>>36284218
lazy bump

all reppers either trooned or sui
amazing

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>>36284218
found picrel arguing abt transing kids
> is a lateshit
> muh dysphoric not trans
> will kys in 20 seconds

>>36284218
take your fucking pills, retards

>>36285134
What is 20 airplanes

>>36285149
no idea

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>be reppper
>32 years old
>Finally crack
>try estrogen
>feel no different
>go up in dose
>still feel the same
>Give up, go back to repping


Really? this is the shit pinkpillers were raving about? This is it? I felt absolutely the fucking same except less horny. You people have been gaslighting reppers about a nothingburger for years

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Repper here
I started 18 months ago.
Then I stopped, and started, and stopped, and started, with the longest time on HRT without quitting being three months and the longest time off HRT without cracking being six months.

At times I posted frequently in this thread. At times I could leave the board for months without returning.

Now I've really fucking gone and done it and I can't keep using HRT without sacrificing my relationship's long-term stability. I'm a fucking shut-in and the fact that I ever found a boyfriend is an impossible stroke of luck. I love him and now I either have to leave that once-in-a-lifetime love behind or quit estrogen forever and live in a slowly masculinizing body.

I wished that I would never find myself posting here again.
It's so over

>>36284218
11 years

>>36285205
It takes literal years you fucking retard. Or maybe it just didn't work because you're a trender. Either way, kys

>>36286103
just keep taking e and bottom, you probably have gyno already anyways from previously being on it, you will still pretty much look the same like a man but softer, your bf will still most likely be into you

>>36286153
What is it with trannies? First you see the mental effects then when that doesn't pan out it's all about waiting for some nonspecific amount of time. God I hate pinkpillers so fucking much

>>36286103
Hey I'm in a pretty similar situation, either I rot away until it kills me or probably leave a near perfect partner to get on HRT
I really wanna talk with someone who actually gets me, so wanna discuss our prospects about what we should do?

>>36284218
a year and a half, I had a tranny appointment I backed out of at that date. Back on my gay retard bullshit, I think I'm going to crossdress.

>>36286565
I'm down for it, we can dump our problems on each other. Here or discord?

>>36287069
These kinds of relationships don't work

The fact that I do not have a vagina is a crime for which I cannot forgive mankind.

i really should get electro already

>>36284897
yes they leave you behind and work on their dysphoria
pls let me groom you too

What would happen if you let yourself act more fruity, dated other men, but put thoughts of taking hrt out of your mind?

>>36288420
i want to be a terminally online malebrained woman
you're describing the exact opposite

>>36288420
IM NOT FUCKING GAY YOU FAGGOT

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>>36288420
>been styling as androgynous as I can without transitioning
>eating out with friends
>two girls start asking me if I'm gay and crack jokes about how I should imagine the burger's a dick because I can't finish it
no thanks im not acting like a flamer
i'm not even that homosexual, men are just walking cocks

>>36286384
you are literally going through puberty again, what do you expect? i'm sorry some pinkpillers lied to you to get you to troon out but like. cmon do like a modicum of research.

>>36289001
>you are literally going through puberty again,
>teehee i'm a 11 year old girl going through puberty

MAXIMUM AGP

>>36285134
>most masculine-presenting manmoder

>>36286103
imagine dating lol

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>>36288490
based two girls

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>>36289180
Just gotta troon out so I can fuck another friend which is one's brother and the other's crush

Transitioning is so dumb if you can't pass.

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I'm built to carry a club and live in a cave but I get sad when I see myself in the mirror.
Many such cases

>>36288420
acting different while looking the same is just weird

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I love alvohol :)) if anyone taxes it more than it already is or makes it harder to buy in any way im goung t o scream

I'm a grown ass man

>>36288420
i used to think i was gay but only realized later that it was a cope for being an effeminate male that cant assimilate into male behaviour. im an agp nerd so the idea of being an actual gay man is horrible. being a fruity incel is alright ig

>>36291356
ig ur not a swede :/

>>36291385
keep telling yourself that. it's still not true

>>36289660
nice eyes

>>36291403
England thank god. If I was a Scot with their drinking regulations I would have necked myself long ago

>>36284218
>QOTT
Decades.
It doesn't get much better, but there are shades of worse--some more tolerable than others.

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The key I find to repping is distracting myself. It's why I took Phil at uni and why it remains a mainstay of my life. You occupy your time dealing with the questions that 'precede' man there aint any time to think about your body

Drinking is all I need,
It's all i need to have a friend
A beer can't refuse your talk,
Let's you on a walk to your end
The pain of a pint of plain, to make it
I'd rather tins just see me through
For the dream I need, to briefly bleed
Let the chaff just do its job for me
Drink the Ancient Alcohol, I've left open,
Nought else will bring me to
The place of shimmering bliss, musical gliss
No tranny thoughts, to scupper this
Avoid now mirrors, and I am what is

Women are so cute and feminine. But being a hon somehow moves you farther away from your goal of being feminine because it makes it very apparent how masculine you are.

>>36285134
>mapfolding
>map
is this a signal of some kind?
creepy

Brothers. I am the OG creator of Repgen.
I cant believe they made a repressor flag for this board. I never anticipated i would make such an impact. I made the first ever /Repgen/, the first thread we all rallied around, over ten years ago now.
I am BaneAnon, among other names i have been given and adopted over the years.

No doubt some of you are the new generation, only now beginning to grapple with this terrible burden
I hope the old guard still fight on.
and yet, i endure, i persist. I am still a man. I have not been defeated. Even better. I found the cure or the cure found me more accurately, CureAnon spoke of it, not many truly believed him.
It exists, for 6 horrible years, i fell into pain, darkness and suffering and i admit they nearly got me, nearly damned me for eternity.
At my lowest i begged the universe for release, i welcomed death.
Drugs, Drink, Unemployment. I was wasting away in every sense of the word.
Then something just snapped, something inside of me. I didn't care anymore. I didn't care about being stronger than dysphoria, I didn't care about being a Repressor. I didn't care if I lived. I didn't care about anything! And then.. It happened.

https://youtu.be/Ia4UjRTKBaY?feature=shared

I was never a religious man, but to this day i truly believe all this served a purpose, my suffering and determination was rewarded. Through divine intervention i was cured, my soul cleansed.

There is nothing else that explains how gender dysphoria is nothing more than a painful but distant memory of youth. Now stronger, wiser and finally at peace.
to wake up, and the past was nothing more than a nightmare.
To look upon women and finally see them with desire and love, not envy and anxiety, a counter of feminine energy to your own masculine energy, as it always should have been.

I feel normal after a lifetime of doubt and fear. I come back because you all deserve to know how that feels, to be free of this curse.
To know that final victory.

Do not give up.

>>36293473
didnt read
troon out you faggot loser

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>>36293473
Some of us OGs are still around

>>36293473
what is the cure bro and who is this CureAnon nigger, no one has ever posted anything even remotely useful here when it comes to reducing and managing dyshporia

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>>36293487
>>36293487
I recommend you do read it.
I sit at the gates where you aspire to arrive.
I have known your beginning, experienced your present and lived the future you desperately hope for.

I only want you to feel what i feel now, to finally become the man your younger self pretended to be as a defence mechanism.

Do you whats that like? After so many years, to live life without any need for the crutches, no drugs needed, no alcohol needed, no denial needed, because the pain is finally gone.

I am what THEY fear most, a living example that rejects their doom and cries inevitability

The only thing that can break a demonic prophecy is Divine power, you need only ask, have faith and patience and it will be given to you. I am not here to convert you or make you join any organised religion.

My faith was given to me in private, no mortal man commanded me or lead me to it. You just need to be open to the Creator and he will give you the tools you need to be free.

I wish you victory, Brother.
Leave this board, i only come back to check in on my kin.

Find purpose. Find a career. Find someone to love, someone who you can even trust with your past and still accept you. Leave the city, feel the grass beneath your feet, feel the sun on your skin, exercise daily, seek health and happiness, let the world heal you.

Becoming a Man is painful and suffering; but worth it? Absolutely.

You may not know it now, but in ten years, i hope all of you stand where i stand.

its a wonderful place to be.

>>36293499
Brother.
>>36293549

I truly feel the source of gender dysphoria is a combination of physical and spiritual contamination.

the access to internet at an early age is a corrupting influence, children should develop in the local bubble of their household and community.

I feel my success is also in part due to me being from a generation that remembers a time before the internet, allowing my mind to make independent introspection and reflection.

stoicism god-tier.

>>36293607
>>36293549
isnt it great how you fell for the larp?
he told you to get born in a time where you have an internet free childhood
thats what you got your hopes up for

>>36293549
Hrt doesn't work. 20-30% of trannies will detransition

>>36293473
ay you know what, maybe you are right, but answer this
maybe i just want to be a woman and have relationships with men, why is it so hard?
why can't just i do this?
why the fuck is it so hard, when back in the days, it almost seemed like "just do it lol" you know

>>36293627
dont despair, its easy to reverse, i didnt have anyone to tell me what to do back then.

I CAN tell you now.

limit your screentime, dont use computer except for gaming or productive work/learning. Throw tiktok, facebook, instagram into the trash.

Read books, exercise, socialise go outside, eat well. But most of all you need to tell yourself you can win, that you WILL win, because if you do this everyday, you become what you think about.

If you do it everyday, you can rewire your brain and force the reality you want. so long as that reality you want is a noble and pure one. To desire to be a man, to be your natural born self as the Universe intended, thats a goal that will be granted if you put the work in. You dont need to be an invincible terminator either, control your emotions of course, but that doesn't mean the universe wants you to go through life without love either.

And good news to the OGs
I found and reached out to Spartan, he had partially reverted, i helper bring him back fully from the brink, he’s got his gainz back and with a minor case of gyno he reversed. We still talk from time to time just to play video games.

Thats right. Spartan lives.

>>36293718
i felt that desire so strongly once it consumed me. It was once the centre of my universe when a terrible pandoras box was opened and i felt i could not ever close it again.

But in time i did, those desires were refrained from faded and eventually became something i find zero interest in.
The propagandise that people cant choose their sexuality. But we can.
They were frenzied desires born of lust and compulsion, and with time, all things heal, wants of the heart are a purer form, love not the body of your lover, but love their spirit, their soul, their character, the things that make you smile when you see them.

Carnal desires become less powerful as the brain develops fully in males past 25, women no longer seem like scary beings that cause you pain and anxiety, but just simply people.

I knew in my heart i wanted the ability to love a woman as a man, through patience and faith. Eventually i began to see them that way and finally see Eve as Adam did.

My past self and my present self is night and day. find your cure, through science or faith, it will come, rationalise it, frame it however you wish. i find stoicism to be a blessing, my body is not me, i am my actions, i want to be a good man

my training is a reflection of my dedication and disipline, it is a shame for a man to grow old and not see the beauty and strength his body is capable of.

and yes there is beauty in being masculine. that was one of the things that clicked it for me years ago.
Self-Acceptance and Self-Love is what a repressor needs most, you are not broken, you are not diseased, you are not abnormal. You are not your suffering.
You ARE a Hero. You are a Great Man capable of great deeds. You are an inspiration who will triumph over his struggles. You are the main character.

But there is a cure out there for all of us and we can all live a happy and free life, free of secrets and dread.

it gets better. i promise.

>>36293607
>>36293800
>>36293963
what a bunch of schizo bs
>>36293627
yea what a shame, it thought this one was good
>>36293716
ya, maybe even more and a even bigger percentage will rope

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repgen more like yapgen

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>>36294025
i have done my best to communicate this to you, but maybe i am trying to teach something that must be lived first before it can be understood.

I wish you well, and victory over the struggle and a happy future. Brother.

>>36294050
everyday i wake up and laugh because that once constant and agonising pain left me long ago. Be grateful for everyday when you achieve it.

>>36294094
i can't just develop schizophrenia bc i want to, you bozo

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>>36294136
i said the same thing once.

i will leave you in peace now brothers. But i will leave you with a song, one that to me, symbolises the struggle to defeat dysphoria and the eventual ascendence you get to feel when its finally over.

https://youtu.be/nsgHyzwmbnQ?si=HTRG6Y8NfqcRSbdI


Own your pain, Own your struggle, never give up.

>“it was all just a dream.”
>“feels like another lifetime ago.”
>”The nightmares, the mission, there finally over.”
>”so this is what it feels like to be alive.”
>”Thank you God.”

>>36294136
he does indeed seem a little more schizo than you

>>36294288
maybe i will get there one day also

>>36294352
you are trying hard
i wish you wouldnt </3

>>36294379
idk thr past few months have been horrible for me, idk if this is just dissociation or i genuinely start to develop schizophrenia, life feels extremely weird nowadays..

>>36294398
maybe you should throw away that repper identity and get one that is closer to what you are
i have been throwing away my masc identity because thats not me, it doesnt benefit me and i dont want it

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This pic definitely doesn’t bother any of the manly reppers in here, right? ;)

This whole thread should be titled “I’m a sad troon!” Lol real ones get it (:

>>36294532
thats a real woman not a troon tho

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>>36293963
>You ARE a Hero. You are a Great Man capable of great deeds. You are an inspiration who will triumph over his struggles. You are the main character.

It's a shame to read all of what you've written only to see you are still stuck in main character syndrome.

The problem of repression is one of bitterness and seeing yourself of the centre of the universe, wondering why you are you and not somebody else, feeling that everything about you is wrong. You have replaced that feeling of wrongness with delusional self assurance without actually addressing the root of the problem which is malignant self-regard.

you arent a great man, you arent necessarily going to triumph, you are not the main character

the only way i can see out of repression without transition is to notice what you value... repressors idolize women and femininity, but so do others idolize wealth, power, beauty, pleasure. None are mutually exclusive, there are hundreds of ways you can ruin your life through your own obsession.

Your writing reads as if you have been watching too many sigma male stoic manly inspiration videos as a way to paste over your feminine ego with a masculine one, but the only real way out is to realise you never needed either in the first place.

>>36294493
i am not a repper though, my technique which i want to develop is the opposite of repping lol

>>36294662
is your technique posting in mmg...?

i need a haircut

>>36294682
for now yea, i guess

>>36294831
alright tho i dont think its good to live vicariously through us
about something else...
the "maleficent queen dress" you have been wearing did you mean the disney character maleficent?

>>36294881
ya but it was cheap asf also i don't live vicariously through no one, especially manmoders lmao

>>36294234
based schizo

i really wanted to respond to both of you spergs, but i'm just too tired, sorry
easier to just get drunk instead,

>>36294899
couldnt you have atleast chosen a cute dress...
>i don't live vicariously through no one, especially manmoders lmao
what else would posting in mmg be
its ok you just wish you were brave enough to stay on hrt like us
but can be you dont need to just watch from the sides

>>36294929
kek, i am just an annoying pest that shitposts bc i have no job

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>>36294959
look something like this would have been cute

>>36294992
do i look like i am some sort of a tranny faggot? that would be awful

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>>36294532
Currently too dissociated to feel anything from this

>>36295027
idk... can you please post that crossdressing pic to help me judge?:3
plsss with (estrogenized) sugar on top

How do trannies cope with knowing more and more people are repressing successfully? How do they plan to change their pinkpilling tactics??

>>36295095
time works in our favor because transitioning techniques only get better
repressing gets harder not easier over time
"repressing successfully" doesnt exist it will be back hitting like a truck eventually

>>36295068
shut up

>>36294579
Colonizers, dont listen to this limp wristed faggot - conquer the world, you can do whatever you want as the top life form on the entire planet. Everything bends to your will, even your body if you want to troon lmfao

>>36294992
I also saw kylie jenner’s instagram post lol

>>36295095
There is probably some sort of new normal setting in that was informally there in the past. Aka a certain amount trans at different ages due to societal pressures. The old adage is essentially “yeah, i said that at 33” - sarah, 45. Lol

>>36295095
wish i'd know bro, wish i'd know
you tell me

>>36295118
> techniques only get better

Not really

>>36293473
tl;dr take your pills retard

>>36295217
bad cope
also the only reason you didnt either break or end yourself is your little echo chamber here
if that was permawiped you would be done for

Live action shot of reppers lobotomizing themselves based on other people’s ideas: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_0TQHoV_2I&pp=ygUVc2h1dHRlciBpc2xhbmQgZW5kaW5n

Take your pills, Alice!

>>36295240
that's the deal with you people
it's either "just transition lol" or "kill yourself"
and when i tell you, i can't, that's what you are implying, isn't it
>also the only reason you didnt either break or end yourself is your little echo chamber here
no this is because im too much of a coward to kill myself, that's what you wanted to hear?

>>36295263
a life of inaction is practically the same as suicide as is dissociation
you are as much alive as some random machine at that point

>>36295277
just say it, you are telling me to kill myself
say it

it will take a long time but eventually the lot of you will realise what a waste of time this thread is, what a sad, pathetic little echo chamber you spend your time in. nobody here is really listening to eachother, we are all disgusted with eachother, like we are disgusted with ourselves. just stop. there is nothing to commiserate about

>>36295240
Trannies will accept any way you self identify except repressor

>>36295287
no i dont do that

>>36295289
to be fair repressor is not an identity, to repress is a negation, you cant identify as not being something else

>>36295288
Nah, but one day people will realize this is a reallyyyyyyyy international board lol like the saudi isnt lying when they say they cant transition lol

>>36295277
you are also dissociated otherwise you will be suicidal, fuck off
>>36295288
mmg is exactly the same as this thread in misery on how people talk, very similar and those people "take their pills", it has nothing to do with being a repper

>>36295288
you know what, you are right
but sometimes you just want to rant
is there a better place? I don't know, you tell me

>>36295396
i dont think im really dissociated anymore
my emotional state is getting wild again returning to where it was before my last breakup
i feel a lot now compared to years ago

>>36295405
everyone wants to rant, but it doesnt do any good, we all post our vomit here and others skim read over it and nobody really sees eachother and we're all just blowing off steam so we can go back to feeling numb. posting here is the cope, its the easy way out. at the end of the day 50 wasted years in numbness and vague regret is no different to roping now. just go do literally anything else that is real

>>36295316
>>36295316
We are valid
We deserve rights

Repressorphobia is the last acceptable form of discrimination

its only when you stop caring that you can start to make progress, when you stop NEEDING to be validated life can start to make sense, this has to be a concious choice or you will keep relapsing into your pathetic whiny neediness, whether thats to be loved, to be seen as something you are not. good things are always possible, but by being this way you drive it all away

>>36295470
no, for real, we are men who suffer from gender dysphoria (or women who suffer from gender dysphoria, also true)
don't we literally fall into the whole "spectrum"
well we do actually
too bad it's hard to prove some of the so called "progressive" people that we even exist

>>36294536
those tits are fake af tho, not real wombyn

>>36295553
True, but we also need acceptance from the LGBTQ community

>>36295664
>LGBTQ community
yeah, but what does it even mean
i personally am bisexual
and guess we are closeted trans after all
and by definition we are queer
who the fuck are those people to decide for us really, does this "community" even exist

>>36295729
>>36295729
I'm hoping we can get our own month

>>36295746
it is our month

How do I find motivation to live and do anything when I am a bottom pseudo lobotomized freak?
Anytime I get the energy to do something I remember that I am a sexual deviant and that if anybody, especially my family, knew about it I'd be humiliated.
I wish I was at least not so sexually submissive to men, it's so shameful kms

>>36285205
lowkey wanna find a repper like you to date so u can live vicariously through me

>>36296122
>I wish I was at least not so sexually submissive to men
wish i looked good enough and had a life where i could find a man who i can be sexually submissive to (in a good way)

Someone help me out here. Repressors that try HRT will say "it did nothing" and then go back into their doom spial mindrot, occasionally relapsing. Can't reppers just have the best of both worlds and just take HRT and continue living as a cis male? Isn't all this boy/man/honmodding or whatever garbage just a massive waste of time and no real person actually thinks about it that much?


>>36288266
Get laser first. Very time effective. 8 hours of face laser probably saves you 30-40 hours of electrolysis.

>>36296641
This is why the trutrans crew is all like “fake trans.” They would literally get hospitalized underrating so they could look more like women lol hrt is one part of the equation and for most it isnt the magic that makes them “womanly.” Makeup, clothes, voice, mannerisms, all of that goes with it. I call these people lazy trans lol they are just… lazy lol Like i bet buddy didnt starve herself and then get a boob job, ffs, and play silicone injection roulette lol

>>36296641
>Can't reppers just have the best of both worlds and just take HRT and continue living as a cis male?
this is basically being a manmoder, breasts are kinda annoying to hide desu but at least in my case i doubt that i will grow big ones if any

>>36296687
actually this, go to /mmg/ and preach there if you want us to just be men with boobs

>>36296750
a truepressor doesn't even even try HRT

you know what i repress with? vodka
and it sucks and it ruined my life
but oh well

>>36296794
oh, based and good for you

wish i was fucking dead

>>36296893
by "i'm on test" you mean you are ftm or what?
or you are just like the rest of us jus tdoing nothing

>>36297033
i actually get you
i just don't consider myself MtF really, since i do nothing to "t" to "F"
i'm also mostly into men myself i think, so also relatable

>>36297204
the way you explain it makes me really jealous lol
but what made you stop thouhg?
gonna be honest, im a fucking alcoholic, and if i take hormonese along with it, my liver is gonna fucking explode i think, so
also i'm an ugly old bald man now, so doesn't matter at this point

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>>36297204
>ruins his body with poison
>hrt is great

>>36297281
>but what made you stop thouhg?
my dumb masc male pride, and i also stopped dissociating but i managed to do it back and i want to be a feminine man now to be more similar to who i am and not repress that much, i thought i was a straight man before this so i was very masc and straight acting but i no longer want to play that character, it did me no good, better be a fem faggot bottom and not force myself to be masc and top just for the sake of my priede..

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>>36297299
when you have a male frame, both T and E are poison.

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I tried hrt and I don't feel any different other than less horny. Is this a sign that I am faketrans? I really expected a "Putting on the right glasses for the first time" moment.

Literally nothing

>>36297363
but you aren't on HRT anymore so
well, who cares, it's a fucking repgen

>>36297464
>"Putting on the right glasses for the first time"
i still remember the first time i wore my glasses, it was so wow, also hrt has no mental benefits, you might get more emotional at best but no dysphoria reducing stuff

>>36297560
not having to look at degenerate porn is a huge benefit
i havent looked at porn in weeks

>>36297852
please clap my cheeks

>>36297464
I think anyone feeling better on HRT is either feeling better because of a reduced sex drive or just straight up placebo shit
The bullshit I read about trannies who say their entire lives changed after 1 day on estrogen is unbelieveable
It's very similar to people saying they feel the positive effects of SSRIs after a few days of taking them, even though that's impossible by design.

>>36297931
dont i still look enough like a man?:(

tfw will never have lune ;__;

>>36297958
no, i am only into men, you kinda start to look too female and also act too female, boobs on a guy and the tranny thing are off putting

>>36298025
wtf?!?
unsubscribing from your newsletter :(

>>36297979
can you even still get it up grandpa
>>36298025
>act too female
idk whats wrong the dissociation decreased and my bpd is coming back
got heavy mood swings
i feel so weird lately

>>36298140
ofc?

Need to have sex as somebody's wife
need
NEED

>>36298215
so transition already?

sometimes i wonder why am i here again
when pride month ends and i lose this funny flag aboove my post i swear to god

>>36297905
That's the only reason I wanted to try it. I was hoping my depression would go away or I would enjoy my old hobbies again. But nothing is different and I'm still just as inactive as before.

Fucking hopeless man

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>>36298255
ok thank you for the advice going to order estrogen and live my truest self finally

>>36298215
you should ask dr disrespect, but i guess he is into kids now (haha current events)
sry

>>36298298
based

>Subscribed to high-quality MMO youtuber
>Find out she's trans
>Feel a pit in my stomach, unsub
I wish I wasn't like this

actually, if not for hormones giving you boobs that are hard to hide, and destroying your already fucked up liver so you can't combine it with alcohol, i'd actually take it (yeah there are injections, but hard to get it rigthtt now where i live, while still can get pills) (maybe, idk)

>>36298467
happened to me with one DBD streamer on twitch
worst thing, she was really kinda passing, i just felt like i don't belong there (also dbd is a shit game)

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>just threw away all my estrogen

Ride or die time now.

i'm not trans and i'm a straight man and i'm obsessed with wanting to be a woman

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>>36298735
join the club honey

>>36298869
we all age

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>When you realize all men trannies or not "age like men" because they're male and have a man's skeleton

>>36299053
ya, you age the same both on and off hrt, after puberty masculinization is just getting hairier and balding

>>36299081
lari weren't you that person who was super edgy a few months ago and made a lot of racist comments or is it another lari

>>36299097
ya that is me, i used to make my own threads and go on other people threads and be mean, now i only am active in mmg,repgen,mtfg

>>36299127
sad developmental arc

>>36299162
i had hope then of looking like a girl, not anymore :'(

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If you were a woman would you be a race traitor?

Me: probably yes

>>36299751
What u mean

>>36299729
I have every AGP stereotype under the sun including a BBC fetish so yes.

>>36299947
In my case it would be the opposite because I am brown.

>be a garden variety aap fujo
>"eh, it's just a phase"
>one year
>five years
>(don't even read yaoi anymore)
>eight years
>ten years
It won't go away, I'm so screwed.

>>36300150
on the bright side, you are now about to get harassed by thirsty retards

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>>36300150

>>36300187
I've seen the worst of 4chan. Thirsty retards are almost adorable.

>>36300221
Yeah I am never trooning. There is no point. Pinocchio can't become a real boy. It's just getting harder and harder to feel happy, even if for a moment.

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>>36300320
I never get to post my FtM anime memes .

>>36300349
This is a funny meme, may I download it?
I wonder if FtMs like Drive too

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>>36300370
It's all yours, my friend!

>>36300349
>>36300380
Holy cringe.

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>>36300558
Cringe is just man's shock at a sudden exposure of truth.

This is a literal curse, it unironically doesn't stop. I can leave my tranny thoughts behind for months, but they come back, I almost transitioned a year and some months ago. But even then it was too late, especially now it's too late. I wish I was never a twink, so I wouldn't have to go through twinkdeath, maybe I would have been over this by now. This is truly cruel.

running up to ftm reppers and forcibly injecting testosterone into them with a cattle inoculator

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I look life professor snape but brown, it's so over. Same nose at side profile too.

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That Marilyn Manson SCHNOZZ IT'S SO OVER

I am going to try and fap these urges out of myself, goodbye all.

>>36300857
Since the second puberty gave me Kardashian hips and boobs, a cattle inoculator is only proper.

>>36300876
Rhinoplasty is an option even if you're not transitioning.

>>36300921
I only dislike it because of how it wouldn't make me pass if I trooned out, which I intend on repping for life. As a male feature, it's not bad.

I would unironically offer myself up to a rich fag for them to do what they'd like with me provided they pay for all necessary tranny procedures I would need.

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>>36300964
I had a chance with like 2 rich fags
you know what they told me?

MY HIPS AREN'T WIDE ENOUGH
like no shit nigga, maybe give me a diet and shit first?

>>36287069
Hey I'm back, it's fine either way, so how's it going for you?

i am no longer repressing, i feel a change in me, its a horrible feeling, but its recognition that im never going to get what i want, but neither do 99% of other people. i will suffer for the rest of my life but if i just accept the totality of it it will be bearable.

agp thoughts go away please please please please

gm chat
another day of repressing
doesnt get easier does it:|

i am literally a 30 year old man, its time to just accept it. life is downhill from here. i was never gonna become someone and feel whole

an ideal life for me looks like work and drinking myself to sleep on repeat for 40 years. there is nothing else

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>>36284218
listen faggots

go do boxing for 6 months and shoot guns exercise gives you happy thoughts on the daily and violence makes you more confident
i'm 27
i came close to trooning around 18, i still chase, but the crossdressing is severely less on my mind nowadays. i'm not even overweight enough to feel guilty about it just big moosles. still sucking and fucking but at least i'm fine being a dude.

find some chick that will be strict and motherly to you, i.e. a bitch, and learn some boundaries, if that's your defect. or just generally go looking for something horrible to fuck your life over and acquire a cold exterior.

if this chick you date also acts overly feminine you can also opt for living vicariously through them.

>>36304413
>an ideal life
wouldnt the ideal life be you turning into a girl?

when DSM 6 is dropping, i'm reading throuhg all this shit to know what's wrong with me
>>36304413
literally same
except i'm a neet and i think my body is fucked from drinking at this point
still got drunk in the morning, again
>>36304494
you make some sense
i've been kinda thinking of it, just getting into hetero relationships to just not die alone, despite being a faggot

>>36304607
>dsm6
psychology is pseudoscience if you can even call it that
>just getting into hetero relationships
getting foids is very hard nowadays you probably have to date a landwhale and thats not worth it
when i matched only landwhales and tattooed whores i gave up dating
just stop drinking go smoke weed or some shit or do psychedelics your head is fucked up anyway what harm can psychs do at this point

>>36304633
>psychology is pseudoscience if you can even call it that
well, its the best we have, also it's psychiatry not psychology really
>you probably have to date a landwhale and thats not worth it
yeah reminds me of this recent meme, but for real, i don't don't want it for sex, just to not die alone
> tattooed whores
what's wrong with that, that would be the better option
>smoke weed or some shit or do psychedelics
shithole country, lost contacts with people who can get me this shit, i just have no energy to do it anymore

>>36304633
idk if I agree w everything u said but alcohol kills your brain for sure

https://youtu.be/MMbfXU9Sm9k?si=W8yH5jlWwc4lwJLM
https://youtu.be/0X0XbiAdCio?si=w1STPhrlfaumPoMW

>>36304661
>just to not die alone
is that worth it putting up with potential stench? let alone kiss that tub of lard?
i once was catfished by a fat bitch that was also taller than me and i hated every second of it but im weak and bpd so i was trapped and couldnt leave
i didnt kiss her most of the time i felt too disgusted
i also looked like a little boy next to her
>what's wrong with that, that would be the better option
thats no option if you really want someone to stay with you
that bitch had the cock train run through her and got broken pair bonding
you can grow shrooms easily and they pretty much grow anywhere on this rock anyway
they might even give you back the energy that you lost

>>36304720
i'm esl and drunk so i don;t understand are you trying to start a rap battle with me or something, the fuck you mean by "shrooms"
> let alone kiss that tub of lard?
as i said, i'm not saying anything about any sexual reationships, but just for the sake of having a "traditional relationships"
yeah it may be unpleasant, but isn't this what boomers did?
no really what's wrong with tattoos, i don't have them but i almost feel guilty for not having one

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>>36304783
>the fuck you mean by "shrooms"
pic rel
if you got a forest you likely got a source
>but isn't this what boomers did?
no they usually started out with genuine attraction and then went to shit after a while but atleast they got the memories of better times that helps putting up with it
even then tho they often divorced as well
>no really what's wrong with tattoos
they are a red flag on a girl because the loyal ones usually dont have them

>>36304861
no like i get what psilocybin is lol, i just didn't get what you meant
>no really what's wrong with tattoos
i almost feel guilty for not having tattoos

>>36304962
>i almost feel guilty for not having tattoos
why
you can just display your mental illness with cutting for free

>>36305005
because it looks cool idk
you just have to have some cool idea for your first tattoo, and i just don't have one
(i also have some cutting scars, regret it now lol

>>36305056
do a basedjack

>>36304526
by ideal i mean realistic best case scenario

>>36305005
can combine the two with some scarification :3

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one on each leg pointing at your dick

>>36305143
do a new /mmg/

>>36305168
actually a good one, i kneel

>>36305173
i avoid the schizo

>>36305167
Fuck random scars, try carving. Do some simple design, it's better than random fucking lines

>>36304861
>they are a red flag
Makes me want to get 20 tattoos just to make nigs like you stay away

>>36305186
i actually kinda want to have a chaos star on my hand, but understanding how cring it is i stopped

therapy is a scam and worthless, you are better off just taking drugs..

it's a little funny to me that i'm worried so much about balding but if i were a woman with a woman skull shape i would probably shave my head and be a bald chick

>>36305348
what drugs

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>see hot trans pornstar
>think "God I wish that were me"

Why is it always a sexual thrill that motivates me? Fucking disgusting lads

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insane how i managed to roll tranny brain + balding at 17 this run. What's the likelihood of that? .01%?

>>36305469
many such cases

>>36305495
us baldies literally have it hardest, don't we
what do you even do
yeah gonna save up money for a trip to turkey, haha

If you transition what are your options passed 35? Or do trannies just hang out on grindr trying to have anonymous sex up until they drop dead of a heroin overdose.

>>36305647
>Or do trannies just hang out on grindr trying to have anonymous sex up until they drop dead of a heroin overdose.
pretty much this

>>36305658
i have never been on grindr
i never had sex without love
i dont take heroin
wrong on all acounts

>>36305647
idk you tell me i'm """"only"""" 31
i think us in our 30s are just fucking done

>>36305698
That seems to be the case. You can't settle down and past a certain age your allure as a sex object will collapse.

And I know someone is going to say that women go through the same thing. They don't. A 40 year old tranny is way, way past the point of being an erotic thrill. A 40 year old woman can easily be a MILF and desirable.

>>36305713
the killer of foids is menopause which comes with facial bone and fat loss
you basically never need to experience this as a tranny

>>36305722
The downside is you were never a woman in the first place. Also, again, this delusion that you won't age because of HRT. Is this all some kind of peter pan syndrome?

>>36305727
most skin aging is uv and hormone related thats not gonna change with you impotently raging either

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>>36305737
>most skin aging is uv and hormone

Women age worse than men at every state of their lives even pre-menopause. You will age, look older, and that's a fact of life that nobody can avoid ever.

>>36305740
>pre-menopause
>graph starts at 40
ok little nig

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>>36305744
I can post more graphs. Of course it doesn't matter because trannies stick their heads in the sand and refuse to acknowledge reality.

>>36305713
> your allure as a sex object will collapse.
well as you said about 40y old women, it's true, they still look hot (if they were hot to begin with, that is)
but all the trannies who started in their early 20's/teens maybe, are they much different?
if they took their hormones and took care of their appearance, then whats the difference really

>>36305751
yea you can post graphs all you want true
but its not even a debate
we know how skin aging works
uv is most of it better get that in your schizo brain

>>36305680
idk, i a mad, my therapist was worthless as always and i only wasted my money, same as always, it is nice to talk to someone at least..

manmoding vs repping
pros vs cons for each one, let see it guys

>>36305780
If hrt has "mental effects" for you, then manmoding makes sense. If it doesn't then repress. For me it didn't so I repress

>>36305774
you know ideally you have a friend who does this for free

>>36305774
i now respect you for adopting our flag cuh
plese carry on because i think im gonna dyie from alcohol poisoning

>>36305786
it has none but if you are a fag and think that you would grow small breasts if anything, why not just take it?

>>36305793
I want breasts, but not male breasts.

>>36305790
cis people don't get it, my therapists doesn't get it at all either but at least more than most cis people and trans people don't grow here in trees and i have some pretty "transphobic" theories..

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>>36305751
>start at 30
>have the skin of a 20yo girl at 50
youngshits lost

i wonder if faggots would still date a manmoder with small breasts
>>36305791
i am sorry for your fate
>>36305796
i want small cute ones that are easy to hide and not annoying..

>>36305817
>i want small cute ones that are easy to hide and not annoying..

I already have gyno from a failed transition. Really sucks

no for real
why nobody invented a pill that doesn't destroy your liver
why injections are so hard to get and so scary
no shit we are repressing

>>36305817
>i wonder if faggots would still date a manmoder
you are a faggot and you shot me down so i guess not

>>36305821
same but my gyno is basically not noticeable at all
>>36305822
transdermal maybe? that is how i took my e
>>36305825
oh fuck, yea, they want masc probably hairy men, even if i stay on test with long hair, smooth, skinny and nail polish, they would still fucking bitch about it and turn me down, they would def do it if i have tits even if small and my body might even look too femine even who knows, my hips and lower body are not that bad, bipedos it is but they are fucking awful
>you are a faggot and you shot me down so i guess not
the breasts, the softness from e, maybe even a bigger fem lower body, the smoothness, etc., on their own they add up, i mean it won't be as bad as doing a woman and i will still get turned on a bit but it will feel "wrong", also being a manmoder even cis normie people will def notice smth off about you if you get fat distribution, bigger lower body and smooth lasered face and soft skin....

>>36305874
>same but my gyno is basically not noticeable at all

I can't wear some of my shirts now...

fuck, it seems that i am stuck as a masc man if i want a long term relationship, bipedos are just not interested in that
>>36305911
i go out shirtless, no one says a thing, i have seen a lot of cis men with bigger gyno than mine on the street lol
it only looks bad from certain cursed angles but from most, it just looks like bigger nipples..

>>36305874
yea so you already know gay dating is over
>fuck, it seems that i am stuck as a masc man if i want a long term relationship, bipedos are just not interested in that
what is a bipedo to you
someone who is bi only in a sexual way, romantic way or both?

>>36305874
>transdermal maybe?
like a gel or something? it's kinda expensive where i live, if i's even sold rn, but
does it even work, don't you still need AA with it
>>36305927
>bipedos
maybe i'm just a reverse one, idk

>>36305940
just a bi guy, but bi guys usually only want cis women long term, for obvious reasons.. i will get as much sex as i want but no long term.. i wish i was bi..

>>36305953
>AA
oh yea, you need AA, nvm

>>36305927
Mine stick out pretty bad.
I tried one of those compression shirts but it shows through a lot of my clothes because of the fabric.

>>36305957
>but bi guys usually only want cis women long term
those are not biromantic then only wanting men for sex
there are biromantic ones but maybe most arent and some of those are probably trannies
your pool is small anyway when you are exclusively attracted to mascs

>>36305957
i wish i was not bi and just had sex with a guy to say im not a virgin (i'm still bi, but it's complicated)

>>36305972
>when you are exclusively attracted to mascs
i mean, idk, i am 100% sure that i am into dick and dudes but i have never been with women so idk how flexible i am.. but like anyway it is still the same shit, it is not like there are a shit ton of manomders here so still same dating pool..

>>36305997
i think you would probably know
like seeking out fem porn or shit like that
i always watched only solo women because men did nothing for me sexually

>>36305972
also bi dudes just don't want any other than women long term even if they are romantically attracted, it is just yea
>>36305984
just go on grindr
>>36305963
sorry, it sucks

>>36306043
if i imagine myself fully as a woman i am kinda only into men and find women disgusting
but as a man i find women more attractive than men
i rarely looked lesbian porn but i used to jerk off to solo and i actually found out i was trans when i wanted to hook up with some troon and also my plan was to be some sort of a transbian but like 90-95% of my fantasies are with men... idk, dissociation is weird..

>>36306049
>just go on grindr
where i live it's complicated
also it's juist complicated in general

>>36306075
>90-95% of my fantasies are with men
same but women
there is some meta attraction and some genuine for men but prefer feminity
i would probably try to get the man on hrt
maybe some of yours is also just self inserting or meta attraction

>>36306117
>just self inserting
it is just this, bc the more masc i am the more i am into women but i just self insert as them to cope, and the porno always has to have men too that fuck them.. i self insert as sisies, femboys, troons, etc. too, just feminine being in general, sadly i am only into men :(

>>36306075
>but like 90-95% of my fantasies are with men.
maybe, actullally, same
but what would you my fellow flag user recommend me? because idk at thiss point

>>36306165
like i don't enjoy sex as a masc man
i need to be some sort of a feminine submissive being, not necessarily a woman, even a sissy, i think is ok
there are those old sissy boomer crossdressers that are trans anyway on grindr and they def get sex since they keep being on grindr but they are not on hrt and kinda low effort probably
like you could get a nice wig, laser, electro, go on hrt and try make up and you will probably mog most of them and have fun and sex with men, who cares anymore, at least have some sex before you die..

no, i actually know what i should do, losing weight, stopping drinking, getting a job and saving money for are trip to Turkey
also a lot of things, but his is a minimal

>>36306203
sounds like a good plan get a skin care routine too that will help you cope a little

>>36306199
idk what to say really, you are right
too bad i'm not that "feminine submissive being", but i want to be, but i also live in a shithole
i don't even know anymore, again, shit's complicated

>>36306233
i live in Romania bro, in shitholes grindr is full of those sissies and hons, it is ok..

>>36306236
i live a little eastern than you bro, i just dont want to say it out loud

>>36306244
oof tovarisch

I could take hrt for 10 years and get every surgery money can buy and I know for a fact that after looking in the mirror I would get the same terrifying sinking burning feeling I have felt 1000 times since I was 13 because deep down it will always be me, I am male I am cursed, there is nothing about my body or soul that is pure or good and nothing I can do will fix it, there is no solution there is no exit there is no light at the end of the tunnel for me and the monster that I have been running from will slowly consume my mind until I eventually end up insane enough to finally end it I know that that is my fate and I can’t do anything to change it, I am a dead man walking I am a prisoner and this body and world is my prison, nothing makes sense nothing is ok everything burns, I want to sprint into the woods and bury myself in cold damp leaves and disintegrate into the ground.

>>36306282
da...
(i respect you more that now i know you are a an estern euro comrade after all) (but yeah shit's fucked, it's not a joke anymore)

i am 27 now and its really starting to feel like any delusion i could have of youth is officially over and the rest of my life is really just a day in day out grind with nothing to justify it. i dont know what the difference is between me and normal people but i wish i could feel it, how can someone be fucking... 35 years old and just have the will to keep going, working all the time, paying rent. what is it all for? i assume they have an identity, that they care about things. but i dont know how, i wish i could put all this behind me and just be a normal person

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>>36306290
>I would get the same terrifying sinking burning feeling I have felt 1000 times since I was 13 because deep down it will always be me

ah ha.. ah ha....

>>36306297
all the russian speaking countries are fucked rn
but they speak a lot of russian in Moldova
i am from the eastern part of Romania which is more russified but we don't speak russian here at all, your situation sucks really badly

>>36306355
> your situation sucks really badly
it does
i just don't want to talk about it

>>36306378
sorry, i wish you the best though

also no i'm not from Moldova and not from Ukraine (well partially)
who fucking cares this is not a thread about that

>>36306401
yeah, wish you the best too, homie

well who fucking cares i'm just killing myself with alcohol anyways
bye

>>36306629
bad choice

>>36306656
it is
what do you know, belgian boomer

>>36306672
not a belgian
dying from alcohol is a pretty shitty way to go, if we ignore that shit might improve for you

>>36306773
well shit i'm sorry
i fucking lost control and i'm gonna be fuckin dead tomorrow
(metaphoricaly, probably not literally)

>>36296793
samesies

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>have AGP
>take estrogen
>now can't fap to AGP
>get off estrogen so I can fap again to AGP

It's not worth it. Fapping to sissy porn is one of the few pleasures I have in this world.

im fucking done

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>>36305793
i still have trauma from when i grew natural gyno titties way back in high school, they shrunk a little since then but still there and so I’m a little bit sensitive about people seeing me as a man with tits

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>>36307057
AGP must be the devil's creation, it's so devilish in nature
>AGP makes you want to take estrogen to feminize, take estrogen
>Taking estrogen nukes your sexual drive
>No sexual drive means no AGP means no desire to feminize, get off estrogen
>Sexual drive comes back again, AGP makes you want to take estrogen and feminize
>Take estrogen
Repeat ad infinitum or until you die, miserable life

no really who designed HRT pills so you can't take it with alcohol
(it's a semi-ironic question, but it still fucking sucks holy fuck)

>>36308218
injections are extremely convenient desu
doing it once every 16 days

>>36308173
I go on and off estrogen so often. It's just a masturbation aid to me now. I go on, fap, think well this is boring, get off, repeat.

>>36308283
can't get it because shithole + not enough privacy, it's fucking injections

>>36308314
alright privacy i get but if that changed sourcing raw powder from china is easy

>>36308332
>sourcing raw powder from china
yeah and then mixing it in the bathroom?
>"hey dad i bought this mysterious powder from china, let me mix it in our bathroom and inject it into my ass so that my dick stops working"

>>36308367
heh funny ngl
i used an instant pot for disinfecting before and after sealing so far i have no rotten flesh yet

>>36308218
transdermals...

wait this is repgen?!? wtf...

>>36308399
if you are telling me you are taking some kind of raw estrogen from alibaba or whatever, then cooking it in the instant pot, and then injecting into your ass
good luck lol

>>36308433
like what, gel, or you also injecting slop from your bathroom?

>>36308446
no its from a site where all sorts of raws are sold from supps to everything else except narcotics of course
nothing wrong with that if you get it lab tested if you are paranoid but these sellers supply legit resellers as well just so happens they also sell to the small "man"

>>36308446
btw how did you know im pinning my ass:3

>>36308483
well, again, good luck for you
they prob don't deliver to where i live anyway, also not gonna say it for privacy reasons
and i'm not gonna ask for the site, since it's not gonna help me anyway, but
do you really just mix it in your bathroom and inject in your butt or what?

>>36308524
how am i a repper and know that you inject hormones in your ass, hmm idk

>>36308464
gel or patches
gel is cheapest
not on injections yet but soon

>>36308524
want me to pin your ass?
if my geriatric c**k can get hard ofc ;_;

>>36308530
>mix it in your bathroom
people here really have a fixation on otokonoko
no i did it in my kitchen and even used benzyl alcohol and benzyl benzoate all pharma grade
is it optimal?
no but its decades worth of hrt even if shit hits the fan
>>36308541
its only appropriate to do it there its not like we got dignity anyway

>>36308609
i just got rejected by lari you perverted geezer

>>36308635
why do you think i'm a pervert?
am actually a sensitive guy so that hurts :(

am serious btw

>>36308332
>>36308367
>>36308446
HAHAHAHA, based i guess idk

>>36308624
you know what
good for you
yeah ok if you are a fucking chemist to mix shit to put into the syringe and put into your fucking ass cheek
i kneel
i can't, and can't do this shit, sry
(also nothing wrong with otokonoko,, but who cares lol)

>>36308656
ahh yes sensitively asking june for bussy pics
>>36308694
no im not im just doing what lena has been doing for ages

>>36308714
>lena
i mean, i wanted to buy from her but if that dumb old hon amd you can do it, maybe i can too, mhhhm

>>36308714
what's wrong with lena, she is a fucking martyr, can you do better?

>>36308740
sure just follow her guide and search up some other diyhrt guides for cross reference you will end up with a good and easy process
there are plenty good ones best to ask in hrtgen

>>36308714
june should be able to take it given the shit she dishes
srs that's one of my main issues with her getting pissed for getting a weak version of what she gives others...

you aren't tongue deep into that toyboy bussy i hope?

whatever, not everyone has a chemistry lab in their bathroom, you know?
why it has to be so hard

>>36308787
no the old pics look ok but he doesnt post recent pics which is sus
the personality is also not something i would get along with
he hates me too every time i get yous on my pics i feel like he is seething

>>36308774
wish hrt actually did anything

>>36308892
i like the skin changes
when i touch my soft skin i feel relieve especially after hair removal

>>36308859
cheese says she looks like girl and cheese is kinda reliable i guess?
idk
ngl want to fuck her but don't wanna say it lol

must be fucking nice