>what personality disorder(s) do you have?>have you actually been diagnosed?>do you feel like it's the cause or result of being lgbt?
>>35715707>am gay>yes>yes
>>35715707>aspd>yes>probably not i dont see how itd change anything really T. Poonah
>>35715707>bpd>yes>yes and no. i don't know. im constantly having an existential crisis over it because i dont know myself but i do have dysphoria, so i guess idk? one second completely confident, the next wanting to rope because i dont know if it actually me.therapy doesnt help the the sense of self issues
I was diagnosed with schizoid pd but it's goneit was just extreme dissociation from myself to such a degree I just didn't give a single shit about anything anymoret.ranny
>>35715707i am a beautiful princess
>>35719125explain v-v
>>35715707->DID>yes, unfortunately >was misdiag'd as BPD like most ppl are at first but thats bc DID doesnt really mature until youre around 25-28ish years old >yeah it was basically entirely bc i was intersex and trans living in a religious cultist household where people would abuse me day in and day outi dont really care about it except bc i cant escape having it, but otherwise its just how we exist. its like autism or something idk and idc its just the vibe i get. like it affects everything but when its all u know its not that interesting >probably have AVPD but its impossible to diagnose, as if id ever willingly go to a medical professional lol
>>35715707>what personality disorder do you have?osdd or did, not totally sure>diagnosed?no, i have what i think are some misdiagnoses but haven't talked to a psych about it yet>did your disorder make you lgbt?dunno, it's possible the abuse itself made me a tranny, doubt the disorder did. kinda have decided not to let myself worry about it
>>35715707>diagnosed schizophrenia which only popped up once i hit age 30.>most people agree it's 100% stress induced because both times it happened was right after i moved abroad to a gender-strict country (japan)>could also be because when i move my hormone regimen gets fucked up>could also be because when i had SRS i almost died of sepsis shock, might have fucked with my brainwhen i got psychosis the second time it fucked me up bad. i had literal amnesia and forgot who, where and when i was, i even messed up my birth year and emergency contacts. but i didn't forget i was transgender - that sucked.
>>35720052>but i didn't forget i was transgenderlow grade terror that when i'm old and senile all i'm gonna remember anymore is my tranny brain worms
>>35715707>BPD>yes, by multiple professionals.>adverse childhood experiences are a bigger factor but years of bullying for being a fag didn't help
>>35720068imagine growling at your nurse in the nursing home that her uniform is too agp
>>35715707>bpd >yes>either that or the autism
>>35720088*eldertroon squinting at rns*"what was your birth name young man?""have you noticed doctor susie's bideltoid?""stop boymoding jeremy all the grandmas can tell"
all of them
>>35715707I'm sick n twistde...
>>35715707>being a /tttt/ user>its best if no one knows>yes
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>>35715707Some sort of massive anxiety problem + catostrophising which leads to me putting off important work until the last minute and fear so powerful I feel like running into a forest and living there
>>35722721anxiety isn't a personality disorder anon
>>35715707>bpd>yes>no its pretty obviously from my mom, both genetic predisposition and her treatment of me in childhood due to her alcoholism
>>35722732AVPD in that case
>>35722732"personality disorders" arent real anon lol
>>35715707>I don’t fucking know but it’s not looking good>I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar type 1 with psychotic feature and CPTSD but there’s a lot wrong with me. >I think if anything its a result. When you constantly alienate and dehumanize someone you get weird aliens.
>>35722956tell that to my personality anon she's shrekt
BDP (I prefer the term Manic Depression since that's what it feels like more so for me)No, (which is perhaps a good sign that I'm able to contain it) but I'm pretty sure 2 of my immediate family members have beenHonestly maybe, when I'm manic I just get so filled with love it's insane, I'm kicking my feet in the air thinking about my cute friends and how much I love them
>>35715707>Depersonalization / Derealization Disorder>lol no, I'm probably just a retard with ocd grasping at straws trying to explain why my brain thinks the way it does.>It might've caused it. I cant be too sure. Maybe I just thought spectating a tranny would be better than spectating a normalfag
