with it.
>>35716276imagine a mans arms wrapped around you. just content to sit there, face buried in his chestT_T
>>35716325ahhhhh stoppppp (;_;) i need a boyfriend so bad!!!!!
>>35716339im sorry...
>>35716325STOPPPP before my boy/relationship craziness flares up.need something like picrel i think id die of happiness
>>35716347>>35716358i literally am in desperate need of a cute fluffy haired pale softboy who treats me like his princess and i feel it’s not possible to happen but i will be trying so hard. someone who fits that criteria has to like tranners yeah? honestly kinda worried that in 5 months when i get on prog my boycraziness is going to skyrocket thru the roof…
>>35716375i need a strong muscle man...and omg are you not on prog its gonna...... im srry
>>35716432waiting to hit a year and for some solid weight loss yeah… i’m expecting it to be baddddd for the boycrazy
>>35716375I'm fine with any gender honestly but im waiting to find someone whos a close friend.Soft / nerdy boys are sooooo cute, it would be so great to be treated like a valued princess.CRAVING AFFECTION SUCKS SO BAD WHEN YOU CAN'T GET IT AHGHHHHHHHHH IM DECAYING>honestly kinda worried that in 5 months when i get on prog my boycraziness is going to skyrocket thru the roof…I hope your boycraziness doesn't turn out that bad :s Reminds me i probably will be getting on prog sometime within this or next year, not sure half my transition is DIY.I've been enjoying having no little to no intimate desires with E since i'm unable to act on them. i'm hoping my prog gets delayed.>>35716432>i need a strong muscle man...they're a bit scary but if it was someone i could trust then i'd probably feel safe and fall asleep under his arm
Uggghhh I hate waiting for how long laser takes, almost a year worth and there's still shadow, it grows slower and finer but it's still there... I feel like no guy is going to want me when I have permanent lip and chin shadow and I can't really girlmode like this. It hurts me so much mentally every day. I think I'll just tell her to zap me with higher power next time and hope it kills a good deal off...
>>35716523god right? i love a soft boy just the thought of cuddling him and making him happy makes me feel good inside. i’ve dated all genders but i am primarily into guys so it’s hard. especially because i have a bit of a type >////< yeah i like that my test based libido is dead but i do enjoy sex so intimacy would be nice provided i have a cute boy to share it with :P
Bump
I'll never be boycrazy since hrt destroyed my libido and I'm glad
>>35715608those vending machines are soooo amazing and affordable, that's why I made the last bmg the konbini coffee edition because I saw boss coffee in an asian supermarket recently and it reminded me of my japan trip>>35716577you should probably switch to electro anon, laser can only do so much in most people
>>35718749morning juche! you’ve been to japan too? how was your trip? go anywhere off the beaten path?
>>35718766morning naoto!I spent 10 days in Tokyo a couple years back, it was absolutely amazing and I can't wait to go back one day. Not sure if it's off the beaten path by your definition, but I really love just walking around cities I visit with no fixed goal in mind, just taking in the atmosphere.I stayed in Asakusa, so not really a touristy place and I loved just walking around there and in Ueno, Nippori and Chiyoda, so I'm sure I saw a few places most tourists don't get to but nothing super obscure I don't thinkDid you visit Tokyo too?
>>35716114i’m starting to think that this was how i was “supposed” to feel during puberty if it wasn’t for the disassociation and hatred of my body and envy towards women. like is this how hormones affect teens? and it just feels weird cause i'm going through it later than usual? idk i’ve been awake too long
>>35718835i do the same thing! tokyo and osaka i felt were just perfect for that. asukusa is great too, with a really nice view of the river and the tokyo skytree over 20 days, i spent 9 in Osaka/Kyoto/Himeji and then 10 in Tokyo but had some small day trips out to Mt Fuji, Nagano, and Izu. I miss it so much and i even still felt that 20 days was not enough, since i wanted to see Shirakawago Takayama Kobe more of Kyoto Hiroshima and Kanazawa.did you get to an onsen? they are magical if you have your own private one. i didn’t know if i would like it but omg it was just incredible pic rel was one of the billion pictures i took of mt fuji :’)
>>35718846i was never as interested in girls beyond jealousy or frustration at the fact that i felt i could never be loved due to my body and anxieties and that everyone thought i was gay so it was like a fantasy to even be in a relationship with one. but boycraziness i think may honestly yeah i think you may be right but who really knows all this stuff is so confusing
>>35718427are you on cypro? I was the same way before I started weening off of it and now I can actually feel again
>>35718874My hotel had an onsen but I was too shy to try, when I go back I'll definitely try one though!I also wanted to do daytrips originally but got sick with the flu or something a couple days in, so I felt safer staying inside the city on a ton of tylenol, but I wanted to visit Yokohama and Kamakura at least, maybe even Sendaiah well I'm sure I'll get to make up for it eventually, this time I'll get a flu shot firstso did you actually climb mt fuji or did you just hike in the area?
>>35718928Yes, I'm on cypro 12.5mg/day, I'm doing diy so it's an easy and cheap AA and it works really well based on my prev bloodtest. But is it weird just being glad that I have no libido? I have a very poor self image so I'd assume it would be much more worse if I had libido.
>>35718970I really liked having no libido too but I feel better in general to be off of cypro
>>35718935this is one of my favorite pics from the trip btw, I know it doesn't look like much and it's grainy and all but there is honestly no memory more magical to me than walking through Tokyo on that rainy night (in hindsight might have been why I got sick afterward)
>>35719068I'll be off of cypro when I run out of it, I think I'll do injection monotherapy after that but I'm scared of growing conesbut I'm not sure if too early on injections is the cause of it.I have to DIY atleast for about 3 years before getting it officially so moving to injections would be so much more cheaper. Cypro hasn't given me that many side effects or if it has, it's not as bad as the disassociation I had before hrt.
>>35719108I felt the same way before getting off of it. I didn’t realize how much better hrt was supposed to make me feel. good luck getting towards injections!
>>35719089Rainy urban enviorment is the best. Too bad it's uncomfortable without proper clothes.
>>35719121I have a vial already and I'm not even scared of needles, I just believe that it'll stunt my breast growth if I hop on it too early.
>>35719089japanese streetscapes are so aesthetically pleasing >>35718935i just spent time around a lake near Fuji, i cant hike at all lol. it’d be too much definitely give an onsen a shot!! i wasn’t sure id like it bc im not a bath girlie but like being in the hot water was so refreshing
>>35719132start it at your own pace. just wanted to let you know it gets better
>>35719153And I appreciate it, thank youu! Gave me hope :)
>>35719135very aesthetic yeah! ah this is making me miss it so muuuchI will definitely try an onsen then when I inevitably go back there, maybe to celebrate SRS recovery or something...
hi bmg. havnt been here in a bit.just got home from a twink hookup lol. he fucked me rlly hard for like 5 minutes and shook like a puppy the entire time and it was rlly cute lol. i havnt actually had sex since october so it was nice.some old black dude on the train over saw me taking a selfie and went "i'll beat ur punk ass...faggot". and then later he maid a finger gun and pointed at me. it was terrifying. luckily i was carrying my switchblade jade bought me and a pepper spray but srsly fuck that
>>35719228tbf taking selfies in public is really tacky and you're basically asking for mentally unstable moids to get mad at you
>>35719238idc i like taking selfies
>>35719269then don't complain about the consequences for your actions dumbass
>>35719228aaaa i need a twink hookup badddd i haven’t had sex since march >>35719209yess!! vacation celebration. next time i’d like to go to Taiwan and korea too on the same trip can’t make vacation plans til job hunting is over tho
>>35719269i am obsessed with your eyes they’re so pretty <3
>>35719435that's what he said while i was blowing him xD
>>35719508malebrained momento (from you)
>>35719508i’d melt unironically.
I don’t get how y’all can hook up with people while boymoding
>>35719595I mean they're just trying to be happy, but I do feel the same way. I made a vow to myself that I won't try to date or sleep with anyone until I'm girlmoding.
>>35719595Losing the shame about it (if you have it) but if you're dysphoric about it, then it can be pretty challenging.
>>35719537epic ownallow a girl a little male brain now and then eh?
>>35719611it feels like a catch 22 tho. like I can’t feel comfortable enough to girlmode without a boyfriend and I don’t want to get one unless I pass enough to girlmode>>35719616shame and dysphoria go hand and hand for me
>>35719628Sounds like you have to work more to accept yourself, you shouldn't be ashamed of being who you are but I get it.
>>35719616sex is uncomfortable for me but i’m also desperate to feel wanted or liked …why do these strange men keep walking past my cubicle and trying to talk to me
>>35719228>>35719269giwtwm
>>35719663Ideal relationship for me is minimal sex where I just try my best to make my partner orgasm and lots of cuddles etc but I'm also inexperienced af so I might change my mind.
>>35719715pretty much how all my relationships go. but then i feel like im not sexually desired :( i just want to be desired and loved
>>35719663Sex is not really uncomfortable to me but it's kinda idk I don't really care much about sex.I want the romance of a relationship but without anything else so I am happier single than I am weighed down by expectations from "love" at this time.
>>35719817nobody cares kys
>>35719783Yeah, I totally get it, it wouldn't be ideal to majority of people but I just dislike the ways a partner could make me feel satisfied and like I said, I belive this to change.Haven't had a relationship uet and I don't really know if I'm fit to be in one in a while since I'm so indecisive about everything at the moment so I don't have no experience.
>>35719671no>>35719715this is me but with sex every night :>>
>>35719907>sex every nightSounds exhausting but that's totally because I don't view sex as an important act
>>35719907>sex every nightterminally malebrained
>>35719976at this point if the things that make me happy r malebrained then i don't carealso >>35719619
>>35719999ngmi
>>35720008ur mean>>35719999also check out these quads holy fuuuui just like sex a lot lmao i love getting clowned on for something that's just natural
>>35720051natural for men
>>35719837I'm in love with you anon I love haters sm mwah mwah
>>35720076sure buddy keep telling yourself that, bpd will get the better of you and you'll feel as worthless as you are soon enough
why does even bmg hate me i was literally just making a joke literally 1984i thought bmg was supposed to be comfy
>>35720516There's one anon who is a hater just ignore her!
>>35720516i think it’s just one anon
>>35720516It has been comfy, don't know about this one miserable hater though
>>35720516you’ve made someone really jealous, ignore her
>>35720563I just hate you>>35720516I don't hate you you're just a man at heart>>35720580not jealous lmao, camo has a babyface but other than that eh
>>35720626still more of a woman than you whoever you are
>>35720626face matters more than anything else in 90% of situations
>>35720684lmao you call yourself a man you retard what the fuck are you even talking about
>>35720696:(((((((
>>35720852I felt the same reading that
Seems like i went to bed at a good time, /bmg/ got wacky while i was sleeping.
There's a genocide happening in Rafah right now :(
>>35721149yea it's fucking terrible. free palestine.unknowingly sent nudes to an idf soldier the other day so i feel sorta complicit
>>35721149bibi is such a cunt
>>35721143the boymoders do get a bit quirky at night
>>35721156Uh huh? Well... Yeah I guess so you're not really boycotting if you're providing your services to them.From the river to the sea desu, Israel has no right to exist it's inherently racist and it exists solely bc the anglo-american axis of evil are antisemites masquerading as defenders of judaism>>35721177Yeah he's only not in prison because he has corrupted the system of his weird apartheid stateGlad my country is finally going to recognise Palestine
ugly bastard is bothering me again. i fucking hate him so much
>>35721709like this dude gets on a 45 min phone call while he is giving me a task and then gives me more tasks thru teams while he’s on the phone cal and doesn’t explain shit. i’ve now complained to my project manager about him because his lack of communication and demandingness is getting really irritating
>>35721443desu the zionist movement would have been better off just moving to Wyoming or Montana or something. would’ve saved a lot of lives
>>35721903Maybe they should just stay in Poland and France and Ethiopia where they've lived for millenia instead of having to steal land from natives of any continent...
>>35721929i mean a good chunk of israeli jews were exiled(see: ethnically cleansed) from areas around the middle easte where they lived for generations.
>>35721952Well being hurt by one nation doesn't give you a right to hurt a completely different one.Palestinians have lost everything for no reason.
>>35721966im not disagreeing with you that palestine has been completely fucked over and treated like shit since day 1 of israel. but saying they should stay in poland or france is just ahistorical given the holocaust and constant pogroms across europe and the middle east for generations. it’s obviously not fair that only israeli jews are allowed to have self preservation since palestinians have just be under constant occupation for decades but it’s not like things were peaches and cream for jews before israel
>>35722028Yeah I guess so, but I don't really feel any pity for those who went to Israel they really just repeated the sins made against themselves shortly beforehand...Would make me happy to see even a two state solution without the oppression but as you know >nothing ever happens
>>35722065yeah and it’s obvious as it stands israel’s far right gvt has zero interest in peace or a two state solution or really a ceasefire. i wish the the US would cut the cord with them over this, it’s completely fucked up.
I really don't get trolls.I wanted to write something angry to them, but there's no point.Today really sucked Can you recommend me nice songs /bmg/ please?
>>35722123Don't give them fuel once you respond they know they can just bait you endlessly lol. If everyone ignored the troll then she'd either get bored or try engage in a healthier way :)>>35722086Real I'm surprised the US has held on this tight. I know they love Israel but they can at least be firm.The US has been so weak the past 10 years.
>>35721769holy shit this dude is the master of mansplaining. it’s so belittling. he thinks i’m so stupid that i can’t save a copy or know how to use ctrl + z i swear…>>35722159yeah i have no idea why they’re being so soft when they’re just obliterating gaza for months now. like they don’t need the money or weaponry at the bare minimum.
>>35722271I had to show some guy on twice my wage how to unmute his laptop yesterday so honestly I assume everyone outside of my team is incapable of the simplest of tasks.Weird that he doesn't trust someone he works with tho, is he above you in the company? :(
>>35722271i work with people who don't know how to ctrl+c or ctrl+s. they also grab a second person to run a calculator and literally read them off the resulting numbers instead of using calculation functions in excel. so it sucks for those of us who can use a computer but i can see how someone could get this way
>>35722295im an intern still. he mansplains to everyone though even people on his level like my project manager. i just happen to have the misfortune of being cubicle neighbors with him>>35722296i mean that’s brutal but like i have a masters degree. i do not need some sweaty redditor explaining to use ctrl z :<
>>35722159you are the fucking troll why do people still talk to you wtfff
>>35722123>Today really sucked Sorry to hear, hope tomorrow is better.>Can you recommend me nice songs /bmg/ please?Sure, can't promise you'll like it though.>throw my ball by Happy Doghouse>trees by Wool Strings (find on bandcamp (It's my comfort song i love it))>Fruitcake and Cookies by Sweet Trip>Lamp makes good music>Feed Me Jack makes good music>Toe makes good instrumentals Also check out bossa nova genre, it has a lot of nice music.
>>35722390Anon I just talk about boymoder stuff and video games... People talk to me because I'm cool and maybe you'd think so too if you weren't a hater.>>35722312Ack I hate those kinds lol I just nod my head and ignore anyone like that
Evening /bmg/Just got done with my jog, I try to go every other day and over 30 minutes, would like to start yoga/stretching to get more flexible and fix my posture.Do you excercise? Aerobic or non-aerobic? How many hours a week? Have you been consistent with it? Do you wish to add more/start something new?
>>35722907>Do you excercise?Yeah, I mainly do butt exercises. 1 leg hip raises, slow squats, and working my way up to more difficult stuff when i gain more strength.I "diet" as well (not eating food).>Have you been consistent with it?No, i skip days my legs are hurt or i'm too drained to leave bed but i'm trying to do it more often.>Do you wish to add more/start something new?Yoga , I'd like to be more flexible and have better posture.
>>35722907good evening!> Do you exercise?no. i used to religiously, but i slowly dropped it due to dysphoria induced depression and haven’t picked it back up since. i keep trying to but all of my energy goes into uni now so i’ll just keep coping and say i'm fatmaxxing or something
>>35722907>do you exercise?not often>do you wish to add more/start something new?I wanna start cycling now that it's warm out
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