last >>36301441qott uhhh what's your comfort vidya to play
>>36304827Dibs on limbus companyeveryone else get yer own
second for beauty and peace and love
my trans/twink harem below:
>>36304844well now i dont want to post...
>>36304827>qottleague of legends (aram).
>>36304827Limbus company. And idc about this >>36304840. Newfag.>>36304816I mean if you know how to handle yourself w that and know what to do it's fine, it's literally what I'm doing, I'm just asking since either going w someone or doing smth in a group helps w sticking to going there>>36304838Very true. Our efforts should be put towards 3 dollar ffs surgeries that look like the current 50k ones.
>>36304827nothing comforts me life is joyless
>>36304827>qott uhhh what's your comfort vidya to playninja bread man
>>36304827>what's your comfort vidya to playpower wash simulator
>>36304856nop no accountability but the gym is on the way to my campus so id only have to genuinely force myself to go until august when the semester starts
>>36304868comfy,,,,,,,,
>>36304856ouch sorry laguna you didn't get limbus company sweaty
>>36304868based sheeb
>>36304869Eh should be fine then>>36304881I'm gonna get ur moms moans tonite for sure tho
>>36304896
there is nothing but to be hated or forgotten or treated with complete indifference, that's all there is in this world, love and caring are myths invented to keep us from suicide
should i do some painting or wait until later>>36304907r u drinking again carol
I like animal cookies more than any other cookie.
>>36304907oh is it wednesday already? damn. well, i guess i can still die on a wednesday
>>36304931diaper tranny
>>36304957i take it back i like oatmeal raisin too.
>>36304932bleh that sucks, hope the day is better
>>36304965never. im right
>>36304909hope is what keeps us from suicide. without hope we have no faith in finding love. pursue hope
>>36305007>hope is what keeps us from suicidenot reallyfor me it's fear/survival instinct
>>36304915paint yeh.>>36305007for me its not wanting to hurt other people after seeing how other ppls suicides hurt some of the ppl i care about.
>>36305007i've lost all hope, i fluctuate rapidly between manic and depressive nihilism, i lash out and hurt others around me, i started cutting, i've been in more suicide attempts in the last few months than i have been in the entire rest of my life, i really nearly did die
Mid kurisu trip desu.
>>36305022you're existing but not living.. I'm not judging you for it, because it's very sad when we get caught in a rut of living only to exist>>36305034That's what's kept me from doing it as well, knowing what my family would have to go through, after already losing my older brother to suicide, and that crushed me
>>36305063So true sis
>>36305065do you think your brother was a repressor
>>36305074I wish to one day make the breaded cats.
>>36305081I did not mean to ping that post. I am out the shower and half blind. My bad, yo.
>>36305074>>36305081lmfao
>>36305052I'm sorry you're experiencing these sets of crises. Did you get put on medication for the sui attempts? The cause of your pain is loneliness it sounds like, which i sympathize with a lot. I don't have any great advice to give you, I wish I did. Try to connect with the idea that you have a soul, your soul is essentially good and wants peace and love, and find a way to nurture your soul with hope. If will get better. Just say fuck you to hopelessness.
>>36305074no. My brother was 6' 5" and extremely masculine. Substance abuse runs in our family and his fiance left him and he spiraled into addiction pretty rapidly
>>36305098I did! i'm on a mood stabilizer. I have some cool new marks on my wrist too. I am incredibly lonely, when i came out as trans, the group of people i formerly knew as my friends admitted to never respecting me, and not even seeing me as human. My only irl friend now is someone i met through tttt and she's pretty great but, unfortunately, i get into uncontrollable moodswings where i lash out at people pretty hard. It effects a lot of the online people who still put up with me.>My souli described it earlier today, that it feels like in the very very essence of my being there's this "well" of grief and despair, and I can only ever plug it up, never get rid of it, and it bubbles over and causes me to lash out at others, and it's only ever been getting worse, or maybe i just get too tired to plug it up, weeks, months, so much of it is self hatred.
Cute cats and videogames is what keeps me from suicide personally.
>>36305150give cats cigarettes they deserve it
>>36305157Why would anyone do that.
>>36305150same this is my sisters kitty
>>36305182I wish I had another good one to keep the joke going..>>36305191That is a marvelous pussy.
>>36305196she is very cute.
pulling out a tranny's hair pulling out a tranny's fingernails pulling out her teeth
>>36305196Got one.>>36305229I agree.>>36305284Honking on a trannys oob
>>36305284choking on a tranny's gock
>>36305287Ahhhhhh it's homura not kurisu. They sounded similar.
pulling out a tranny's eyelashes. cutting off her fingers and toes and ears and nose gouging out her eyes <3 burning her alive
>>36305284
>>36305295sonic?the hedgehog?
kissing a tranny's cheek, tucking her into bed, making her hot cocoagiving her her blahaj <3 turning off the light
>>36305298He just sent a nuke.>>36305304'tis indeed the blue speed devil
another worthless therapy session in which i just lost my money, yay me, don't fucking go to therapy, is bs and most therapists are retarded and know nothing and only talk to you like a normal human being and get paid, but at least it feels nice to talk to someone that listens :/
i had laser done on my face today for the second time
>>36305326What the fuck.>>36305333Stop posting softcore porn dood
>>36305338wqhat are you talking about, that's literally me
>>36305344You are a hon IRL.>>36305345And you are just suicidal.
ik that i can't look like a woman, but can i at least look fuckable to cis men if i go on hrt? even if i live as cis gay, i doubt that i am getting any loyalty and commitment from moids, fuck them
>>36305362>You are a hon IRL.prove it faggot
diudle
>>36305379hey i see u in the drawthread lol
>>36305384yuh I like that thread
>>36305287>I agree.ty fren. I love her a lot.
>>36305365You know I'm right.
>>36304850i also like league but i cut myself when i int
>>36304827I almost stopped playing games, but when I have some free time I usually play hunt showdown or vintage story
>>36305394no actually ur wrong>>36305398i quit league when i started transitioning as like, a d1 peaker, and honestly, its worth it to quit, please stop harming yourself with league of legends
>>36305398it's not that important anon just go next no need to hurt urself :{
hello ive been repping for like 4 years and it hasn't gotten any better. how come?
>>36305405no, i need to get out of masters first. then i can quit>>36305411idk i get very upset over a lot of things. only coping mechanism i have
somedays i wish i was a honwould i have to adapt and find happiness outside of myself then?or would i just be even more suicidal than i am now
>>36305398Malebrained
>tfw you are a hon IRL.
>>36305416>have female brain>decide to try and tough it out as a man>still have female braingee willikers i sure do wonder why living as a man isn't going as well as i'd hoped
>>36305426rude. also cutting is fembrained.
>>36305420steady mental helps with league. soloq is awful i would recommend rgm/aram for fun and premade 5s for competitive.
>>36305399god shut the fuck up, we all know you won't actually do anything lolon an unrelated note, hi joanna
>>36305399HYPE
>>36305449i dont have friends
>>36305455honestly premades are much better when you aren't friends. friendships make it much harder when someone is slacking and needs to be replaced.
the final season is on
This waist height whatever the fuck jeans make me look fat. I shall burn them now.
i need to name the pictures in my image folder just so i can sort them, but like... wtf do i name the weird stuff
>>36305388me tooi might as well post something im working on if ur posting something u are too
holy fuck am I restless
>>36305480Literal fucking shape annihilation. My ass is not wearing these again.>>36305506WeirdStuff1.jpg>>36305513Draw me getting raped by rodya now
>>36305521
>>36305526
How bad of an idea is it to go with the name Celeste? Do I get bonus points if I've never played the platformer?
>>36305535Hamborgesa
>>36305522>Draw me getting raped by rodya now
>>36305543Just go for a name u like>>36305545Pretty please
>>36305548>Just go for a name u likeIt's hard to only care about how I feel about my name.
>>36305548not happening little girl
>>36305558It is your name not anyone else's.>>36305561Fuckin lame
>>36305543>Celeste>french name>frenchehhhhh if you like it i guess
Does Maeve still post here?
>>36305571Yes
>>36305566
>>36305571she's currently miserable in repression
im not gay but isn't it like super hot when guys make growling fatherly grunts when they're cumming in you
erm guys...?
>>36305684whats up
>>36305696erm i cant stop erming
>>36305704
>>36305708what the sigma
>>36305616I can fix her…
trooning at 16 later to only become a repchad is cursed
>>36305333i had my consulation today and they say they wont do it unless i get a letter from my doctor bcos of the meds im on -_-
blessings of Akatosh denizens
>>36305726waowhat meds? mine didnt care i was on hrt
>>36305732spiro and dutasteridethis is the second time now i fucking hate terf island
>>36304827>qottthe long dark is such a good game, very atmospheric
>>36305753that sucks. i'm on the prison colony of terf island and things are pretty progressive here
>>36305753lmao yeah they just dont want to work on le tranny menacenext time dont disclose that ur on hrt because theres literally 0 risk for laser with hrtsorry
>husky deep voiced murmuring in your ear while he's buried inside of you>sharp scratching pain as he bites your neck and gives you hickies >his hot breath blasting the back of your neck as he chuckles at your moaning>iron grip around your waist>pinning you back against his boulder solid body>his other hand on your throat as he chokes you in an almost detached manner>seeing how tight he can go while keeping you conscious>his large daddy dick arcing into you like a deviously curved knife>rubbing your slim soft legs against his rough hairy calves>grinding your hips while he fucks you>whimpering and begging in half formed thoughts for him to go deeper>that you need him to touch your very core>his breath getting rougher and heavier as he gets closer to cumming>your prostate feeling raw and agonizingly close to orgasm>him squeezing you even tighter>choking the air and thoughts from you like water from a washcloth being wrung>his cock swelling and pulsing as he shoots jets of his cum deep into your guts>a savage growling roar shakes your body as the orgasm overwhelms him with pleasure>feel yourself fall over the precipitous edge>pleasure flooding through you>the smell of his sweat and strength of his arms causing incomprehensible bliss where your skin touches his>keening girlish cries like shattered glas providing a clear counter note to his rumbling thunderous chorus>him tossing you to the bed>slapping your ass forcefully>your mind slowly returning as you lay in a pile of sweat and his cum, small trickles of blood from his bites and scratches tracing lines down your exhausted body>can feel his eyes on you like a predator pridefully surveying his kill>him calling you a whore, telling you to clean yourself up>hoisting you by your neck and tossing you out of bed>he lays down and promptly goes to sleep>blink in confusion and find yourself making your way to the bathroom to do as he had saidsexo ugh
>>36305769it was literally just for my face :(next time i wont disclose
just gonna hide that useless essay post yeah...
>>36305784just make sure to avoid the sun for the day after laser, wear a mask if you have to
just gonna hide that dick in my bussy yeah...
>>36305792thats okay i stay inside all day anyways >_<
just gonna leave because this dude is always here spamming thread with no trip yeah...
>>36305784Thats legal there?In the US that sounds like a slam fucking dunk lawsuit.You'll let other people get laser, but not me because im on a trans-associated medication?
>>36305805the main issue would be proving that they denied service on behalf of being trans, (but we all know that's why)
>>36305819holy fuck paige this is why no one likes youthey are literally just getting laser for facekill yourself swiftly
>>36305819you're being a retard againyou were doin real well for a few days, don't relapse
>>36305826ugh ugh ugh >>36305827sry i will restrain myself and delet post
>>36305834r u running today
goodnight
>>36305788you did everything you could to push mono away...
is chili sauce non-newtonian?
>>36305854noe ran yesterdaygonna do some painting, have therapy laterit's already over 90 degrees at 9 in the morning ugh>>36305860gn
it hurt my lip a bit when they lasered it
>>36305907mayonnaise is one
im so tired
>>36305770sex pesto
reading the backlogs and holy cringe
>>36306006which part
found out all of my coping mechanisms are actually OCD compulsions and the only way to get past them is to just ignore my intrusive thoughts lmao I want to screech
>>36304827qott: super lesbian animal rpg (slarpg)very cute game everyone should play
>>36306010the posts itt just a few hours ago
>>36306028yeah.. it was real slow then
Yo quiero taco bell
omfg who are all these tripfags
>>36306101I don't even know man I saw that one fucking taco bell ad like 2 years ago and now I just say it randomly I think I'm going to be parroting it even on my deathbed
>>36306110Oh I'm laguna and the Emilia whatever one is calamity, I started generating trips a couple days ago and everyone kinda started getting new ones either via me or themselves
>>36306118they have a big cheezit now
>>36306118>>36306124forgot pic
>>36306107>>36306116Facking wrong ping gaddam>>36306118I would avoid any franchises like those entirely 2bh, me personally if I do go eat I'll go eat to like a nice well known local place which is gonna give me better food prices and varietyUnless they got sonic toys. Then I go anywhere.
>>36306129What the fuck
>>36306134they have doritos tacos too
>>36306139Okay well that sounds mildly enticing but it's not going to fill me and I can't eat much.
>>36306143they're usually paired with other things on the menu. its good shit
>>36306149Sonic should have a collab with sonic. Solely to stop the false advertising going on w their name rn>>36306154Idk. I am a big nerd w my food and I like it all having ideal calories, macros and amountsI minmax it to get the most enjoyment and nutrition out of it and ain't no one else doing that for me. Specially not taco bell.
>>36306179I generally only cook for myself but whenever I have the chance I cook for my family too, I find it rlly fun to do so plus I get to cook less healthy stuff since my dad works all day which means he can eat almost anything without gaining weight
>>36306193Uhh the image is literally just insults everyone's seen
>>36306191The best and brilliant mind come to the US for a reason.To make giant leaps in art and scientific marvels like giant Cheez Itz and Dorito tacos.God bless America.
>>36306208Can they come up with like mass produced healthy food?
>>36306193mongo made her own bed with how she acts like a sociopath in general and you leaked her employer in the first place
>>36306216No.That's not as cool or funHealthy food is more expensive in the US for a reason. It's lame as hell.
>>36306217Cat eating pancake gif>>36306225It isn't lame. It is cool.>>36306229>Ask your parents if they are willing to adopt a 27 yr old neet tranny.They p much are lol >sue herShe doxxed me and posted revenge porn and I said v mean words. If she tries to sue me all she did is going to come up, they'll see what I did was a reaction to it, and they won't give a fuck about it and then punish her for genuinely breaking the lawTelling her to do that is a very very bad idea
>>36306012lol. hey guys i got a good idea. lets not cope. lets let life hit us full blast in the face without wincing.just because somebody says something in a sneering voice doesnt mean its actually bad.coping skills are good things, not self deception.
shit i might have a go at sending the employers some juicy screenshots. she has treated me like shit over the years
so much of politics is people saying stuff in a sneering tone and people having the intelligence of dogs so they buy it
idk how I'm gonna afford OCD treatment but I'm giving it a try fuck medical bills
>>36306217god just stop larping already, jesus. the discord logs were funny but that's about it
>>36306271>It's a better Idea than to rattle on your window blinds and demand to come out for a fistfight or whatever lol.. I mean if she's actually dumb enough to do that she'd go straight to the police no court needed so yeah>Oh, your parents sound really nice, if only I could actually speak spanish lolNever a bad idea to learn it, p sure it's like the 2nd most popular language there is so it's kinda useful no matter what
>>36306298Well mexican spanish and spain spanish is quite different so you'd have to adjust many bits of it but yeah you would probably manage in spanish just w a bit of effort towards studying itAlso abt the trip like. Just get into fallout 76. It's that simple
I'm going to have to take my exam today without fully studying.I'm just really tired...If i don't sleep, i'm basically drunk-cognitive wise
>>36306325
>>36306325STOP LARPING YOU RETARDED FUCK
c'est la vie
>>36306339lol
>>36306338I would give u it if I could but it's locked under me microsoft acc, maybe once I get it swapped to steam I'll share it so u can change ur views on it
china's 473rd final warning
>>36306325nooooo, what about the viewers
>>36306369I never tried it. I just got it for free off of amazon prime, maybe they'll give a code for it again soon or smthI've only rlly tried new vegas and got bored of it in like 10 hrs
>>36305996just filter that shit nigga or keep scrolling, nobody is forcing you to read it lmao
my government wants me to kill myself i think
>>36306402The story is what kept me going but if I'm gonna be there only for the story and have to walk around for an hour til the next story bit I'd rather just go play a visual novel.
Feeling ugly and fat today tbhon.
>>36304827I kinda just play whatever my super trans-hating friends play, but by myself i play Monster Hunter Rise. I know people hate it but it's fun to do all the silkbug attacks
i am NOT going to say anything mean!!>>36306431which weapon>>36306437stop grooming kids
...Anonymous06/26/24(Wed)16:45:12 No.36306437 >me. >Cis white dude (28). >My little sister (16) lives with me because my place is close to her high school. >She asked if she can have her friend over last week. >"Don't freak out, but she is a trans girl, you know what that is right?" >You little shit, do you think I'm retarded or something? "Yeah, it's basically women but funny." >"You stupid asshole!" > Next day. >Her friend arrives they start to do their project. >They finish and start to play elden ring. >She is rushing the game to be ready for the dlc. >She defeats Radahn. >I pat her head "Good job, you did it with your shit build." >I go to get them some drink. >She keeps dying on mogh. >Her friend takes over, my sister's friend defeats Mogh easily. >I Pat her head too "Congrats you defeated him with this shit build". >She looks at me confused. >Shit, I forgot it's not my sister. >She starts crying. >Ok this is bad. >"Look I'm sorry I forgot-". >Tells me it's fine. She just cried because this was the first time someone showed affection toward her since she is out of the closet. >She kept coming over every day after this. Is this what y'all go through? Also what should I do? >Repost cuz I fucked up the format
>>36306468>Fucked up again I don't care I'm not reposting it again
>>36306396same but fuck em.>>36306444just say it. improves the thread imo.
>>36304827qott: miku game
>>36306444nice projection spooge
>>36306468larp but wholesomenobody would touch us
>>36306468If not a larp;>Is this what y'all go through?Some trannys get disowned and/or beaten after coming out, friend..>Also what should I do?Nothing I guess?You provided a chill safe place for your sister and her friend to kick back and not be stressed out.Theres nothing else to do.
mmm... ice cream...
>>36306508yogurt for me thnx
>>36306505>Some trannys get disowned and/or beaten after coming out, friend..or abandoned socially because no one wants to associate with us. especially early on when it's all awkward.
>>36306532>or abandoned sociallyHey I know that's person I think they're called me
Gonna start name change process soonShould I take a middle name?Both my first and last name are single syllable names
>>36306505>Nothing I was thinking of informing the child protection services to check on the kid's parents, but I am not sure if I should. Not sure how often thet actually help and how often they just make shit worse.
>>36306267I agree, it’s an abuse of irony and people confronted by the scent of irony get very afraid of looking stupid if they ask questions
>>36306553Choose the longest name for the middle one.
>>36306553go with a cool name, like luna, alice, or sophie.Maybe emily too.
>>36306547it gets better, probably.>>36306554if they're able to be out they're probably not that bad off. not that i know the situation ofc.
>>36306605what are you up to today
>>36306605It always gets better because there is no other option
>>36306597Nah, I didn't go with anything particularly notable for my nameI stuck with a name that started with the same letter that felt right when I said my name out loudBut I was considering Evelyn for a middle name
I went to Pride presenting as femme for the first time and got a lot of compliments. The problem is that I don't know if they legitimately saw me as a woman or saw a man in a dress and were trying to be encouraging.
i can't think anymore
>>36306619if only that were true
>>36306635Were they complementing stuff like your hair/nails? or were they saying 'how good you look'.Huge tell that way
im a cop killer shout out EMTs tho 12 tryna press me in civilian clothes>>36306597STOP we do not need more
>>36306640Can't a girl cope about the hopelessness of life
Squirting girlpenis~ (^ー^)
>>36306644They complimented my dress and said I looked fabulous/beautiful/etc.
>>36306619>because there is no other optionis get better even default it seems like default state of existence is permanent suffering that gets worse and worse with age until the end
>>36306664I SAID IT MUST GET BETTER AND IT GETS BETTER GODDAMIT
>>36306660:(
>>36306635were they complimenting cis people around u too? if no then likely hard clocked and pity encouraged.>>36306619that's the spirit. never underestimate how much worse it can get before it gets better doe.>>36306613nothing rly. woke up feeling like shit and it didn't improve. wbu?
>>36306553>Should I take a middle name?Yes, chastity
>>36306670giwtwm iwn get better
>>36306622I kept my middle name because its funny.Girlname James DifferentLastName
>>36306674So I take that as man in a dress then? :(
>>36306667I try my best. Rn I'm feeling like absolute shit abt my body but I'm sure it'll go away.>>36306676But it'll get better..
>>36306553make your middle name trouble so you can make that one joke
>>36306685yeh it will. nothing ever lasts not even the bad.
>in pain>exhausted>go to sleep>wake up>exhausted>in pain>hours pass unable to start the day because every other thought is ouchi must deserve this somehow but it's not nice i don't loke like it i want it to stop
>>36306692But autism is my middle name
>>36306712imagining if you made that one legal and then if people asked who are you you could look them dead in the not quite in the eye and say "autism"
>>36306695Yep.. it'll for sure get better>>36306718Idk. I just feel fat now even though I only gained like 2kg from being sick and I'm already losing them plus I got clearly stronger going by my gym performance. But idk I still feel fat now. It'll go away at some point
ughh therapy anxious
all of you, even the hons, you all get to just get up, do things you choose to do, live your lives. i hate all of you for it. i don't get to live real life it's not fair none of you fucking deserve it you don't even appreciate the gift you have you just fucking whine about passing
agh i need to hug a man
>>36306741skill issue
>>36306741Cheer up buttercup
>>36306761go eat dirt paige i did not choose this life
>>36306763i would cheer up if i could start existing again. i can't do anything anymore. i'm dying and all the doctors see is an overdue bill and all the state sees is a waste of resourcesi just want to be me again instead of a pain zombie is that such a big ask :(((
>>36306741Nah, I whine about shit like how my coworkers treat me differently like talking over me all the time now, or that my dogs keep getting excited when I do my vocal coaching homework
>>36306741I want to stuff my cock in your ass and fuck you until you forget about your life and how shit you think it is, and then you cry as reality hits once again and pass out
>>36306811>coworkersyou're living the life. i miss being able to go to work so much. i can't believe i miss my shitty wage job so much but i do. now all i do is lie in pain
>>36306819one of the worst parts is that all the medical issues and pain make sex basically pointless toojust would hurt myself morethe fates have left me with no joys but for sleep
>>36306685>feeling like absolute shit abt my bodyWhy? I've seen pics of you and you can mog actually girls, you even have a benis
>>36306741>>36306824everyone longs for the things they can't have.
>>36306824Are you disabled?
>>36306741repping > honing
>>36306835Damn that sucks, at least being balls deep in your hole would make me forget for a while, then I can look at my hands afterwards while shaking and realising what I've just done, what medical problems do you have did you cut off your dick or something?
>>36306737skill issue
>>36306839I feel fat.
>>36306849Everyone has an awkward early stageEven cis women
>>36306846>Are you disabled?>4chan.org/lgbt
>>36306841every time i post about these things you reply with stuff that's all to the effect of "it won't get better this is your life learn to be happy with that", why?not beefing, i assume the intent is good, but honestly it's kinda demoralizing ;~;>>36306846yes unforch>>36306849thank you for reminding me that even if i am a pathetic wreck lying her rotting who will die before 30, at least i didn't waste my short life repping. that is something to be grateful for>>36306865bad genetics + overuse injuries from my old job + pedo experience probably caused some of my tummy probs
>>36306875You don't look fat, did you get molested by someone who called you fat when you were little or something?
>>36306891>at least i didn't waste my short life repping. that is something to be grateful forbasedbe proud anonI'm sorry about tge chronic pain
>>36306891>pedo experience probably caused some of my tummy probsOuch, sorry to hear about that one, what was your old job?
>>36306917It's more about getting called fat every 3 seconds online. And the fact I'm fat. And that I've had extreme weight issues for most of my life so I always feel a bit fat.>>36305480And maybe it's this pic cuz those jeans made me look fat. And like my shoulders are wide. It is over
>>36306878the absolut cope
mroww
>>36306932Of course people are gonna call fat look at where you are, transgirls usually have conetits, wide frames, a man jaw, a man face, man hands, a man head, man feet and colostomy bags because their Vietnamese doctor drilled to far into their pelvis, then they see you and get jealous because you're a cute girl and they need something to direct their hatred towards, I'm glad you didn't get molested
>>36306988People should just be nicer. Like u anon. I'll try to relax and get my brain back to normal
>>36306980Whoever made this is living the life, imagine you don't have to do anything ever again because weirdos will always simp for her and tou get all the money from donations and ad revenue from YouTube
grr why is everyone so annoyingjust let me live my life and rot in bed all day
>>36306999Good, I'm glad to hear that :)
>>36306942See most people going through their first puberty for details, I guess?Although. You're lurking around here being county, so I assume you already look at a lot of adolescents for your own sick purposes?
>>36307008the channel is successful exactly because the creator isn't lazy. he's been on an insane grind solo developing nuero's capabilities for years
>>36306921ty naz :)>>36306924barista. you wouldn't think that'd cause injuries but connective tissue disorders are like being made of glass lol
>>36304827>qott uhhh what's your comfort vidya to playI really like death stranding and metal gear solid V. Death Stranding in particular might be my favorite game of all time. It literally saved my life by distracting me for a month straight when I first played.I wish I could play the games as a girl. MGSV lets you pick a girl mercenary for side ops but their stats never match up to Big Boss.
>>36307008idk it seems like neuro's creator does a lot to keep the audience interested in neuroI doubt she organizes the collabs and streams herself being an unthinking non sentient stream of electrons
>>36307031>insane grind solo developing this program for years, THEN kick back to watch the money roll in and plan the next projectnah that is 100% the lifewould be for me anywho
>>36307031>>36307042You guys are right, I take it back, I thought he just puts an ai on stream and then leaves it on forever to get donations and stuff
Anyone from Chicago? I'm going to a convention and concert.
>>36304827>qott uhhh what's your comfort vidya to playprobably slay the spire but recently i started playing balatro instead.
>qottDynasty Warriors
>>36307067this picture actually makes me like the bean. i like how the mirror finish warps the reflection in a cool way
>>36306891sorry i didn't mean it like that more meant it like humans only appreciate the stuff once they lose it not the stuff they currently have. we long for better times but we're not wired for complacency to stop and rly appreciate what we have. yearning for better doesn't mean things can't or won't improve.>why?ig i've been more or less depressed for like 20 years i find it easier to just let it happen than to actively struggle.
>>36307075Based.
>>36307037>connective tissue disordersOh geez, now I feel bad about the stuff I said earlier about fucking your ass and stuff, sorry, what's wrong with your tummy btw? Don't worry tho if it's painful to talk about
>>36307081>sorry i didn't mean it like that more meant it like humans only appreciate the stuff once they lose it not the stuff they currently havewhy do you say this? most parents appreciate their kids, even though they never have to lose their children.
>>36306980let's build her a body so she can get dream
>>36307100https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCt2V4DcNz4she has a body now vedal's working on it
>>36307110I hope she gets a human form and a penis as well to make her complete
extremely worried
>>36307125Just do yoga until you can suck your own dick, unless it's really small then you can just deepthroat the bedposts while you rub your tiny limp benis like it's a pussy
>>36307138What are you worried about?
>>36307098i don't have kids so idk how that is exactly. i mean like basic things like food, shelter, health n stuff. if you have a steady 9-5 life you don't spend a lot of time thinking oh i'm so glad to have all my limbs and senses intact you spend time focusing on the ups and downs of whatever mundane stuff like work and pleasure. if someone lobbed off your leg tho then i'm pretty sure you'd miss having that leg quite actively.
jessie please stfu
>>36307154jade has not contacted me in over 35 hours
>>36307155>pleasurei meant leisure. close enough.
>>36307125honestly, it sounds like a psychosomatic thing more than a hormone thing. Especially with the last sentence. >morning wood is goneGod, I wish. I'm 10 years HRT and it has clearly worked. I haven't masculinized in a decade, but I still get half-erections. If I was a man, I'd be freaked about my ED, but I hate that it even does that. Anybody know a way to stop them permanently that doesn't involve the surgery I can't afford at the moment? Does orchi make them stop?
i feel sick
>>36307165Just message her over and over and when she doesn't reply for 10 minutes say "you hate me now I'm going to die :,(" that's what my ex did
>>36307125Men are great, what's the problem?
My lawyer just told me I'm not going to jail for my drug related arrest last year so I guess I have that going for me now. At least I'm sober now.
>>36307189samee T_T
>>36304827>qottanything zeldaesp mm/alttp/albw/tp
>>36307174Can you still cum out of your benis? If you still do can you tell me what comes out and what it feels like, I'm curious
>>36307155I don't agree that you can equate missing something you don't have anymore with retroactively appreciating something you have.For example, if I'm deeply in debt am I appreciating money? If I'm severely ill am I appreciating health? I would argue that they're two sides of the same issue of need, but they are different experiences. I feel like appreciation needs to be an active gratitude for something you do currently have.>you don't spend a lot of time thinking oh i'm so glad to have all my limbs and senses intact you spend time focusing on the ups and downs of whatever mundane stuff like work and pleasure.i do. some days ill pick a sense or limb or something and decide to not use it. it makes me appreciate my body more even though i feel pretty rotten about it mostly cauyse of dysphoria. it's pretty fun.
>>36307219stfu maiq
>>36307165I'm sure that she's fine.. I hope so at least
>cis les gf got me into anime and yuri shippingi was almost normal
>>36307158we need to cook
>>36307193i dont want her to think im insane but i have no idea if shes just really busy (i doubt it because who gets so busy they cant text for 36 straight hours and she was texting in the server yesterday) or if shes upset with me or if something happened i have no idea and i just feel sick
>>36307227you're on 4chan
guess who did worse on their exam than they thought they would ^^
>>36307219jack off to someone else. i'm not telling you anything if you're going to act like that
>>36307125I mean it is a sex hormone typically to chemically castrate they make sure the person has very little of those
>>36307226worried... :(
>>36307227Just wait till she locks you in a chastity cage and pegs you while you're forced to read her fanfics
>>36307233go back to /a/ lil bozothis is the tranny faggot forum, not the pedoweeb forum
>>36307233yeah, and I have been for almost 15 years. What's your point? normal is relative and i was normal by 4chan tranny standards
>>36307244hot
should i kms if she doesnt text me back in the next hour
>>36307231Shes fine, she probably just fell asleep or something
>>36307246you're autistic>>36307248just found it funny, was all
>>363072334chan has like 30 million unique users per month
Yo can someone help me out. I’m curious if this is male pattern baldness and whether I should add finastride to my hrt regimen? I’m worried about dick getting broke but if it will do some additional help with hair I’m kinda down as well
>>36307266Dylan, Stop The, Bullshit Man, Thanks
>>36307238>jack off to someone elseNo I quit porn 3 days ago, I remember someone on here said clear stuff comes out but they didn't say anything about what it feels like
>>36307264no like. the last time she contacted me was 36 hours ago, i was asleep, i woke up like 8 hours later and responded to her and texted her, no response. a few hours after that she was active in mtfg general chat in server yesterday that was about 23 hours ago, i send her more texts through out yesterday and last night and this morning and she has not replied to my dms at all despite being active in general chat i really dont think this can just be explained by her "falling asleep" or "being busy" the more i think about it the more i feel physically sick fuck
>>36307279that isnt my name
>>36307293Did you directly mention this to her?
>>36307300Dylan, Stop Abusing Me, Man, Thanks
>>36307301how am i supposed to mention anything to her shes not fucking replying to anythng im trying my best to not go bpdemon in her dms right now
>>36307314I just mean messaging her this calmly..
>>36307312you're a bad person. ive never deadnamed or misgendered anyone. i was very careful to never use that name publicly, and now you're harassing me off the coattails of somebody stalking me and treating me like garbage.
>>36307221>if I'm deeply in debt am I appreciating money?if you got a sudden influx of money i think i would mean a lot more to someone who's struggling financially than to someone who has never had to worry about making ends meet.>If I'm severely ill am I appreciating healthyou miss the lost health and would appreciate being healthy more once you recovered but the intense emotion of a successful recovery would likely subside over time.>i do.guess we got a very different experience there. i do often appreciate stuff i have lost before but got back. like i'm still often glad my eye recovered and i got stereo vision again (phone screen glare is nuts with one eye) and that i can breathe normal unlike the last time i had a really bad cold. i don't think i can appreciate stuff i've never had to do without the same way.>>36307174>Does orchi make them stop?also curious about this. having 0T for close to a decade certainly didn't do shit and it's infuriating.
>>36307278For your head you can use tretinoin and minoxidil, I'd use foam minoxidil, liquid is cheaper but has ethanol and will dry your skin and with tretinoin drying your skin as well it might get bad, finasteride makes your dick work even less as well but lets you keep the hair, minoxidil on the other hand will have to be applied forever, you can watch more plates more dates guy about hair loss stuff on YouTube, he has lots of videos and sounds way less retarded than I do
>>36307335what am i supposed to do why the fuck would she ignore me for 36 hours i feel sick
>>36307355Just calm down and wait, what matters most is that she is fine, you'll figure why she hasn't replied later
>>36307340You're NPD so you deserve it
>>36307349Thank u, thank u very much. U sure fin would fuck up the dick? Like I’m wondering if it’s a general effect anti androgens in which case I wonder why fin should do an additional harm. D u have any experiences or know anyone who did fin and it fucked up their dick more? Thx
>>36307362its joever
>>36307369you're wrong, and i dont deserve it. that's unfettered cruelty because you're a bad person. you are only justifying it in the first place because you did it out of sadism.
>>36307293Maybe she just wanted to talk to someone else, you shouldn't message her so much it might have overstimulated her autism and given her anxiety, don't get mad at her or spam message her because she'll be more likely to not respond or she might even get mad at you about it no matter how much you care
>>36307081ah ok see more what you meant now. i think i was reading it in that "learn to live with it" vibe because u have said similar to me before, but that is a good point ya. i am not really fair to rage at people who've never known what it's like to be as debilitated as me, for taking for granted that they have working or mostly working bodies to go lead lives with. i am just jealous really, dying slowly sucks ;_;>ig i've been more or less depressed for like 20 years i find it easier to just let it happen than to actively strugglev fair. well maybe i'll push back on it more then cause i don't like to see a frenposter consigned to sadness either. but understandable why that'd become the natural response, ig i have been getting that way even in just the last year of my disability getting more serious and feeling doomer from that :')>>36307094lmao dw no offense taken, i'm not opposed in theory it's just one of the many things in life my body denies me>what's wrong with your tummy btw? don't worry tho if it's painful to talk aboutnot painful just a little embarassing, but i think that's mostly because my dad was embarassed about his poops and shamed everyone else in the house into bowel silence keki don't know exactly what's wrong but i know it's multiple things. hemmorhoids, plus ibs or chrons or something in that area, plus a bunch of foods that fuck everything up, plus some kind of mass or swelling pressing on my intestines from my upper abdomen that i've been waiting months to get looked at. last few months it's got to the point where i need to smoke weed to lay around the house and force maybe one meal down, if i don't intake thc the stomach stuff piles onto my normal pains and i am like, writhing, useless, literally can't watch youtube videos because i only see my nervous system screaming at me from all corners of my bodybeen considering asking for an opiate prescription quite honestly
>>36307389why feed the trolls?ignore him let the retard live a sad life and eventually rope.
>>36307390please just shut the fuck up i didnt "overstimulate her autism" jade is not even autistic i didnt give her anxiet7y shut the fuck up and kill yourself you dont know whats happening
>>36307389I want to defend you but you are handling yourself perfectly well.
>>36307389Dylan, relax man. Thanks>>36307405So much this!
>>36306676working working workingit is so hot outside today I am very grateful to have an office jobare summers fairly mild there ?
>>36307407I a billion percent did that to paige. It's so hard not to respond to her. She's so interesting.
>>36307269Did you ever cope with things using AGP bullshit like sissy captions or whatever? I've noticed some people who've done that maintain stupid thought patterns and swear that the pills are making them crave dick. I've also seen people who think they were never into men, but if you actually talk with them in depth it becomes clear that they had felt a repressed attraction to men for many years. People think the meds reroll your attractions, but I think it's more that making serious changes to your life to be more honest with yourself about your identity tends to bring out any latent sexual tendencies you pushed down along with your gender identity.I honestly was the opposite. I was bi with a preference for men for years, but after transition lost attraction to men. In my case, it wasn't the meds. I just had some traumatic stuff happen and preferred the dynamics of lesbian relationships to the point that I stopped feeling anything for men anymore.
>>36307293>girlfriend has not sent text message in a day and a half relationship crumblingwhat ldr does to mfsbut hopefully it's just her being busy or distracted or smth, best thing you can do is to give her space, if it keeps going reach out once or twice a day, and try to give her the benefit of the doubt.i don't really know jade but you two seem to care a lot for each other, it seems most likely that she's afk for a reason that's not some issue with you
>>36307425Estrogen does actually make you thirst for dick though. I have good differential evidence for this, albeit it's personal observation.I intentionally tried to become gay when i used to be straight just so that i could have greater dating flexibility and i used classical conditioning, making myself fap to gay porn, trying to teach myself the orientation, and basically i only succeeded half way. I became okay with it, but didn't thirst for it.Unrelated, years later, i transitioned and after taking estrogen now occasionally i'm just like,"Damn, i could really go for a dick."
>>36307445how the fuck am i supposed to take this its like where the fuck do i stand she has to know this would hurt me and i dont understand why its happening im afraid and i want it to stop i just want her to reply
>>36307376I've only heard that finasteride gives you erectile dysfunction but some people say they don't have side effects, same with minoxidil, it's supposed to give you heart palpitations but I just get more sleepy since i started using it, you can also go with oral minoxidil which is way easier than applying it (especially on your hair) but I've never tried it, also I'm not trans so I'm not sure how it would react with any other medicine you're taking, but what helped with my dick was doing angion method, it was made by some guy on reddit, he has all these ways that you can increase blood flow to your dick and I got so fucking hard after like a week of doing them
>>36307165hatecrime or cucked
>>36307478please shut the fuck up
Gravity can bend heat.
>>36307293you're single
>>36307467the ability to allow moments of distance to happen, and to have the trust that there's a good reason you'll hear when they next talk to you, that's an important skill for healthy relationships.if there's something you need to know about where you two stand, she'll tell you when she's ready. and if not, worrying about it will only sour your next interaction cause you'll come at her all upset and stressed and clingy.i know it's hard, but unless you're worried she's not okay the best thing to do for your relationship, for showing her you respect and trust her, is to just be patient with her
>>36307478not funny
>>36307407It only took you one minute to see my post, read it and then type all this and post it lol, from the behaviour you've exhibited it's not hard to imagine she's just ignoring you because you're overbearing, you're having a panic attack over someone on the internet not wanting to talk to you, jesus fucking christ I'd do the same as her and not respond to your insanity
>>36307487you'll have to deal with it very soon anyway
>>36307501Or she could give them space and then they never talk again. She has no guarantee she thinks like that. If they don't explicitly tell them those are the conditions for forgiveness she has no reason to believe forgiveness is possible.*shoves her lips between two lines as hard as she can*
>>36307516>Or she could give them space and then they never talk againyeah like i said>if there's something you need to know about where you two stand, she'll tell you when she's readyghosting is a form of this. like, two week mark and you call it. and frankly, if jade has lost interest in anya and is too much of a coward to tell her, there was no reason for them to talk, neither anya nor anyone deserves that treatment
ok she was just busy with work and she texted me and everything is perfect and wonderful and i love the world and god is real
>>36307399Oh man that sucks so bad you have to go through all that stuff, now I understand your first post :( also I'm glad to hear that it wasn't abuse that made you're tummy bad (when you said pedo I had really bad stuff in my mind), I wouldn't do opiates but honestly after reading that I wouldn't blame you at all for taking them, I really hope you can get better somehow
>>36307464I don't mean to diminish your experience or tell you how you feel, but i'm honestly not really convinced that was the estrogen. you literally wrote that you masturbated semi-successfully to men and became okay with doing it. that doesn't sound like something someone exclusively attracted to women would do, in my experience. it just comes off like you got more comfortable doing that sort of thing after transitioning, which would make sense. most trans people are more comfortable with sexual stuff after they transition.
>>36307552happy for you (also called it kek)but also you still need to internalize >>36307501 or you're going to destroy your relationship with this mentalityhope u know i say this because i wish the best for you two
>>36307560It's possible i was always bi, but it wasn't until estrogen that i spontaneously thirsted for men. And it really was dick specifically. I wasn't like "i could go for some bussy", it's like "you want to suck dick", "seek dick, to suck". Like i got a fucking quest update.
you gotta ask yourself both why you’re being ignored and why it bothers you as much as it does
Being circumspect with autistic people will literally never work.
>>36307425>AGP bullshitYou mean like using agp unironically?
>>36307623people use agp unironically?
>>36307559ty anon ur sympathy is appreciated :)>glad to hear ut wasn't abuse that made your tummy badahaha, well. i don't know what's caused by let's say nurture and what's caused by my actual disorder. but "pedo experience" was what it sounds like. so early i hardly remember it so at least there's that lol>I wouldn't do opiates but honestly after reading that I wouldn't blame you at all for taking themya it's like, i really really don't wanna. especially because i've seen multiple members of family go through the addiction. plus my main irritation with weed as my pain and stomach med aside from it slowly working less is that i don't like having to get high to not hurt, and opiates don't exactly solve that issue lol. one day i'll get insurance maybe and then physical therapy and proper heart and tummy medicine and then i can go back to rawdogging life how i prefer to do>I really hope you can get better somehowty, i will, i must, it is literally the only option i have ;_;i'll probably doompost more as i continue to suffer but i am at least always trying to get better
>>36307573okay, but you're a woman now. that just sounds like bi or straight woman stuff. women attracted to women like to eat pussy and sometimes peg each other, among other things. how often do you see a straight or bi woman that wants to penetrate their man's butt? they might like his butt, but they're not into "bussy" like a gay or bi man would be.
>>36307598Their entire life is probably 4chan and discord, having no irl friends makes them direct all of the attention to the few online ones they have and when their internet friends aren't as lonely with as much time it seems like they're ghosting for no reason
>>36307623I'm not talking about the blanchardism. I'm talking about sissy/transformation fetishism and people who cope using that bullshit
>>36307571why wouldnt i be upset if someone im romantically interested in and presumably is also interested in me, someone i have plans to visit for 2 weeks next month, why wouldnt i be upset if she just stops messaging me for over a day without any warning
>>36305399jesus fucking christ kat you're about to actually get thrown in a spanish prison get your shit togetherand i know you don't care but laguna (whatever she has done and yes ik she has) does not deserve this nightmare you're imposing on her it's fucking subhuman behavior
>>36307627Oh for sureGet it in comment sections and in here from some of our most useless postersPretty common amongst our nazis and our brainwormed members
breaking news: kat is crazyif she actually flies to fucking spain and shows up to lagunas house it will be such a shit show but honestly i dont think she is mentally well enough to do anything of the sort rn
>>36307637Yeah but the point is that estrogen itself really did cause cock thirst. Like, as a thing unto itself. I am still not all that interested in bussy. But it is really nice how happy and subby they get when you do. So cute and hot.
>>36307620>we didn't break upyou lost mono
>>36307652she's just larping lol. she ain't gonna do shit
>>36307399>dying slowly sucks ;_;sorry to hear that fren. losing health is very distressing and difficult to cope with and i wish i could be of more support and help there. and hey it's 4chan it's perfectly ok to vent here. call us all sorts of nasty things if it helps lol.>consigned to sadnessapathy strips some of the teeth off the hurt for me at least. maybe not a healthy way to deal with things but idk what else to do anymore. don't have access to drugs anymore. or mental healthcare. or trans healthcare. or my loved ones. or my pet bird. or income. it is what it is. at least i got internet.>>36307421up here in europe yeah it's pretty mild, borderline cold at times.
>>36307650>why wouldnt i be upset if she just stops messaging me for over a dayyou know what you do? you wait a fucking day. then wait a few more. you have NO perspective girl. love can and does thrive over far greater distance than a day without a text, people used to fall in love waiting weeks for letters.if your relationship cannot survive a few days of not talking to each other it's not built to last and if you love her you gotta address that
dang, stay classy doctor's office.
>>36307676i certainly hope so, still pretty unhinged post tho lmao
>>36307694absolutely, but schizoids gonna schizo
>>36307623we're all a little agp :^)
>>36307683maybe they went off your file with outdated info?
Ain't no way baten kaitos shadowdropped on steam like nun after 1 announcement sheesh that shits straight to the backlog 4 me
>>36307639
>>36307682im sorry this is retarded like yeah im not rly upset at her because she was busy with work and didnt realize how long itd been but it still hurts and i dont want to just have to deal with that. my friends text me back every day they dont leave me on delivered for 36 hours
>>36307713Maybe, just found it funny"yeah, this dude is calling about his estrogen medicine, can we get this sorted for him?"
>>36307720Talking about this there are WAY too many jrpgs coming up rn. October and the months around it r kinda stacked w big jrpgs.
I've decidedI'm gonna ask my mom if she's okay with me using her first name, which she doesn't useSo I'm thinking Audrey for my middle name
jrpgs are bad and you should feel bad for liking them
>>36307711>>36307623Most people use AGP ironically. They just use it to mean "pervert". And they even mean it that way when talking about themselves. They say "oh no, i accidentally bought AGP clothing". As a way of saying they bought something slutty they are slightly ashamed about but still did and are gonna enjoy the FUCK out of and they totally should.There are a tiny handful of genuine perverts out there letting themselves get rock hard erections in public and transphobes have so successfully highlighted them that now we harangue each other over whether we're too sexual.
>>36307769What's wrong with you.
>>36307775not racist. just dont like em
>>36307747comfyI hope she finds that endearing
i should ask for a transfer, people are starting to be too nice to me here
>>36307780Just don't get involved w mono and kat, those two r a lost case, I might be a little mental but at least I realize internet drama is not all there is to life nor committing to people that prefer it over their partners>>36307785Why.
>>36307785What's wrong? Don't enjoy spending 3 days, minimum, of your precious, fleeting life smacking random bugs in a jungle for the 34 thousandth time?
>>36307635>"pedo experience" was what it sounds likeAw no I'm sorry that happened, thankfully I didn't have to go through that kind of stuff so I don't even know what to say, there was a teacher at my school when I was little who was a pedo but he only touched the special kids so I was safe, at least you don't remember which is probably a better alternative than living with those memories. I can understand not wanting to get high to stop the pain, I got high all the time when I was younger and it sucks to be there constantly, I only realised that after I stopped, I didn't have any pain so needing to be there must suck so bad>i am at least always trying to get better:)
>>36307724Kek
>>36307787Thanks, I hope she does tooMom has always been supportive of my transition, and my nephew's before mine too
>>36307726get gender marker changed before orchi and someones gonna have a double take at who's getting what done to them. being a tranny is kinda comedy.always with the 'are you absolutely certain that you're not pregnant' before ct scans or whatever. even by the same nurse that administered my hrt.
>>36307796When i go shopping at this one supermarket, everyone there really hams up the trans supportiveness toward me and it's so sweet.I mean, people here would be like "ugh, they're being nice because i'm trans, therefore i don't pass, god, all these people being nice to me is AWFUL", but i think it's nice seeing how much people care and support us.
>>36307770>now we harangue each other over whether we're too sexualit's a tale as old as timeI still see people slut shaming women and gossiping about how racial minorities have too many kids and stdsbeing sexual is a positive only if you are the top dog in society or are both lucky and attractive
>>36307725your pain over this is valid. whether our emotional responses come from a place of reason or not we still feel them. my aim is to encourage you to process it more healthily for your and her sake, but just to have the emotion bubble up and feel it, that's not your fault and it's so okay yk. your reaction is what to worry about controlling, the feeling itself you don't have to feel shame about
>>36307826>When i go shopping at this one supermarket, everyone there really hams up the trans supportiveness toward me and it's so sweet.i would kill someone
>>36307859>Go for the person that's spent 2 years doing nothing but sitting on her pc all day posting drama on 4chan>She spends all day posting drama on 4chanWhat else did u expect
>>36307868Doesn't it warm your heart that they are so full of love?
>>36307725It's nice to feel this way about someone isn't it?
>>36307884its nice to care about someone its not nice to feel paranoid and abandoned when they dont talk to u>>36307860yeah i think i controlled my reaction decently idk i didnt freak out at her i was just worried so i sent her a lot of dmsill try talking to her about it later maybe
>>36307884It's an unaddressed mental disorder
>>36307913no im normal
>>36307873nobody says anything trans related to me they just give me snacks and high fives and stuff and i hate them for it
>>36307680ty fren. and ya it's 4chan but i dream of nice thread haha, i try not to let my constant abject misery become thread's problem too too much :')>don't have access to drugs anymore. or mental healthcare. or trans healthcare. or my loved ones. or my pet bird. or income.>it is what it isoh gosh that is so much, the absence of all those things can itself be very disabling in life. sorry to hear you've lost so much as well on top of the depression, i can see how all that would make apathy mindset a necessary shield for sure. glad you have internet and presumably some kind of social payments to at least be at survival baseline, same hope you gave to me though i hope there comes a day when you find a path that takes you up and out towards whatever life you want and whatever tranny surgeries you need (or hrt access if it's that but hoping you have hrt at least gosh)
>>36307823Thats why im confused by the message.I have markers changed, and i've been voice trained for years. Unless i'm just *that* clocky.Maybe they think im FtM? but why would i be getting estradiol valerate?So maybe you were right and they do see some sort of old he/him pronouns somehow idk
>>36307826>they're being nice because i'm trans, therefore i don't passyou know us too well. >all these people being nice to me is AWFULit's not the being nice part that's awful but drawing undue public attention to something private and embarrassing that's awful.
>>36307913she's just a little too clingy and prob head over heels for her gf contributing to that. and being a phone zoomer who doesn't understand the concept of wait. we don't gotta pathologize everything lol
>>36307680what happened that you lost all those things?
>>36307921it's okay you're just ted bundy trapped in the body of a pretty passoid maybe that's someone's kink
>>36307951When you don't pass yet there is no hope to not draw attention. Staying inside until you pass is a recipe for depression.People aren't just nice, they're protective of you. It's the sweetest thing ever.
>>36307977disturbing seeing nomi give good advice
I'm honestly never tired of this shit with mono and kat
>>36307918>no im normalLook at where you are and what you've been posting, normal people don't come to this website in general and you think it's normal to freak and vent to a bunch of wierdos here because you didn't get messaged back for a day and a half?
>>36307993She's just a bit obsessed, not that it isn't something that should be dealt with generally but she's not crazy for itYou've not seen crazy in this regard at all if you believe this, but you probably don't care and are just spreading this to make her feel bad
mtf feet in my face (gay)
>>36307993>Look at where you areWell now, every tier of life gathers here.From low life losersto some anon thats in their 2nd year old medschoolBut i agree... them posting about their obsession with someone is weird.
>>36307909Yea, wasn't very nice of nice jade to leave you hanging.
>>36307988keeps the thread active i guess lol
>go to therapy>feel worse:|
>>36307952i dont think its too clingy to be upset at no text in 36 hours
>>36308014encouraging codependent habits, cut that outdon't stoke her paranoia more
>>36308030>t future single woman
>>36308037I agree with the independence-pusher anon
>>36308007I don't mean she's crazy I'm just saying it isn't normal to vent to strangers on the internet about your relationship
i want a boyfriend or father figure who loves meeee and thinks im cute>>36308055>mtfg
>>36308040>single woman with a body hidden under the floorboards because one message went unanswered for 2 days
>>36308055>it isn't normal to vent to strangers on the internet about your relationshipEveryone does that. Literally everybody. I think the issue here lies in not doing it with anonymity, honestly I'd be bothered if I saw my partner talking about what I am doing and how she feels in public instead of first talking it out with me
>>36308072>2 daysyou mean FORTY. EIGHT. HOUUUURRRSSSS???the horror
>>36308062I think you're cute, I want to hold your hand and put estrogen patches onto your balls
>>36307977meh fuck people got sir'd by the mailman todaywhat do they know anyways
can people stop trying to make me feel crazy please i do not appreciate it
>>36308095>got sir'd by the mailman today...?are you even on hrt yet naz
>>36308102people are trying to point out a giant mistake you're making in your approach to your relationship not to male you feel cray cray. you should really listen
>>36308111nope :>don't worry I know I haven't put in enough effort to deserve anything but it still sucks back when I just let myself shut in nobody misgenderd me for like over a year at least
>>36307747aughlord : )thats really sweeti love thati wanted to use a name that was really close to my mom's for a while as my first, but ultimately went with something else because i felt that it didnt fit me>>36308019i think feeling worse after youre made aware of something or after being reflective is at least kind of good in a big picture sense, even if its unpleasant.unless its still an 'extremely vague worse' and you don't feel worse because something that was present was clarified or brought to your attention. or maybe thats just easy for me to say because i dont feel particularly awful right now
>>36308118im sorry yeah let ur gf not text u for 36 hours without warning see how it feels
>>36308083>Everyone does that. Literally everybody.Maybe in highschool, but I don't use twitter or Facebook anymore so I don't know>>36308102It's only me who's doing that, and I'm not trying to make you feel crazy I'm saying that what you did here today is a pretty crazy thing to do
>>36308118Some are doing that some are trying to act as if she's insane.
>>36308102You're not crazy, you're just feeling a little insecure.
hiyaa does anyone have suggestions on what i should do with my hair? i have like super straight blonde hair, currently in a classic bob but it looks soo bland and flat
>>36308091thanks? that sounds dangerous>>36308102it's just bitter ppl itt, it's normal to feel put out by someone not responding to you>>36308129ig it is good but like im going to therapy to feel less suicidal, not more
>>36307922>try not to let my constant abject misery become thread's problem too too muchwith how recent threads have been honestly that sounds like it would improve the discourse... not that u shud dwell on the sads more than u need to. hope your condition improves and the dooming is no longer required.>hoping you have hrt at leastgot a few months supply i could bring with then it's back to figuring out diy. social welfare would be nice but they are being rather adamant i don't qualify as i am unable to give them an address.>>36307945could be that whoever wrote that down doesn't even know what estradiol does. but yeah if your marker is changed idk. foreign person not sure what gender name is + phonecall tin can quality? >>36307977drawing attention is not the same as someone making a song and dance about it. like if i have a cracked phone screen i wouldn't appreciate someone pointing it out even if they went "aww someone is a clumsy wumsy" even if they had the best intentions.>Staying inside until you pass is a recipe for depression.so is going outside when you don't pass. almost like not passing is the issue here not whether you're in or outdoors. not for everyone ofc but for some of us.
>>36308131It's pretty normal for that to happen, especially when someone has a job and their brains aren't rotten from tiktok and youtube shorts
>>36308133lasagna, know haver of healthy relationships and emotionally stable font of wisdom
>>36308152>thanks?Your welcome ^-^>that sounds dangerousIt might not be tho
>>36308131>im sorry yeah let ur gf not text u for 36 hours without warning see how it feelshave done so plenty, feels great, it's nice to talk to someone you love with fresh eyes after not seeing them for a minute. and when you normalize that response you stop feeling paranoid all the time, feels p goodyou're not getting bombarded with this advice from multiple ppl for no reason>>36308133alr yeah that's fair. do kinda think she's using that to avoid internalizing that she needs to change something, but those ppl should also stop and be nicer to anya
wait is homura anya? why did they say they've been here longer than me lol i've been here longer than they've been alive
>>36308159>>36308186Paige stfu and go drink piss off of someones asshole again
>>36307725>my friends text me back every day they dont leave me on delivered for 36 hoursNever had this kind of friendship in my LIFE and I am completely fine get over yourself you tiny child
>>36308195out of*
>>36308144yeah i think most people would be in my situation>>36308152thank u like idk it feels like im being gaslit into thinking my feelings arent valid>>36308132its notcrazy i genuinely have a hard time believing that youd be ok with someone ur intwrwsted in not texting u for 36 hours
I am very tiredDo i play Kingdom Hearts 2 or do i lay in bed and read my romance novel?Its only 11am
>>36308199could probably have it on top of the hole too.
>>36308186ive been here since 2017 iand i dont remember you posting when i first started>>36308197im sorry u have fake friends or something
>>36308095it's impossible to think that you're female desu
>>36308197I am surprised if my friends consistently reply that fast. And annoyed at certain points.>>36308199Both can be used>>36308205I am pondering if to keep going w octopath or go clean my house. I feel tired.
>>36308205kh2easy
>>36308209i wasn't tripping in early 2017, but i've been here since the board was founded sadly, posting as anon
>>36308201When she dumps your codependent ass or falls apart over how this behavior of yours is going to wreck her social life to a point where you have to leave, I hope you remember this thread and know you did it to yourself.
>>36308195bro chill wtf, you'll be dead in a few days
>>36308211sorry that i reply fast its probably annoying i guess ill never freaking talk to u again,,,,>>36308217oh ok yeah u have me beat>>36308224lol shut up u know nothing abt me and jade
>>36308227giwtwm
>>36308232retarded bpdemonit'll be so funny watching her cry like she didn't see it coming
>>36308210yeah dwI got ywnbaw'd irl by a fucking drunk manlet not long agowhile he railed on me for being utterly disgusting
>>36308240why are you being so nasty to me
how do I tell if I'm really trans or not? because I don't want to be one
>>36308227Kek>>36308232I don't mind you, moreso refering to the kind of people that send me 10 dms about their entire life every 1 uninterested message I reply to it with since there's literally nothing to be said>>363082504chan
at least my brother is nice
>>36308250at first i cared that you're making a very avoidable common relationship mistake but then you started being a petulant baby about it so i'm mocking you for the choice you're making so publicly to ignore your personal faults and lose jade forever one day
>>36307909shouldn't be a cheater thenimagine dumping ur actual gf for some schizophrenic soon-to-be-corpse in Spain
>>36308253>because I don't want to be onewell if that's true and you're still here chances are....otherwise if it's intrusive thoughts like trans ocdvisit a psych I guess because we cant diagnose thatdysphoria is a good tell imohow does it feel being placed in the role of male in society?
>>36308297
>>36308154I don't pass and i go everywhere in girl clothes and i'm not depressed.I'm not depressed because i don't think the future is a death march.
>>36308131you still have lacoomer :)))))
hmn
>>36308297meds now you drug addled brain damaged retardor kill yourself either one is fine>>36308330see above>>36308282me and jade r literally fine we are dming rn>>36308254yippeee
>>36308341how come u dont dm me no more/
>>36308342who is this? if we're on good terms ill gladly dm with u
>>36308353if you dont know then nvm..
>>36308360HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedm me rn anon
>>36308341>me and jade r literally fine we are dming rnoh my GOD you dense fucking bitch you don't get it. it's not about right now. it's about what happens after you've done this to her for years. have you thought about that?the people telling you how normal and okay it is to have a panic attack from not hearing from gf for a day and a half have not thought of that, they're just other codependent people in this den of cluster b who are hugboxxing youif you won't listen to good advice and you won't listen to troll posts designed to incite fear, whatever. if you don't fix this you WILL lose jade, and everyone after her until you do. but i don't care past this point, i can't force you to see that.enjoy your hugbox if you wish, reap the consequences when they come
>>36308315I think it might in part be where you livehere I could walk around in a skirt and lipstickintroduce myself with a undeniably fem nameand they'd just look at me and go like"that's your mom's name yeah? what's *you're* name"I'm starting to think the midewest / eastern canada is more friendly to trans folk than over here further west and especially south when you hit the states
>>36308375im fucking with you, i dont associate on discord with anyone here.
>>36308315i transitioned with the goal of passing. if i didn't care about passing i woulda gone for boymode, wouldn't have voice trained and all that. i'm depressed because i have gender dysphoria and anxiety over masculine traits and dread being perceived as a male by others. on top of just regular old depression the same my mom has struggled with all her life.if you don't struggle with this stuff that's great, genuinely. i'm sure not having these issues would make life a lot easier but alas.
>>36308331being a normie trannie on this board i feel like odie here
>>36308407i would kill nermal with hammers i can tell you that much
>>36308298I'm not from /lgbt/ I'm straight.>trans ocdwasn't aware that was a thing, thanks>role of a maleMen have it pretty good ngl, not as worried about being treated like shit. i wouldn't mind *being* a woman but dealing with periods sounds like hell. and being a tranny is still basically being a man
>>36308341>dates lapuga>also dates jade>expects both to one okay with it
>>36308460Get a hobby
>>36308460shut the fuck up dont you supposed have a flight to catch you annoying barking dog>>36308380ill be fine but thanks
>>36308438>tranny is still basically being a manExcept in all the things that don't have to do with the reproductive system, like dealing with male subordinates at work thinking either you're a bitch if youre assertive or an idiot if you're nice.
>>36308438I get to deal with all kinds of fun shit nowPeople getting real alarmed when they find out I'm transMy male friends and coworkers bulldoze over me in conversationsAnd I get asked for shit like hair ties and to help other girls when their top gets stuck on their wet back after a showerYou're right, it's just like it was before
i cant wait to see pictures of kat being dragged away from lagunas front door in handcuffs by spanish police
>>36308486>male subordinates at work thinking either you're a bitch if youre assertive or an idiot if you're nice.isn't that the downside of being a woman though? doesn't seem like a big deal imo>reproductive systemI've got no sex drive as it is the only reason I touch down there is to clean or piss.>>36308498I don't mean socially I mean physically. Like, if I was trans and if I changed my body, I'm still stuck as a dude. I've got no desire to be a tranny>I get asked for shit like hair ties and to help other girls when their top gets stuck on their wet back after a showerNow that's just cute
>>36308486>Except in all the things that don't have to do with the reproductive systemso much this
>>36308019maybe good
>>36308472>>36308481yeah yeah soon enough
>>36308671You wanna see a magic trick
>>36308615You can't convince me that's not worse for women dealing with periods and pregnancy. If it weren't for that then yeah everyone would want to be a woman, guys don't have it worse.
>>36308671i literally can not wait for you to do this it will be so fucking funny i hope u enjoy getting arrested by spanish police
>>36308690>everyone would want to be a womanyou'd be surprised. most moids actually like being moids.
>>36308721as a moid let me tell you I simply do not care about being a man, why would anyone love it. It's not like I hate it it's just sort of there.
>>36308690ohI remember you hiya anondisagree but I'll take your word that you can't be reasoned with
>>36308688inhalation
anya rn
>>36308601Except for I assume most of us, socially and some of the internal psychology/chemistry shit IS the pointI'm a trans woman because my brain and biological responses now line up much more closely with what cis women experience aside from the obvious reproductive organ shitI physically look more like I am societal y expected toAnd I'm welcomed into spaces with other women who have had similar experiences to my own
>>36308833[spoiler]This is unironically my first time on this board[/spoiler]
>>36308762the handful of guys ive talked to about it wouldn't wanna downgrade their innate str, being able to pee standing up and being low maintenance in general.
>>36308699>>36308686>won't know when>how>what I look likeescalation is what you wantand so you shall get it, as I do
>>36308874saved ily anon
>>36308690i don't think anyone's arguing periods and pregnancy don't impose unique burdens on cis womens' lives, but it's not about which is harsher physiologically it's that trannies are innately less comfortable in their birth sex and would put up with pretty much whatever pain they'd have to if it meant fixing that. a lot of women because of periods and pregnancy think they'd be okay in a man's body, a lot of men think they'd be cool just being a hot lady. and probably a shocking amount wouldn't actually mind it after awhile, but the vast majority once the endocrinology kicked in on their brains would start freaking tf out and wanna transition back
man I wouldn't wanna b jade rn watching my gf give all her attention to some spic smurf with rotten teeth
>>36308968sneed harder, have fun ruining your relationship with tess over stupid internet drama and getting arrested
Green chaos emeral. I wonder if they'll show shadow this early.
>>36308996Very much thisI'm still an awkward musclehon, but I feel so much more at peace with my shitA bunch of things I thought were just anxiety or autism turned out to be linked with my gender expression. I look in the mirror and see me and that I am making progress, instead of saying they are like it wasn't me. I respond to things that make me have big feelings instead of freezing or anxiety spiraling. I dance. I get to commiserate with other women about the irritating men making noise in the gym for unimpressive workouts. I get butterflies and tingles when my wife touches me, and I can feel so much joy it makes me cryBut surePeriods and shit, I guess?
>>36309073Emeral are benzos apparently. I meant emerald.
>>36309007i give jade plenty of attention, this may come as a shock but i am allowed to be friends with and flirt with other people.
>>36309073https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwrZFIo61o0AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>36308971<3
Also strangely enough Netflix has both first seasons but is missing the last one for no reason and has been missing it for 5 years.At least the animation studio that made it posted the whole thing on yt>>36309141Do u need help.
>>36309172wait FUCK it gave it reddit antlers kms
>>36309187i appreciate the gesture anon,,,
dead cope thread
>>36309445So true anya so true
oh great. my favorite turtleneck doesn't fit me anymore because I lost so much weight.Blessing, disguised as a curse.
>>36309299if only i could draw real art this would stop keep happening
