discovered i am an egg, or cracked, and have this horrible feeling of impending doom unlike anything i felt before
>>36345142If you "Cracked" it means someone else has gotten into your subconscious and corrupted you. If you "Hatched" then it means you came to this conclusion on your own. The doom you feel is the sense that something is wrong. Do some soul searching. Prayer, meditation, Four Loko in the Taco Bell parking lot while listening to Radiohead, whatever emotionally resonates with you. Until you can confidently say that you "Hatched", rather than "cracked" do not move forward with anything that modifies your body.
>>36345142start HRT immediately
>>36345345I did not hatch, I don't want to get into specifics but I wrote cracked for a reason... what will signal to me that I have 'hatched', what will be different? I won't move forward with anything until then but I'd just like an idea what that looks like. I'm scared. 4Loko in the Taco Bell parking lot with Radiohead playing sounds okay, I like the breakfast Crunchwrap.
>>36345142hi OP!!! you're new, so LOOK INTO THE EFFECTS OF HRT AND START ASAP teehee
>>36345561>I wrote cracked for a reasonIt's good that you acknowledge it. I won't pry into you reasons if you don't want to share them. I just really hate the term, it implies something external caused it. In a literal sense, when I crack an egg to make an omelette I'm not thinking about how the egg feels about it, and neither do the people who use that term when referring to the people they give encouragement to. >what will signal to me that I have 'hatched', what will be differentThat's a very personal thing. It's why I recommended some very personal, spiritual rituals. Only you will be able to feel in your heart that you hatched, rather than cracked.The only quasi-objective metric I can give you is how each statement feels. Once you can say out loud "I have hatched" and it feels more truthful and natural than "My egg was cracked" then the sense of doom will subside a bit.
>>36345142turn back now, not worth being a tranny unless you pass easily
