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>>36332343THE GIRL AT THE STORE CALLED US “LADIES” I DON’T PASSI AM HONMODING I WANT TO DIE
>>36332156speak english mf>>36331955nope, i am a gigahon, estrogen is not going to do anything for me, not worth it
i am too fucking sentimentallooked over what my old classmates were doing from i guess a few years agoidk if they keep in touch but fuck me, me being a troon would disappoint them a loti just wanna kms, no way i am ever coming out to anyonei wish it just hadn't gone so wrong somewhere in my life, maybe i would have been happy as a homosexual guy
>>36332343
>>36332371not gonna translate to romanian troll so fuck u nagger bichbased that you realize there's no solution for you ;__;also so sad (jk)
>>36332413i am not trolling lol, how am i trolling?
>>36332439not saying you're trolling, i'm calling u a troll
>>36332383>anyone would even remember who the fuck you weremogs me
>>36332447you are so funny omg, haha>based that you realize there's no solution for you ;__;at least have some pity and empathy for me, i did nothing wrong to deserve my fate, i just got unlucky
ghosted uni friends as i knew they'd hate meeven that guy (qt) that encouraged me to hook up with him, tried to seduce me while drunk, kept bragging about his appartymenbts he could afford as gfame developer and wanting me to move in with him and all...lmaokms
>>36332475girl u tried to be so mean to me so why do you deserve any empathy? srs
>>36332350You’re in the wrong thread. This place is for manmoders not hons, sorry.
>>36332492i was just joking, sorry, i didn't really mean anything
>>36332486i just wish i could get back in touch with them, i unironically miss them but fuck me would it be sad for them to meet a troon
>>36332494I don’t try to honmode I was wearing a black sweater, sports bra and jeans. I need to start binding I guess
Once you’re past the age of 26 it’s over for you and taking estrogen will only make you mentally unstable and an emotional wreck. I found this out the hard way and I’m going to detransition as soon as my HRT runs out. My manmoding days are over, time to be a MAN.
>>36332350yeah i got maam’d in boymode fuck my stupid retarded chungus life
>>36332400julie?
>>36332343>qottare you not?
>>36332525why not just sui? why even bother?
>>36332572oh never mind, I was too lazy to read the edition...
people who come into this general to brag about malefailint and pretend they're not happy about it are genuinely bad people and transparently stupid.
>>36332343Thinking about becoming a manmoder, how is your daily life this way? Have you wound up in a situation where someone is gonna see your tits and realize you're a stealth troon? Like imagine getting pulled out of a car wreck and rushed to the ER. Mad your penis shrunk? Anybody fucking with SERMS?
>>36332628horrible, since i started estrogen, my wife left me and took the kids with her, i look so uncanny now that people often stare at me on the street and spit me, i even got hit randomly a couple of time and i am from literally Massachusetts, you genuinely can't hide it forever brother, my life is literal hell, i was sad depressed repping but this is a lot lot worse than that, please don't start hrt and become a manmoder
>>36332593It is nice to know HRT worksIs is dreadful to know that everyone can tellIt gives me very low confidence
>>36332628people knowI like my body better and feel more like myselfI'm a lot more anxious, self-conscious, and kind of neurotic on E and knowing people can tell and with how our sociopolitical climate isworth, and my dick barely shrunk at all (mostly just flaccid size)
>>36332653>>36332715Where either of you niggas androgynous though?
>>36332686>It is nice to know HRT works it doesn't THOUGH
>>36332727I'm confusedlike in space? on our planet? in the pnw, very accepting and safe area so I'm lucky and I'm still a neurotic shutinphysically, on my body? uhh the chest and hips I guess, people can fucking tell I can see it and get questions and comments sometimes, but it's whatever
>>36332727no, i had a beard and tried to present as masc as possible but they still could tell that smth is off.. be careful with it.. if you live in an unsafe place, your life might even be in danger..
>>36332561yes i stole it from another thread
>>36332789oh thank god I'm not that schizo yet that I'm seeing random trips in unrelated faceapps lol
>>36332628nothing changed that i can't hide or compensate for in some way if i need to. i guess it was worth it to become vaguely twinkish guy with long hair but i feel like i've consigned myself to a very sad and lonely life considering nobody wants to be with a manmoder
>>36332727i was a cispoon if that counts
>>36332784I AM COMING TO PORTLAND TO SEX YOU CONSENT OR NOT IDC GET READY>>36332798lmao
>>36332816good luck, I'm behind 7 AT fields
>>36332847
>>36332507i tried but i could see they hated me so muchand i didn't want to huirt them so... ghosted again idkfaggot neggahtive guy that wanted to rape me had whife and chile (don'ty think his) so... he happykms kms
garfield but... le scary! xD
>>36332735on a good dose you should have soft skin and proper fat redistribution switch to injections if you can, you may need to switch anti-androgens, get your blood levels checked
>>36332784>manmoder
deleted damnjannies = fags
>>36333097yes
>>36332784pardon my french, but this milky little minx is custom built for black cock (of the big variety)!
Why did all the malefailing boymoders come here againIs it because their gen went to shit or something
i hate women som much i hate women so mcu i hate owmen so much i hat owmen so muc i hate women i hate women i hate women i hate women i hate women i hate women i hate women i ate women i hate women so much i hat momen so much i hat ewomen so mcuh
>>36333309as if this is any better
>>36333117i'm on 8mg of ec injections every 7 days for over 3 months, my skin is paper thin and i have mild gyno, nobody has said anything to me and nobody ever will
>>36332628If you anticipate being an actual manmoder when you get on HRT (never being able to pass without intensive FFS) then honestly it could be worse. You basically just continue as you always have and hide your boobs, which will probably be small anyway (unless you have a lot of body fat). Still sucks to present as a man 24/7 but knowing that you will never masculinize further brings some peace of mind.Beats being a repper at least, I was suicidal to the point of total dysfunction when I broke. At least I can attempt to be a productive member of society now.Also, serms only sort of work and you will probably regret taking them
>>36333338no shit, I said that because how could theirs be worse lol
vidya doesn't make me happy anymore. how can i distract myself further
my fit for going out today
>>36333670embroidery
>>36333691oh hey that's waio's art
HRT is a meme scam and does nothing except make me feel extremely tired all the time So why can’t I stop taking it
because stopping means giving up and i just witnessed a 4 year failed transitioner get back on e after over a year off it so i know there's probably no escape but death
>>36333360>3 monthskek it takes at least 2 years
It's getting really hard to continue existing. Cancelling all the plans I had so I can rot. I don't have any clothes I want to wear. I can't afford to buy more. I'm hideous. I want to die. I want to drink and do drugs but that will only make me uglier and costs money too. Every day that goes by I think about offing myself more and more.
my fit for staying in today
>>36333670drugs? alcohol? different vidya?
>>36334116hair check
zesty ass nigga
>>36334127what hair
>>36334125every day
>>36334191maybe try getting a job? that worked for me for a while before I burned out, and I'm going to have to make myself put real effort toward that again
>>36334116can we hold hands while grafiting police precincts?
>>36334268swoon
>>36334200i'm still burnt out from my last one which was a minimal effort retail warehouse job
>>36334116this nigga is fruity!!!!
what'd mmg use to beat the smegma ring dlc?
>>36334137>>36334431am not
>>36334461if I dive back in I'm probably sticking with my maliketh's armor + dual holy/black flame grave scythes as much as I can, but I haven't played in 2 years so idk what's up
>>36334461longsword+5knight setdouble slashsimple as
>>36334461i don't have 40 dollar
>>36334554just pirate
>be me, manmoder>meet new friend group of trannies>they tell me I should try female clothes>buy some women's shirts from goodwill>put one on and take a selfie and post it in /passgen/>get called a honnever again. I am never falling for the honmoding meme again.
>>36334461>bloody helice, dorito shield, dragon seal with madness stuff for dirty roleplayer purposesdancing lion took me like 15 tries and then i turned the game off for a week out of exhaustion i'm not sure i have it in me anymore i'm an old man now
manmoding in my parents house smoking weed be likehttps://youtu.be/vj4KBzc0o2U
>>36334757lmao post the honfie so we can all laugh at your face while jerking off to it
bros do this test and post results >>36333132
>>36334851
>>36334972>>36333574
>>36335011I rated the passgen and called you cute, must be selective bias
>>36335011tits or GTFO
>>36335070as much as I'd love to show you my conical gynecomastia, this is a blue board and I'd get banned.
>>36335011You are pretty
nobody wil ever say that to me :(
ok some have but lieke then they say shit like "uwu choke me daddy"kms
>>36335128you look miles better than the ginger hon
>>36334972>>36335155why did i do that
>>36334972i got shinjiwhat does this mean
>>36335167>chip from jennifers bodyits over aw>>36335190idk i think it is just for fun. here is my list
>>36335149... and if i don't drop them right then after a while they be all"oh you're disgusting as hell actually, i lied :3 it's fine though i got a fub fetish and you should choke me da... mommy :3 :3">>36335160lol i'm the worst shit efer
one of my neighbors has a smoke detector battery that needs changing and I don't understand how it isn't bothering them
triforce anon whining as usual ;__;kinda wish she would hatefuck me
tho asexual and she's too nice to rape freaks
>>36335033lol was the narrator from fight club high up on your list
>>36335348I didn't get a list, there was a survey or something
>>36335348that was me
>>36334972I don't even know most of these lol. Was kinda shit test. I don't like sliders.
1 monster and cold spaghetti for food today boysliving the dream
fish and chips with cherry cider for me
i love mcdonalds i had a double quarter pounder with cheese
...a double quarter pounder is equal to what anon?
that's literally how it's marketed and sold, two 1/4 lb (pre-cook weight) patties
I just had nacho fries, and a cheesy double beef burrito from tbell. Now sipping a half frozen grape crush pop.
>>36335410idk that is what it is called. i got extra pickles you dont have mcdonalds in your country? i thought it was all over the world
>>36335417I literally ate leftover taco bell the last 4 days, started adding pico and lettuce to my cheesy bean and rice burritos and interspersing with either the cheesy double beef/beefy5layer or some chicken thing for 1 or 2 days in the order vs a bean burritoI know it's a huge cope but I live in a cheap-ass apartment with no dedicated kitchen and I did the math, turns out it's cheaper per meal and per calorie delivered than frozen or most cooked meals from the nearest grocery stores unless I take the bus somewhere, ever since the closest one shut down
WHY CANT IT WORK OUT
i won't let you demonic sluts insert thoughts anymore. my brainwaves are protected. i banish you. go back to hell
>>36335512repent, motherfucker
>>36335441>4daysThat's disgusting, but I do that too lol. Had been off tbell for a bit recently though. Wendy's was the go to for a few months, biggie bag is nice. And the $3 breakfast deal is probably the best fast food breakfast deal available rn.
it's not looking good for me
>>36335512>nooOO dadddiesssss!!!!>you cannot banisssshhhhh a ssssssLUT>fuuuuck ussssssssS>listen to our sonnnngs and wriiiiithe with usssssss sss S s ssssss s S ssss ss S sssss Ss s sssSsss
i just licked my own penis 3 times
I only ever lick my penis in my dreams:(
>>36335434yes ofcnever had a qp guess i should buy a double qp and bitch to the stressed underpaid workers that it's actually a half pounder
>>36335587post picsif nice i might tribute*(* actually handsoap as can't cum)
>>36335615now you're feeling the United States of American™©®π spirit
i bought a car today and the salesman kept touching my shoulder and side gently. what the truck?
>>36335628uwu>>36335637be happy it wasn't mewould have switched from touching shoulders and sides to gently massaging your boobs while keeping a professional conversation going... and if you didn't react to that i'd might shove my hand into your pants, all i'm saying
whoa this nigger really flipped burgers till 50 then trooned out huh
>>36335650i don't think you would sell many cars like that. his hands felt big and nice on my shoulder though
>>36335680?don't get this force meme
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=641c8c906ddab
>>36335011ulillillia lookin ahh nigga
>>36332578I’m sure I will eventually. I wanted to almost every day before transition. To improve my odds of death I have to go back to being a man first.
mogs me
imagine wanting to die lmaoweak freaks
i look like gay russell brand
>>36333672>foid jeans>body hugging outfit which shows obvious breastsNice job hon
>>36334140Shave it and wear wigs and you would pass
AND a family of four like come on
>>36335098boys nipples don't get removed, take a shot
I love sucking BBC in the park
same
it's kinda funnier if they're really drunk and i'm like just start suckingsometimes they wake up but like 99% of cases they either get unconscious again or is seemingly fine with getting their toys sucked
>>36334140fuck me that's grim
motivate me to do my shot instead of simply vacating my cranium like I should have years ago
>>36335816If you’re not motivated, just stop I guess
>>36335816without estrogen in your body i'd not be interested
>>36335816if you give up and kill yourself it'll make me cry ;-;
has anyone starved themselves for 2+ weeks my stomach needs a hard reset
not worked up to that yet but working on itreset from what btw?
>>36336020binge eating progressively more food in single meals to the point where my stomach needs huge meals to feel full. went from 145 to 160 and it looks disgusting on me, i really wanna start the journey to 130~ with a stomach reset.
>>36336040well at least 14 day water fasts are healthy but don't know if i believe any type of reset memes
>>36336062i mean it shrinks your stomach capacity no? i've noticed as much from shorter fasts, idc abt detox memes or whatever
>>36336070yes i absolutely noticed my stomach shrinking when fastingotoh it also does it just reducing meal sizes, but i have a hard problem doing that but can fast for 7 days+ without a problem
>your breasts look just like a real girl's. but you'll never be one>trying to understand "gender dysphoria" is like peering into the mind of a schizophrenic>i don't understand why trans people transition, but we have to accept it. just like we can't stop a fat person from eating. it's not for us to be the judge of a personal choice>times have changed. my son, he uses they/them pronouns now>i support joe bidengee, thanks dad. 10/10 trans ally.daily reminder that i deserve thist. ransphobic troll on HRT
>>36336219post holejk just want to see junes hole... well that and that of a few other posters
IM HERE!!1IM QUEER!!1IM COMING FOR YOUR CHILDREN!11!1!!1
>>36336233no one wants to see my holes, because im fucking ugly, and not even white. i can't wait to be put in a camp and gassed with the rest of the jews, socialists, homosexuals, useless eaters, workshy antisocials, and habitual criminals. Heil The Reich!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my nose sticks so far out it's a mile awayi just want attention so im faking being gayit's just a phase im on drugs, stuck in a daysthere's no wayout but suicide, genocide, all you faggots have to die
june, crush this niggas head
>>36336247you should take your meds, i mean if i can i bet you could too :3... and also post holes 0_0
>>36336259straights get the hammer
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE fuck an asshole then get aidsHATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATEtrannies on drugs. they're turning kids away. trannies at the door. turn them away. they're coming for our children. close up the gates. bring out the gun. shoot them in the head. shoot them again just to be sure the tranny's dead
the transgender mind virus is mental rape. it rapes your mind by forcing you to suck old ass ugly tranny dick. they force me using mind wayves to insert thoughts into my head and force me to be gay. they force me to get aids. they force me to have unprotected sex with 40 year olds i meet on discord. fuck all of you. fuck that little white pill. i can't sleep. i can't eat
forced cocksucking = autism = tranny rape = genocide = faggot = gun violence = meth = AIDS
june vaporize this geriatric nigga as well >.<
i am so unspeakably ugly. what the fuckthey force me to assault my friendsit's not my fault it's not my fault it's not my fault i assault my friends i assault my friends. i can't have friends. it's all their fault i can't have friends. it's all their fault it's all their fault. it's everyone else's fault i can't have friends. people like me. can't have Friends.
at least you stopped running your pictures through a million stupid filters
IM SO UGLY I WILL NEVER FIND LOVEI WILL NEVER HAVE JOBI WILL ALWAYS SPREAD AIDSTHEY FORCE ME TO BE GAYIM NOT EVEN GAYI'VE ALWAYS BEEN STRAIGHT I HATE SUCKING COCKDON'T WANNA BE THIS WAYNO WAY OUTNO ESCAPE ILL NEVER HAVE KIDS. NOT IN THIS STATE ILL NEVER GROW OLD ILL NEVER BUY A CAR. ILL NEVER OWN A HOME. ILL NEVER HAVE A DOG. ILL ALWAYS BE IN DEBT. ILL NEVER GET HUGGED. SUCK OLD SHEMALE DICK BUT NEVER GET LOVE
shut up
>>36336314i didn't want my face to be here forever. i was afraid. but now i understand i deserve to be a lolcow. my body needs to be shamed. i am MEF. i crave it
PLEASE RANGEBAN MEI HAVE EVADED BANS OVER 9000 TIMES RANGEBAN MY ENTIRE AREAPLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU
>>36336289i am so UGLY >>36336234wow, i am so incredibly disgusting >>36336219i can't believe i actually look like that. horrifying . i truly am demonic
>>36336292kysif you were actually straight you'd want to fuck me>>36336336yes so disgustingtake meds now sweetiealso post holes and maybe a dick if you could find it?
I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOWMICROPLASTIC AUTISM = CREEPY AUTOGYNEPHILIATRANSGENDERISM = MENTAL ILLNESSFAGGOT = AIDSDICKS = GAYTHE MOON LANDING'S FAKEWE NEVER WENT TO SPACE
watch this
girls i'm watching the most disgusting porn i could find right now and want you people(?) to keep it down...pretty please? :3
i need to buy a bra but i won't
YOURE SO FUNNY REALy MAKES ME WANNALAUGH OUTLOUD
>>36336373just do it girl
Theres no way you don't do meth still.
>>36336407i don't. although i am incredibly drunk for whatever that's worth
>>36336382kys nigger
>>36336419i wish i had the strength alas, i am a coward
>>36336394disgusting faggot
it's your fault . you people tortured me. you made me this way. everyone tortures me everyone rejects me. everyone laughs at me and hates me it's just because I'm ugly im so ugly everyone hates me and im stupid i can't be normal even of i try to be normal I'm not
>>36336431you sound like lari now. at least lari chilled out on the cock posting and now just endlessly sui baits ppl. You both should be domed with a .50 cal
>>36336425i wish i was gay then i would ve happy instead i am heterosexual being forced to participate in disgusting homosexual acts by the transgenders controlling my thoughts. transgender DEMONIC SLUTS inserting thoughts into my head FORCING me to be gay and SHAMING me for being gay and turning all the straight girls into lesbians who reject me and pretend to flirt with me only to turn around and laugh at meall women accuse me of assault all feminists hate me for being maleall trannies force me to choke on their cockall girls reject meall females have become lesbiansall gays are spreading aids
no one will be friends with me unless i do drugs with them or they're an old man raping my mouth with disgusting bleeding aids penis faggot penis aidsand STILL that DEMON demands to split the bill. i have no money. he should pay for dinner. i hate sucking off old balding men. and still they expect me to pay>can't afford real woman>can only afford old balding tranny 0 days on HRT>even still, have to pay for her dinneri have to PAY to be raped by old meni am the ugliest, least valuable human being
i have to PAY to suck cockbut there is no amount of money i could pay to go on a date with a normal girl my own age im not normal. all the girls are lesbians now they pretend to be friends with me so they can spread rumors about me behind my back and accuse me of assault. i fucking hate women. i fucking hate lesbians. i fucking hate faggots. i fucking hate trannies. i fucking hate aids fucking hate myself
>make friends with attraction woman>"no, anon, im a lesbian haha. also i told all your friends you assaulted me and are a pedophile that rapes children oops">make friends with man>get punched in the face and called a faggot>make friends with tranny >do drugs and get raped>then get asked to pay for the drugs and also mcdonalds because her fat ass is hungry
i am living in a simulation where everyone's demonic rapehons and man hating lesbians. it isn't real it isn't real . it's all in your head its all in your head
stand down this ones mine boynigger it’s very fun to let the schizophrenic plaything run amok first
>>36336489you're the lesbian that's been torturing ne and stalking me and accusing me of rape and pretending to flirt with me and telling all my friends im a pedophile i know you're cyber stalking me just to see me bleed
this you?
smoke some rocks and suck some cockPOZitively TOXIC: Fag sucks straight aids dick and gets the load in ass
whoops forgot the picture of your house
>>36336516KEEEEEEEEK
>>36336506i know you and your butcg girlfriend with the knife stabbing me from all that can't be seen . you blackmailed me. threaten to call my mom. faggot. i don't care if you tell my parents im a rapist. next time you accuse me of rape im raping you for real. im raping you and your fat girlfriend and we'll see how """"""manly"""""" and butch she thinks she is then. i don't give a fuck about your they them pronouns. you demon. i coming in through your window and you're going to have to use the knife on me
>>36336516kill yourself demon. you WILL burn in hell for eternity you WILL beg for mercy mercy WILL never comeyou WILL be for deathyour suffering WILL never end STOP FUCKING PUTTING MICROPLASTICS IN THE DIRT I CAN SEE THEM YOU FUCKING RETAED
this is the most entertaining gen rn on the board.
>>36336536fr
it is funnyit made me laugh out loud as americans say the one thing i learned from being raped in the apt in malmö was that sony noise canceling headphones enable RAPE
>>36336538Is he still jerking off to his mother? I haven't encountered this person in like 2 years
goteem june was right this was the street he lived on
>>36336547malmö?wanna hook up with old freak?
>>36336562june is never right thono new nice lewds are delivered to my post boxx
>>36336564fuck it why not
>>36336574omg@june_buggy_software finally going to lose my v-card ;__;
>>36336578You're not even really having a schizo meltdown. That's the sad part. Your personality is so parasitic that you have to imitate someone being schizo.
>>36336591are u topping
>>36336605yes. I've told you multiple timesyou know I'm just pretending im not trans either you know I'm just pretending I'm not bi either. the real truth is im a real straight man sexual predator who loves the smell of fresh cunt
every day i wake up and cry because I've never raped a lesbian in a women's restroom before. why even live?
I LOVE IT WHEN LESBIANS RALE LITTLE GIRLS I LOVE LESBIANS SEXUAL PREDATORS Oh my god YesGets Me So Excited
If mmg had a film night like bigen, which movies would we watch together?
>>36336664blue spring(2001)
>mfw im a transgender jew with a receeding hairline rapiding lesbians with my giant AIDS-infected to-thick Black cock splitting her lips open on the tip lubricating it with her blood. i love the taste and smell if period blood sent me your used period products in the Mail please :) <3 XOXO oh my god someone's outside my door
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. WHY. WHY. WHY
>>36336668I'm going to look for this now, ty
i am a male rapist i am disgusting dox mekill mei am a bad person i abuse womenI aways abuse All wo.mmen
it made me realize that FAT slides right OFF the bone i will have your bones after you’re gone and you have NO say
why do i have to assault all my friends. why do they have to be such sensitive little bitches why accuse me why reject me. you did this
i am the ugliest man raping . it's total rape i am evil demonic jew i suck cock. i eat pussy i never have sex. no one loves me. im in love with you
my nose tickles your clit . please please please let me eat your pudding please i need to or i kill.yself. my kill muself
>>36335740i dont think its body hugging...also, i dont feel like its obvious breasts, like, i'd think its just weight or something
Was dressed like a man at a formal event and women there wouldn't stop complimenting me, it felt really good, they kept saying things about how nice my skin and hair are and stuff. I swear it's just because they're not used to men putting in effort to look pretty so they really notice it
>>36336777they're think you look gay that's why they say compliment . They never fuck you no matter how hard you try. that's why I'm an incel and i hate women even though I've had sex with at least like two of them but they never really have sex with me because they're lying and pretending to enjoy the sex when secretly they hate me and just want my money and to use me
you forced me to have but sex. i had to wash the poop off. oldass tranny poop on my little cute little boy penis. i wish i were a cute little virgin boy again so i could touch my cute little virgin boy penis. i will never forget what puberty took from mefuck all of you. hopefully this is my final post. i hope i never come back
>>36336618sure why notig viagra would do the thing if needed>>36336664please do this`?would be cool>>36336782womwn can't be raped silly
>>36336793I probably do look extremely gay but I don't even want to sleep with them anyways I like men way more. Still made me feel good that they were like asking me for beauty tips even though I don't pass
>>36335816I did it and I still want to paint the ceiling red, imagine how funny it would be if they mentioned my unnaturally high estrogen levels in the toxicology reportat least the needle wasn't completely dull
i girl in her 20s asked me how i did my hair beforethought she was just fake nicebut actually tried to recreate the boomer looknow the girls are trying to make me color it>>36336864dull needles feel nicer tho :3t. needle connoisseurfuu want to sh with needles again mental illness overload
>>36335637>i bought a car today and the salesman kept touching my shoulder and side gently. what the truck?People touch me way more now that I've been on HRT for a while, even with presenting male, even people I knew before transitioning. Men would like never really casually touch me before and now they do it a lot. I've had even strangers do it. Guys I knew before HRT that wouldn't ever touch me just do it unprompted now, like touching my back or shoulder or whatever, it makes me feel like a fag but whatever I am a fag and I like it >>36336899I was thinking women were being fake nice to me but they've like seriously grilled me in it before wanting all of the details on what I do so they can try it and it happens so much even from complete strangers that I don't think it's that.
I have not had skin to skin contact with another human being in 5 or 6 years
>>36336950I'm still traumatized from and thinking about a girl who grabbed my arm in a grocery store and rubbed her bare leg on mine
would you ever do something terrible to drive someone away for their own sake
>>36337127yes because I'm a volatile piece of shit
>>36337127no i usually remove myself or ghost
>>36334972i wish>>36337127yeah i do this often now because i don't know who is true or if they're just liars, if they stick around after what you've done, they're the real ones. i do it in a away not to mistreat them because they don't deserve that most times.
my gay friend who is dating a woman for some reason is flirting with me
>>36336516looks like denmark tbhon
it is over. i should kms :'(
strangely smooth skin on a chad
>>36336664FUNKY FOREST
>>36338698don't forget the beard shadow
>>36338486Yeah
>>36339283and slept-in eye makeup
gm im going back to sleep now
>>36339598not a true manmoder
>>36340109are you saying gerard way isn't a real man
I think I'm honphobic and hons should manmode instead
>>36340123bringing up the most infamous case of a repper in music is probably not a good look breastie i mean chesty i mean BUSTY i mean bestie
>>36340156Being a visible hon is sociopathic selfish behavior
>>36340369lol
is being visibly trans sociopathic selfish behavioris being visibly ugly sociopathic selfish behavior
i feel my levels are offim getting horny again and im producing cumthinking about redosing rn even tho dosing day is not until mondaywanna shoot myself the whole vial to make this stop
>>36340421yes!! hope this helps
>>36340487what aa are u on
>>36340626nah, if you believe that line of thinking you're just an asshole, and YOU are the one engaging in sociopathic selfish behavior by demanding others comply with your comfort level or you will be triggered
>>36340641im on monothe only aa i take is finasteride
balls atrophy feels like a scam btw my balls are as big as ever fuck that
>i don't have gender dysphoria btw>i am just some sort of fem faggot dude
>>36340691im just concerned about them producing t
>>36340663hmmm idk about this rebound. would be good to test
>>36340487that's why i double dose if i bleed at all ever since i had 1 bad week, thinking about just getting on cypro lately, might be too neurotic for mono
i'm not trans i'm an autistic lolcow god why did i ever convince myself that hrt would do anything
>>36340725i was hesitant to test because idk how to explain my levels to them>>36340730double dosing my shoot me way past 1000 but yea maybe
>>36340678mine got smaller and retracted a lot, very convenient and a significant alleviator of dysphoria (I've always fucking hated them so much, literally as far back as I can remember I was trying to push them back up inside or wishing they would go away)
I hate mentally ill people
>>36340855you should be kinder to yourself :)
>>36340837how long did it take and did you masterbait during this time?
>>36340864a true masterbaitsman does it every day thoidk I noticed it in the first year, the habit wound down but normalized to like once every couple weeks - why do you think jerking off would have anything to do with it?
I have the urge to shave my head again after 4 years it still looks so ugly like a wig
>>36340930just got paranoid because it prevents dick shrink which is good but preventing ball shrink is badmaybe big manly balls just take longer:|
ill redose before sleepuntil then its cope:|https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfLB1ohweQQ
>i don't have gender dysphoria btw
>>36341070ironic because people question your dysphoriagay man
>>36341189i am literally unemployed 24/7 dysphoric on the tranny board looking for a solution cause i literally can't function anymore and i am desperate lmao
>>36341216just manmode nigger it really isn't any different from what you are doing now
>>36341216yet you are never sweating about dosingfeels like reppers just dont want it enough
>>36341216bro never get on hrt you clearly have other issues>Captcha: HRRT
>looking for a solutionyou've been here like a year telling us to stop taking HRT and kill ourselves in between begging for help with some kind of alternative to taking HRT while denying it does anything and going into detail about your crippling gender dysphoriaslit your wrists already or get your shit together and fucking do something, you stupid piece of shit
>>36340678it is a scam perpetuated by transbians who do not want their precious girldick to atrophy i feel, go into any hrt advice related trans server on discord and watch them ask for tadafil, cialis and t gels so their gocks can work makes me wanna throw up
>>36341232>isn't any different from what you are doing nowya so it is pointless to do>>36341247>>36341233i was on hrt, it is pointless and dumb>>36341249yep that is me, i am really really proud of myself, clearly not mentally ill>slit your wriststhis is not easy to do sadly otherwise i would have been long gone already
>>36341285what are you talking about lol
>>36341285>ask for tadafil, cialis and t gels so their gocks can work makes me wanna throw upwhy you be puking about based things?
ball atrophy is a scam............... I got scammed..................................?
>pointless and dumbwhat are you gonna do with your little man tits?
>>36341297take your pills or an hero you autistic yokel
>>36341303>>36341314i wasn't aware i was speaking to transbians mb carry on with your polycules
>>36341344no seriously, what are you talking about? how is ball atrophy a scam and what do "transbian polycules" have to do with giving advice on how to avoid dick shrinkage?
>>36341324they are not even visible at all, i barely grew anything lol>>36341326i am not autistic, most of you are though
>>36341285trvke, i couldn't believe how many people still cared about function outside of concerns for srs
>i am not autistic
>>36341382>srswing cutting is cringe
>>36341368but you are a yokel? good to know
>>36341357genital atrophy it supposedly happens if you're on E, effects the balls and dick. I'm just saying its fear mongering by people who wanna do everything they can so they can have working genitals. Its become so common and a misconception that hrt does anything to genitals that genital atrophy is listed as an effect of hrt if you stay on it. Being on hrt and not doing shit for "maintenance" besides hygiene down there has proven that "ball/dick atrophy" was all bs. I'm upset because i was looking forward to shinkage :'(
>>36341422didn't say i was gonna do it, just surprised that this gen was troonbian central ig
>>36341382giw i could have srs from that san francisco surgeon
>>36341450how the fuck is it "a scam" and why do you believe that your personal experience is what everyone else experiences, and they're lying if they say otherwise?why do so many people who gravitate to this shithole keep their weird anti-science anti-factuality repper mentality
>>36341368not visible whats your bmi?
>>36341480he did no effort and hondosed dont entertain this fool
just give me a cure for my dysphoria and i am out of here forever>>36341480i am a bit overweight
>>36341485>foolhow dare you? i am way more smarter and knowledgeable on hrt and this stuff than any of you is
>>36341499how come i had b cups in the same 4 months and you didnt then?were you just temporarily retarded?
>>36341513genetics, my mom is flat, you idiot
I think this thread is definitive proof that IQ is stored entirely within the boob
>>36341535cope you just didnt eat your yoghurt like you should have
I think every single one of you should die
>>36341474ok, why are you so mad about it? are you one of those who are disappointed by the perceived "shrinkage"? >anti factual/science hasn't provided any studies or source on this so called "genital atrophy" effect of hrt. I can just sense that you're one of those trannies who love arguing and debating on the internet but i don't wanna partake in this shit any longer.its not like im so keen on being on this board either, i wish i were a ciswomen never having to look into these spaces online or care what a tranny is or debate with one about hrt
>>36341554i agree, kill me first, and let chicken head and loonix to be last ones to die so they have to suffer more..
i see why others come here to belittle you “people”. i’ll really have no moral qualms about bullying the rapehons in here from now on, tysm!!!!
>you people identifying as men while taking estrogen aren't transing right! stop it!>>36341555lmao I'm not mad, I'm calling out your bizarre like, accusation? I guess? that the trans and medical communities are "scamming" you by reporting the existence of genital atrophy when it's ltierally one of the most reported and clinically observed effects of estrogen, you fucking psychomy flaccid size is literally 1/4 what it was pre-HRT btw and I lost a good inch or two hard, and yes I do love having a gigantic cock still so I'm a little bit sad about that
>>36341575stfu, no one cares
>>36341485well he also is chubby, ig it could be why. Those early growth spurt tits show up on underweight twinkettes too
>>36341602obviously you care enough you dysgenic slime xD you’re not even on hrt and yet you’ve fallen into the cycle of self hatred and self inflicted mental terror
I can't believe someone came into mmg to call me a transbian polycule rapehon my world is shattered
MY DICK WORKSMY LEVELS ARE GREATMY BALLS ARE SMALLMY PENIS IS SOFTHRT WORKS
like i said i hate debates because its malebrained >so I'm a little bit sad about thatyou should have led with that, i hope you can forgive me and im sorry that you had a change on your body you did not want from hrt :(
>>36341571i dont suffer i just feel better and betteri kicked all drugs including alc since starting hrtdont nees copes life is good>>36341607you need atleast some protein and calorie intake to grow shit thats clear atleast
i should move to seattle and become a transbian poly rapehon
>>36341669there was no "debate" you drooling moron, you're just throwing shade on reality and denying others' experience for no reason while attacking random strawmen
>>36341682i wanna have monogamy transbian relationship where she hate fucks me her day was bad or whatever but cuddles me later
giwtwm
>>36341688i hope this is not that french nazi
>>36341709ew, nolook you just came in here and started sweeping unsubstantiated claims about the effects of mtf hormone therapy in a very tourist-y way and I called you out for it
>>36341709unironically frenchie is at least more realistic than any of these clowns.
>>36341754about what? "race realism?" lmao
I'm a knock off boymoder who is a knock off woman
>>36341887^_^
i live for the "you're not a man" comments
I live for making people uncomfortable around me in the store
i push my fingers into my asscumming's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
I bert myself today
'moders, did you change much from hrt in the first 2 months? Did people notice anything weird about you in that time? I just ordered some but idk if i should start now or when the summer break ends to avoid anyone getting suspicious about how drastically i changed when i come back to school
>>36342053my extremely neurotic and controlling mother noticed something was up within the first month, friends didn't notice until a bit further in and when I started dressing a little bit differently after losing a bunch of weight
>>36341619stop calling me ugly you retard, i already know that>>36341680huge copeeventually it will fail like it always does and you will end up probably worse than me
>>36342087ill do my best to win so hard your faith in hrt restoresjust for you
>>36342053people will notice but you can always deny really easily, just get a bra when your breasts show up
>>36342110what is your end goal really? you probably got most of hrt effects by now
>>36342192idk if there is an end goalthere is always something to improve
>>36342259in regard to feminization? what if you hit your maximum and you can no longer improve?
>>36342352im not just feminizing im prettymaxxing to my attractioni wanna turn myself into what im most attracted to
>>36342411an eunuch? damn, you are into some weird shit bro
>>36342603i didnt lose anything i already was infertile and my dick still works so what givesim not desperate for someone but if there is someone i like and looks ok and that person is attracted to me its all good
>>36342680i assume autism or heavy coping or both desu if you actually don't feel dysphoria
>>36342728you actually have mental retardation
>>36342728i hate myself and always need to do better
I think a lot of this for me required specifically separating out and understanding from a low level what I find attractive in others vs what I was or am attracted to the idea of being and looking like, kind of differentiating an instinctive "wow she's hot" reaction between giwtwm and I want her
i ate a bunch of candy again . here's hoping the weight goes to my hairy ass and moobs
>>36342777I stopped eating most kinds of candy at some point as a habit, especially gummy stuff after I looked up why it made me burp so much
>>36342753>calling a retard by actual retardi assume that i am smart then, thanks>>36342755ok but this was not into the redpill looksmaxxing redpill bible>>36342680i don't really need anyone desuand idk my sexuality that well anyway, and most people are not interesting enough and too annoying, normies feel so alien to me, lieral dumb cattle desu
you know what? i give up you all winhave fun with your retarded fucking clownshow and injecting yourself with copious amounts of hormones
>>36342820>ok but this was not into the redpill looksmaxxing redpill biblethat kind of looksmaxxing is aimed at beeing attractive towards othersnone of the girls ever made me feel good about myself even when they told me how good i look or whateveronly thing that always mattered was what i think of me>i don't really need anyone desusame in terms of love but im not against it either
>>36342885damn, i am really schizo i guess, i don't remember writing this>>36342892you literally just described dysphoria you dumb bonobo
>>36342942i dont think its dysphoria i would still hate myself as an ugly feminine person
i can't believe dysphoria will murder me and i will have to kms, fucking hell, this suffering is so horrible and i feel so alone with this shit, i honestly don't see a way out of this, fuck..
>>36342989hope you can beat your dysphoria
every living poster on the board dies alone
>>36343056thats ok the run was goodmaybe should have died in my late 20s but dying in your 30s is patheticthis modern world isnt for that romantic love til the end type shit anymore anyway
>>36343033i don't think i can and problably no one can besides luckshits youngshits passoids
>>36343099ur in ur 30s???
>>36343099
>>36343116yea im 30
>>36343130ummm umm are u taking applications for a dog? i can barki can fold the dishesi can cooki can be whatever u want me to be
>actually believing in lovewhat a bunch of pussies lolevery relationship is based on interest and getting some stuff out of it, it was always this way and it will always be, normies just tell that they stay together out of love and not sex/to not feel alone/cheaper rent/kids/etc. as a way to cope, bs themselves and make tehmselves and it feel special kek
love is an insidious poison lie, a detestable exploit in our biology
>>36343144cats are cuter desu>>36343150i dont believe in iti just like the idea and wish it was reali wish i met that one girl and be with her forever
>>36343163I love you chudette :)
i need to suck thick, musky manmoder cock
>>36343225LIES
>>36343237noo!
>>36343248
ok i am no longer procrastinating ordering my sni will just do it, if i don't need to use it and i find a soultion then great but if i really need to use it then i will be glad that i bought it..
>>36343193working on it u are really sweet btw glad to see u at least have a soul
>>36343237i'm gonna sing the doom song now
>>36343313doom de doom de doom*holds up spork*
>>36343294i feel like one of the biggest assholes around tbqhtrying to not let it consume me tho
how do I get a job as a manmoder without pissing someone off by my mere looks?
>>36343294she is not going to go on test for you lmao
>>36343346You have to actually manmode (ie look like a regular guy and not a freak)
I was a freak before hrt
>>36343420Well what are you now?
>>36343432also a freak
>>36343345i don't think that's true>>36343401don't want her to
>>36343411I got a short haircutwhy am I talking with a repper? how would you know?
WE ARE TRANSMITTING FROM THE YEAR ONE NINE NINE NINE
fuck my fuzzy boiboobies
mfw
mohgs me
my odds of ever passing is NIHIL
>>36343580>>36343597
>>36343603me on the far left (5 years hrt)
I am not like youngshits, fundamentally different, they are basically real women, I am a freak
I am not like people, fundamentally different, they are basically ensouled, I am an automaton
I am not. I am
I am not like living things, fundamentally different, they are basically part of this reality, I am a corrosive invader
>>36343692 what if childrens thing.. but f*cked up, o.O
>>36343725waow le so edgy, makes you think amirite?
>My dreams on my pitches, watch me make a spirit of baseball bloom.
does anyone else hate it when passers try to claim that hons are just hons because they don't put in enough "effort"? Effort isn't going to unfuck my balding hairline. effort isn't going to fix my honface.
I just hate it in general
i think effort in this context is making an effort to reach for the gun so you can splatter your brains against the wall and stop ruining optics for everyone else :)
>>36343505fuck you for messing up with my ocd
>>36343768it's normies telling incels "just bee yourself :^)" but for troons, yes
>>36343811what's up, fagbreath? it's a picture of a portable grill, I was just making a suicide joke
>>36343835haha really funny people with ocd are not like crazy, i am aware of what is real or not, i am very lucid, is just that my brain still bothers me a bit about it..
>>36343863i'm going to slap your flabby gut and tits you bucktoothed gypsy bastard
>>36343863
>>36343892but you were like just making fun of me, there wasn't a grill there right? it was that coma message bait for mentally ill people that have like ocd or whatever?
ocd ain't real nigga just get a job and a life nigga
>>36343924lol what? what are you schizing out about now?
better yet get a haircut nigga no one wants to see that stupid jewfro
>>36343933solve my dysphoria so i can function first and i have been diagnosed with ocd and i have been on a lot of meds, and believe me i have a lot of ocd problems 24/7, saying shit like ocd is not real just triggers my ocd and makes me think if i have ocd or if it is even real, ik that i have ocd and that it is real but my brain still forces me to think about it..>>36343943FUCK YOU
think about taking a shower chubby lil nigga
>>36343978no, fuck you, buddy
>>36343987i would if it would solve my dysphoria but it won't, god please save me, i am so fucking doomed :'(
posting on this website has molded me into a gay schizophrenic faggot iwnbaw iwnbarm
don't get me wrong I'm barely hanging onto reality by a thread, myself, always have been - but I think that's just because I hyperfixate on all the processing and smoothing the mind does to make things make sense and am made uneasy by the nature living in sometimes entirely divergent perceptive realities with other in a shared physical translation medium by way of group hallucination
hrm, I accidentally a word or two there... you get the gist, I'm not judging on that account
faggy alt kid stuck in the body of a decrepit old man. might just go listen to linkin park and seethe at this gay earth......
>>36344054omg so same bestie
